Chapter 124: Calling

The moon was dark and the wind was high, and a small figure jumped down from the high wall.

She clapped her hands lightly, glanced back at the tall city wall behind her, and in the darkness, the corners of her mouth hooked up into a disdainful smile......

Can a dead city stop me?

Feng Xi indifferently shook off the dust on his clothes that had just been inadvertently stained when he had just climbed over the wall, and then did not stop for a moment, and went directly into the deeper night.

She knew that with her current strength, she couldn't save the two people in the ruined temple.

But even in adversity, it seems that as long as they have each other, no matter how hard and tired they are, they can face the rest of their lives with a smile.

Feng Xi looked at their happy appearance, and also understood that whether they were brought out or not, they were ready to face the rest of their lives.

It's just that the rest of my life is just a matter of length.

Feng Xi left all the dry food he was carrying on his back to them in the end.

One is to make their lives a little richer, and the other is to thank them for their enlightenment.

The old woman's words woke her up at once, indeed, through the window paper that night, she only vaguely saw Shen Yan bowing her head to kiss the flowers and condensing the tide.

She didn't actually see the real thing, so she had to go back and ask for it herself.

She didn't mind starting over with him, just as if she didn't know anyone and start anew.

In the night sky, Feng Xi stepped on the full night, and walked back briskly along the way he came.

Feng Xi has no baggage, and she is relaxed.

She couldn't remember exactly where Guixi Mountain was, but she believed that as long as she followed the path she had come from and walked back, everything would come to light.

It took her many years to swim all the way to here, but now when she goes back, she doesn't dare to stay for a moment.

She was afraid that Shen Yan had already seen the letter she had left in that hut and had already left.

She was afraid that they would be like this, and when they finally had to start over, they would miss each other again.

There is only one belief in her mind, that is, go back quickly, go back soon, and she must not let Shen Yan leave......

She walked through the desert of Huangshan Mountain, passed through the bustling and lively streets, climbed over the towering peaks, and passed through the dense woods......

She saw a lot of delicious food, or strange things that she had never seen before, but during this time, she did not stop at all, because in front of her eyes, there was only a meticulous contemplation of her.

Eat wild fruits when you are hungry, find a haystack and lie down to sleep when you are sleepy, sometimes looking at the starry sky, Feng Xi feels that the fatigue of the day has subsided in an instant.

She thought that she would be able to see that person again in a short time, and she couldn't let go of that person in her heart.

With this little comfort in her heart, she used it as a firm belief in moving forward.

Even if she doesn't remember where she came, she always trusts her instincts, and Shen Yan must be waiting for her there.

Feng Xi felt that in his life, it seemed that he had never been so tired, but he had never had such a strong force.

She crossed the grass, trees, mountains and rivers, just to return to the man's side.

The sea of stars returns to the sunset, and the wind and sun do not stay.

......

Feng Xi walked this way, and after careful calculation, it also took several months.

She returned there with great anticipation, and was greeted by the small stream that flowed merrily around the hut.

The crisp chirping of birds echoed across the familiar ground, as if singing loudly to welcome a person who had returned belatedly.

Feng Xi stood in front of the door, suddenly a little nervous.

She looked at the peaceful and beautiful scene, took a deep breath, and finally walked to the door of the wooden house.

During the period when she slowly moved from the hut, she had been looking forward to whether Shen Yan would just come out?

Then when he saw that it was her, he immediately welcomed her in, and made a table of dishes full of color and fragrance with his own hands.

She devoured it, and he looked at her with a doting smile on his face.

He was also afraid that she would choke, so he silently served her a bowl of steaming soup

However, he smiled and said, "It's finally back." ”

She even had a picture of him in her mind, maybe he had been waiting for her all the time, forgetting to clean himself up, with a full jaw of stubble.

But as she got closer and closer, the fans never moved, and the light in her heart dimmed a little.

Finally she walked to the door, where she took a deep breath and comforted her, and since he did not want to come out to meet her, she would go in by herself.

She'd made a good excuse for him, maybe he's sleeping right now.

She wouldn't blame him, because she came back this time just to start over.

If you didn't know me, you wouldn't have welcomed me with much fanfare.

Feng Xi took a deep breath and finally began to push open the wooden door that had been sealed for a long time.

I only heard a "squeak-" sound, and as the door gradually opened, the thick gray on the door fell down several layers.

Feng Xi turned her head and coughed a few times, but the dust choked so much that she couldn't help coughing up tears.

After everything in front of him gradually cleared up, Feng Xi slowly turned his head to look again.

Outside the house is a noisy birdsong, and inside the house is everything that remains the same.

