At this moment, the two of them are eating dinner, although they are all these home-cooked dishes, which are not sumptuous, but this kind of ordinary people's life makes Chen Ya enjoy it very much.

A glass of white wine was in his stomach, his whole body was warm, Chen Ya ate rice, picked up a peanut and chewed it, and then looked at Ma Ling and said:

"It's okay to retire, you're twenty-five years old now, hurry up and find a man to marry. ”

When Ma Ling heard this, she frowned unhappily and said:

"What? You think I'm old?"

"I didn't say that. ”

Chen Ya hurriedly shook his head, but it was Ma Ling who glanced at him, and then sighed:

"Do you think you can marry if you want to? Although there are many men in this world, how many people dare to marry me?"

It is true that no one dares to marry you, Chen Ya said in his heart, and then wisely chose to shut up, this kind of topic can not be talked about anymore, otherwise Ma Ling will be furious, he can only be beaten passively, this is not a question of whether to beat a woman or not.

It's that Chen Ya can't beat this girl at all, at least for a short time.

After a while, Chen Ya ate two bowls of rice, and drank nearly a pound of liquor, which is actually three cups, and his glass cup, after pouring full of liquor, is about three taels.

Now the faces of the two of them are slightly red, their minds are still clear, obviously they have just drunk the taste, but maybe it is the effect of alcohol, Ma Ling looks coquettish and moving, her eyes are moving, and she looks at Chen Ya from time to time.

Being watched by a beautiful woman may be worth being happy, but Chen Ya is a little nervous, afraid that this woman will cut herself.

But Ma Ling looked at Chen Ya and couldn't help asking:

"Yaya, after all these years, don't you still understand my mind?"

Chen Ya stiffened, and sure enough, he still came! Then he picked up his wine glass and said with a smile:

"How beautiful the moonlight is today, let's toast and celebrate!"

"Don't talk nonsense! there's no moon tonight!"

Ma Ling kicked her eyes, and immediately said angrily:

"Every time you get interrupted, can't you listen to me?"

"Well, you say, I'll listen. ”

Chen Ya couldn't cry or laugh, and the atmosphere in the room instantly became awkward, but Ma Ling confided in her heart:

"I know, you're scared of me, if it was when you were a kid and let you remember it until now, I can apologize to you. ”

Hearing this, Chen Ya's face was expressionless, not only am I afraid of you? All the men in our village are afraid of you! Then he shook his head and said:

"When I was a child, don't talk about it, I'm a big man, and I'm not so stingy. ”

"Then why have you always avoided me all these years?" asked Ma Ling.

Hmm, the question......

Chen Ya didn't know how to answer for a while, but Ma Ling looked at him stupidly, and then said:

"You should know in your heart that since I was a child, I have always liked you very much, and even no man can enter my eyes except you. ”

This show of love is too direct, right? Chen Ya smiled bitterly, usually a man should be chasing a woman, but in Ma Ling, it was the other way around, and he became the object of pursuit.

And now, in the face of Ma Ling's show of love, Chen Ya couldn't be silent anymore, so he said:

"You should know that love is too heavy for me, and my family is ......"

Before she finished speaking, Ma Ling interrupted:

"I know all of this, and I can help you pay all your debts if you want to. ”

More than 7 million yuan, which is also a huge amount of money for Ma Ling, but it is actually very easy to get this money.

Let's not talk about anything else, when she just retired, in fact, more than a dozen brokers, film and television companies approached Ma Ling, wanting to sign a contract with her and train her to become an artist, of course, it was not a singer, an entertainment star or the like, but a martial arts actor.

The current Li Lianjie, Zhao Wenbei, Zhang Jin, and other first-line kung fu stars almost all debuted like this, so once Ma Ling signs a contract, in addition to being able to get a lot of signing fees, if she encounters a suitable film and television script, she will definitely be able to become a kung fu superstar.

After all, where is the strength, even if Ma Ling is not an actor, even if she is a martial arts instructor, she can earn money and get cramps, the difference is just a matter of willingness.

