Volume 6 Chapter 39 Affection and Hatred from Ancient Times

At night, the Shangguan Mansion was as silent as usual.

On the eaves of Shangguan Mansion, Lin Xueyi and Shangguan Jinfeng sat side by side.

At this time, Shangguan Jinfeng was two months pregnant, and although her lower abdomen had not yet bulged, Lin Xueyi did not forget to remind: "You are pregnant, you still have to be careful." If I had known, I wouldn't have asked you to come up here. ”

Shangguan Jinfeng spread his hands, and said lightly: "We are not a delicate lady, this running and jumping will not be a big deal." ”

"Then let me hear if this little baby has any opinions. Lin Xueyi jokingly wanted to get close to Shangguan Jinfeng's belly to listen to the child's movements, but was pushed away by Shangguan Jinfeng: "It's only been two months, and you still can't expect to be able to greet you." ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, and after laughing, Lin Xueyi's eyes were a little stunned.

Shangguan Jinfeng looked at it carefully, so he grabbed Lin Xueyi's hand and said: "I still say the same thing, if you are unhappy, come to me at any time, good sister can solve problems for you!"

"Good. Lin Xueyi smiled slightly, brushed her hair, and looked up at the sky.

Shangguan Jinfeng pretended to be angry and said, "It seems that you are separated from me, and you don't tell me anything if you have troubles in your heart." ”

Lin Xueyi smiled bitterly: "I'm alone, what can I worry about." If you say yes, it's an old thing, and your ears will be calloused if you talk too much. ”

"I knew that I was trapped by love again, and it was for the sword saint who had already returned to the underworld. "Shangguan Jinfeng has no good impression of Xiao Lang because of Lin Xueyi. In her opinion, this Xiao Langkong has a skill, but he doesn't know how to grow up like a piece of wood.

Lin Xueyi said very seriously: "He's not dead yet." ”

Shangguan Jinfeng frowned: "How can you be so sure? After so many years, you haven't found him." ”

"It was Mu Sanniang who said it. As soon as Lin Xueyi's words fell, Shangguan Jinfeng was still a little puzzled: "Mu Sanniang, didn't you say that she was your rival in love, and she would tell you this?"

Lin Xueyi explained Shangguan Jinfeng's doubts and said, "Mu Sanniang said that she saw Xiao Lang last year. After the battle of Taiqing Mountain, her temperament changed greatly, and I believe her words. ”

"Great change in temperament?" Shangguan Jinfeng's mind at this time was always the Mu Sanniang who had a lifeless face and didn't like words.

Lin Xueyi nodded and said: "The current Mu Sanniang is not worried or happy, has no desires and no desires, and the technique of gathering qi into a blade is even more extreme, and there is also an heir, An Ziyu, who is already the appearance of a generation of grandmasters." ”

Although Shangguan Jinfeng would not believe that Mu Sanniang's temperament had changed drastically, she believed Lin Xueyi's words a little.

Shangguan Jinfeng asked again, "Are you really so sure?"

Lin Xueyi said with a smile: "Except for Xiao Lang, I don't think anyone can change a woman who has been obsessed with him for more than ten years." ”

After a moment of silence, Shangguan Jinfeng asked in a low voice, "Xueyi, then why don't you go to him?"

"If he wants to see me, he will appear in front of me one day, if he doesn't want to see me, I have to work hard and spend energy, what can I do?" Lin Xueyi used the meaning of Mu Sanniang's original words to answer Shangguan Jinfeng's question.

Shangguan Jinfeng is also a Qing official who can't stop family affairs, so he can only sigh and say: "If I were you, I would have come out ten years ago." There are so many good men in the world, why bother pursuing a ruthless person. ”

There was silence again.

Lin Xueyi said: "I often don't understand, when I am calm, I see myself, and I feel quite stupid. But every time I think of him, I can't help but feel warm. His voice is gentle, his shoulders are broad, his swordsmanship is elegant, and his whole person is tall and majestic, heroic and upright. Maybe I happened to be in love at that time, but it was then that he broke into my heart, and since then it has been deeply rooted, and in addition to him, I have also become ruthless. ”

"You are more than ruthless. Shangguan Jinfeng said: "You are so fascinated by him that you have no thoughts." It is said that time can dilute everything, and time can make people mature, and in my opinion, you have never changed. "Chase literature

Lin Xueyi also sighed lightly and said, "What if it hasn't changed? I'm still at ease and unrestrained." ”

"But your heart has been locked. Shangguan Jinfeng's words really made Lin Xueyi depressed.

Shangguan Jinfeng continued: "Seriously, no matter how you show that you are happy, I am always not worth it for you. From the perspective of a friend, I hope you can find a good partner, even if it is to accompany you to the end of the world, it is better than being alone. A woman, no matter how strong her martial arts are, always has a fragile heart, and we all have this heart, but you still have to pretend to be strong, which is too torturous. ”

"Or you know me. Lin Xueyi smiled a little reluctantly.

Shangguan Jinfeng suddenly hugged Lin Xueyi and asked her to lean on her shoulder.

I only heard Shangguan Jinfeng say: "I know you want to vent, cry, I'm here." ”

……

The evening breeze blew, and a dark cloud obscured the moon, and in the blink of an eye, it was blown away again.

Lin Xueyi couldn't stop sobbing on Shangguan Jinfeng's shoulder, and finally cried.

If a woman does not have the support of a man, she will only reveal her true feelings in front of her good sisters.

Shangguan Jinfeng was like taking care of a child, and his right hand kept stroking Lin Xueyi's long hair.

"Why? Why did he leave?"

"Why, he wants to teach me swordsmanship?"

"Why, do I have to like him?"

"Why can't he listen to me and like me, even if he rejects me on the spot, I just let it go. But ......"

But he didn't even say hello, and I didn't even know what his heart was. ”

Lin Xueyi's voice gradually became a little hoarse.

She couldn't answer these questions for herself, and Shangguan Jinfeng didn't know how to answer them, so she could only try her best to appease Lin Xueyi's emotions.

At the same time, Xiao Lang, who was far away on the cliff wall behind the Kongjing Buddha Temple and the three elders of Buddhism, suddenly opened his eyes and stood up to look at the moon in the sky.

"Do you have something on your mind?" Hong Wu's voice came, as if it was far and near.

After a period of silence, Xiao Lang said: "In my heart, it is not empty, there is still a person, often put it down, often think about it, so repeatedly, it is difficult to be stable at night." ”

Hong Wu asked, "If you have a sweetheart, why do you want to come and live in seclusion with our three old men who are about to die?"

Xiao Lang sighed and said: "At that time, the situation was special, if I stayed in the Central Plains, I would be killed, and I was afraid that the people around me would be affected." Since Saibei came back, it has been half a hundred years, how dare you realize the beauty?"

Hong Wu stopped talking, he knew that the incident that Xiao Lang said was the matter of Suolong Valley back then. In the fire that year, only the two of them escaped by luck. In order to avoid the court suspecting that these two people knew the truth and wanted to cut the grass and eradicate the roots, Hong Wu could not go out of retreat because there was an empty Pure Buddha Temple behind him, while Xiao Lang had no door or faction, so he could only choose to go away to the desert.

Whenever he thinks of his state of mind at that time, Xiao Lang will take the initiative to stop recalling.