An Linglong straightened up and said, "Sister, there is one thing that my sister has to tell the truth." Imperial Capital is a city with a strict curfew, and the control is extremely strict in all aspects, which is not comparable to other cities. You should have seen it when the two of us sisters go shopping on weekdays, there is no Fengyue place in the imperial capital, at most at most, it is just to sing on the stage. ”

"Sister, you mean that my sister is too careful. Nalan Ruoxue pouted, looking aggrieved and unhappy.

"Sister, you listen to my sister's words. With the foreshadowing of the previous paragraph, An Linglong's next words are the point, "Shen Gongzi, Ruoxue is my sister, I don't want her to be wronged, but I will never favor him, and I will tell the truth about everything as a bystander." Shen Gongzi, I think you have to admit that there is indeed some strange fragrance lingering on your body, this fragrance is by no means my sister's body fragrance, but a stronger taste, like adding musk, how do you explain it. ”

After saying this, Shen Fei could only sigh, he knew that An Linglong, as an outsider, had already given him enough face to say this, and he knew that he was to blame for today's events, even if he paid a little attention, even if he didn't continue to indulge in memories when he came back, and didn't continue to be trapped by Junya's voice and smile, he wouldn't be in such an embarrassing situation as he is now.

After blaming himself and remorseful for a long time, his ugly expression suddenly became strict, his hesitant attitude became firm, and he said solemnly to Ruoxue and An Linglong: "I Shen Fei has a big thing to do when I enter the imperial capital, you know this, there is no point in doubting me and interrogating me, because I am different from you, you came to the country to play, and I came to the country to do things on the orders of the teacher."

I'm sorry to involve Miss Linglong, and at the same time I feel extremely embarrassed, we immortals must maintain the arrogance we deserve even if we go down to earth, and it's a shame to make people laugh at these little things.

Ruoxue, I'll explain the last time, if you want to accept it, you can accept it, but from now on, we must sleep in separate rooms, at that time I was stalked by you and forced to compromise and sleep together, now it seems that it is a big mistake! If you don't accept it, go back to the imperial capital for me immediately, and I will write to the real person in charge, and ask the master to ask the peak master of Mingyue Peak to personally pick you up. ”

"Brother Shen Fei, you are using this set to scare people again. Nalan Ruoxue cried even louder, this time even Lan'er and Ting'er were recruited, and several women seemed to form a support group, which made Shen Fei feel extremely embarrassed and strengthened his thoughts in his heart.

I have to say that the contact during these days has made Shen Fei have a certain degree of dependence on Ruoxue, and some kind of sweet feelings are probably love, but Ruoxue is really too much, she does not allow Shen Fei to have a little contact with other women, does not allow Shen Fei to do this, does not allow Shen Fei to do that, and watching Shen Fei day and night makes him very painful and tired, like being in prison. Shen Fei felt that he had to send Ruoxue back, whether it was for the sake of safety or for the perspective of getting along with the two, only in this way would it be safe for Ruoxue and an act to protect her, and only in this way could he let go of something and no longer be constrained.

Thinking of this, his expression became serious, becoming more serious than ever, "Ruoxue, you can choose for yourself." ”

"Brother Shen Fei, it's obvious that you did something wrong, why did you let the family choose. Nalan Ruoxue choked up and said, she cried into tears.

"Because this is a promise between you and me, and you have broken it today. Shen Fei's tone was rarely harsh, he hadn't spoken to Ruoxue in such a stern tone for a long time, since Ruoxue protected him in Jinling City, Shen Fei was obedient to Ruoxue, no matter how big or small things were, until today, it has reached such a point.

