Chapter 138: Live Well
It is not easy to open Zhang Haiwu's heart knot, Zhang Haiwu's encounter is not something that anyone will encounter, he encountered the most unfortunate thing at the happiest moment of his life, such a blow is fatal, in fact, it is a miracle that Zhang Haiwu can survive, Zhang Haiwu is to take revenge, to take revenge on all the monsters, there is no way to say clearly whether the matter of revenge is right or wrong, and such a smart mortal has many different opinions about this.
Some people say that when is the time for retribution, only by letting go can you really live yourself, there is nothing wrong with saying this, and this is indeed the case, there is resentment in the heart, many ideas will become different, ideas are different, and the actions made will be different, whether these things are good or bad, whether they will be good or bad in the future, there is no detailed statement.
There are also people who have different opinions, hatred is naturally to be avenged, if you don't even take revenge, there will be no blood in life, just like what happened to Zhang Haiwu, his parents were killed by monsters, he saw the situation at the time, can such a thing be tolerated, naturally no, Zhang Haiwu has lived for so long, it is already very unseemly, the so-called revenge of killing his father is not shared, how can he give up so easily.
For Zhang Haiwu, his life is divided into two stages, one is that before those things happened, Zhang Haiwu is like other people, there is nothing special, there are many such people in the world, Zhang Haiwu's life does not have too much sadness, and he should not be very excited about the occurrence of things, Zhang Haiwu is a mortal, he will enjoy everything in life like a mortal, and after that thing happens, Zhang Haiwu's life has completely changed, Zhang Haiwu is still alive, but his life is no longer his own。
In Zhang Haiwu's consciousness, there is only one thing is revenge, he will do whatever it takes for this purpose, and Zhang Haiwu's life is only one such thing, is there any meaning in such a life, Zhang Haiwu is just alive, living like a walking corpse.
The purpose of Lu Mu is to let Zhang Haiwu understand that that life is meaningless, the past has passed, no matter what, they all have a new life, new life is the most important thing, it is their idea to help Zhang Haiwu, unfortunately such a thing is not easy, they don't know what to do at all, Zhang Haiwu himself is unwilling to wake up, they have no way, the dream that Zhang Haiwu made was made by Lu Mu, which can be regarded as giving Zhang Haiwu a chance to experience life.
As Zhang Haiwu said, his feelings in the dream are very real, the fact is that, their feelings are indeed like that, the things in the dream are fake, the feelings in the dream are real, this is Lu Mu's method, the beginning of Lu Mu's idea is to tell Zhang Haiwu directly, Lu Jin They did not agree, this is in Zhang Haiwu's dream, what happened here, Zhang Haiwu does not know, and the things here will not have any substantial impact on Zhang Haiwu.
Of course, Zhang Haiwu's feeling is still true, this is the most basic, and it is also a willingness for Lu Mu to do that, but Lu Mu didn't think about one thing clearly, and directly told Zhang Haiwu that although it will not have any impact on Zhang Haiwu, it will be the same as what happened outside, and it will not have any effect, let Zhang Haiwu experience life, which can be regarded as a kind of compensation, those things in the dream, Zhang Haiwu has not really experienced them, and he understands that feeling.
Lu Mu did these things with Zhang's father, and Zhang's father would say that to Zhang Haiwu, but Zhang Haiwu is not very clear, this is also certain, if it can be easily changed, Zhang Haiwu will not be like that, Xiao Qi is playing with Xiuzhi, in Xiuzhi's words, Xiao Qi is a person she likes very much, Xiao Qi said that Xiuzhi should not like her, it should be Zhang Haiwu, Xiuzhi said: "If you keep saying this, you are welcome, don't forget that this is my house, I want to kick you out." ”
Xiao Qi told Zhang Haiwu that he must not be Xiuzhi's opponent in the future, and he will listen to Xiuzhi's words in the future, Zhang Haiwu was slightly stunned, Xiao Qi's words were nothing, Zhang Haiwu seemed to remember what Xiao Qi said, this was the scene in his dream, Zhang Haiwu remembered a lot of scenes in his dream, those things seemed to really happen, especially when Zhang's father died, Zhang Haiwu looked at Zhang's father, Zhang's father was so thin at the moment, and he was not the tall person in his impression at all.
