The final chapter Miyoko
Interview Issue: Unknown
Location: Home
Interviewee: Miyoko
Chinese name: įžå¤å
English name: meyoko
Identity: Gang leader of the Wolf Gang
Occupation: Student
She sat quietly in front of me, her long black hair, her black dress, and her black sandals, all of which exuded an air of mystery.
She sat there like a puzzle.
She looked at me, her eyes filled with depth, like two black holes, sucking you deep into them.
Eventually, she smiled and just picked up a cup of herbal tea and drank it casually.
Miyoko: "You're here, Ahma."
Me: "You originally gave me the nickname Ah Zhen, why did you call me that?"
Miyoko: "I'm not used to it."
Me: "It's not a question that I'm not used to, it's that it doesn't match my real name at all."
Miyoko: "Oh, have you thought about it, why did I call you that?"
Me: "I thought about it, I don't know at all."
Miyoko: "You try to split the real words and see."
Me: "October day, it still has nothing to do with my name."
Miyoko: "But you know what October is called in Riben."
Me: "I don't know, I don't care, you're used to it, and even if you do, it probably doesn't have anything to do with my name."
Miyoko: "It's good to know."
Me: "How do you know I know?"
Miyoko: "Because I know."
Me: "I'm not going to play this game with you, anyway, what are you going to do with it, will it keep going like this?"
Miyoko: "What do you think?"
Me: "But we all have our own lives, we can't always be together, and even though it's an entertainment organization now, there will be a day when we will be separated."
Miyoko: "Separate, hehe, Ah, have you forgotten where the name 'Wolf Gang' came from?"
Me: "A-bond-country, right, I can't forget."
Miyoko: "Then do you remember why I chose that name?"
Me: "A in Wu means 'We.Y is the country.The Wolf Gang is abbreviated as ABC.The original meaning is that we are united to form a country.'"
Miyoko: "So, you still can't figure it out, as long as we are united, we are one country, no matter when, where, this is our country."
Me: "Don't be so self-conscious."
Miyoko: "But that's not your wish.A-Zhen.I'm the only one who wants you to join the A-Wolf Gang because you have the same idea as me to collect those strange people.A-Zhen.You're the only one who understands me.I'm the only one who does."
Me: "Please, that was good before, now my greatest wish is to be an ordinary person, to live a peaceful life, to do scientific research and innovation, to be a consumer and silently promote economic development, I don't think there is any point in finding those weirdos."
Miyoko: "Hehe, that's what you think."
Me: "Heaven for example, absolutely."
Miyoko: "Don't lie to yourself anymore.I know your mind very well.You can fool me.You can't fool yourself.In fact.In your heart.You are full of curiosity about our world.Full of impulse to explore.A-Zhen.You yourself know very well.You are actually a child at heart.The world is always new to you."
Me: "Aha."
Miyoko: " You don't have to be sloppy. In this world, many people, even the vast majority of people, will gradually settle for the status quo as they grow older and have more experience, lose their freshness and curiosity about the world, and when the knowledge they know can satisfy their lives, many people will lose the motivation to continue to understand the magic of the world, and when they think that their laws of physics can explain everything, they will think that there is nothing new to discover in the world, and there will be nothing new to explore.â
Me: "Isn't it?"
Miyoko: " No, this universe is much more complicated than anyone thinks, so complicated that it is impossible to even calculate it with formulas. I think the real universe is like mathematical formulas, some mathematical formulas have a fixed way of calculation, they can be calculated, they can be understood, but some mathematical formulas are complete random combinations of symbols and numbers, those mathematical formulas are too long and too long, and it is impossible to even read it to the end. let alone calculate itThen it can become a concrete physical world, even if it's a strange magical power, and there are many unexplained supernatural phenomena, but those phenomena are very difficult to repeat."
Me: "...... Why do you think so?"
Miyoko: "That's what I think, I think the world is big, big, unbelievably big, even what people call dark matter, dark energy, and even the eleventh dimension, it's just the tip of the iceberg of the real universe."
Me: "How big should that be?"
Miyoko: "Hehe, I don't know, maybe there is a Ge Liheng number, a superfinite number, or even an infinite number, so big that you can't even summarize a real number, and you can't even express an imaginary number."
Me: "If you say that, then we'll never really know the world."
Miyoko: "Maybe, but, if you don't look for it, you may never know how big this universe is.
Me: "But...... Have you ever thought that for the sake of your so-called jingcai, the so-called truth of the universe, you are paying the price of your life?"
Miyoko: "I know you're going to say that, but, in the face of the truth of the universe, death is just a very small price."
Me: "I don't understand, and how rich and colorful the universe you are talking about."
Miyoko: " Let me make an analogy. Chinese has almost 110,000 Chinese characters, and a seven-word poem is generally fifty-six characters. If all Chinese characters are combined into a fifty-six character seven-word poem, how many combinations can there be? I'm afraid the quality and time of the entire universe can't be written. Then if I use Chinese characters to write long narrative poems, long Song words, long articles, then, different words can be combined into astronomical sentences, astronomical sentences can be combined into astronomical paragraphs, astronomical paragraphs can be combined into countless articles, articles can be combined, can be combined into a series of books...... Moreover, in addition to Chinese characters, there are more than 5,000 scripts on the earth, such as English, German, Latin, etc., which can be interspersed and combined, and if there are aliens, they may have different scripts...... If you think about it, how big the possibilities of such words are interspersed and combined, I can't imagine it, let alone a universe, that is, countless universes may not be able to express so many combinations, but can you deny that those combinations don't exist? No, they exist, and when you write one of these combinations, they become real existence, and when you don't write them, they exist, they exist, but they exist in the way of 'possible xing'."
