Do you know that you are living? If someone asks you such a question, you must think that he is very abnormal, no normal person will ask such a question, and no one will take it seriously after hearing such a question, do you think that you are living your own life, this is another question that at first glance sounds very unnecessary, but it is not a question that cannot be thought about.

This question really can't be thought about, thinking too much will cause a lot of doubts, the life you live is naturally your own, there will be nothing wrong with this, but how to prove it, this is impossible to prove, and there is no need to prove, if you don't think about it, you will get such an answer, and if you think about it, the problem will be different.

Zhang Haiwu has been thinking about this problem, at the moment he can't do anything except think about something boring, Zhang Haiwu has to admit that he is old, he is an old man who is about to die, his eyes are not so clear, his ears are not very smart, it is the best memory of his youth, and it has begun to be chaotic at this moment, Zhang Haiwu is very happy in this life, after marrying Xiuzhi, his business is doing very well and he has accumulated some money, although it cannot be regarded as a big fortune, the two of them are no longer a problem to provide for the elderly.

In today's era, a person like Zhang Haiwu must have a very nourishing life, at least there should be a big mansion, a few maids, don't worry about anything, as long as a sentence whether it is food or clothing, it will be put in front of him, if he is happy, he doesn't have to do anything when he eats, he can do whatever he wants every day, listen to the play, see the rare things, and tell his children and grandchildren about the situation when he was young, and the big families live like this.

Zhang Haiwu has such capital, he didn't do this, he should have a big yard, he hasn't been there for a long time, it seems that someone is taking care of it, Zhang Haiwu remembers that it is like this, he doesn't have a maid, up to now, only Xiuzhi has taken care of him, Xiuzhi has no intention of complaining at all, probably because of his age, Xiuzhi has been doing things a little vaguely recently, sometimes he doesn't reply to several words, Zhang Haiwu likes this feeling very much, he always wants to talk to others when he is old, and the only one he can talk to is Xiuzhi。

The two have been in love with each other for decades, and for a while they always feel that the words have been finished, as long as they look at each other, they will understand, and they don't need any words at all, Zhang Haiwu was always busy at that time, and I don't remember what he was busy with, Zhang Haiwu has no son, and he has no grandson, as for the reason, he doesn't remember it very clearly, maybe it was deliberate, it seems that Xiuzhi can't give birth, all these things are always confused, it seems to have happened, and it seems that nothing has happened.

The yard where they live is a little remote, and it is rare to see pedestrians, so it is quiet, the yard is very clean by Xiuzhi, it has been so clean for decades, it seems that there has never been a leaf, there are several benches in the middle of the yard, sitting here can bask in the sun, and you can also see far away, Zhang Haiwu has been sitting for a long time, and from time to time he glances into the distance, this action seems to be completely out of his control.

"Old woman, what are we going to eat today?" Zhang Haiwu was not hungry, but felt that it was time to eat, no one responded, Zhang Haiwu looked back, the door of the hall was open, and Xiuzhi could not see the figure, but could hear movement inside.

"Old woman, what are we going to eat today?" Zhang Haiwu raised his voice again, but still no one responded, Zhang Haiwu twisted his head, this posture was very uncomfortable, he wanted to stand up and moved his body and stopped.

"You old woman, I asked what I was going to eat today, I'm hungry. Zhang Haiwu's voice was louder, he said a little fast for a while, and couldn't help coughing, Xiuzhi came out of it, holding a broom in his hand, Xiuzhi's face was a little bad, and he glared at Zhang Haiwu, Zhang Haiwu immediately laughed and said: "Okay, okay, what are you doing so clean, there are only two of us here, no one else, we are all people who want to enter the soil, do you still care about these soils?"

Xiuzhi put down the broom and walked out and said: "You're hungry, you've just eaten and you're hungry, let you eat more in the morning and don't eat, and now you're hungry again, do you think I'm still the same as before, I don't have to do anything, I'm also old." Xiuzhi walked up to Zhang Haiwu and was about to sit down, Zhang Haiwu reached out to help her and said that he was not very hungry, but felt that it was time to eat.

