Chapter 367: Choice
Luo Qianqian guarded the cave mansion alone, except for Huang Yuan's sisters and brothers who often came to see him, Wang Siyuan rarely came back since he successfully built the foundation two years ago.
"There is no spirit-dominated Jindan... Maintain the monk's body for ten years at most, and then be..."Huang Yuan said in a low voice.
"Hmm..."Luo Qianqian responded in despair, and then like a puppet, she made three cups of tea and put them on the table.
The Huang Yuan sisters and brothers glanced at each other, their hearts were very sad, they looked at the closed cave, and then looked at Luo Qianqian, who seemed to have lost her soul, their faces showed helplessness, the monks were a group of people who fought for their lives with the sky, those who died in the hands of demon beasts, those who died in the hands of other monks, and those who died on the path of advancement, there are countless of them.
Strictly speaking, a monk who embarks on the path of cultivating immortals, looking down on life and death is a basic thing, but a monk is still a human after all, who can really do it...
Jiang Lao also came once, but there was no way, the heart demon could only rely on himself to cross, and no one could help.
"It's only time to alleviate it... It's just that Qianqian's own qualifications are not good, and it takes a long time to accumulate before she can impact the Dan, and this time it has been delayed for so many years, I'm afraid that the Dan is hopeless..."Huang Yuan said when he came out of the cave.
"So what can I do... Alas..."Huang Yuan sighed, and then asked, "What about your side, and you've been cultivating for a few years, can you hit the Jiedan again?"
"Hmm. This time I have a bigger grasp, but seeing Brother Yang's fate like this, I can't help but feel a little chill in my heart, so the terrifying thunderstorm has passed, Brother Yang's strength and will are too much beyond me, but even so, I am still given by the demons... What about me?, can I get over the demons?" said Huang Yuan in frustration.
After Luo Qianqian waited for Huang Yuan's sisters and brothers to leave, she came to Yang Quan's retreat again, touching the stone wall and muttering.
Over the years, Yang Quan is her only relative, she went home again a few years ago, her mother has passed away for more than a year, and her father is dying.
Counting Yang Quan, in a few years, all the people closest to her have passed away, which is really too big a blow.
"You've passed the terrible catastrophe... Why did you plant it on your demons? Master... Have you forgotten your ideals and aspirations? Have you forgotten that there are so many grievances and hatreds, and they are still waiting for you to finish? Have you forgotten them all..."
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Yang Quan didn't go to work in other places anymore, so he found a job near his home, because his parents didn't worry about him, worried that he would have mental problems and hurt himself.
When he was alone, Yang Quan still didn't give up thinking, he was thinking about the things in that world, three years of miserable life in Lingtian, was it true or false?
In the past two years, he has traveled across the states, is it true or false? Is it true or false that the lord of Xiuxian City was taken away by the Mo family and used as a lightning detector?
Coming out of the secret realm of Qiantingmen, is it true or false that he met Qin Xiaoxian and Qin Sirong?
Is it true or false that he went to Quanzhou after building the foundation? And then went through so many missions, so many opportunities, so many dangers, is it true or false?
Are all the things in the next Zhuang Zhuang fake?
Yang Quan doesn't know, or knows but doesn't want to admit it, the truth of some things will be cruel, can his heart bear the truth?
Plain, years have passed, the gray hair on the parents' heads has slowly increased, and the atmosphere in the home has always been in a situation where the surface is harmonious, but everyone is very sad in their hearts.
On this day, Yang Quan came home from work, bringing some things that his parents liked to eat on the way, he had already made up his mind in his heart, some things have to be faced after all, and it is not okay to deliberately forget the truth in order to avoid responsibility.
"Dad, Mom. Yang Quan's tone was calm, and the family spoke after eating.
The two old men put down the bowl and looked at him quietly, Yang Quan said, "Dad, should people be responsible?" ”
"Yes. ”
"Mom, should people be immersed in an illusory world to make up for their regrets?"
Yang Quan's mother had a worried look in her eyes and said, "Naturally, it shouldn't be, people have to face reality, Xiaoquan..."
Yang Quan endured his grief, got up from the stool, forced a smile and said, "Thank you for your parents' teachings, I understand... I'm not going to be immersed in the unreal world anymore. ”
"Koizumi, what are you?"
"Koizumi, what's wrong with you?"
Yang Quan knelt down on his knees, kowtowed and said: "I'm sorry, Mom, I'm going to return to reality, facing the real world, originally I wanted to make up for the shortcomings in my heart, at least in this illusory world, to provide for you and spend your old age with you, but now... There's no time left, I have to break out of this world and go back to the real world..."
"Koizumi... Are you sick again? Don't scare Mom... Koizumi..."
"Koizumi, don't think about it, you can say anything, your parents will respect your opinion!"
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Yang Quan pinched the law with both hands, pointed forward, and a thunderbolt slashed, and suddenly the scorched earth was scorched, and the parents who followed Yang Quan out of the door were stunned all of a sudden.
"I'm sorry, Dad, Mom... Although you are just a part of my memory, for me... You are all real... But I still have to return to the real world after all, and I will face the reality and try to live. ”
According to his memory, Yang Quan urged his mana and flew towards the sky, his senses were blinded, and he couldn't feel the mana in his body, but at this time, because he made a decision, everything came back.
The black mist condensed in the sky, and a person who looked exactly like Yang Quan fell, and said hoarsely: "Yang Quan! Do you really want to abandon your parents? Look back at them! Do you dare to look at their eyes?"
Yang Quan's expression was calm, and he said, "Have you finally revealed your true body?" ”
"Do you think you really see through everything?!Do you understand what you're going to lose?!" Yang Quan, a black mist, roared at him.
"I used to think that you were just a demon in my heart, but then I realized that you are not only a demon in my heart, a demon outside the sky, a remnant of the ancients, but also myself... I knew what I was going to lose, I was afraid of losing, so I had been hiding from the truth, not daring to face and unravel the truth, but now I have the courage. ”
"Because they told me that we shouldn't spend our lives in an illusory world, that people should be responsible... So, you!Die!I'm going to tear you apart, break open this demon world!!Live as they hope!" Yang Quan also roared.
"For you, the world is fake, but for them, the world is real! The real and the unreal are always relative! Do you dare to look back at them?!"
"You always say that you regret that you didn't give them a pension, and at this time the opportunity is in front of you, but you abandon it all by life! You are a complete villain! Hypocrite..."
Countless people were stunned, there were two identical people in the air, accompanied by thunder and lightning, fighting, just like immortals, and Yang Quan's parents on the ground were also shocked, looking at all this blankly.
As the demons said, the real and the unreal are relative, and relative to this world, the two of them are real people....
Yang Quan's heart hurts, he also knows this, but he knows even more that he doesn't have that much time, the longer he is trapped in the demon world, the closer he is to death in the real world, and that sense of urgency in the dark tells him that he doesn't have time to stay here and accompany the two old people to grow old slowly.
Even if he risked his life, he couldn't live here for a long time, and when his real-world body stopped functioning, then his soul would become a rootless ping, and it would disappear completely at any time...