Chapter 330: Why is there no infatuation and indulgence?

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――I would like to sacrifice Lin Lan with Lu Benzhong's "Picking Mulberries".

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"Okay, today I will ask this vast world to testify for me Lin Shengnan and Lan Yuze, the two of us have stayed together for the rest of our lives, north and south, west and east, and will never be separated.

In fact, no one can guarantee that the pile will not be destroyed, and the stone will not be transferred......

"Yu Ze is willing to be around Lin Qian, advance and retreat together, and live this life together. "Do you still remember the past?

Promise, like the rain that falls on the cheeks tonight, delicate, light, but cold, comes quietly, and no one notices when it goes; Promise is like rain, it evaporates while slipping, it is doomed to perish at birth, and the world must wipe it if it is too cumbersome; Promise is like rain, beauty is beautiful, it will break when you touch it, and you can't keep it, the best way is to raise your head and accept it falling into your eyes.

In the end, there are only tears.

In the past two years, there has really been no day when she hasn't missed it, but she never knows how to fight for hysteria, so she can only love lonely, focused, fragile, proud, and let go of love again and again: Shengnan, I don't blame anyone, I only hate myself, I hate that I can't understand you, I can't give you the most intimate words, I can't share your sorrows, and I can't walk into your heart again. There is an opportunity, only once in a lifetime, and if you don't keep it, it's no wonder you missed it......

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Are you sighing again about the blue and falling yellow spring moon? Are you recalling the sunset and river wind again? Sister, perhaps, you are still haunted by the scene of his determination to leave with another woman? When he doesn't look back, do you feel like ashes, and do you feel more and more heartache......

"Sister...... Yuhong could no longer hear the cold wind in her ears, and walked towards Yuze, who was lonely outside Yang Songxian's tent in the wind and rain waiting to visit, and finally made it hard to call her to interrupt her. Unexpectedly, Yu Ze was immersed in her thoughts, and did not turn around to respond, it felt like she was not in the world.

Perhaps, it's not that my sister is too engrossed to hear it, but Yuhong is too weak-hearted and soft-voiced? When we reunited, Yuhong didn't dare to see my sister again: But you know, in the past two years that you have not been by his side, I have tried to make up for it on your behalf more than once, but in the end, I can neither enter his heart, nor can I live with my sister. Yuhong really has no place to embarrass herself, but she can repeatedly ask herself when she is in the most dead silence every night, why the tall and handsome black-clothed young man in the cellar of Dali has become the figure that my Lan sisters have missed at the same time for two years, my sister is indeed unswerving, in fact, my sister is also haunted by her dreams......

Time finally can't go back. Love and pain go hand in hand in their stories, and they weigh as much.

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"Sister?!...... Drinking?" Getting closer and closer, Yuhong suddenly found out what Yuze was doing, and couldn't help but be shocked, instinctively stepped forward to snatch the wine glass, "Don't drink sister!" Yuhong was reluctant, couldn't bear to watch her indulge in memories and at the same time pinned her affection on wine, this scene of drunken cold wind did not destroy her sister's beauty, but how could my sister be so poignant, so sad, so lost, so decadent......

If you have wine in your hand, of course you have to drink it all at once. Yu Ze smiled sadly, the people behind her never knew what the other side of her was, she was not so otherworldly, she was cannibalistic, she understood that the country was ruined, she could sing to wine when she was happy, and she could use wine to drown her sorrows when she was depressed. However, for more than ten years, even Yuhong and Yuhan are puzzled, and the few poems she wrote in the living room of the Lan family are not practicing calligraphy or urging anyone. In the whole world, only one person said to her in an insightful tone in front of her, Yuze, you have great ambitions and are hindered by appearance. Why, the memories with this person are pitiful, what is wrong, I really want to get drunk with a heavy drink, and then cry to you Lin Qian through the wine to tell the truth, I, Lan Yuze, from the first time I met you, I knew that I couldn't escape, and from now on, I will be lost in your world, and I can't get out of it anyway...... But you, Lin Qian, have demolished your past world with your own hands, and my lost path has curled up in the corner of your heart, and finally I walked out, but I can no longer find where you are.