Zhang Haiwu said and glanced at the sun, the time was indeed a little early, and immediately said: "If you don't cook, you won't do it, let's talk, it's just the two of us here, if you take care of me, I think it's boring." ”

Xiuzhi put down the teacup heavily and said: "You are bored, you can blame others for being bored, which person is like you, obviously rich, but still suffering here, there is no shop in the village and no store, if a monster comes one day, we don't know how we died." ”

Zhang Haiwu laughed and said that where are there monsters in this world, there are really monsters, and they don't eat them, they don't have any oil and water, Xiuzhi looked into the distance and asked Zhang Haiwu if there were any people waiting for him, Zhang Haiwu was stunned for a moment and suddenly remembered: "You say it's strange, it's not strange, I always think that someone will come to us, it's not an idea of a day or two, it's been many days, who will it be?"

Zhang Haiwu looked very serious about thinking, Xiuzhi told him not to think about it, no one would come to him, they had no relatives since their parents died, as for those friends, they had long since stopped contacting, no one would come to him, Zhang Haiwu remembered his parents, they had been dead for many years, at that time he had just married Xiuzhi, his parents left like this, he was very painful at the time, the only thing to be thankful for is that there was no pain when his parents left, they died without a problem, this is already a very remarkable thing。

Zhang Haiwu asked Xiuzhi if he remembered that when they first got married, that day was also very lively, Xiuzhi smiled slightly, Xiuzhi's face was already full of wrinkles, only her eyes were still full of energy, Xiuzhi said that their wedding should be the least lively, they didn't have many relatives, and they didn't invite anyone, it seemed that it was just their family to have a meal together, Zhang Haiwu was a little embarrassed to say that he was a little wronged Xiuzhi, and asked Xiuzhi if he regretted marrying him.

Xiuzhi glared at Zhang Haiwu again and said: "I regret it, what's the use of regretting, it's been so long, can I do it all over again, if I can really do that, I really have to try, after all, I can't live like this for nothing." Xiuzhi strained her face, she could still hear that she was very happy, Zhang Haiwu said that they were just mortals, if they could do it all over again, they would not be mortals, but immortals, immortals have such abilities, they can't.

Xiuzhi laughed and said: "You also said that you are not confused, just now you also said that there are no monsters, there are no monsters where the gods come from, you are already old, I have to admit that you are old." Xiuzhi said and stood up, slowly walked to the house, continued to sweep her floor, looking at Xiuzhi's back, Zhang Haiwu felt very happy, there are no regrets in this life, what can be done is to wait for death, they are all old, the old can't do anything, and they can't even bask in the sun for so long.

Zhang Haiwu does not regret the things he has done in this life, he feels very happy, although there are some regrets, life is not perfect, it is somewhat incomplete, it is good to be alive, Zhang Haiwu thought that if he died at the moment, there would be nothing, Zhang Haiwu looked up into the distance again, and still felt that there were people coming there, there was nothing but trees, Zhang Haiwu lowered his head, smiled bitterly and said to himself: "Where are there people, how can there be people, there are only us here, only us is enough." ”

Zhang Haiwu didn't notice that at the moment when he lowered his head, a figure appeared in the place where he looked, a young man, a very handsome young man, this person was still walking slowly, and the moment he saw Zhang Haiwu's yard, he sped up his pace, this person's speed was very fast, and he arrived at Zhang Haiwu's door in the blink of an eye, this person was Mu Mu, Lu Mu saluted Zhang Haiwu and said, "Old man, can I rest here?"

Zhang Haiwu didn't raise his head immediately, he was thinking about his own affairs, he didn't hear it at all, or Xiuzhi came out of the house, walked into the yard, and said with a smile: "Yes, yes, why can't it?" Zhang Haiwu looked up at this time, but he didn't look at Xiu Mu, but looked back at Xiu Zhi, smiled and asked her why she came out again, Xiu Zhi gave Zhang Haiwu a look, Zhang Haiwu was stunned, and turned his head suddenly, Lu Mu had already walked to a place very close to him, Zhang Haiwu stood up in shock.

Zhang Haiwu didn't say anything, just stared at Lu Mu, Zhang Haiwu's expression was so serious, as if he wanted to see through Lu Mu, Xiuzhi walked to Zhang Haiwu's side, gave Lu Mu a seat, asked him to sit down, and touched Zhang Haiwu with his arm, Zhang Haiwu immediately asked who Lu Mu was and what he was doing here, Lu Mu hadn't sat down yet, and hurriedly replied that he was a businessman, and he couldn't find an inn when he came here, and when he saw that there was a room here, he came, Zhang Haiwu looked at Lu Mu again and then asked if they knew each other.