Of course, Chen Ya also knows these things, but as a man, there is really no way to accept a woman's help, even if she likes herself.

"It's my business, it's none of your business. ”

Chen Ya said coldly, then picked up the wine glass, and took a sip, obviously not in a good mood.

To put it bluntly, he just wants to die to save face and suffer from sin! A slut is hypocrisy, obviously he has Ma Ling's thighs, but he chooses to turn a blind eye, obviously he doesn't want to be a little white face who relies on women to eat.

Ma Ling was a little speechless, but Chen Ya's words seemed very manly, which made her feel that she didn't love the wrong person, so she asked:

"Chen Ya, tell me honestly, have you ever liked me?"

Why do women keep asking this question? The corners of Chen Ya's mouth twitched, like? Maybe there is, but so what?

Seeing that Ma Ling was waiting for his reply, Chen Ya smiled, and then said:

"Let me tell you about my experiences over the years. ”

Subsequently, while drinking, Chen Ya talked about the years of working outside, and told it all, this is the first time he has said it to a woman.

Starting from an apprentice auto repairer, to selling cars, electronic products, and raw materials, Chen Ya said everything word for word, including the women he once liked.

The problem of feelings has actually bothered him for a long time, and there were women he liked at the beginning, but in the end, Chen Ya didn't dare to express it, and he didn't dare to pursue it, until a woman, like Ma Ling, chased him in turn.

That time, Chen Ya was really touched, but as a result, he still closed his emotional world, and even put all his energy into work in order to paralyze himself.

But in order to make money, he has been exposed to many dark sides of society, and has also experienced some unspoken rules, and even flattered customers many times for orders, and bent to meet some disgusting people.

Some people love money, Chen Ya gives kickbacks, and some people are lustful, Chen Ya does what he likes, and directly invites the other party to go to Dongguan for a dragon, except for not doing things that hurt nature and reason, he does almost everything.

No, no matter how strong Chen Ya's ability is, he is just working for others and helping others make money, although he is very business-minded and can do business on his own.

But every year, he has to face the problem of debt, so until now, he is still a poor man.

When Chen Ya was talking, the liquor in the cup kept entering his stomach, but Ma Ling on the side was listening quietly, and his eyes were always on the former.

But I saw that Chen Ya was pouring liquor and laughing at himself:

"Back last year, I switched to the beauty industry, when I made more than a thousand calls a day to sell beauty services......"

An elite salesman, after trying various industries, finally found that in this world, women's money is the best to make, at this moment, Chen Ya, who has drunk four or five catties of liquor, is already a little dizzy, but his brain is very clear, and then said with a wry smile:

"Do you know? I went back to my hometown this year, in fact, because I was taken by a rich woman with Hong Kong incense, if I hadn't slipped away fast at that time, Lao Tzu might have been a duck now!"

Ma Ling's eyes widened, a little incredulous, but Chen Ya smiled:

"You just think I'm bragging, I just want you to know that I'm a fool, such a person, will you still like me?"

Hearing this, Ma Ling said almost immediately without thinking:

"I don't care about your past, and you're not stupid at all, just a little angry. ”

Chen Ya laughed, then took out his mobile phone, turned on Kugou music, and played a song "Eliminate Sorrow" by Mao Buyi, and when the music sounded, he also sang along.

[When you walk into this fun field]

[All dreams and thoughts on my back]

[Makeup of various colors on the face]

[No one remembers what you look like]

The swaying Chen Ya sang softly, looking like he was drunk, but he remembered his former young self, who didn't graduate from high school, so he went to the big city to work, and in the following years, he came into contact with all kinds of people, and also saw a lot of false smiles.

Just like the lyrics of this song, everyone wore various makeup, and in the end, no one remembered that Chen Ya had ever appeared.