"Sister, are you crazy?!This hurts your body, not to mention that you have injuries......" Yuhong looked distressed.

"Okay, no more drinking. Yu Ze reluctantly made a smile, but he couldn't suppress the tears that burst out of his eyes, how could he control this sadness, yes, she still had injuries on her body.

"Why is my sister standing outside in the rain alone?

"When the doctor says yes, I'll go in and see him. Yuze wiped away his tears. There is a lot of sadness in his face. Laughing and crying, sad to the extreme.

"Sister, Yuhong knows, you must have something in your heart to say to your brother-in-law, but you can't say it......" Yuhong was already choked up after saying two sentences, and grabbed Yuze's hand, "If my sister is really panicked, you can tell Yuhong first, and then tell ......him when my brother-in-law comes back."

Yu Ze was stunned, patted Yu Hong's shoulder, forced a smile, but shook his head: "If you have accumulated for two years, you haven't been able to say it for two years." Shengnan, he is finally no longer the original Shengnan......"No! It's not this sentence! It's not like this!" Yuhong solemnly interrupted her, and hit her for the first time: "Even I can see that my brother-in-law has not changed at all, so my sister won't even be unable to see these things clearly!" For so many days, my brother-in-law's behavior towards everyone, although I haven't seen it all, I can understand everything, no wonder everyone obeys him, he has never changed from beginning to end, and he is still so affectionate and righteous, even if he has long been the master of the alliance. My sister should know better than me, but why does my sister prefer to hide and not get rid of it, and always deceive herself like this......" Yu Ze's face changed suddenly, and he did not refute.

"Why, why does my sister always only avoid and not fight? Obviously, my sister is the only one who is the most important in his heart, but my sister would rather lie to others first and then lie to herself in order to fulfill it! Sister won't be tired like this, won't she be sad? Sister loves him too much, so one person has to take all the charges, and turn his back on everyone's accusations to bear the grievances...... But others don't understand Yuhong and don't know, my sister is always very cold to bear it, but she will secretly shed tears. My sister knew that he hadn't changed, but she insisted that he had changed, but my sister gave him an excuse to give up!"

"Silly boy. Yu Ze stroked Yu Hong's hair lovingly, coughed lightly, and smiled in a low voice, "But, Yu Hong, you are the only one now, and you have been under the cellar for five days." Come out of here, Yuhong. ”

Yuhong listened, and her face suddenly changed: "Sister?"

"You can't always immerse yourself in the past, Yuhong, in the future, my sister will not shelter you again, who is the person who wants to protect my sister, and where can I say for a while. Yu Ze sighed leisurely, "Actually, you should be glad for your sister, the best time in my sister's life is with him." ”

However, the best time in my brother-in-law's life was more than one place and one encounter...... Brother-in-law is not my sister's alone......" Yuhong couldn't cry.

Yu Ze was shocked when he heard this, and muttered to himself: "So that's the ......" The one in the world who is most compatible with himself and has to be him, why did he disappear? Because, he is not her alone.

After enduring so many rumors, illness, and emotional fluctuations, Yu Ze has never felt like a dead heart once, but when this fact hits, she doesn't know whether she was woken up by the wind and rain, or she was stunned, and she only understood at this moment. All thoughts were lost, and all the sorrows that were forced suddenly attacked together, suddenly, overwhelmingly, and in an instant, they were caught off guard by the wind and rain. Is this the pain? Why didn't you seem to be aware of any of this before?

Suddenly, her eyes were dark, and her heart ached sharply, and she was unable to stand firmly, for fear of frightening Yuhong, and wanted to maintain consciousness with perseverance, but to no avail. What faded in his ears was Yuhong's hurried and frightened cry for help: "Come on, save my sister!" "Sister, sister, don't you have anything to do......"

