Chapter One Hundred and Seventy-Six: A World Without Light
"Blind, not dead. Hehe, I really survived. Come out!!"
It was the most painful three days of my life.
It was also the most desperate three days.
I don't know how I managed to survive those three days.
The silence, the pain, the despair, the torture and the endless trauma left me dead.
At some point three days later, I was awakened by a rough male voice, followed by two strong hands on my shoulders and pulling me out.
Immediately afterwards I felt myself stuffed into a barely breathable coarse cloth sack, and I struggled weakly several times, but in vain.
I was carried out of the secret base where they were and carried all the way outside, and I felt like I was thrown into a car.
Within seconds, the car's engine was immediately starting. The rough wheels spun rapidly, and the powerful back thrust crashed against my body, and I rolled on the saddle until I tumbled all the way to the wheel.
It was a bumpy ride, several corners in a row, and countless shocks, leaving several scars on my body before I was thrown out of the compartment of a van or a sedan.
"Let's go!"
I couldn't resist anything because I hadn't eaten for three days, and I was thrown out of the car door and smashed on the solid ground, and then I heard the engine start the tires and quickly move away from me.
All that's left around is the hustle and bustle of countless crowds and the honking of car horns......
I don't know who was the first to spot me, but after a woman's scream, I heard countless footsteps coming towards me like a tidal wave, someone tore open the bag containing mine, I don't know if it was a sack or a snakeskin bag, and then countless screams......
"Ah!!h
"Hey, I'm scared to death!"
"Ah, what's in the sack...... Someone!?"
"How so?"
"Something happened, something happened, hurry up and call the police!!"
"Look at his face, tsk, it's scary, it's disgusting, how can it be like this......"
“......”
I don't know where I am, I can only hear the crowd pointing at me and exclaiming. Even my dry throat barely made any sound.
"Help...... Help me ......"
Moving weakly on the ground, I helplessly raised my limp right hand and squeezed out a cry of pleading from my dry throat to the crowd around me.
Halfway through the words, I felt that my arm had lost its strength, and the whole person seemed to be relieved, and there was no consciousness in my brain......
The only thing left was the screams and screams around me......
......
When I woke up with a tingling in my face, I felt myself lying on a soft bed with a pungent smell of formalin and hydrogen peroxide coming from the tip of my nose.
I moved my neck to lift my head, but I found that my face seemed to be entangled in a thin gauze, and the slightest tugging of the skin on my lips caused a pinprick pain that made my body twitch.
I realized I was in the hospital.
I moved my right hand, only to notice a tingling pain in my arm, and that's when I realized I had a needle in my arm.
I heard the ticking sound of the ECG monitor in my ears.
"Don't move, you're in very poor health now, we just operated on you, cut some nerves under the skin of your face, and also cleaned and disinfected you with sodium bicarbonate, and did emergency treatment. Also, this is the Third People's Hospital of Wuxi, the ICU ward on the fourth floor. ”
A middle-aged man's warning voice sounded in his ears, and his voice was slightly deep and heavy.
I know that this is the doctor who is responsible for supervising my injuries.
Wuxi Third Hospital...... ICU Ward ......
"By the way, my surname is Zhang, you can call me Dr. Zhang, I am in charge of dermatology and trauma treatment. The man said lightly, but there was nothing evasive in his words, "The operation has just ended, and we have already called the police." The police should come to you later, and if you're in good shape, tell them anything. Also, we contacted your relatives based on your mobile phone, they should be on their way......"
My relatives...... That should be my mom and Ah Xue...... There are also fox fairies.
Are they on their way?
How would they react if they saw me now?
I simply can't imagine it.
Even just thinking about it makes me feel like I'm going to rush out of the room.
"Judging by how you look and what you're wearing, you're still a student, right? Who did so cruelly to you?" Dr. Zhang asked me from the side, with deep regret and doubt in his tone.