Ruoxue said: "Brother Shen Fei, people are unwilling to make a choice, it is you who should admit your mistakes and truthfully explain the problem." ”

"What do I have to explain, I walk upright, sit upright. ”

"Then how do you explain the smell on your clothes. ”

"I've explained to you many times, I went to the gym in the morning, and I got a smell on my body when I was a disciple. ”

"Such a pungent fragrance is what ordinary people should have, Brother Shen Fei, if you really accept such a female disciple as me, I suggest that you expel her from the sect, if you are just looking for an excuse to perfunctory me, I hope you can find that so-called apprentice, and we will confront him face to face." ”

"You just don't trust me. ”

"Brother Shen Fei, don't fool people anymore, you are lying at all, the smell on your body is definitely not what ordinary women should have. ”

"Ruoxue, do you know that I have something big to do, but you still embarrass me so much in front of everyone. ”

"Brother Shen Fei, this is a matter of principle, Ruoxue can't bear it. ”

"Okay, I'll write to Master right now and ask your mother to take you back to the mountain. ”

"Brother Shen Fei, look at yourself, you are going to blast Ruoxue back to the mountain and say that there is no ghost in your heart. Woo woo, woo woo, if the snow doesn't go back to the mountain, if the snow simply dies here. ”

"Nalan Ruoxue, you should know your identity, you are an immortal on Shu Mountain, don't you roll in front of me like a mountain village girl. ”

"Brother Shen Fei, this is all forced by you, all by you. ”

Shen Fei and Nalan Ruoxue were at a stalemate, Shen Fei never expected that Nalan Ruoxue would not retreat this time, no matter what, he would have to fight with himself and apologize to himself, he felt dizzy, he felt physically and mentally exhausted, and he felt breathless. He stumbled under his feet, a flower in front of him, and his head sank and he fainted, but he was surprised to find that reality and illusion were originally opposites, and fainting was waking up for him, and what had just happened was just a terrible dream. As far as the eye could see, the room was pitch black, with a few beams of light streaming in through the closed windows, and there was only a limit to what could be illuminated.

Shen Fei immediately picked up his clothes and put them under his nose to sniff, smelling a strange fragrance that only belonged to Junya, and then touched his forehead, he found that he was sweating profusely, and seeing that there was no one around, he did not hesitate to unfold his breath and swallow the mountains and rivers and rushed in.

"Fortunately, it's just a dream, fortunately, Ruoxue went shopping with An Linglong as expected, otherwise the family would be turned upside down, otherwise there would be a scene in the dream, otherwise I would lose my face. ”

Shen Fei felt lucky, he knew that the dream was a reflection of reality, and he must have dreamed like that because he was worried that such an unbearable thing would happen. He went to the brook, lit a fire and burned the clothes he was wearing, and he dipped his angular body into the pool, and even dived to the bottom of it, so that he could wash away the smell of his body.

In fact, Junya is not a woman who likes to make her body very fragrant, Shen Fei is just weak in heart, and long-term contact has made him deeply aware of Ruoxue's temper, and he is instinctively worried about what happens in his dreams.

After spending a morning with Junya, he worked hard to unravel the contradictions between them and made him physically and mentally exhausted, and soon fell asleep after returning to the City Lord's Mansion, and thus fell asleep, everything that happened in the dream was so real that he was scared to sweat. Shen Fei felt tired, he felt that he was really too tired to live in Kyushu, it was better to return to the mountains and rivers, as the freedom of the master's existence, he wanted to give up the grievances in the world and find a place to hide, in fact, if you think about it carefully, there is nothing wrong with it.

Shen Fei didn't want to go through any more trouble to find out what kind of changes had happened to the mountains and rivers, he just wanted to find a place to lie quietly and recuperate, so that his overly nervous heart could be relaxed. In the dark, everything has its own certainty, and I am undoubtedly lucky, because no matter what, I can have such a sheltered harbor to dock.

swallowing mountains and rivers, as if it was deliberately given to him by the sky, so that even if he made a big mistake and was not tolerated by the world, he still had a quiet place to live and take refuge.

The bottom of the water was cool, as if he had returned to the cold pool of Nanshan, which reminded Shen Fei of the woman who was once the most important to him - Mingyue Peak Leng Gongyue!

That woman hurt him so deeply that Shen Fei didn't want to think of her, and he didn't want to think of the two people in the imam's body, life and death.

Yin and yang, five elements gossip, Nalan Ruoxue's appearance was an accident, which made Shen Fei's ordinary life a little surprised, but when he calmed down and thought about it, he always felt that something was missing between him and Ruoxue, and there was a lack of throbbing and expectation in his heart, which was the feeling he had when he first saw Leng Gongyue, which was a kind of longing from the heart.

