"When did it start!" Zi'an sat alone in the room, stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, leaned his back on the pillow and muttered to himself, "When did you gradually lose your way in your own choice!"

"I thought I liked it! But—in the end, when I think about it, it might be jealousy after paying too much, mixed with a little jealousy! I have everything, but why am I still unhappy compared to him! If it weren't for that, I probably wouldn't have lived in front of Aunt Meng to say those words!

Although I can give him everything, I want to make a little bad and make his life not so happy!

If it weren't for jealousy, I wouldn't have an inexplicable impulse in front of them, but I just wanted them to see me more!

The queen mother often said that the emperor is calm, upright, and cold-blooded.

I don't, I want to be impulsive and willful, girly, and hot-blooded.

It's ridiculous to think about it now!"

"What are you muttering? Your Highness, get up quickly, my master said he wanted to come and see you!" Si Qing's voice came from not far away, Zi'an slowly opened his eyes, and the sunlight piercing into his eyes seemed to be sarcastic to him.

The light was cold on the skin, and when he got up and stood on the ground, Si Qing would come to dress him. The material of the large-sleeved robe is not very good, but it makes him feel extravagant, and his hair is tied by Si Qing with a strip of cloth at will. Xu was the first time to tie his hair, and the cloth was not tightly tied, and it became loose and loose not long after it was completed.

Si Qinggang wanted to re-tie his hair, but Zi'an stretched out his hand to stop him.

Then he walked out first, and Si Qing felt that Zi'an seemed to have changed somewhere, but he couldn't say it.

When Zi'an went out, he saw an old man standing in the courtyard wearing a navy blue robe with white hair and beard, bending down and bowing his hands, and he was meticulous in his etiquette.

"Junior Li Jiqing, meet the immortal master!"

"Please. ”

"Are you suspicious?" said the immortal master with a smile as he looked at Zi'an.

Si Qinggang, who came from behind, wanted to open his mouth to introduce, but before he could speak, he was shocked by these words and looked at Zi'an with a surprised face.

Zi'an had already stood up straight, and said with a calm expression: "Yes!"

"Should you believe in fate or yourself in life, Zi'an doesn't understand. Zi'an said, stretched out his finger and pointed to the sky, pointed to himself, looked at the tables and chairs in the courtyard that had not been removed, and made a gesture of please.

Si Qing saw that he replaced the teacup he had used before, and the chief smiled and sat down.

"My name is Shu Shouhui, the Taoist medicine is effective! You can call me-senior!" Shu Shouhui said and waved at Li Jiqing with the floating dust, pouted and said, "I don't like the qi in your body, there are too many causes and effects." ”

"Why do you say this?" It happened that Si Qing served the tea, and after Zi'an poured a cup of tea for Shu Benefit, he pushed the saucer and teacup to him together.

Shu Shouhui frowned: "It's boring to drink tea, come and drink!"

"No, Your Highness still has injuries on his body, and drinking alcohol is not good for his health. Before Zi'an could say anything, Si Qing took the lead in shouting.

"Nonsense, who gave you the right to make decisions for others?Jiqing, what do you mean?" Shu Shouhui first retired from Si Qing, and then said to Zi'an.

"But!" Zi'an arched his hand.

Si Qing reluctantly took the tea and replaced it with wine, Zi'an took a sip of the cup, felt refreshed, and just wanted to admire, when he heard Shu Shouhui say, "Childe, I still haven't understood it!"

"What do you mean?" Zi'an had to swallow his admiration when he heard this, and almost bit his tongue.

"You're struggling with choices! You may want to live your own life and make your own decisions. But when I suggested that you drink just now, Si Qing and I actually gave you two answers. You chose to drink it or not, but do you really want to drink it, or do you just want to do it against someone who is good for you?"

"I have known the names of the three halls for a long time. But what I don't understand, I think a smart child like you should have understood that he was wrong a long time ago!"

"Everyone said that you wanted to be the emperor, but you threw away the throne at your fingertips. It is said that the prince is a good man and not good, and you ran from the capital to Anyang for a man. You keep telling the man that you like him and like him! But is that what you expect?"

"People's fate is never controlled by heaven and earth because of a hanging, you seem to have found what you want, but in fact, you have abandoned what you want!"

"Do you think what I'm talking about is your choice?"

"How can you say that it is another fate!"

The more he said the back, the more certain Shu Shou's words became, as if Li Jiqing had lived under his nose for half of his life. This frightening sense of transparency made Li Jiqing feel frightened.

It was as if a pair of hands were pulling at several threads tied to him, manipulating him to choose to circle him again with a piece of chalk when he thought he was out of the circle.

Thinking of this, Li Jiqing unconsciously shouted, "No!"

