Chapter One Hundred and Seventy-Five Despair

Concentrated sulfuric acid is like molten iron pouring on my face, like billions of iron thorns piercing my skin fiercely, and like countless red fire ants biting my face skin, tearing my flesh and skin, and tearing my whole face apart......

"Eyes...... My eyes!!"

The pain made my brain almost unconscious, and I lost control, rolling frantically on the ground, rubbing my face against the ground, trying to wipe some of the sulfuric acid off my face. But...... All in vain.

I felt that the concentrated sulfuric acid had completely penetrated my eyes, and I tried to open them despite the severe pain, but the vision was dark, as if I was forcing my eyes, and I couldn't see anything at all......

Impossible......

There's no way I'm going to be okay with my eyes......

I tried desperately to convince myself that my eyes were intact, but no matter how much I tried to see what was around me, I could no longer see.

My eyes...... Can't see it?

Impossible!!!

"Brutes, you brutes, I want you dead!!" I yelled frantically, rolling desperately on the ground, twisting my waist and trying to move forward, but the sharp pain in my face made my brain more and more confused, and even my nerves were torn apart as if they had been forcibly removed.

I know that concentrated sulfuric acid has a terrible dehydrating effect, and although I can't see my face, I have also realized that I am afraid that my face has ......

My eyes can't see, and I can't use soul hooking at all.

I...... There is no road at all.

Darn!!

"How's it going, don't you have any land?" said the ugly man's lazy voice, and then I felt my hair being pulled like a puffy grass.

"Now that we know your status, we can talk about it well, right? Tell me, who did it to Gao Qinghua, huh?"

Even though he was grabbed by his hair, the pain in his scalp was completely incomparable to the pain on his face and body.

I'm blind......

I've become a wreck.

Utter waste......

There is no hope of coming out again.

Never get a chance to see the sun again.

I can never see Ah Xue again, I can't see Yu Wenlong, and I can't see the fox fairy......

Never see the world again.

The whole life was ruined......

What dominates the world.

What changes the world.

It's all empty words.

It's all.

All are the most ridiculous ironies......

I felt like a short-circuit in my brain, and in an instant, my whole body went berserk.

"Whew!!" I twisted my head hard and spat out, though I didn't know if I had ever vomited. "Gotothehell, let's see the coffin!! Gao Qinghua was killed by me, hahaha, what do you want? What do you want? Kill me? Come on! Give me a good time!!Kill me!!"

A chill swept over my shoulder, and suddenly, there was a sharp pain in my shoulder as the flesh was scratched, and there was even the sound of cracking flesh...... The sharp pain in my shoulder made my whole body tremble again,

"Don't think I'm not going to let you die, Wang. No matter how hard you talk, it's just a matter of whether you die or not. The ugly brother's cold hoarse voice came. "Say, who killed Gao Qinghua? ”

"Are you deaf? I said, I killed him!! Lao Tzu made a plastic watch bomb and stuffed it into his mouth and blew him to pieces! Gao Qinghua, a scumbag who is full of selfishness, is innocent of death!!"

Say. The ugly brother repeated it again, grabbing my hair a little harder again, and even a large tuft of my hair was pulled from the top of my head with my scalp.

"Kill me, and I'll tell you. Hahahaha!!" I laughed maniacally, and then spat hard, "Come on, try it!!!dwarf?ugly bastard?dwarf?or are you a monster?!"

"You dare to be cheap, you don't want to live!!" came the voice of the little gray gray, and then I felt myself being slapped in the face again.

"Hey, why bother. Little Ash Ash. Contrary to the rampaging little gray gray, the ugly brother calmed down instead, and his tone changed from the cold just now to extremely relaxed.

"Ugly brother, what to do with this? He said that he killed Gao Qinghua...... Is it true?" said Ash's voice with a hint of confusion.