Taking care of this and losing the other, Yuhong was in a hurry, and saw Feng Xiaoyin coming from the other side of the rain curtain from a distance, and said happily: "Miss Feng, save my sister...... Her old injuries recurred......"

"What's going on, what is the recurrence of an old injury?" Yin'er hurriedly came, picked up Yu Ze and asked urgently, Yu Hong just shed tears and didn't speak.

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After Yu Ze was helped to the nearby temporary camp in Shengnan, Yu Ze's consciousness was a little recovered. However, looking at her movements that were still covering her heart in a trance, Yin'er suddenly felt that something was wrong, and her heart moved, and immediately took off her coat to help her check the injury.

The old wound that was not shallow came into view, and it was only a size deviation from the death of the heart, and it was obvious that this injury was very serious, and it had taken a long time to heal, and when he saw this wound again, Yuhong's tears flowed all over his face.

"This wound is ......" Yin'er was surprised and melancholy at the same time, and unconsciously, she felt more pity for Yuze.

"This ...... This is an old wound, it has been almost half a year, it has healed very well, it only hurts occasionally, it is fine, and it will be fine after a short rest. Yu Ze woke up slightly and whispered, "Alliance leader, you don't have to ask for a military doctor, it's really okay." When they looked at each other, Yin'er clearly saw that her face was bloodless: poor Miss Yuze, is she going to be left with a sickness for half her life? And the most pitiful thing is that at her weakest moment, her most beloved man is not by her side...... Where is Shengnan, Shengnan is next to another woman! For a moment, Yin'er really felt that Shengnan was so ruthless, no, it was heavenly ruthlessness, it would be great if Shengnan could be divided into two, Sister Yunyan needed him, and Miss Yuze couldn't have him.

Suddenly remembering something, Yin'er asked her in a trembling voice: "The old wound half a year ago?!Is it the battle of the foundation of Kuizhou in July last year?...... Miss Yuze was severely beaten by Jin Bing and almost lost her life......"

Yu Ze nodded, and suddenly remorseful: "If it weren't for saving me, Song Xian wouldn't have been besieged and seriously injured, and he wouldn't have been ......suffering from illness until now," she said when she said, she blamed herself again, "That night I saw him abandoned in the river, thinking that he would not be able to swim in the water, he would not be able to escape this catastrophe, and for a while I felt that I had nothing to love, and I wanted to go with him immediately, but ......"

"But, for the sake of Shengnan, did you save your last breath?" Yin'er asked Yuze when she asked herself, if she was also dying like Yuze girl at that time, would she work hard for Shengnan......

"The thoughts of begging for death and greedy for life pulled me almost at the same time, and in the end I only heard a voice encouraging me, for Shengnan, I must cherish myself and love myself, I have to explain to Shengnan, even if I finish explaining and then die......" Yu Ze's eyes were red, and he coughed lightly and didn't have the strength to speak again, Yuhong choked up and said: "However, my uncle took my sister to the battlefield boat and wanted to use my sister as a hostage to threaten my brother-in-law." My sister was only a little sober, and they were going to escort her out of the cabin. My sister had no choice but to see her brother-in-law, but she couldn't go out to disturb her brother-in-law's heart, and the only way was to die before that. Yin'er was shocked, and listened to Yuhong continue: "My sister has a dagger on her body, and her father gave her a defense in White Emperor City, but my sister used this self-defense to commit suicide......"

When Yin'er heard this, her compassion vanished, and it completely turned into a respect for Yuze, and the misunderstanding and prejudice against her over the years were completely swept away, and her excited eyes were full of tears: "Unexpectedly...... It turned out to be like this...... "Yin'er's hands and feet were cold, and her hands were trembling.

"But my sister's strength has been exhausted after all, and the stabbing is not accurate at all, but she did not die, but I know that my sister must be very painful, this wound has not been healed for half a year, and my sister's heart often hurts inexplicably. Yuhong sighed.

