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"Brother, do you want to drink water?" Xue Rourou's voice came, and I was lying on my side on the hospital bed with my face covered.

"Don't. "I'm tired.

Hearing my refusal, Ah Xue seemed to hesitate for a while, but after a while, I still heard a clear sound of pouring water, and after a while, Ah Xue's gentle voice came again:

"Brother, drink a little. Just now the police asked you to record a confession, although you didn't say much, but you must be tired and thirsty......" Then, I felt a cold glass touch the back of my hand.

The smooth, cold glass touched the back of my hand, but it was cold and reminded me of the scene where the dwarf named Ugly Brother threw a bottle full of concentrated sulfuric acid in my face, and I couldn't help but swing my whole arm out uncontrollably.

"I-say-no-yes!!" I roared, and flew away with the glass of water that Xue had handed me.

Syllable.

A crisp sound, accompanied by the sound of water splashing on the ground.

Suddenly.

The room fell into a suffocating silence.

It wasn't until ten seconds later that Ah Xue suddenly let out a delicate and weak cry of pain, breaking the peace.

Ah Xue began to cry, out of control, crying so helplessly, so powerless, like an embankment that opened the floodgates.

Hearing Ah Xue's cry, my heart ached, but I couldn't help it.

"I'm sorry, Axue......" I muttered with guilt, "Brother is in a bad mood...... Brother, I'm already a waste......"

"Mmmm......mmmm

Ah Xue was still sobbing, crying so sadly, it made my heart twist.

I gritted my teeth, propped myself up, and leaned my back against the back of the hospital bed, I turned my head slightly, wanting to reach out and grab Ah Xue's wrist to comfort her as before.

Comfort her like a brother who can shelter her from the wind and rain.

However, it is no longer possible.

The fingertips hovered in the air, then slowly retreated, never touching the soft little hands again.

When I withdrew my hand, I found that the trembling of my fingertips could not be contained.

"Ah Xue, go home. After a long silence, I finally spoke softly.

"......" Xue's voice paused for a second, but then, the cry was louder. "Brother, why did God do this to us...... Why did Sister Yanyan leave first...... Now even brother you are like this...... And Mom...... Even my mother's condition has deteriorated...... Why is this happening...... Why did God do this to our family...... We're all like this!......"

Listening to Ah Xue's almost desperate cry, my heart trembled. Especially when I heard the news of my mother's deterioration, I was even more struck by lightning.

"Mom...... What's wrong?" I whispered, my heart beating faster. "Axue?"

"Brother...... Mom, since the day your brother was kidnapped, her condition has been very serious, and she is half-unconscious every day, and she can't even get out of bed......"

Rumble.

My brain was buzzing. I didn't expect that because of me, my mother's condition had deteriorated to this point. Normally, because of the brain tumor, although my mother falls into a state of drowsiness most of the time, at least she can eat and eat, or walk around the house, and even go to the toilet to clean up and do simple housework......

"Mom......'s getting worse? Does she know about me now?"

"Nope...... When I received a call from the doctor on my mobile phone, I had just arrived home......" Ah Xue's voice was a little lower.

However, I also heard that Ah Xue's meaning was just that her mother didn't know the situation for the time being, and if it took a long time, her mother would definitely guess that something had happened to Ah Xue. Moreover, mom can't be left unattended.

"Go home. Brother can take care of himself. Ayuki. Go home and take care of your mother. My brother is much calmer now and can take care of himself. You go home first. I tried to slow down my voice and comfort Axue. "Don't tell my mom about my current situation, if my mom knows, she will be even more sad, and her condition will only worsen. ”

While speaking, I deliberately pretended to be calm and said:

"Ah Xue, you are no longer the little girl who needs my comfort and needs my brother to take care of you now. You can take care of yourself, can you?"

"Brother...... ...... you?"

"Let's go home first. Brother has figured it out now. Life is more important than anything else. My brother will live well, although I am blind, but my limbs are sound, but my mother can't be left unattended. The fox fairy is gone, Ah Xue, it's just you. You can't take care of the two of us, can you?"

Ah Xue was silent, and after a while, Ah Xue hummed softly.

"Then let's go back. "I'm serious about Ah Xue. "Call me again when you get home. ”

"Brother...... You...... Are you serious? Why do I ...... I think brother, you...... It's abnormal. Ah Xue asked me a little uneasily, as if she sensed something from my words.

"Hehe, what's abnormal? There is no hurdle in life that cannot be passed, brother, I just saw through it. I'm still so young, I'm just blind, and maybe I'll have a cornea transplant in the future, haha. Let's go back. ”

I pretended to be like a green mountain in my life, encouraging Ah Xue and giving her a little confidence.

Ah Xue was silent again.

"Brother, what the hell are you thinking?" asked me with some concern.

"What can I think? Don't think about it, go home and see my mother first. Come back tomorrow. I waved my hand and drove Xue away.

"But ......"

"What if something happens to my mother? Brother is in the hospital, at least there is a doctor, what about Mom?" I snapped.

In the end, probably because of my tougher posture, Ah Xue was finally persuaded by me.

"That brother...... You have to take good care of yourself. You're going to hold on, I'll find a way to ask you about the cornea...... I'll come to see you tomorrow morning...... Definitely!"

"Hmm. Bring me some white rice porridge and add some shredded preserved eggs and meat. I smiled and nodded. Although I know that my facial expression at the moment is difficult to see at the extreme.

Ah Xue promised me, and after about twenty seconds, I heard the sound of Ah Xue getting up to tidy up things, and after about five seconds, I heard the door of the ward being turned open, and then the footsteps of Ah Xue going away.

Hearing the footsteps of Ah Xue in the distance, my heart instantly sank.

The footsteps of Ah Xue leaving, for me, is the biggest signal. When I heard the footsteps, I immediately got up from the hospital bed, and then reached out and followed the needle inserted in the back of my hand all the way to the drip hanging bottle.

I carefully removed the hanging bottle.

After making sure that there were no outsiders in the vicinity of the ward, I pulled out the needle on the back of my hand, and then used the needle to pry open the bottom of the soft plastic drip bottle, and drank all the saline in it, leaving not a single drop. Normal saline is the purest form of saline, and drinking it is not much different from drinking ordinary water. It was also difficult for the hospital to find evidence of my crime.

When the brine bottle had dried up, I put my mouth on the mouth of the jar and slowly blew in the turbid air in my mouth, causing the jar to puff up again.

After that, I used my fingers to find the artery in my right arm and inserted the needle into my artery, while the palm of my left hand carefully blocked the bottom of the IV bottle to prevent the air from leaking out.

A rudimentary but perfect air needle is done.

The injection of 60-150ml of air or carbon dioxide into the arteries of the human body will cause air bubbles to enter the pulmonary arteries and embolize in the small pulmonary artery branches, and the small bubbles can also pass through the small branches and capillaries of the pulmonary arteries to the left atrium, causing embolism in some organs of the systemic circulation, and eventually leading to unsmooth blood flow in the heart and myocardial infarction and death.

In this way, I was able to create the illusion of a perfect medical accident.

As early as today, in order to prevent accidents, I had already purchased two million Xinhua high-value insurance for myself. The beneficiaries are me and Ah Xue.

As long as I die unexpectedly, then Ah Xue can get 2 million funds, plus about 100,000 to 200,000 hospital medical compensation.

This is money that I will never earn in the rest of my life as a blind man.

I'm going to kill myself.

Ah Xue, you can't take care of my mother and me at the same time.

2 million, this is also the last inheritance that I, as an elder brother, can give Ah Xue.

【3rd Update】