"......" I didn't answer, just froze there, my hands groping the edge of the bed, my whole body trembling.
I can't see anything.
The whole world was pitch black.
Of course, Dr. Zhang would not know what happened to me, nor would he know who did it to me. I won't answer him either.
Because I answered him, it was equivalent to me telling him that it was I who killed Gao Qinghua.
That's the power of the ugly guy.
He ruined me, but he kept me alive and made me swallow all the pain in my stomach.
Because once I tell the police the truth about what happened, it means that I admit that I am a murderer, and there is nothing to be gained except to push the nightmare into the nightmare situation within the nightmare.
Dr. Chang, who was also a wise man, saw me there, hung his head, and refused to answer, and knew that I was preoccupied, so he was silent for a while, and then said to me:
"Talk to the police later. You must adjust your mentality now, there is no hurdle that you can't get over, but fortunately, your body is not too fatal except for a little dehydration and lack of nutrition......"
Dr. Zhang seemed to want to comfort me, but in my senses, his low and dark tone was like a string slowly cutting through my neck.
"Dr. Zhang......" I trembled, with a glimmer of hope, slowly raised my head, turned to the source of Dr. Zhang's voice, and asked in an almost hysterical voice, "Tell me the truth, you tell me, how are my eyes?
When I asked "......", Dr. Zhang fell into a long silence.
For a long time.
There was no response.
It's like I'm just asking about the air.
"Doctor Zhang, tell me. I can bear any kind of diagnosis. Tell me. I asked in a hoarse voice.
There was still silence on the other side of the "......".
"Tell me!!" this time, I almost yelled, and my whole being fell into a state of uncontrolled rage.
"Hey, your name is Wang Shengsheng, right? Wang Shengsheng, the ophthalmology doctor probably showed you the condition of your eyes when our people did the operation, although there was no specific examination. However, the approximate results have come out, and I also listened to Dr. Cheng from the ophthalmology department......"
"What is the result?"
"Your eyes are corroded by sulfuric acid, especially the cornea, and I am afraid that it will be permanently damaged. If you don't have a corneal transplant, you're probably going to be a ...... in your life. Blind. ”
Open.
Dr. Zhang's words undoubtedly sentenced me to death.
When Dr. Zhang said this, my heart stopped beating instantly.
I collapsed weakly, my back heavy on the pillow, and my whole body was relieved.
Can't think anymore.
No respite.
Blind.
I'm going to...... Be blind for the rest of your life?
"How can this be......" I convulsed in pain, I reached out and covered my face wrapped in gauze in pain, my nails grabbed into the gauze, trying to take off the gauze, "How can this be!!!Why!!!What are you kidding!?
"Hey, what are you doing! Don't move the gauze, you've got ointment on your face......!"
But I ignored the doctor's advice, one after another, I desperately tore off the gauze wrapped around my face, covered my eyes, but I looked up and laughed madly in a gaffe voice, laughing so sadly and desperately, laughing so much that the tears that slipped from my blind eyes choked into my throat, I lowered my head, coughed and gasped hard, coughed so hard that tears came out, and continued to laugh......
This kind of laughter is more sad than crying......
Without.
What future, what warmth, what brightness, what career, what love, what life...... It's all gone!!
Talent, ability, future?
Gentle smile, gentle eyes...... Those things......
No, it will never have anything to do with me!
I'm an ugly and ridiculous clown now, and I have no more value!
I lost my status, I lost my ability, I lost my looks, I lost the whole world, and I was not even qualified to be a beggar who picked up rags!
I pinched my skull with my fingers, my nails digging deep into the sulfuric acid corroded flesh, and wet blood flowed out, but I didn't care.
I've become ugly, and if I am uglier, what difference can I make?
"Brother!!"
Suddenly, the sound of the aspect being turned on came, a crisp and familiar sound, poured into my ears, and made me tremble!
"Ah...... Snow?!"
My voice choked.
[There is one more oh, the big ** is coming]