"But because of my suicide, my uncle was in a big mess, and they also realized that if Katsunan saw a dying me, it was likely to provoke him rather than hit him. Yu Ze Shicai has been short of breath, and Yu Hong can only relay it to her first, and the scene at that time must be a hundred times more dangerous. However, Yin'er didn't see half a point of regret on her face after all. When Yu Ze said it, he was proud of doing something stupid that time. Unexpectedly, a defenseless and weak woman was so brave and fearless in the face of the vicious and sinister Jin Army. What you do when you are unconscious is the most sincere thing, and Yin'er only can't realize it for a moment.

The most missing link in the battle of the foundation was not completely made up until today, half a year later. Lan Yuze, deservedly is also Lin Qian's woman! But Yuze and Shengnan, it's not that they don't have a chance, it's just that they make people pass by, so that they pass by too often, life and death are vast, and they only understand and find out after the passage of time...... But things have changed, and Shengnan said, we can't go back. And Song Xian may not be able to recall it anymore. Why should Yu Ze bear the debts of three people alone...... Yin'er has never been like today, I wish I could go back in time, even if Shengnan's encounter did not have her Feng Xiaoyin!

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Don't sigh in the depths of the Jedi, the old love is in a trance, the best time is early, the autumn is in Gusu, the winter solstice is in the West Lake, and what can you do?

Thinking about Cangwu, regretting the beginning, the past is difficult to read, the two hearts have been lonely, who can make up for it, how can it be bearable, why is it infatuated and indulgent!

Facing the tearful Yuhong and the shocked Feng Xiaoyin, Yu Ze was only able to smile calmly: When Song Xian and Shengnan don't want their past, Yu Ze has a thousand kinds of reluctance and helplessness, who can he talk to.

And what about her future, fate will follow, and life will be stagnant......

?? I don't know how long later, I heard someone outside the tent suddenly hear a strange voice, so noisy that it pulled back the thoughts of the three women in the tent. Yin'er just wanted to protect Yuze and Yuhong properly for a while, so she stood up with full vigilance and asked the guards outside the tent: "What happened?"

"Back to the alliance leader, Yang Shaoxia's side ......" The big mouth opened slightly because of Yin'er's anger last time.

Yu Ze's body trembled, and he almost rushed forward: "What happened to him?"

"No, it's not Yang Shaoxia who had an accident...... "Surprised by Yu Ze's appearance, his big mouth opened a rare trembling, his voice trembled, and he didn't add fuel and vinegar to his words once: "It was the owner of Murong Zhuang who went to Yang Shaoxia to make trouble, and forcibly took Yang Shaoxia back to Gusu, Doctor Fan just went out, and Doctor Lanshan couldn't cope with it at all, and in a moment, he alarmed the owner of Shenjiazhai, and brought a large team of people to make trouble." ”

"What? blatantly grabbed it again?!" Yin'er asked angrily. With a big mouth and a wide open personality, you must have to nod your head again and again, and this time it is quiet to death.

"Hmph, I'm not afraid of jokes when it goes out, both of them are married women, and one has been pregnant for several months. Yuhong sneered. Yin'er was stunned: "I knew that Murong Thorn would make trouble, but I didn't expect that even the thorns would make trouble." To be honest, when Qianxi reunited, she also understood that Shen was still not the simple naughty little girl she used to be.

Yu Ze frowned, genuinely worried about Song Xian's situation: "Go and take a look." Yin'er followed, and the sword did not leave his hand along the way.

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"Shen is still, the sword has no eyes. Don't you remember the lesson from last time?!"

"Murong Thorn, this is Qianxi, not your Murong Villa!

Song Xian was still asleep unconscious, but in the camp tent, Murong Thorn and Shen were still facing each other, and their subordinates were tense.

"I said that if I want to take him back to Gusu, I must do it!" Murong Thorn's eyes shot out a cold light that would not give up, what her methods were, everyone had seen earlier.