"yes, I'm thinking about it too. Is it true? The ugly brother's voice came lazily, "But now it seems that this kid will not admit it if he is killed." I estimate that Gao Qinghua's death has something to do with this kid, this kid dares to organize students to slander Xueqin in front of the whole school, either he is instructed by others or he really has some ability. If it's the former, I tortured this kid like this, and it can be regarded as a warning to the person behind it. If it's really this kid's plan and hand, I have to admire this kid. And then what...... Little Ash, you send him back. ”

"Send ...... Go back, ugly brother, did I hear me right? You said to send this guy back......? Don't give him ...... Did you do it?" the man named Little Gray had a voice of great surprise.

"Death is not more painful than living, on the contrary, it is the most comfortable relief. I'm going to let this kid live well, live like a human being. will always be blind, will always be ugly, and will always live in the pain of life is worse than death. Don't you think this is very pleasant, little Ash?"

"Ugly brother...... You...... This, uh, that's a good way to do it. The man named Little Gray was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly understood.

"Then put him in a cage for three days and then send him back. If we had just kidnapped him and sent him back two hours earlier, it would be more likely that the Wuxi police would have locked up our location. If it is sent back after three days, the scope of the search will be expanded to Jiangsu Province, and the police in Wuxi City will not be able to find it. ”

"Don't worry, ugly brother, we still have a number of this. ”

In just a few simple conversations, the man named Ugly Brother decided my fate.

I cursed like crazy, twisting my body desperately, stretching my neck, and even trying to bite every figure I could reach with my teeth...... However, my madness was rewarded with physical inhuman torture......

I have no dignity, no human rights, no right to life, and all the beliefs and attachments that I once thought I had firmly in my hands are easily peeled off like the clothes of a prostitute......

I don't have all the things I should have as a human being.

I'm not even as good as a dirt dog that has been kicked by someone.

In the dark, I couldn't see anything, they took me by the neck and locked me in a small, cold compartment that smelled musty and urine.

Locked me up there.

Three whole days.

There was no water and no food.

Just keep me there.

I curled up in the corner of the room, my ass on the ground, my back against the cold wall.

The whole person felt as if he had been drained of his soul.

Can't think anymore.

In fact, I thought about it a lot.

I miss Ah Xue, I miss my mother, and I miss the outside world even more.

But when I realized I was just blind. I gave up all ideas. When my cheeks rubbed against the smooth, cold walls, there was a bumpy roughness and tingling on my face.

I know, I've been disfigured. My whole face is uglier and more unsightly than the ugliest person who has failed plastic surgery......

Over the course of three days, the ugly brother interrogated and tortured me countless times, trying in every possible way to extract a confession from my mouth.

But the answers I gave them were only sneering and swearing, and the harshest of curses.

Not even half a word was revealed to them.

Making the ugly guy angry because of this is the only way I can think of to get revenge on him other than swearing and sarcasm...... I don't have any other choice.

Locked up in a small, cold hut, I thought about death countless times.

I can't believe it's all true.

I never thought I'd come this far.

I never imagined that my life would end like this.

Ambition once arose.

used to talk eloquently.

Once chic and cozy.

I used to have that little dream and persistence......

Without!

It's all gone!!

Completely gone!!

What does it mean for me to live?

Why should I live?

Why don't I die?!

Trapped in a closed room, again and again, I thought of biting my tongue and killing myself, wanting to die. Because I know there's no point in my life anymore. I'm just a cripple, an ugly wretch, a waste who can't do anything.

What else can I do?

But...... Every time I think about it, a vague shadow always flashes in my mind...... That shadow supported me to barely survive.

I'm blind, but ......

I really want to hear those familiar voices again.

I suddenly wanted to hear Axue's voice. I also suddenly missed the woman's sneering voice.

When people are in the most desperate, they suddenly realize what they really want......

Because of the damage to my face, the torture of my body, and the hunger, I spent three days in a half-conscious state.

Three days have passed, and the wound on my face shows no signs of self-healing.

It's not like the injury left by Zhang Guohua's beating at the beginning, which only recovered after one day of recuperation, and this time the wound never healed......

That's when I realized that my wound would never heal.