Lu Mu smiled slightly and said: "We shouldn't know each other at the moment, does the old man know me?" Zhang Haiwu subconsciously shook his head and said that he couldn't remember it for a while, Xiuzhi patted Zhang Haiwu and smiled at Lu Mu: "We have few other people here, and we rarely see people, he is thinking about his own affairs, you don't have to pay attention to him, you sit first, I will cook some food for you later, it's not easy to go out, you can't be hungry." Lu Mu hurriedly said that he was embarrassed, and Xiuzhi said that there was nothing, so there was no need to be polite to them.

Xiuzhi went back to the house again, Zhang Haiwu was still looking at Lu Mu, Lu Mu asked if there was anything wrong, Zhang Haiwu said: "I don't know, I always feel a little trance, but I don't know what the trance is, I won't tell you, if I think someone is looking for me recently, it seems that they are looking for me, and I really can't remember what I want." Lu Mu said that if you can't think of it, don't think about it, Zhang Haiwu laughed, and then gossiped with Lu Mu, Zhang Haiwu admired Lu Mu very much, he came out to do business at such a young age, and he was even more powerful than he was at that time.

Lu Mu asked Zhang Haiwu when he started doing business, Zhang Haiwu laughed and said that it was already very early, he started doing it before he got married, and he did it again after he got married, I don't know how many years, Lu Mu asked Zhang Haiwu, in addition to doing business, has he not done anything else, Zhang Haiwu thought for a while and shook his head and said: "I haven't done anything else, I can't remember, I'm old, I've forgotten a lot of things when I'm old, and I can't remember it anymore if I forget it." ”

Lu Mu said that sometimes it is a good thing not to remember, after all, the things you have experienced are not necessarily all good things, some bad things are forgotten and forgotten, and it is good to forget, Zhang Haiwu asked Yu Mu not to think like this, no matter what you experience, it is a good thing for your own growth, how can people live in the world smoothly, always encounter some disasters, you can't retreat so easily.

Lu Mu smiled and said that for him, there is nothing, the only thing that can't be let go is his parents and wife, he always thinks about them outside, especially his parents, he always feels that they will leave one day, at that time he really doesn't know what to do, Zhang Haiwu said that he understands the feeling of Lu Mu very well, life in the world, the most difficult thing to give up is his relatives, they are the driving force of life, if there is no them, I really don't know what will happen.

Zhang Haiwu and Yu Mu told about themselves, at that time their parents were already old, Zhang Haiwu never thought that his parents would disappear so quickly, he always felt that they could stay with him for a long time, some things were like this, they happened inadvertently, his parents were like this, without any warning, they never woke up in the morning, and they died together, Zhang Haiwu said that he felt that the whole sky had fallen at that time, he didn't know what to do, the whole person was like a walking corpse, and even thought of following his parents like this。

Zhang Haiwu didn't do this, because of the existence of Xiuzhi, they had just gotten married at that time, he couldn't just leave Xiuzhi like this, and it was with the help of Xiuzhi that he would have the courage to live, fortunately, those things have passed, Lu Mu nodded and said that he always heard people say that birth, old age, sickness and death are all to be experienced, no matter who it is, parents are going to leave this world sooner or later, for parents, only their children live well is their greatest happiness.

Zhang Haiwu laughed and said That's it, he also figured out this matter for a long time, his parents gave birth to him not to let him die, but to let him live well, as long as he lives well, his parents will have no regrets, Lu Mu said that Zhang Haiwu is persuading him, no matter who encounters such a thing, it will not be good, Zhang Haiwu said that he is not persuading Mu Mu, he is telling the truth, a very big truth, Zhang Haiwu's parents told him before he died, as long as Zhang Haiwu lives, they will live, no matter what they do, they are to let Zhang Haiwu live well, so Zhang Haiwu should live well, this is the most important thing。

Lu Mu said: "I know that you are for my good, you don't have to say this, I can pass, this is just my thoughts, the facts are not clear, things that are not facts may not really become facts." Zhang Haiwu said that Lu Mu was still young, and when he grew up, he would understand, and after a while, Xiuzhi asked Lu Mu what he wanted to eat, and Lu Mu said that he was not very hungry, so he could wait, Xiuzhi asked what he was waiting for, and Lu Mu said that it was time to eat.