"It's a pity, Brother Yang is not yours!" Shen still sneered, as soon as the words fell, Murong Thorn unexpectedly rushed straight with a sword in his hand, Shen still took half a step back Lu Xiao immediately took out a gun to counteract, Murong Thorn Offensive was rejected, and Murong Poria immediately raised his sword to save him, Lu Xiao's martial arts were slightly higher, and he had a slight upper hand between attack and defense, Shen still couldn't help but smile with satisfaction, Murong Thorn glared at her viciously, and sneered coldly: "Water-based Yang Hua, there are really a lot of men who are desperate for you!" I wonder how your child's father feels when he knows about today's scene?"

Shen still couldn't help but be shocked, and his face turned pale when he was poked in the sore spot: "But I don't know which one, my husband is terminally ill in Gusu, and he is messing with flowers and grass outside, and he has to bring other men back!" immediately instructed Lu Xiao: "Lu Xiao, take down all these troubles!" Lu Xiao no longer fell in love with the war, left Murong Poria, and strictly ordered Murong Thorn: "Master Murong Zhuang, please." ”

"Shen Yiyi, do you really want to force me to reveal all your ugly things?" Murong Thorn lowered his voice to make sure that no one else heard it, which was regarded as giving Shen Yi a face. Still his face turned pale in an instant, and he continued to hear Murong Thorn threaten: "If you don't want to be known by your husband, your son doesn't even know which one his father is." Without hindrance, let me take Song Xian away. I went back to Gusu, and your secret will no longer be known. ”

Seeing that Shen Yi's eyes were gloomy and obviously shaken, Murong Thorn's face showed a smile of victory, this smile was not cold, it was amazingly beautiful, "Shen Yi, do you know? Where am I winning? Because I am more shameless than you, you do it but dare not say it, and I am not afraid of others if I do it." Murong Thorn stepped forward and took Song Xian's hand and smiled happily, Shen still shook his head lightly at Lu Xiao, and did not dare to obstruct it with resentment. The Shen Jiazhai gang completely retreated, puzzled.

Murong Thorn thought that he would go most of it after removing Shen Ying's obstacles, but at this time, the hands holding Song Xian's right arm were forcibly broken by a brute force, and he turned around in surprise, and saw a thin little girl lying on Song Xian's body and not letting her touch him, a pair of big dark and smart eyes stared at her with hostility, and Murong Thorn couldn't help but feel a chill in his heart: "Who are you? What are you doing!?"

"You are not allowed to take him with you, he is my man!" the girl said in a shocking voice, which greatly startled the crowd.

"Who are you!Get out of the way!" Murong Thorn was hysterical and wanted to push her away, but this girl pressed the corners all over her body, hugged Song Xian tightly and didn't let go, and the people didn't stop it, and it wasn't okay if she didn't stop her.

"Before Dr. Fan left, he told me that before he came back, the patient must not have any fault, he is now my patient, and no one can snatch him!" Lan Shan said.

"It turned out to be just a doctor!" Murong Thorn smiled coldly, "I will explain to him, and I will find him a better doctor." ”

"No, if I say no, I can't!" Helan Shan pushed her hand away.

Murong Thorn was furious and slapped her on the left side of the cheek with one palm, but although Helan Mountain was a doctor, he also had some martial arts foundation, and when he saw the other party coming over to bully him, he grabbed her wrist and twisted it quickly. Shen still looked at this farce coldly, and his heart was indescribably happy. Murong only felt ashamed and humiliated, and forcibly pushed Lanshan away. As soon as his hand touched Song Xian, his shoulder was stopped by another gust of palm wind: "Murong Thorn, you are not welcome here, you go out." ”

"It turned out to be Wu Dangjia. Murong Thorn looked at him with a smile, and the cloud was light: "You were also present at the time, you should remember how Lin Qian and I promised." If the battle of the Demon Gate is over, Song Xian has not recovered his memory, he will promise Song Xian to go back with me. ”

"As we all know, Song Xian has recovered his memory......" Wu Yue couldn't say any more.