Except for the missing yellowed piece of paper on the table, and the person who always disturbed her heart, everything else was still the same as when she left.

She's late.

It was Feng Xi who was stunned at the door, not knowing whether to go in or not.

What would she do without him?

In the end, Feng Xi smiled bitterly, still stepped on the dust on the ground, and walked in.

She looked at the traces of his presence on the table, and only complained that she was still late after all, and they still missed it again.

Feng Xi doesn't care that the bed is full of ashes, anyway, the current self is already dilapidated, and if it sinks into the dust, what's the matter?

She was lying on that bed with her clothes, and it was the best sunset in Guixi Mountain outside the window.

The afterglow, without a hint of warmth, shone in without omission, as if it had come to see his joke.

Far away from Guixi Mountain, Feng Xi could hear the noise of the man's joyful horses, and in comparison, she was even more empty here.

She looked at the beams and finally closed her eyes silently......

She seems to be a little tired, maybe after sleeping, Shen Yan will come back.

Thinking like this, with the remnant sun, on the dusty old couch, she gradually entered her dream......

Looking at the road under his feet, Feng Xi felt inexplicably familiar. At that moment, her body seemed to be out of her control, and she walked along that road like that.

A voice kept calling her, and Feng Xi was very familiar with that voice, and she only felt as if she had heard it somewhere.

Until they reached the end of the road, there was a woman in red standing there, with a face exactly the same as Feng Xi.

"Who are you?"

For some reason, Feng Xi was not afraid at all, but wanted to get close to her.

The woman in red smiled, and an ethereal voice echoed between the two,

"I'm you, you're me......"

Feng Xi frowned and thought, why did this sentence sound so familiar?

It suddenly dawned on her that she was her memory.

"Worried about him?"

Before Feng Xi could answer, the red-clothed Feng Xi first asked with a smile, "Are you worried about him, or are you worried about yourself?"

"Worried about myself?"

That sentence was like a sharp dagger, piercing the truest thoughts in her heart.

But she didn't want to admit it, and she didn't even want to admit it in the face of herself.

But what she was thinking, the red clothes were still clear.

"Don't run away anymore, I'm you, I know what you want. ”

The red-clothed Feng Xi did not show any impatience on his face, but had a gentle expression, "You came back in such a hurry, aren't you worried about your own efforts this time, and then pay for the spring water that Jiangdong District will not return?"

"I ......"

Feng Xi wanted to answer, but was dumbfounded by this sentence.

The fact she said that when she came back this time, she really thought that she could start again, and Shen Yan would definitely not let her down again this time.

But......

I only heard Hongyi continue to ask, "Still don't forgive him?"

"I forgive ......"

"You didn't. ”

The two voices sounded at the same time, and finally it was Hongyi who told the truth, "Look at your heart, you still can't forget that he took your phoenix spirit, so that you will never return to the supreme phoenix body for the rest of your life." ”

"You're still blaming him, you're still complaining about him, you keep saying to let go, but in fact, only you know best, you never let go. ”

Her words were like a magic spell, lingering in Feng Xi's ears all the time, lingering.

No matter how much she resisted her words, she finally agreed, she just couldn't let go, otherwise she wouldn't have easily burned the wedding dress full of memories; she wouldn't have seen Shen Yan's affectionate actions towards Baiyan Ning Xi and flee in a hurry; she wouldn't have thought about Shen Yan along the way......

In the final analysis, she let go of Qingyue and everything in Guixi Mountain, but she refused to let go of herself and Shen Yan.

What she can't forget the most is Shen Yan.

Hongyi watched coldly as she gradually regained her composure, and finally laughed.

The changes in Feng Xi's heart, she felt it more clearly than anyone else.

"So Feng Xi, don't blame him, the one you can't let go of is always him. ”

After saying this, the red clothes began to gradually dissipate, Feng Xi squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, and when he looked up again, there was no red clothes in front of him......

The road under her feet continued, and she looked at the road curiously, as if she saw the unsmiling young man in the crowd back then, and suddenly smiled at her......

The slanting sun has completely submerged into the mountain, and in the old house, Feng Xi is lying quietly on the bed, her eyelashes trembling slightly, and a line of clear tears slips out of the corner of her eyes......

Shen Yan, where are you?

Can you, too, follow the way you came, come back here and look at me again?

It is said that in this life, the demon is destined to have a love calamity, and he can get by, and he will fly to the immortals;

It turns out that before I became a demon, I was destined to not survive your catastrophe.

When will you be back?

I'm probably ...... Missed you.

Feng Xi in her sleep, as if she had dreamed of sorrow, she called him over and over again in her heart, calling the name of her favorite person......