Think about it carefully, she and Gong Yue are like the yin and yang poles that bite each other, Gong Yue has the coldest sword snow dust in her hand, and the chill released by snow dust can only be resisted by Wang Jian Jiulong, that is to say, only he can withstand the coldness of Gong Yue integrated into the bone marrow, only himself!

Unconsciously, there is a peerless face in front of you that rejects people thousands of miles away, sometimes, it is not a good thing to have too strong memory, because everything that has happened, all the people and things that have gone through in your life can never be forgotten, and a little silence will be recalled, remembering the back of the person who is drifting away.

The more you can't get it, the more you want to get it, and after staying together for a long time, you feel bland, Shen Fei obviously knows that Nalan Ruoxue is the most suitable person for him, and he is the one who can never leave him and share the weal and woe, but he will still unconsciously recall Leng Gongyue's back in the silent night.

That person, could it be that he was already with Bai Yu? The two of them, as the leaders of the younger generation of Shushan, are understandable even if they are together, but why, why is their heart hurting so much.

Shen Fei was in the icy pool water, numbing himself with the cold that penetrated into the bone marrow, a dream made him think of the unpleasantness when he was with Ruoxue, because of this unpleasant existence, and then recalled the person who had made him dreamy and fascinated, thinking that he had been away from the mountain for a long time, and Leng Gongyue might have been with his best brother.

He couldn't describe his current mood, he desperately wanted to escape from the disturbances of the world, to find his own heart in a quiet paradise where there was no struggle and no deceit.

The heart is the beginning of ten thousand laws, and Shen Fei's heart has always been chaotic, confused, and unstable, so he has never been able to go further in the realm.

When he came to the world, there were too many mundane things that stumbled his steps, making him unable to practice normally, making his mind change all the time, so that everything could not settle down. If this continues, he will fall into the quagmire of mundane things, and he will become more and more distant from the people on the mountain, from his best friend, from the woman he can not forget the most, and from those who have been defeated.

Only in the mountains and rivers can he dominate everything, and only here can he take a little control of his fate, which is a haven for him to escape from reality.

The black night, the bright moon, the bleak wind, the lonely man.

Shen Fei had obviously found people and things that made him no longer lonely, but he gradually distanced himself from them, because of the original intention of going down the mountain, because of the persistence in his heart, and because of the deep hatred of the sea of blood on his shoulders. Hatred made him feel extraordinary about Junya, made him a mortal enemy of Shangguan Hongri, and made him start to doubt Huang Zilie and everything around him.

After two years in the People's Kingdom, Shen Fei suddenly found that he was just an outsider, unfamiliar with everything here, and couldn't really control it.

Shen Fei deeply realized that he was really pitiful, he was brilliant and talented, he was obviously possessed of strange arts, but he could never control his own destiny, the road in front of him was always controlled by some outsiders, and what he did was always involuntarily, what was the meaning of such a life, and what was the point of continuing like this.

He wanted to escape, completely escape from all this, give up the master's advice, give up Ruoxue's love, give up Bai Yu's friendship, give up the fetters of Leng Gongyue, just turn around and leave, settle down in the mountains and rivers, be a master with peace of mind, and rebuild the world with his own mind.

He really wanted to do this, and felt that in this way he could completely circumvent reality and make life controllable!

The icy pool water cooled Shen Fei's heart, relaxed his spirit, and made him feel more comfortable than ever. Looking at the sky through the pool, he could see the bright full moon hanging overhead, and the moon was round like a plate, as if to tell him that life in the mountains and rivers was full and without defects.

Shen Fei sat at the bottom of the pool, his body curled up, his two thick arms hugging his knees, quietly looking at the full moon in the sky, he suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he also liked to sit like this, and every time he would make a beautiful woman scream, he would pull himself up regardless of the clean clothes on his body into the water.

Is that woman a mother?

Why can't I even remember what she looked like.

Perhaps, as Junya said, it is not that he has no memory of the past, but because that memory is too painful, he consciously closes it in the deepest part of his mind and never wants to mention it again.