"I've already walked out!" he stood up, stretched out his arms and looked at Shu Shou Hui a little frantically, "You see—I'm not in the capital right now, I'm not in that crimson cage, and I'm not living an established life." It's free!"

There are two voices arguing inside.

A voice with an indescribable sense of bewitchment: "Yes, that's it, my Highness! You've long since come out, you're right now by your beloved's side, and you're almost there—a little bit of you can stand by his side." Don't you like him? right away—right away—right away—"

The other voice was very sensible: "Do you really like Fang Leying? Are you really right?"

"Alright! Shut up, please! Shut up—I'm right! I must be right!" Zi'an's hand waved wildly, he tried to dispel the source of the sounds, but the voices kept appearing in front of him, burrowing into his ears, sticking to his side.

He seemed to be running in an extremely long alley, and when he turned his head, it was already all dark! There was only a piece of light—I don't know if it was Zi'an's illusion, he seemed to see Pingcheng standing in that beam of light waving at him, and his smile was extraordinarily bright.

Suddenly, a voice came, with a calm and peaceful mood, and pressed his complicated heart to replace it with a pot of porridge.

Zi'an opened his eyes and saw Shu Changen standing in front of him and hugging him, and the voice he just heard was what he said: "Child, Zi'an-it's okay, it's okay!Child-you've always been right!"

Zi'an's eyes were moist, and his voice was swollen with bitterness: "Master-I never wanted to be an emperor, why-why do you tell me that I want to be an emperor! Your words, the words of the queen mother, and Si Qing's words seem to be shackles binding me, I'm so tired—I'm really tired!"

Shu Changen hugged him and patted his back lightly with his hand;

"I don't—I don't want the emperor, I'm right! I chose it all by myself—I'm happy! I'm really happy!" Zi'an continued as if he hadn't heard him, "Please, stop forcing me to do things I don't like." I want to be free - woo woo. ”

Seeing this scene in front of him, Shu Shouhui stood up straight and didn't speak.

Si Qing looked at this scene with wide eyes, and when he came back to his senses, he was a little sad: "Your Highness, ——!" Listening carefully, his voice was already trembling.

"I'm sorry, kid! I didn't think my words would hurt you like that. Shu Changen half-lowered his eyes and apologized in a low voice.

Zi'an couldn't listen anymore, he kept pushing Shu Changen away, and kept shouting, "Get out, get out, don't apologize to me! I don't need to—woo woo." As he spoke, he ran away, Shu Changen stretched out his hand to stop him, but he turned his head and glanced at Shu Shouhui, and found that Shu Shouhui had no intention of moving forward at all, so he had to sigh and return to the floating dust of Shu Shouhui.

"Senior brother, your heart is too kind!" Shu Shou Hui said.

The dust swayed, and the golden words appeared in the air;

Shu Shouhui shook his head helplessly.

Creekside

A little Taoist priest is catching fish, and the water splashes sometimes splashing and sometimes falling in the sun, with a little luster, which is indescribably beautiful. With a twinkle in his eyes and a pair of sparkling eyes, Heijo had a smile on his face when he walked from behind, and suddenly a bitter look on his face when he saw a familiar figure in front of him.

When Pingcheng was about to turn around and walk away, the Taoist priest who caught the fish turned around and saw him, shook his hand, and shouted, "Senior Brother Pingcheng, come on, come quickly-"

Heijo ignored him and turned around and walked away quickly.

Seeing the back of the man leaving, Zi'an smiled bitterly and sat down by the stream. Only then did the little Taoist priest notice Zi'an, it turned out that there was a stranger standing next to him at some point.

The little Taoist priest seemed to be a self-acquaintance, and he looked at Zi'an with some curiosity: "Layman, where did you come from?"

Zi'an didn't answer, and pointed behind him.

The little Taoist priest smiled happily, "Did you come from where you should have come?" I didn't expect the layman to still understand the Buddhist language. It's a pity that I didn't learn well and couldn't reply to you. The little Taoist priest scratched his hair a little embarrassed as he spoke.

"How old is the layman?"

Zi'an's bad mood was softened a little by his naïve appearance, but he still didn't want to speak, so he stretched out his hand and shook it.

"It's really strange that Master said that only the age of a girl can't be said. The little Taoist priest said with some curiosity, "However, the layman is much better looking than ordinary women!

"You listen to Master's words very much?" Zi'an couldn't help but ask when he heard this.

"That's right!"

"What your master said must be right? Don't you have your own ideas? You won't regret it later? You won't have the feeling of being in prison?" Zi'an couldn't help but pop out a series of questions, and the little Taoist priest was very confused when he heard it.

"I don't understand what you're saying, but I know that if there are any consequences, it's my own reason!" ”