"Hmph, that was also forced by Lin Qian, and the consequences are well known. Murong Thorn sneered and said, "Master Wu, I'm going to take Song Xian to Gusu to find memories, what's not to do?!"

"If you want to find memories, you can go anywhere, Tai'an, where our three brothers grew up together, Yunwu Mountain, where we went together in the rivers and lakes, and Dali who met Miss Lan, but it is not Gusu!" Wu Yue said sharply, "Murong Thorn, you can't take him away, it's better to give him peace! Why bother entanglement, the person he loves is Miss Lan, today, for the rest of his life, he will always be Miss Blue!"

Everyone nodded yes again and again, Murong Thorn's eyes were completely desperate, but he shook his head desperately: "No, he won't still remember her...... Gusu also has her...... Even when he lost his memory, he couldn't erase her ...... in his mind" was incoherent, but everyone could understand what Murong Thorn was most afraid of.

Is it her, is it really her, the crowd spread out to both sides, all of them gave way to Lan Yuze, why, she didn't do anything, but she wanted to occupy all Song Xian's love! Murong Thorn roared and lost his mind and stabbed this sword, "Lan Yuze, why don't you die! How long do you have to tire him for a long time!" The wind was swift, and the Xiyin sword slashed into her throat: "Murong Thorn, put the sword down!" However, Murong Lingling saw that her sister was in danger, and immediately drew her sword to threaten Feng Xiao, who couldn't withdraw to defend her, "I'm sorry alliance leader!" At the same time, Sima Dailan also instinctively drew his sword and stood directly on Murong Fuling's body, but his eyes did not focus on this battle, and shifted to Yang Ye beside Murong Fuling, and sneered demonstratively: "Take out the sword, if you don't use the sword, I will kill her." ”

"Put down your sword!, don't you hear it!" Yin Er shouted at Murong Thorn.

Murong Thorn did not give up, his eyes were full of tears, he glared at Lan Yuze sadly, the sword kept pointing at her, and Yuze, his face did not change, and walked over to the tip of Murong Thorn's sword step by step, "Murong Thorn, I will accompany Song Xian to the Short Knife Valley......" "You are talking nonsense!" Murong Thorn's tears surged out, maybe in her world, only she, Song Xian, and Yu Ze were left at this moment.

"Miss Murong, this is what I owe to Song Xian, and no one else can pay it back for me. Yu Ze said softly.

"No, Song Xian is mine, it's my ......" The sword was not strong at all, and he was sinking.

"You've taken care of him for half a year, and for another half a year, you should take care of me. Yu Ze smiled, his skin had just touched Song Xian's arm, Song Xian was still delirious, but suddenly he seemed to have a feeling, whispering, his voice was very soft, but it was deafening and heart-rending in Murong Thorn's ears-he was calling Lan Yuze's name! His memory was still for her! He was thinking of her all the time! And he had done so much, and he didn't occupy half of his nostalgia! She wanted to cry, she wanted to go crazy, she wanted to kill, but why was that anger so angry that all her chest was extinguished and frozen, her tightly clenched fists had been shattered, she was so small and pitiful......

"Song Xian, wake up, I'm here, I'm here......" Yu Ze burst into tears, quietly sat at the head of Song Xian's bed, and promised him like Shengnan was holding him last night, "Never leave, Yu Ze will never leave again......"

"I took care of him for half a year, but in the past half a year, I still lost to your back......" Murong Thorn looked at Lan Yuze beside him and clenched Song Xian's hand as if no one was around, and cried silently, he had never seen her so fragile in front of people, "I already knew that I couldn't take his ...... I already knew ......"

Yin'er withdrew his Xiyin Sword and watched Shen Yi, Murong Thorn, Sima Dailan, and Murong Poria in this tent, each one more pitiful than the other.

"Love is deep and longevity...... "This rainy night, at this time, where are Sister Yunyan and Shengnan? Yin'er silently looked at the mess after this noise, Song Xian, if you can sleep like you, is it really no trouble, or is the scene in the dream more worrying......

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