[Three rounds of wine over you in the corner]

[stubbornly singing bitter songs]

[Listen to him being drowned out in the hustle and bustle]

[You pick up your glass and say to yourself]

[A cup of sunrise, a cup of moonlight]

Chen Ya sang, raised his wine glass, saluted the dark night, and then took a sip, for a million-dollar order, he was frantically filled with wine by several customers, the kind of plastic jar filled with oil, more than 20 catties of jobs for Daqu, Chen Ya killed half of it alone.

Even if you can drink it again, it doesn't play like this, and in the end, the business was negotiated, and Chen Ya went to the hospital because of stomach bleeding, and almost lost his life.

Ma Ling's eyes lit up with tears, looking at Chen Ya singing a bitter song, but she felt inexplicably distressed, she knew that this man was really tired.

[Awaken my yearning, soften the cold window]

[So you can fly against the wind without looking back]

[I'm not afraid of rain in my heart and frost in my eyes]

[A cup to the hometown, a cup to the distance]

[Guarding my kindness, urging me to grow]

[So the road between north and south is no longer long]

[The soul no longer has nowhere to rest]

Chen Ya closed his eyes and sang softly, no matter what, he had returned to his hometown, and it was time to say goodbye to the past, so he opened his eyes, picked up his wine glass, and continued to sing:

[A cup for tomorrow, a cup for the past]

[Supports my body and thickens my shoulders]

[Although I never believed in the so-called mountains and rivers]

[Life is too short, why bother not to forget]

[A cup for freedom, a glass for death]

Chen Ya suffocated a glass of wine again, the heavy burden on his shoulders suffocated him countless times, and he even thought about suicide, but that was what only cowards would do after all.

As a man, he can bear the hardships of life, so what does it matter if he is tired?

[Forgive my ordinariness and dispel confusion]

[Well, it's always scribbled after dawn]

[Sober man...... The most ridiculous]

......

After singing a song, Chen Ya also said goodbye to the past, now there is a system, a new life is about to begin, there may be many challenges and dangers in the future, but he will definitely not be afraid, he will only face difficulties, this is an iron-blooded real man!

Ma Ling picked up the wine glass, looked at the swaying Chen Ya and said:

"A glass of respect for tomorrow, a glass of respect for the past, Yaya, I believe that you will change your life. ”

Chen Ya, who was dizzy, drank the last glass of wine with a smile, and then immediately poured it down, in fact, not only people are drunk, but also their hearts are drunk, so let this time borrow wine to eliminate sorrow and erase everything that has been.

Ma Ling's eyes were quick, and she immediately supported Chen Ya, and then hugged him.

Well, the woman hugged the man and put it on Ma Ling, and there was nothing wrong with it.

Walking into the bedroom and putting Chen Ya on the bed, Ma Ling took off his boots, then covered the quilt to avoid catching a cold, and then stood by the bed, watching his sweetheart talking nonsense, and felt funny.

"Really, he's such a big man, and he's still like a child. ”

Ma Ling shook her head, casually planning to go back, in fact, she also thought about sleeping with Chen Ya, but that ...... Isn't it too cheap this guy? After all, it's a girl, and if you really let her throw herself into her arms, she still won't do it.

Of course, the crux of the matter is that after Chen Ya wakes up, he is afraid that he will commit suicide by hitting the wall, and a man's self-esteem must not be underestimated.

"What you said isn't an excuse, maybe I'm not gentle enough?"

Ma Ling glanced at Chen Ya, then closed the door and left, and a beautiful song sounded outside the house.

[Can you let me go with you, since you said you can't keep you, the way back is a little dark, and I'm worried about letting you go alone, I think it's because I'm not gentle enough to share your sorrows......]

Walking out of Chen Ya's house, Ma Ling had tears on her face, and then gritted her teeth and said:

"Chen Ya, my mother is determined to be determined by you in this life!"

......

[PS: It's been snowing for a few days in a row, and Lao Sha has frozen into a dog! These two days of updates are not powerful, now that the protagonist has said goodbye to the past, it's time for Lao Sha to code words all night!]