Chapter 42: Where the Heart of the Dao Is (1)
It's no wonder that I have a splitting headache every time I think of the past, no wonder I don't even remember my mother and father, and no wonder I don't have any feelings for my people at all. It turned out that in order to survive, he sealed all the painful memories of the clansmen.
I see!
Now that you know this, should you overcome the pain and try to regain your lost memories, or should you deliberately avoid it and never touch that sad past?
I must know something, I may know the truth about my father's assassination and the slaughter of the royal family, and I may have seen the murderer at all, and I know the murderer.
It's not impossible, because the one who can sneak attack his father must be someone close to him, and those who are close to him will inevitably be familiar with him.
Whether to go or stay, to go forward or to find a hole to hide, never to appear in the sun again, everything is up to you.
An unpleasant dream caused Shen Fei to feel a strong sense of frustration, and although the dream was not real, it cast a shadow on his heart and made him feel that he had lost the motivation to move forward.
It turns out that he is so easily shaken, think about it, obviously with the pride and ambition of drawing a sword for injustice, he walked down Shushan, but he endured the Changzang monk of Ruyang City and the Linghu Hanging Boat of Jinling City.
Maybe I don't have the courage to change everything at all, I'm a coward at all, a selfish ghost, and a person who doesn't care about himself.
My generation is like a song, and my generation is crazy like a song, which is bullshit.
My generation is bullshit at all, bullshit that will disperse when a gust of wind blows.
Hahaha, hahahaha, I'm bullshit.
A three-meter-high column of water exploded on the surface of the water, which was inspired by Shen Fei's crazy laughter, "My generation, my generation is nothing, it's just bullshit!"
Tears poured out uncontrollably, and fiery tears were incompatible with the cold pool water, so that bubbles bubbled.
Shen Fei was extremely painful, Shen Fei was extremely uncomfortable, he felt painful for his insignificance, he felt uncomfortable for the ill-fated fate. He was extremely painful, he obviously wanted to be a doctor for the rest of his life, but he was caught up in the torrent of history, involved in the dispute of fate, unable to extricate himself, and couldn't help himself. The tragedy of the race, the master's entrustment, the entanglement of feelings were about to crush him, and his inner capacity had reached a critical point, a point of imminent collapse, and he really wanted to create a cocoon that could completely isolate himself from reality.
The huge splash exploded on the surface of the pond, the splash was bigger than the other, containing the pain and entanglement in his heart, Shen Fei was different from Shao Baiyu, he was just a young man with no great ambitions, kind-hearted, and bent on helping the world and saving people. Shen Fei felt that it was difficult, he really wanted to completely escape from reality, and forever retreat in this mountain and river scroll that was at his disposal.
There was a crack on the shore of the water, which was caused by Shen Fei's anger, and his every move as the master would cause earth-shaking changes in the world of mountains and rivers. The crack gradually spread into the distance, and many small beasts were swallowed by the ground crack that suddenly appeared under their feet in an instant, and fell directly into the endless abyss. They are all victims of the wrath of the Dominator, the death of weakness.
What Shen Fei didn't notice was that just when he was deeply confused about the future and didn't know where to go, a fish-headed monster quietly emerged from the dark cave and slowly approached him. The reason why it is called a fish-headed monster is because this monster has a large head and a small body, which is completely disproportionate.
The fish-headed monster slowly approached Shen Fei, and with its low IQ, it obviously regarded Shen Fei as its prey. Some predators have high IQ and fast movements, and can quickly find suitable prey and hunt it in the most effortless way, while some predators are simple-minded and well-developed limbs, and swallow whatever they see, and it is best to swallow it, and if they can't swallow it, they will not suffer if they bite hard, and they will not suffer if they tear off the meat.
Obviously, the fish-headed monster is the latter creature, it is an underwater monster produced by the natural evolution of the mountain and river world for a long time, according to the time conversion method of the mountain and river world and the Kyushu world, Shen Fei has not appeared in this land for a long, long time, and it has undergone a long and free evolution, and has already produced earth-shaking changes.