Zhang Haiwu stared at Lu Mu again, and asked if they really hadn't seen it, Lu Mu said that he was his age, naturally he hadn't seen it, as soon as Lu Mu's words landed, Lu Jin walked over from there, Xiao Qi followed her, as soon as Lu Jin appeared, Zhang Haiwu's eyes were attracted to the past, Lu Jin walked to the front of the courtyard and asked them if they could take a rest here, it was Xiuzhi who went out to greet her, she said that naturally there was no problem, as long as Lu Jin didn't dislike it, Lu Jin didn't say anything, Zhang Haiwu looked at Yu Jin.

Xiuzhi touched him and said, "You old man, what are you doing to look at other girls like this, you will be embarrassed." Zhang Haiwu hurriedly explained that he just felt that Lu Jin was a little familiar, and asked Lu Jin if he had seen him, Xiuzhi said that he was only a teenager when he saw Yu Jin, how could he have seen Zhang Haiwu, even if he really saw it, Zhang Haiwu didn't know it.

Zhang Haiwu hurriedly said: "The girl is really offended, I really just think that I have seen you somewhere, and this son, why does it look so familiar, and I really can't remember where I have seen it, what is going on?" Xiao Qi laughed and said: "I feel familiar, and I really haven't seen it, then it can only mean one problem, it must be known in the previous life, so there is nothing strange about it." ”

Zhang Haiwu was stunned for a moment, laughed, Xiuzhi also laughed and looked at Xiao Qidao: "This little girl, she is not very old, what she said is very interesting, and she has seen it in her previous life, do you know what it was like in her previous life?" Xiao Qidao: "I know, I don't know, anyway, I don't know it's nothing, the things in my previous life have nothing to do with this life." Zhang Haiwu asked Lu Jin what he did, Lu Jin bowed his head and said nothing, Zhang Haiwu was a little embarrassed and said that no matter what he did, it was the same.

Xiao Qidao: "What can't be said about this, everything has been done, our young lady is running away from marriage, she has someone she likes, our lord doesn't agree, she came out, want to find that person?" Yu Jin slapped Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi smiled, and made a grimace at Yu Jin, Yu Jin hurriedly explained that the matter was right, but it was different when Xiao Qi said it, Xiuzhi told Yu Jin that her parents would be worried if she did this, and Yu Jin said that she had no choice, between her lover and her parents, she could only make one choice, then she chose her lover.

Xiao Qi said that Yu Jin should be like this, how could her parents force her, she was first a person, and then whose daughter, she has her own life, she can't be swayed by others like this, Yu Jin asked Xiao Qi not to say it, Yu Jin saluted Xiuzhi and said: "I know you must think that what I did is wrong, but I really don't want to live like that, live a lifetime with someone I don't like, what's the point of that kind of life?"

Lu Mu stood up and saluted Yu Jin and said that he felt that Yu Jin should not do this, no matter what, the parents are for their good, the parents' choice may not be so suitable, but they can't escape because of a little mistake, so how about the parents, they are the ones who raise themselves, Yu Jin didn't say anything, Xiao Qi was a little unaware of the situation and said that Lu Mu didn't know the situation at all, just say what to say here, Yu Jin's two sisters listened to their parents like this, and their lives were not happy.

Parents gave themselves a good life, from the moment she was born, she is an independent individual, what she wants to do is her own business, her parents have only been with her for more than ten years, and the lover she chooses is to accompany her for decades, which is more important It is easy to see, Yu Jin is not unfilial piety, there are many ways of filial piety, obviously there is the last, why sacrifice your own happiness as the premise?

Xiao Qi's emotions were very excited, and finally asked Lu Mu a question, if Lu Mu encounters such a problem, how will he choose, Lu Mu said that no matter what, he must be filial to his parents, without parents, there will be nothing for children, Xiao Qi sneered and asked: "You are really strange, according to what you said, do you do that when you encounter such a thing, I don't think you have that ability, but just talk." ”

Lu Mu's tone was not very good, saying that he didn't need to do that, he was already married, he had a wife who loved him very much, Zhang Haiwu looked at all this, it was hard to believe that they didn't know each other in the first place, and they would say something like that, Lu Jin asked Xiao Qi not to say it, Xiao Qi said: "Why don't you say it, we have been looked at by many people all the way, why do they want to do this to us, what we did wrong, why do they punish us if they are wrong, do you have to abide by the wrong?"

