Extra, Li Jiqing's story 7
Seeing the Taoist priest come out, Si Qing and Zi'an opened their mouths at the same time and were stopped by the Taoist priest when they just wanted to say something, the Taoist priest stretched out his hand and signaled the two to leave quickly, and he stepped forward to stand in front of the white mist, pinched the mantra with both hands and recited the mantra in his mouth, and after a while, the two disappeared together.
Seeing the two leaving, Si Qing and Zi'an looked at each other and sighed at the same time, and then helped each other to leave. The breeze sent their words from afar, with a little frustration and loneliness.
"Young master, don't chase after it—today you can see that the person surnamed Fang is definitely not a good person, let's find someone else!"
"Si Qing--this young master doesn't know! But-I don't know where the emotions are, how can the emotions be extinguished. ”
"Does it have to be that bastard? If you're really that, I'll barely accompany you, your senior brother!"
"My tall love saint, if it were you, I think I might be left with no bones and scum left by you - by the way, did you hurt your brain, how can you talk some nonsense!"
"Maybe! cough-cough-"
"Tomorrow, I'll go to Fangfu to thank you!"
"I'm afraid you don't want to see your little lover!"
"Shut up! Beware of Lao Tzu tearing your mouth!"
The stars are changing, how many red line marriages will be given to jokes, and looking back, I can only sigh and sigh how misleading the love word is. Some things may be erased by just a moment of careful consideration, but how many people in the world have the opportunity to receive the word "possibility" from God!
After that, Zi'an forcibly followed Pingcheng to Shushan.
When he first arrived in Shushan, Zi Anke had a three-day fever because of the water and soil, and when he was in a slightly better state, Gao Zixi was accepted as an apprentice by the strongest pharmacist in Shushan to practice, and Fang Leying came to the door of his room with a wine gourd.
"Are you feeling better? Come out and drink with me. Heicheng said as he shook the wine gourd.
Zi'an casually grabbed a pair of drapes on his body, and got down from the couch to respond vaguely.
Seeing that he agreed, Pingcheng turned around and went out and sat down next to the table that had already been set up in the courtyard, Zi'an then walked out of the door and was stabbed by a somewhat cool breeze, so he clenched his teeth and walked to the other side of the chair and sat down.
"You're still sick, just drink tea first. Fang Leying said, poured Zi'an a cup of tea, and then pushed the teacup in front of him.
Zi'an took the tea and smelled the aroma, and unconsciously stared at him and shouted three times, "Good tea!"
If Si Qing stabbed again at this moment, he would definitely be able to understand the deep meaning, but who let the person sitting next to him be a gentleman who didn't learn and didn't know how to do it! Pingcheng knocked on the table with his fingers, and said a little speechlessly, "What's the fuss, isn't there any good tea in the capital?"
Zi'an shook his head, "What's the matter with coming to me?"
"Come and see you!" Pingcheng said, clasping his hands on his chest and staring at Zi'an's side face with interest, "Why did you come along?" and I feel that you are a little different!"
"I like you, so I came along. Isn't this reason convincing?" Zi'an lowered his eyes and slowly took a sip of tea, tasting it slowly, and couldn't help admiring the long fragrance of this tea.
"Do you think it's a little pale?" the tail note went up, and a raised finger waved at Zi'an to cooperate with Pingcheng's suspicious face, which made Zi'an want to laugh unconsciously.
The corners of his mouth hooked slightly, "No." ”
"Don't lie to me, you don't like me!" Pingcheng shrugged his shoulders with a determined face, "You said that you liked me to numb yourself, including the fake look you made in Anyang to numb yourself." I'm a famous playboy in Anyang, if I really like it, I can't see it, wouldn't it be too cheap. ”
"Sure enough, my Ying'er is really unusually smart. Zi'an squinted, took a sip of tea, dusted off the unwarranted ashes on his body, and said, "I actually know that I don't like your feelings!
He sighed as he spoke, his voice soft with an emotion that no one else could understand, "I'll tell you a story and you'll understand!"
"I want to hear about it!"
"I am the third prince of Li Guo, and my mother died when I was born. After being raised by the queen's mother, the queen had nothing to do, and the prince was hurriedly established by his father because of the rule that he was not young, and was forced to be under pressure from the old ministers. The second prince was unlucky, the mother was a maidservant, and she climbed onto the dragon bed while she was drunk and conceived a child. Then all eyes were on me and the prince.
Everyone around me is talking to me all the time: Zi'an, you are the one who is the emperor. You have to study hard, you have to know etiquette and know how to advance and retreat, and you have to learn the power and tricks of the emperor.