Zhang's father is a mortal, mortals always have to die, Zhang Haiwu knows this very well, he can't bear such pain, he can't stop that kind of thing, this is where all the contradictions are, when Zhang Haiwu looked at Zhang's father, Zhang's father was also looking at Zhang Haiwu, Zhang's father sighed, Zhang Haiwu hurriedly asked what's wrong, Zhang's father said that there were no other problems, but he suddenly felt that life is very short in many cases, I don't know when it will be gone, Zhang Haiwu smiled, and said that he couldn't say that kind of thing, it was very unfair to them。
Zhang Haiwu didn't know why he would say such a thing, there is nothing fair or unfair in life, Zhang's father touched Zhang Haiwu's head and said No matter what, Zhang Haiwu can grow up, It is their happiest thing, no matter what happens after that, they are very comfortable in their hearts, as long as Zhang Haiwu is alive, they will also live, this is enough, Zhang's father said this to Zhang Haiwu, Zhang Haiwu is not very clear, they all know what is going on, but they can't say anything.
Zhang Haiwu naturally had doubts in his heart, Zhang's father and the two became very different, Zhang Haiwu is a filial person, some words are unspeakable, and then Zhang Haiwu asked Yu Mu what was going on, Lu Mu asked Zhang Haiwu if he knew that some of the senses of mortals were very sensitive, and they could predict it before it happened, Zhang Haiwu nodded and said that he had heard such a thing, and Lu Mu asked Zhang Haiwu what he thought about life.
Zhang Haiwu looked at Lu Mu, hesitated for a moment and asked why Lu Mu asked such a question, Lu Mu did not answer, Zhang Haiwu said that life is very wonderful, from the moment life appears is a great thing, the appearance of any life will bring joy to those relatives, this joy is irreplaceable by other things, Lu Mu asked Zhang Haiwu if he had thought about it, everything has two sides, there are good and there are naturally bad, life will be born, and nature will die.
Zhang Haiwu didn't say anything, what Lu Mu said was right, no matter what, Taiyang Daoist glanced at Lu Mu and said: "Don't say such bad things at this time, what if you disappear, only before you disappear, you can do everything yourself, this is a fixed number, you can't change it." ”
Everyone's purpose is to help Zhang Haiwu, everything everyone says is this meaning, but they can't tell Zhang Haiwu what's going on, for Zhang Haiwu, things are like that, whether it happens or not, and whether he can accept it or not is not the same thing, Zhang Haiwu doesn't have any ideas in his heart, this is the role of the dream of Lu Mu, the things in the dream Zhang Haiwu had to consider, those scenes have been rooted in his heart.
The death of his parents was a very big blow to Zhang Haiwu, if there was no Xiuzhi, Zhang Haiwu might not be able to survive, no matter how sad he was when it happened, it became a very simple sadness after it passed, these sorrows are not unbearable, Zhang Haiwu knows very well that his parents love him very much.
What his father said is also true, for Zhang Haiwu, as long as he lives, his parents are alive, and all children are the same, and life and death are never something that anyone can say, it is all doomed, Zhang Haiwu is also thinking about a question, if the day his parents really leave, what kind of choice should he make, he will definitely not go with him, that is the stupidest thing, you should live well, life is the most important thing, such thoughts will appear from time to time, although they will soon disappear again, Zhang Haiwu has to think。
Lu Mu always said something that sounded strange, and the purpose was very simple, that is, to make people understand that life is impermanent, and no one knows what will happen next, Zhang Haiwu seems to be very interested, and asks Lu Mu a lot of questions, all of which are some unexplainable questions, and Lu Mu also said it, whether Zhang Haiwu can understand it or not, Taiyang Dao people are the same, he told Zhang Haiwu that no matter what, it should be good or, living is the most important thing, and living is the best thing.
Zhang Haiwu asked Taiyang Daoist a question, what should I do if I can't live, Taiyang Daoist said that there is no such thing, as long as I want to live, I can always live, if I don't want to live, I don't know, Zhang Haiwu thought for a while and asked if there are really people who don't want to live, Taiyang Dao said:" There should be some to try, for example, they encounter things that can't survive, I personally think that no matter what happens outside, as long as the heart is firm, nothing is blocked, as long as they want to live, others have no choice. ”
Zhang Haiwu said that since they are all destined, why did Taiyang Daoist say something like that, Taiyang Daoist people don't know how to explain, Lu Mu said that the so-called destined is not necessarily how, but what he wants, Zhang Haiwu said he doesn't know, Lu Mu said that he is not very clear, Zhang Haiwu asked Taiyang Daoist again and said that since they can live, how to live, there must always be a purpose, Taiyang Daoist asked Zhang Haiwu why he has such an idea.
Zhang Haiwu smiled and said Isn't this a normal thing, I thought of it and said it, Taiyang Daoist looked at Zhang Haiwu and said: "There are many people who want you to live, want you to live well, it is not easy to live well, but you have to work hard to do it, you live not for yourself, you live is the most basic, live well, in order to do other lost functions, in order to understand the true meaning of life, you must live well." Zhang Haiwu nodded as if he didn't understand, and Taiyang Daoren let out a long sigh, he seemed to be a lot older at that moment.