Xiao Qi asked Zhang Haiwu if they did something wrong, did they do it, did they have to sacrifice so much for a wrong decision, Zhang Haiwu was stunned for a moment and said that he had not experienced such a thing, he didn't know what to say, Xiao Qi helplessly said that Zhang Haiwu They are all parents, and they will naturally stand on the side of their parents, if everything has to be according to the will of their parents, is it still necessary to live, but it is the extension of the life of the parents, as she said, the parents accompany themselves for only a few years, and their own life is the most important。

Zhang Haiwu glanced at Xiuzhi, Xiuzhi smiled slightly and said that those are things in the past, people are going to come forward to see, the most important thing now is to eat, Xiuzhi said that he was going to cook, and before he moved, Taiyang Dao people appeared, he also appeared from that place, and he also came here to rest, Xiuzhi was very curious, and asked why so many people came today, Xiuzhi led Taiyang Dao people to the courtyard, Zhang Haiwu looked at him carefully, Taiyang Dao people are already very old at the moment, and they should not be much younger than Zhang Haiwu.

Zhang Haiwu didn't say anything like that this time, but the Taiyang Daoist looked at Zhang Haiwu and asked if they had seen it before why they were so familiar, Zhang Haiwu looked at it carefully and shook his head and said that he couldn't remember, Taiyang Daoist sighed and said that people are old, and they always feel that everything has happened, all people have seen it, this is not a good thing, it is also a manifestation of going into the ground, Zhang Haiwu asked Taiyang Daoist why he came here, Taiyang Daoist said that he didn't want to see those children.

Zhang Haiwu asked if his children were not filial, Taiyang Dao people hurriedly said that it was not like this, his children were very filial, but he didn't want to drag them down, Zhang Haiwu laughed and said: "That there are parents who drag down their children, it must be that you think too much, or that your children can't live, if that's the case, it's nothing, I have some money here, and I can help you get through the difficulties." ”

Taiyang Daoist shook his head and said that his problem Zhang Haiwu could not solve it, his children were very filial, and his children were living a good life, and they could even be said to be very rich, Zhang Haiwu was not clear, he asked if this was the case, why did Taiyang Daoist leave, Taiyang Daoist helplessly said that he was going to die, he knew that his life had come to an end, and he didn't want to make his children sad.

Zhang Haiwu smiled slightly and said: "Birth, old age, sickness and death are unavoidable, there are sadness, and it will pass soon, aren't you going to make them even more sad, you better go back." Taiyang Daoist said that Zhang Haiwu was thinking too simply, his problem was definitely not so simple, his children were very dependent on him, and if he died, his children would definitely not be able to get over this hurdle.

Zhang Haiwu laughed and looked at Taiyang Daodao: "I think you are still too filtered, the relationship between parents and children is like that, although they are very close to each other, it is not necessary that they cannot leave anyone, the problem of death cannot be avoided by anyone, and one person cannot die, and others must follow, which is very unreasonable." ”

Taiyang Daoist told Zhang Haiwu that he didn't know what was going on at all, Taiyang Daoist had an accident, his children would not survive, if they really died, the consequences must be very serious, Zhang Haiwu said that this is the idea of Taiyang Daoist, it will not be like this.

Taiyang Daoist looked at Zhang Haiwu and said: "How can you talk, can I joke with such a thing, if this is not the case, who wants to come out, who doesn't know how to enjoy happiness at home, I can't help it." "Taiyang Daoren said very true, Zhang Haiwu had to believe that it was true, Zhang Haiwu always felt that things were too complicated, how could he die together because of the death of his parents, this is very reasonable.

Zhang Haiwu thought of his parents again, he seemed to do the same at that time, the departure of his parents made him very sad, if it wasn't for Xiuzhi, he would not have lived until now, according to the situation at the time, he should be the same as Taiyang Dao, but will such a thing really happen, if Xiuzhi is no longer there, will he really die, Taiyang Dao people said that Zhang Haiwu should also be a parent, only parents will understand that everything they do is for the good of their children, for their children to be happy, they are willing to do anything。

This is a good thing, the relationship between parents and children is very good, the biggest difference between people and other living beings is that the feelings are different, people's feelings are very pure, it is because of the existence of such feelings, the world will become colorful, in the past he enjoyed such feelings very much, but he didn't expect such a thing to happen, this is not what he wants to see, Zhang Haiwu told Taiyang Daoren, saying that he can tell those children, let them understand that the true meaning of life is inheritance, not all dead.