Everybody — everybody says so. I also wanted to ask my father, but my father was in the prime of life, and he rarely came to the harem when he was in the prime of life, and he rarely came to the harem, so I grew up to fifteen years old.
Isn't it ridiculous that the royal name was given but there was no feast?"
The bitterness on Zi'an's face was terrifying, and the corners of his drooping eyes also carried a sense of sadness, and then he was resolute; "Si Qing and I saw you in the wine shop that day. The moment I saw you, I felt like you were living a life that I could never have dreamed of in my life.
Spending money like a beautiful woman, my eyes lit up at that time. Whoever wants to be emperor and who goes, I don't want to—I don't want to—I want to be a gentleman and live for myself, I want to die for pleasure and die for pleasure, but—no, I'm the son of the royal family. I was born for the royal family!
You can interpret my frequent approach to you as a bird trapped in a cage all day long, disgusted by his own boring and even astringent life, staring at a pair of eyes longing for freedom. ”
Pingcheng on the side looked at Zi'an and touched his nose unconsciously, Zi'an didn't care about him and continued: "You don't have to mind, I have wanted to say these words for a long time, but I just lack a listener." said with Si Qing that Si Qing would most likely look at me with a little disgust in his eyes. I told my old ministers that they would probably get sick with my almost child's play. ”
Pingcheng was a little helpless, although he didn't know what the use of Zi'an and him saying a long list of inexplicable words was, but he did find part of the answer he wanted to hear from this passage.
Zi'an didn't wait for him to answer and continued, "Then, the rumors of good men in the three halls spread from the streets, and the people of the prince's faction were like cats who only smelled fishy, and they agreed to write about their father's emperor together. My father prevaricated back with his young son's curiosity and fun, and then came to talk to me and talk to me, but I happened to bump into me who was sad about my teacher's departure.
The words are mostly about me, and the person I want must be a woman. At this time—a sentence rings in my ears—you are going to be an emperor in the future. Finally - my mind was crushed by it, and I didn't want to live for their expectations anymore. For the first and only time, I disobeyed and threatened my father.
And then - I'm going to find someone to smash your shop and get you out for your safety. I told my father that I don't want to be an emperor anymore, and I want to leave that identity behind.
My father told me that he wanted me to stay and even wanted to help me ascend to the throne! Of course I understood what he meant! Now that the crown prince is deaf, and if the second palace is successful, the country will be ruined if it is lost, and it is the best choice to choose me excessively. And most of the people who follow me are old ministers with gentle personalities, and if I take the throne, then the transition of imperial power is extremely stable.
But my rebellious heart has risen, and of course I don't want to! I'm leaving—no—I have to leave. The cage had been so long that I could count how many bamboos it was woven from!
After that, my father said that as long as I suppressed the princelings and gave the second palace a stable throne, let me go, my friend, my sister-in-law, and the girl who likes me. They all shed blood, even sacrifices, for my designs.
When he saw Ah Yun dead, he said to me with his last breath, 'Brother An, do what you like!'. My heart hurts, and it is this sentence that makes me suddenly start to wonder if my choice is the right one.
Until that day, Grandpa An persuaded me to let go, listening to those words and watching the slowing down of the wind and clouds, all kinds of thoughts converged into you. My wavering heart is so abruptly determined, all my efforts are for, if I don't get you, don't stand by your side, and finally empty hands will be too much of a loss!
"This reason-" Pingcheng's expression was complicated, he looked at the light face of the person in front of him, and couldn't help asking, "It's really a little incomprehensible!"
Zi'an took the teacup and knocked it lightly on the table, and then raised the teacup to salute him, "Admittedly, I can't understand your behavior of giving up the life I like to seek immortals. ”
Then Pingcheng and Zi'an looked at each other and smiled, and stopped talking.
After laughing, Pingcheng said with a serious face, "This is my choice!"
"This is also my choice!" Zi'an answered, then pulled the coat he was wearing and said, "Okay, the weather is getting colder." I'm dragging my sick body and talking to you for a long time, so I'll go back first!"
"Is this what you are?" Pingcheng shouted at Zi'an's back.
"Yes!"
"You don't like me at all, do you?"
Zi'an turned his head and chuckled, "Why do you want to pursue such a deep and clear answer to some things? It turns out that this is still the case, and I will do everything I can to give you what you want. In this case, how important is it to like it or not to dislike!" After saying that, he walked back to the house.
"You're right!" Heijo sighed and whispered.
Then Zi'an's voice came from the back room, "Who pretends to be free and easy, but hides his tears when he howls - who pretends to be cheerful but always secretly sad, saying too much about the princes and generals being heroic and short of breath, and less saying is the joy of the parting of the children's love." ”