Chapter 181 Don't you understand?

I pressed the air leak of the IV bottle with the thumb of my left hand, and then the other four fingers slowly pressed the body of the IV bottle, and then, with the help of the external pressure of the fingers, the air carbon dioxide in the bottle was injected into my body through the infusion tube and needle.

Originally, I thought my plan was a success, but—

"Brother, stop it! What are you going to do!?"

A crying voice came, which made my heart startle, and the drip in my hand also fell aside with a grunt.

"Ah Xue, why didn't you ......go home?" I reached out in a panic to grab the drip bottle that had fallen next to me again, and at the same time I quickly adjusted my mentality and put on a serious posture. But the moment my fingertips touched the drip bottle, a warm little hand grabbed the bottle in front of me.

"Brother, why are you like this!? I just thought you were a little weird, afraid that you would do something...... I will secretly fold back and look at you through the small window on the door...... Brother, I saw what you did just now......"

Ah Xue's voice was full of crying, and at the same time with a deep tone of reproach and abuse.

"Brother, I didn't expect it...... And so you did...... You really lied to me to leave! You actually wanted to kill yourself! You ...... Why are you doing this!?Why are you doing this!?" As she screamed, Xue burst into tears again. But the voice was a little hoarse, intermittent, as if because she had cried too many times, Ah Xue's voice was a little hoarse.

"Ah Xue, I ......" I stretched out my hand to grab back the drip bottle in Ah Xue's hand, "give me the bottle, give it back to me...... Hurry up!"

Syllable!!

There was a sharp pain in my face, and it hurt me so much that I fell backwards.

It was Xue who slapped me.

Ah Xue, who has always been timid and gentle, and Ah Xue, who has always been obedient to me, actually beat me.

"Ah Xue, are you crazy?" I covered the place where I was hit by Ah Xue, and the corners of my mouth felt a trace of warmth, as if the skin was broken and bleeding. "Give me the bottle!" I said, reaching out to retrieve the drip bottle from Xue's hand.

"The crazy person is you!" Axue's angry and stubborn voice came.

Smack!

Two crisp and loud voices sounded on my face again, and I was slapped by Ah Xue and fell on the bed.

"Brother, wake up, I beg you, you really don't look like my brother at all now!" Ah Xue's crying voice rang out, her voice trembled, "Brother, do you really want to leave me and my mother like this? Wake up, brother, please cheer up." If you die, how can I live alone!hmm......"

"Ah Xue......" I hung my head and whispered. "You don't understand, as long as I die, the insurance company can compensate you 2 million, Ah Xue, 2 million, you know? With that money, you can live well...... And I don't have to take care of my brother anymore...... Let me die!

Syllable!!

The fierce slap hit me in the face again, and this slap hurt more than any before.

It was like a basin of cold water poured down, and my whole brain calmed down.

"Brother, don't you understand? If you die like this, how can you be worthy of Sister Yanyan? Even if you are blind, it doesn't matter if you're disfigured, even if you can't smile at me anymore, you can't take care of me anymore, and you can't support your family...... Brother, as long as you live and can be by my side, I will already be very happy! Don't you understand?! Why do you have to be a sound brother, why do you have to be a talented brother who can make a lot of money? Aren't ordinary people my brother? Aren't disabled people my brother? Brother, even if you are disabled, I am willing to stay by your side and take care of you for the rest of your life!!" Ah Xue said these words in an almost heart-rending voice.

I have never heard Ah Xue say such a heart, but when I hear her words at this moment, I feel that I have never understood Ah Xue.

"That's enough, Xue. I whispered, "What are you kidding, you don't have to do this for me...... Hehe, waste...... Waste your youth. You can find a job on your own, find your own boyfriend, and live better. Ah Xue, my life is wasted, but you are different, you are smart, beautiful, and kind. You can have a good home, find the boy you like, there is no need to delay your life in order to take care of the life of a waste person like me. If that's the case, I'd rather die......"

I buried my face deep in my hands and spoke in a tone that bordered on despair.

"Brother, it's all like this, don't you understand!" But before my words fell, Ah Xue let out an angry roar, "Brother, all along, the person I have a crush on...... It's you!"

Ah Xue's words made me stunned for a while.

My face was buried in my hands, but when I heard this, I couldn't help but raise my head.

"Ah Xue, you say...... What?" I asked in a stunned look at Ah Xue, who was close but invisible.

"Brother......

Ah Xue didn't answer me immediately, and after a stalemate for a while, Ah Xue seemed to have done enough ideological struggle, and then slowly opened her mouth, and said in a delicate tone that was a little shy and a little trembling:

"Brother, do you remember when you were young? ”

"Sister Yanyan and I often stick to you with a smile, ask you who you like about us, and always say that when we grow up, we will marry you together and be your bride. ”

"Brother, although it was a very young time, but ...... That's all true. Brother, since I was a child, I have always liked you very much, admired you very much, and wanted to be your bride, such an idea has not changed all along...... Brother, even if you are a waste, I can never marry for the sake of you, and I will always be by your side to take care of you......"

Thundered!!

Ah Xue's trembling words hit my brain like a thunderbolt, and the strong vibration spread from my mind to my chest, and then along my legs, all the way down. My whole body trembled because of Ah Xue's words.

Not just because of the accident, but more importantly, it was moving and shocking.

In that moment, hot tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Ah Xue......" I trembled, the whole person trembled uncontrollably, I cried, suddenly opened my arms, and hugged Ah Xue in front of me tightly.

The warm, soft feeling pressed against my chest, and the scented strands of hair hit my face, sticking to my tears.

I started crying.

Heart-rending tears.

I have never cried so sadly once in my life.

Such a mourning.

Yanyan is gone, the fox fairy left me, Wei Wenlong fled to other places, the police are eyeing me, and Chengwang and Hongtu have all become empty ......

All the people I thought I wouldn't lose left.

Everything that I thought was firmly in the palm of my hand was lost......

But perhaps, only when you lose everything, do you know what is left around you

You will also realize what is most important to you

I once arrogantly thought that I could own the whole world, until I was beaten back to the original form, back to the original point, and I could see who the shadow that has always been with you and never left is it.

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