The death of the parents, is because their task has arrived, the rest is what the children should have, this is the most important thing, Taiyang Dao people said that he has already said what he should say, but they can't bear it, he has no choice, Xiao Qi said that if their lord wants Taiyang Dao people like this, it would be good, so that they don't have to leave the house, it's really bad outside, Taiyang Dao people asked what was going on, Xiao Qi and he said.

Taiyang Daodao: "You can go back and say, your parents are for your good, they have their own ideas, but they will definitely come according to your wishes, after all, you still need to live your own life." Xiao Qi was a little helpless and said everything that should be said, but unfortunately it was useless, Lu Mu said that Xiao Qi and they didn't understand their parents at all, everything their parents did was for their good, and they didn't appreciate it at all.

Xiao Qi asked Lu Mu what this meant, and Lu Mu said: "According to your meaning, your parents will definitely want you to have a better life, as for the one you like, how old are you, what do you know, how can your parents understand." Xiao Qi wanted to speak, Lu Jin stopped her, Lu Jin looked at Yu Mu and said that he didn't know what the situation was at all, so he made a statement here, he really didn't know what it was, Lu Mu said that although he didn't know what it was, he knew very well that he had to listen to his parents as a man.

Xiao Qi asked how to listen, is it like Taiyang Dao people, to die with their parents, birth, old age, sickness and death are inherently ineffective, is this to give in, just don't want to live, in this case, what is the point of parents giving birth to them, know that the most important thing is to inherit, what is not good is to live, if you can't live, can you do other things.

Yu Mu looked at Taiyang Daodao: "I think what you said is a bit exaggerated, how could something like that happen, sadness is certain, but you will not die for these things, you must have made something wrong?" Taiyang Daoist asked Yu Mu to imagine what he would do if he encountered such a situation, Lu Mu didn't speak, Taiyang Daoist asked what he would do if he encountered a sudden situation that was completely uncontrollable, and what would Lu Mu do, and Yu Mu asked what the situation was, Taiyang Daoist said that if he was killed by a monster and captured.

Yu Mu laughed and said that there are no monsters in this world at all, this example does not exist at all, Taiyang Dao people said that if Yu Mu has not seen it, it must not exist, Xiao Qi also said that people like Lu Mu are like this, they don't know anything at all, they don't know anything, they are still saying these things here, the four of them argue like this, what they say Zhang Haiwu can sometimes understand, and sometimes he can't understand, Zhang Haiwu will also think according to their ideas, and the last ones are gone.

When Zhang Haiwu was thinking about these things, the four of them suddenly stopped, they all asked Zhang Haiwu what to do when he encountered such a thing, Taiyang Daoist said that he was all for the good of his children, but the children did not understand, and even thought of dying, if he knew this, he would not have done that, Zhang Haiwu did not feel that there was anything wrong with what Taiyang Daoist did, all parents are for the good of their children, Taiyang Daoist people have nothing to do with him when they encounter such a thing, it is the problem of his children, they think things are too extreme.

Xiao Qi told Zhang Haiwu that there is nothing wrong with what they do, they just want to have their own life, this is what a person should be, people are people, not anyone's who, if you want to live for a long time, you must follow what you want, so that there will be no fault in the middle, there is nothing wrong with what Xiao Qi said, Zhang Haiwu also thought about it, if Xiao Qi didn't do that, she would follow her parents' thoughts, will Yu Jin be happy in the future, the answer is yes, living in dire straits, it is better to die.

Lu Mu said that the role of being a person is different, what kind of position to do what kind of thing, to be a child of others is to be filial to their parents, it is their parents who give their lives, no matter what, this favor must be repaid, they are all asking Zhang Haiwu what to do if he encounters such a thing, Zhang Haiwu doesn't know what to do, he thinks about a lot of things, Zhang Haiwu is also a son, he also has parents, he loves his parents very much, parents are everything to him.

