Chapter 9 Big Sister, I Was Wrong
"Wait!wait!" Chunxiao grabbed Bai Luomei, who turned around and wanted to leave, "That's ...... Is it too late for me to say I regret it?"
"It's too late, do you think it's a playhouse?
"Eldest sister, no! No, Auntie! Auntie! Grandma! I was really wrong! You see that I have been stimulated too much in a day today, and my brain is messed up for a while? It was my dog that bit Lu Dongbin!" She made an expression of self-reproach, "You think about me like this, I don't know how to appreciate it, and you should be angry! Why don't you hit me twice to get angry?"
After speaking, she stepped forward and pulled Bai Luomei's wrist and hit herself with a gesture, and then, the eyes of both of them fell on the burned short sleeves and froze......
Spring Dawn: ......
Bai Luomei: ......
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In fact, at the beginning, Chunxiao really decided to leave here, and the reason was mainly because of his childhood experience.
She grew up in an orphanage, and that experience was really not good, and it was common to lack food and clothing. Although it will not starve to death, it is a fact that it is often not enough to eat, although it has not been cold, but the clothes are often so small that they can no longer be small, and they can only be changed to another one if they can't wear it, and they are also changed to old clothes worn by others.
A few times a year, they are dressed in new clothes, sit at a full table and put on a happy face for photos and interviews — a check in from a leader. When she was a child, she was punished for starving because she was unwilling to cooperate, and when she grew up, she no longer did this kind of senseless resistance, although the new clothes will still be taken back after the leader leaves, but that rare and hearty meal can still soothe her nerves. Slowly, she became like other children, and on those days of the year, she was as happy as the New Year. No, they should be happier than the Chinese New Year, after all, if no one came to check on them during the New Year, they would not have been able to eat such a good meal!
This leads to a deep sense of disgust for the system, always thinking that everything there is false and deceitful, and they even lie to themselves, just a rabble produced by a group of outright shameless people!
When she graduated from university, she had the opportunity to enter a state-owned enterprise, but she herself refused, because she would rather want unstable freedom than be framed by the system and be a numb and obedient screw. She has a photo, which was taken when the orphanage was receiving condolences, in the photo she is facing the camera, and she is smiling sarcastically in the camera, and every time she picks up that photo, she doesn't dare to look at her smiling face, and every time she is stung by her smile.
So after Bai Luomei gave her two choices, she chose to leave almost without hesitation, even if Bai Luomei told her that those low-level cultivation planes were very dangerous, they were all places where the weak eat the strong, the strong are respected, and people don't blink. She still felt that the naked darkness was better than the soft knife hidden behind the false prosperity.
Besides, this Maudun Empire is very powerful at first glance, and a unit like this with the title of the Empire will definitely be darker than the system in the place where it was originally located...... I don't know how I came to this conclusion, but she's convinced.
Moreover, she felt that although she was not particularly smart and capable, it should not be a problem to survive.
Yes, surviving is her only idea now, and as for how to live and what she should live, she has no idea for the time being.
Sixteen years in the orphanage, she endured it, and did not choose to take those less glorious roads like those who ran out secretly, in order to live, at that time, she was still able to have hope for the future, hoping to change her life through her own efforts. In the four years of college, she worked hard, studied hard, made money to support herself, and finally survived, but she didn't expect to be beaten back to her original form overnight, and now she has nothing, and she doesn't even have the right to control herself, all she can ask for is to live. It's almost exactly the same as when I was in an orphanage. This realization made her heart resentful...... Who the hell is it that provoked whom? Why are you so unlucky?
But her mind changed when she heard Bai Luomei say that she wanted to erase her memory, first of all, she had heard about erasing memory in novels and movies in the past, and that thing was going to hurt her brain. Second, she doesn't want to be deceived, if she loses this memory, she will know nothing about the truth, just like when she was on Earth, even if aliens survive have to rely on guesswork. She vaguely felt that she was getting close to some incredible truth, and she was unwilling to stop the exploration of the unknown.
The lesser of two evils, although I hate the system, it does not cause any serious practical harm to myself, and if I choose freedom, I will definitely lose a memory.
Although this memory is not long, maybe only a day or two, Chunxiao does not want to lose even a small fragment of his life.
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Bai Luomei stretched out her trembling hand, pointed at Chunxiao and said, "Jiang Chunxiao, I fought with you! My baby Li windbreaker! Do you know how long I made up my mind to buy it?"
Chunxiao said doggedly: "I'll compensate! Can't I compensate?"
Bai Luomei immediately put away her heartbroken expression and said, "You must remember what you say!
Chunxiao nodded indifferently, of course she knew that a certain luxury brand on the earth, a windbreaker cost 20,000 or 30,000 yuan, although she herself was not willing to buy any luxury goods for herself, but girls are more or less interested in these things. It's just a trench coat, and it's not a luxury car like Porsche, she saves some money and can buy her another one sooner or later.
Bai Luomei squinted at Chunxiao with a calm face and said, "Decided to stay?"
Chunxiao nodded.
Bai Luomei gave her a look that counted her acquaintances, and said: "That's right! The welfare of our unit is old! I'll give you the simplest example: If you join our unit, you don't have to die, you don't have to live forever, right? Yes, as long as you don't want to die, you can live forever, until the day you don't want to live." Isn't it much better than going to that low-level cultivation plane to live for three or five hundred years?"
Chunxiao continued to nod, immortal!
But Bai Luomei's next words completely overturned her thoughts......