Jiuxuanmen Xiao Tiantu room inside.

Xiao Tiantu sat in front of the bookcase, just like that day on Taiqing Mountain, Yang Feng came in to question Xiao Tiantu.

In the house, there are only the father and son.

Xiao Tiantu explained his intention to Yang Feng, Yang Feng just took a chair and put it in front of the crack in the door with an arrogant face, sat down to face Xiao Tiantu, and crossed Erlang's legs.

Xiao Tiantu frowned and asked, "What's the matter?"

"What reason do you have for me to be happy?" Yang Feng retorted: "Not to mention how much responsibility you have for the death of my parents, that is, you are unkind to everyone in the world. I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid

In Yang Feng's words, in addition to dissatisfaction, there was also a sense of sarcasm.

Xiao Tiantu wanted to speak again and again, this child has indeed grown up. And what can he use to persuade him, and what does he owe himself?

Nurturing grace?

It was he who made him lose the joy of family with his biological parents, and in the past 20 years, he has never given him enough family warmth, even when he didn't know his life experience before, he often complained that it was similar to a child without a home.

Yang Feng, a child, even if people in Kyoto evaluate it, most of them can't think of him growing up in the General's Mansion since he was a child.

Wild child is the most words that Xiao Tiantu has heard to describe Yang Feng.

He didn't know if this child was really low-key, or if he didn't want to mention to outsiders that he was the father-in-law of the general, perhaps, this child never regarded him as a father, and he was not competent at all.

On the day Yang Feng left Kyoto, there was no warning, and although he sent someone to secretly investigate his whereabouts, he almost let it go. For a moment, Xiao Tiantu thought that maybe this kid could liberate his nature by leaving the General's Mansion, and he didn't have to live in guilt day and night.

This is something that ordinary people's parents and elders would never think about.

This kid scolded himself for being ruthless, and it was not unfounded, Xiao Tiantu even felt that his feelings were numb, and he was completely different from the original.

However, what caused him to be like this, Xiao Tiantu couldn't find the reason from beginning to end, and he blamed all this on the years.

The years grinded people and turned him into an emotionless person.

On the other hand, he thinks that he is a big person, and he distinguishes little love from big love very clearly, so sometimes he gives up small love for his big love, for his overall situation, he has never hesitated, and afterwards, he has not blamed himself at all. Hot Spot Library

In his position, there will be sacrifices in everything he does and every decision he makes, and those who sacrifice are, in his opinion, deserved and not worth mentioning.

Xiao Tiantu couldn't answer Yang Feng's rhetorical question, and the shame and self-blame of the past arose spontaneously, maybe people are old and will really recover some conscience.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yang Feng asked tentatively: "Do you really think that every idea you have can be realized, and others need to obey?"

Xiao Tiantu came back to his senses from his daze and looked at Yang Feng who was sitting opposite, now he was more like a prisoner, being interrogated by this young man.

This young man is not like Yang Daneng, but like Yang Daneng's wife, Xiao Tiantu still remembers that sister-in-law often makes big meat wontons for herself, and she can eat three bowls at a time.

I don't know if it's an illusion, Xiao Tiantu actually felt in his heart that he should answer Yang Feng's question.

I only heard Xiao Tiantu say: "Every idea I had since I was in the army can indeed be realized, but sometimes the cost is greater." Although I am now the general of the dynasty, under one person, above ten thousand, the orders under the order, even those first-class officials in the capital dare not disobey. I have never asked others to obey, everyone is different, and you grew up in the General's Mansion, you should know that no one in the General's Mansion has ever been arrested and beheaded, and even harsh torture and beating a few boards are very rare. I'm not a murderous person. ”

Xiao Tiantu looked at Yang Feng, his eyes returned to his previous appearance, and he continued calmly: "You see the peaceful and prosperous times of the past twenty years, the night scene of Kyoto is prosperous, and the policies are all from the General's Mansion. If I am really a person who kills arbitrariness and forcefully demands obedience from others, then you can also say that I am Wen Taowu, and I am a capable minister who cannot rule the world for a lifetime. But I'm not. ”

When Xiao Tiantu said this, Yang Feng's face also changed a little.

Xiao Tiantu continued: "Many times, I have discussed with those counselors, I am afraid that if I do something wrong and give a wrong order, the people below will carry it out unconditionally, and in the end, it will be the people of the world who will suffer." I am prejudiced against the martial arts of the rivers and lakes, but the current minister Su Yongjin is also my hand, behind him, but the big clan on the rivers and lakes Shangguan Mansion! Just because I saw that Su Yongjin was talented and loved the people, I reused him, and later handed over many state affairs to him, because I knew that my ability was limited, I was not perfect, and the affairs of the world were very complicated, and the people who could stand alone did not exist in the long river of history! So I'm not as arbitrary as you usually see, and I can't decide what you know, even the things you know. Facts can't prove me right or wrong, only time can tell, you and I are both living in the moment, why bother to hold on to a little handle?"

When Xiao Tiantu said this, he actually had a somewhat helpless tone, as if he ......

Yang Feng felt as if he was pleading with himself.

But what he said today came from the bottom of his heart, and it is true.

If everybody is in his place, he won't necessarily be able to do well.

After a moment of silence, Yang Feng said again: "I am not yet twenty-five years old, and I am not well-known in the rivers and lakes. Yes, I have the sixty internal strength left by Xuanwen Zhenren in my body, but it is still far less than some of the senior brothers in this sect. I see that you are really a little sick and rushed to the doctor, the strength of that madman is invincible if you are not on the list of heroes of Qingzhu. Since the master is unwilling to come forward, for the sake of the people of the world, you should also put down your face and fight again, if you can't do it, go to the Buddha's door. It's too casual to find a few of us. ”

Xiao Tiantu said lightly: "I didn't think about it, but this is a Xuanqing Zhenren." ”

Yang Feng frowned and said, "Xuan Qing Zhenren, do you really think so?"

Xiao Tiantu nodded and said, "In my opinion, it is indeed a bit out of bounds. But since Xuan Qingzhen said so, there must be a reason for him. What you can't do, you can't force it, and I try my best to do what I can. As you asked me earlier, do I need everyone to be obedient, and I tell you, no. When you grow up, you can make your own decisions, I will only stay here for two days, and I will leave the day after tomorrow, and when you go back, tell your three companions, I respect your decision. ”