Zhang Haiwu has always thought like this, when his parents died, Zhang Haiwu was really sad, there was no meaning in life at all, such thoughts really existed, not always like this, they just appeared by chance, and they did not stay for a long time after they appeared, at this moment Zhang Haiwu thought that if he really died at that time, he would definitely regret it very much, he had his own life to live, it was completely his own life, and it had nothing to do with other people.

In this kind of life, you will experience a lot of things, you will meet a lot of people, some of these people can remember very clearly, some just pass by, after all, they met, all this is very beautiful, all the good all this is under the premise of living, if they are dead, there will be nothing, everything must have a degree, especially in dealing with parents, parents hope that their children can have a good life, this is their greatest wish.

Parents definitely don't want their children to have any problems, and children will become parents, they should be able to understand that Zhang Haiwu doesn't have children, that's why this is the case, and it's for the sake of the children, he doesn't want his children to suffer, Zhang Haiwu suddenly realized a problem, why do you have such an idea, obviously there is nothing, why do you have such an idea?

When Zhang Haiwu woke up, Lu Jin and they were all staying in the yard, everyone was busy with their own things, Zhang Haiwu looked at everyone very strangely, Xiuzhi asked him what was wrong, Zhang Haiwu said that he had a dream, the world in the dream was so real, everyone was asking him questions, asking him questions about parents and children, Xiao Qi said: "You know like this, you must want to be parents, this is not a difficult thing, you are about to get married, and you will naturally have children after you become a child." ”

Xiuzhi's face turned red, and he was about to fight Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi dodged, Zhang Haiwu walked to the middle of the courtyard and said that it was not like this, he remembered very clearly, it was not about him, it was about his parents, it was not about his parents, anyway, it was very complicated, and the time was very long, he seemed to have lived his whole life, Lu Jin asked Zhang Haiwu if the life he lived was what he liked?

Zhang Haiwu hesitated for a moment and said: "I can't say I hope, I can't say I don't like it, it's a little strange, I can't remember many things clearly, but that feeling is like a real thing, happy and sad are the same, and there are you, you have asked a lot of strange questions, parents and children, messy." Zhang Haiwu said and glanced at Zhang's father and Zhang's mother, they were doing things, they didn't look at him, Zhang Haiwu smiled and said it was really strange, he had never had such a dream, it was too real.

Yu Mu said that he would dream of whatever he thought, there is nothing strange about this, there is nothing bad about dreaming, dreams can also teach them a lot of things, Zhang Haiwu nodded and said that this is indeed the case, he seems to understand a truth now, Yu Jin asked what the truth is, Zhang Haiwu said: "I seem to understand, the most important thing for people is to live, live for themselves, and live for their parents, parents hope that their children can live a good life, so that they will be truly happy." ”

Father Zhang raised his head and looked at Zhang Haiwu, just as Zhang Haiwu also glanced at him, Father Zhang called Zhang Haiwu to his side and said: "It's really good that you can figure out these problems, this is what I want to tell you, no matter what, you should live well, although it is not appropriate to say such things at this moment, your mother and I will leave this world sooner or later, we will be happy if you live, and we will live if you live." ”

Zhang Haiwu said that he just had a dream, how could the things in the dream be true, the past is over, Zhang's father should not say something like that, Zhang's father sighed and said that the things in the dream may be fake, but that feeling is true, what he said is also true, no matter what they do, it is to let Zhang Haiwu live well, it is not enough to have their thoughts, but also Zhang Haiwu himself needs to figure it out, really understand, only then Zhang Haiwu's life can continue.

Zhang Haiwu looked confused, asked what was going on, Zhang's father smiled and said nothing, but suddenly thought of these questions, and said, Zhang Haiwu then asked Taiyang Daoist if there were any children who died together for the death of their parents, Taiyang Daoist hesitated for a moment and said that there should be, parents can't live, children can't live, many situations are very normal, children need to be taken care of by their parents, Zhang Haiwu asked if there is no need to take care of whether there will be such a thing.

Taiyang Daodao: "It depends on what you think, this kind of thing is very strange, maybe how it will be primary, no one can say badly, I think life is very great, to live in this world, it is a very lucky thing, if you can live, don't die, you can live well, you can live well." ”

Zhang Haiwu laughed and said that he was a little familiar with Taiyang Daoren, as if he had seen it there, Zhang Haiwu's heart had some strange thoughts, he didn't know what it was, he always felt that he should live well, only by living can he do other things, and life is the foundation of everything.