Me: "I see."
Miyoko: "I'm just giving an example.A-Zhen.Can you expect that some Chinese will write a poem tomorrow?"
Me: "Unpredictable."
Miyoko: "Yes, I can't predict it, but that possibility still exists, and when that person writes that poem, that poem must be one of a myriad of combinations of words."
Me: "I'm starting to understand what you mean, so in fact, you want to find those strange people, just like writing poetry and painting art, and find out those things that are hidden, seemingly impossible, and have not yet become real."
Miyoko: "That's right, full marks."
Me: "But what do you want to do when you find out?"
Miyoko: "What else can I do, of course, together, feel the feeling of being together, and play together."
Me: "Is this the legendary fear that the world will not be chaotic...... But if you can't do it in your whole life, don't you think about it, maybe you're going to waste your whole life like this."
Miyoko: "Then what is not called a wasted life?
Me: "Get a boyfriend, get a stable job, start a family, and pass it on."
Miyoko: "Well, then."
Me: "And grow old happily...... And what else."
Miyoko: "So, do you think that growing old in search of the unknown is not the same as forming a happy family and dying?
Me: "Isn't it, at least you have children and grandchildren, and you've created a thriving civilization."
Miyoko: "And then, my children and grandchildren will work like me, find a partner, start a family, have children, and pass it on.
Me: "I...... But culture accumulates, and scientific exploration grows.
Miyoko: "What is the difference between scientific exploration and the colorful unknown world that I am looking for now?"
Me: "...... This ......"
Miyoko: "Ah Zhen, actually, you mean it very clearly, you think that the ultimate result of human civilization is to explore the unknown universe as the ultimate goal, but now we are already doing that, we are already doing what belongs to the 'result' of human civilization."
Me: "But, what you're doing now may end in nothing."
Miyoko: "So, maybe the human exploration of the universe will end in nothing, then, what is the difference between them at that time and us now, maybe the time between them millions of years later and us today is just a meaningless repetition."
Me: "So, you ......."
Miyoko: "So, instead of waiting for millions of years to start doing something like that, let's do it ourselves and start looking for the miracles around us.
Me: "You've won, Miyoko, but, to be honest, actually, you already know the truth, you're directing me to do it now, pulling me down this path, it's all for one purpose."
Miyoko: "Uh-huh."
Me: "I know, because I've already guessed the answer."
Miyoko: "Huh...... Tell me your answer."
Me: "Actually, the answer to all this is very simple: you have only one purpose, and that is to create a world of 'cosmic gardens', to bring all civilizations together in one big universe, to gather all possible things in one universe, to create the most colorful universe, and that universe, to you, is like a museum, all civilizations are objects in that museum, you can play with them, everything revolves around you, and you are the center."
Miyoko: "Why do you think that?"
Me: " It's very simple, because what you think is the same as what I thought at the beginning, but there are only three possible outcomes of your actions.The first result.If you represent an absolutely infinite resource.Then all civilizations can coexist peacefully.The universe can naturally be established.Your museum can be preserved forever.But the second result.If Miyoko.Although your power is unlimited, but it is growing in a certain line.Then.Even if you can make a beautiful museum.It seems that all civilizations have become a carefree part of this garden.But infinite resources will inevitably lead to the mass reproduction of civilizationsCivilization expands exponentially.When the exponential growth rate exceeds the speed of linear growth.Civilization will be limited.Civilization will eventually go to war with each other.Plunder will occur.Finally keep it at the same rate as your power growth."
"The third result is that if your power is not unlimited, it just seems infinite and has a definite upper limit, then, in the end, all civilizations will be depleted of the energy of the universe because they deplete your energy.
Miyoko: "So, which result do you think is true?"
Me: "I ......"
Miyoko: "I don't want to say it.It's okay.I know you know.Ah-jin.you say.Is it better to have a short period of glory.Or is it more meaningful to have a long wither."
Me: "I...... I don't know."
Miyoko: "Forget it, I don't ask you about this, hehe, since you can count this far, you must know my true identity, I have been deceiving you for so long, I'm really sorry for you."
Me: "I...... I don't want to believe it's true. Actually, I really didn't want to believe it all along."
Miyoko: "It's okay.Say it.If you say it.My mission will be done.Ah-Zhen.From now on.The Wolf Gang.You will be the leader.The Wolf Gang will only have one leader forever."
Me: "But I want that to be you...... It's always you, I can't afford it."
Miyoko: "You know there's no escaping it, and you're sure you can do well, just as well as I do right now."
Me: "Yes, I know...... But, if possible, I hope that day will never come. I ...... Actually, I love you, Miyoko, I want to be with you all the time, I never told you this, I might be silly to say that now, but if I don't, I'll never forgive myself."
Miyoko: "That's great, ah-ma, then, I agreed, to be your girlfriend, let's go on a date."
Me: "Ahhh
Miyoko: "Boyfriend and girlfriend, you play the role of a man, I play the role of a woman, I play the role of a woman, I date like a normal boyfriend and girlfriend, let's forget about the wolf gang, forget all this, isn't it great."
Me: "But ......"
Miyoko: "If you don't hurry up, it's too late."
Me: "Thank you, Miyoko."
Miyoko: "Thank you, I love you too."