I can't express Yang Quan's pain at this time in words, he is crying bitterly, the first time in adulthood that he has cried so much.

“... You are unfilial, cowardly, and not responsible..."

The voice in his ear laughed wildly, he was happy to expose Yang Quan's hypocrisy and reveal the darkness in Yang Quan's heart, laughing so rampantly and so happily.

It took two hours for Yang Quan to stop crying, he calmly found the boss to resign, and the voice in his ear kept laughing, accusing Yang Quan of sitting in preparation to escape reality.

But Yang Quan ignored it, just calmly took the car home, took out his small savings, and bought some things to carry in his hands.

"Mom, Dad, I'm back. He pushed open the door and smiled at his parents.

"Koizumi, what are these things for? Save money to get married, really... Have you eaten? Shall I make you something to eat?" Yang Quan's mother saw Yang Quan, her face suddenly became happy, and her mouth kept talking.

"Are you back, aren't you going to work today?" asked Yang Quan's father.

Yang Quan smiled slightly and said, "Dad, I'll come back to see you." Mom, I've eaten, don't be busy. ”

"Have you really eaten it?" asked Yang Quan's mother.

"Well, you've eaten, you don't have to be busy. Yang Quan said.

Yang Quan's mother sat down, took out some small snacks at home, and then began to ask Yang Quan about his life outside.

This is the first time he has been so patient to chat with his parents and answer their questions, when they ask about work and emotional problems, Yang Quan is also patient, with an optimistic attitude to answer, the family soon has a cheerful atmosphere...

...

The voice in his ear that claimed to be another Yang Quan was still chattering about something, Yang Quan ignored this voice, just chatted with his parents, for so many years, this is the longest time he has talked with his parents, and it is also the happiest time, even if his parents ask some heart-wrenching questions, Yang Quan also patiently said his thoughts with a positive attitude.

The father's solemn face disappeared, the brow was no longer solemn and melancholy, and the wrinkles on the mother's face were all opened, and the smile could not be closed.

For several days in a row, Yang Quan accompanied his parents with unprecedented patience, completely ignoring the words in his ears.

The world in the dream continues, every time he falls asleep, he will continue to evolve backwards, and he is more and more sure of his guess in his heart, but the truth is so cruel that when Yang Quan is alone, his heart aches as if he is being held tightly, as if he is soaked in sour water...

He knows the truth, but he doesn't have the courage to unravel it, because once he reveals it, it means... Familiar people, familiar things, the most indebted people in the real world, are all gone...

"Koizumi, come. His father opened the door of Yang Quan's house and called him calmly.

Yang Quan was slightly stunned, and then seemed to realize something, the smirk on his face disappeared, returned to calm and solemnity, and came to the living room to sit down.

Sitting on the slowly various home-cooked dishes, Yang Quan's mother was still busy in the kitchen, Yang Quanqiang smiled and asked, "Dad, what is the festival today? How do you make so many dishes?"

", that's pretty much it, let's sit down and eat together. Yang Quan's father smiled and said to Yang Quan's mother in the kitchen.

After a while, Yang Quan's mother also sat down, wanting to speak and stopping, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, but her face was smiling, the same smile as Yang Quan...

"Eat first, and then talk about it after eating, Koizumi, eat more, your mother specially made so many things you like to eat. ”

"Well, good..." Yang Quan had a bad premonition in his heart, trembled violently, and ate his meal in a big gulp.

"Mom and Dad, do you eat too?"

"Well, eat them all, try to eat them all, don't leave them all over. Yang Quan's father said calmly.

An hour later, the table was almost empty, the three of them put down their rice bowls, Yang Quan's mother opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end it seemed that she couldn't open her mouth, and could only look at Yang Quan's father.

"Koizumi. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Your business, in fact, we have known for a long time, I secretly went to your factory and asked your leaders and colleagues..."

"Hmm. ”

"I was angry for a while, I felt incomprehensible, I don't know why you want to be immersed in an illusory world, and even have doubts about the real world..."

Yang Quan raised his head suddenly, his eyes were full of shock and turmoil, but his father was still so calm and continued: "I even thought about not having your son anymore, but some people say that this is a mental disease, and it is recommended that I go to a psychiatrist to inquire." ”

"I was reluctant to go at first, but then your mother and I went anyway, and the psychiatrist told us a lot, but I only remembered a few words... Everyone's tolerance is different, and when a person feels that he is too stressed, all kinds of problems will arise in his heart. ”

"Dad, I don't have it in my heart..."

"Koizumi, don't worry, Dad's urgency has changed, you don't have to worry. I've always felt that I didn't put any pressure on you, so why would you run away from reality? Koizumi, Mom and Dad don't ask you to do anything now. ”

"People's abilities are also high and low, most people are just ordinary people, and so are parents, what we can't do, but we want you to do it, it's really wrong. ”

Yang Quan's mother said: "Xiaoquan, you just have to work your own, don't have too much pressure..."

"Dad, Mom..." Yang Quan smiled bitterly, covered his face and fell into a tangle again, he thought he had determined the truth a few days ago, but at this time he was shaken again, which world is the real one?

"I didn't have a mental problem. He wanted to say this, but he couldn't, if there was no problem, there would be no doubt about the world, and there would be no more entanglement between truth and falsehood.

The memory was recovering rapidly, and he even knew that he had fallen into a demon, and the voice whispering in his ear was not another him, but a demon.

Before today, before this meal, Yang Quan thought so and firmly believed it, but the words of his father and mother made him confused again, and he doubted his previous judgment...

Zhuang Zhou Dream Butterfly, Butterfly Dream Zhuang Zhou...

Is it because I was under too much pressure and created a world of cultivating immortals in my thoughts, imagining the experience of cultivating immortals for decades, or because of my demons, I made up a nearly perfect real world...

Yang Quan grabbed his hair and fell into chaos, clutching his hair with both hands, burying his head between his arms, and letting out a painful and terrible roar...

"Ahh Ahh

Seeing this, Yang Quan's father hurriedly wanted to pull away Yang Quan's hand holding his hair, because he was about to tear off his scalp, while Yang Quan's mother was frightened all of a sudden and almost out of breath.

"Don't be like this, Koizumi... Koizumi..."

The two finally managed to control Yang Quan, who was about to lose control, put him in the house to sleep, and glanced at each other, with endless pain in their eyes.

...

What is true and what is false.

Yang Quan woke up in the middle of the night, sat up on the bed, and was stunned, how can he prove the truth of the world he is in? ?

Is that haggard-faced, earnest-minded, hard-hearted teaching true or false? Is it true or false that the decades of immortal cultivation and countless near-death experiences in my memory?

It's all so true, but admitting that one world is true means that another world is false, so how to choose?