The fish-headed monster slowly approached Shen Fei, it moved very slowly, its short tail barely swayed, and slowly floated towards Shen Fei with the buoyancy of the water, which minimized the movement it generated when it approached the prey, so that the prey could not easily detect its arrival.
It wasn't until it was within two feet of each other that the fish-headed monster's mouth, which was completely disproportionate to its body, suddenly opened, and the entire front half of its body unexpectedly protruded several feet forward, with large and small sharp teeth densely packed on the gums. It turns out that its mouth is folded, and once fully extended, it grows several feet, controlled by tough muscle fibers.
The fish-headed monster was very slow when it slowly slid through the water, but it was extremely fast when it attacked, but in the blink of an eye, the fish's mouth had skyrocketed to the limit, and Senya's sharp teeth looked like it was about to take Shen Fei's life.
"Poof!" The sharp teeth bit through the flesh and nailed deep into the bones, and Shen Fei's right shoulder was full of blood, and then he turned his head sideways and looked at the fish-headed monster expressionlessly. The latter has almost no brain circuits, and its whole body is full of instincts that belong to the beast, it is not afraid of Shen Fei at all, and the fishtail slaps the pool water and rotates its body, wanting to bite off Shen Fei's flesh and blood in this way.
"Death rolling?" Shen Fei clearly remembered that the crocodiles in the swamp also used this method to kill their prey, which showed that the direction of evolution was always the same.
He was not angry at the fish-headed monster's attack, and kept his original posture unchanged, strengthening his body with the power of the ruler, only to hear a crisp "click" sound, and the fish-headed monster's sharp teeth were easily broken. For a while, the water was stained red with blood, and the fish-headed monster let go of Shen Fei's body, but its mouth could not return to its original length because of the severe pain, and it looked at Shen Fei with fear while retreating, and with its IQ, it finally discovered Shen Fei's strength.
"The force is reciprocal, but unfortunately your teeth are not sharp enough to bite through my bones. The power of the Juggernaut poured into his body, and Shen Fei's injured shoulder recovered in an instant, and then with a wave of his hand, all traces of the fish-headed monster's existence in the world were removed.
"Sure enough, it's still a good feeling to be the master, and you can control everything as you want. Shen Fei silently clenched his fists, and a brilliance appeared in his eyes, "Only when I have strength can I feel refreshed, and I can not be disturbed by foreign objects, that is to say, I want to have power." ”
Shen Fei seems to see his future path - if you want to be free from external things, you need the most powerful power, you need the power that ordinary people can't reach, only when you get this power, the way forward is free, it is smooth, and whatever you want to do will come naturally.
Power is everything, it's not that too many mundane things bother me, it's the powerlessness of being in the world that bothers me, to put it bluntly, it's powerlessness that bothers me, not mundane things.
Yes, there is nothing that can be done!
As long as you have the ability to solve the problem, you will naturally not feel bothered anymore.
I want to become stronger, I want to gain strength, I want to be like when I was in Shushan, I have the ideal and belief of becoming the first immortal in the world. It is the life of the world that makes me slowly become decadent, and slowly forgets that cultivating immortals is a necessity for growth, and it is the root of increasing strength. I want to cultivate immortals, so that I can gain great strength to overcome the obstacles I am encountering now.
"What a fool! I obviously have such a peerless treasure as swallowing mountains and rivers in my heart, but I never use it, one month in the world of mountains and rivers is equivalent to one day in the outside world, which means that I have absolutely enough time to cultivate in the world of mountains and rivers, I must make full use of it, I must find the Dao heart to go further in the realm! Only in this way can I not be disturbed by mundane things in the next life in Kyushu. The huge splash took off, Shen Fei finally untied the knot in his heart, the reason why he was not happy enough in the world was not because of the mundane things that disturbed him, but because he was as small as dust, and he could not successfully solve all kinds of problems around him, as long as he was strong, the problems could naturally be solved.
The strong can call the wind and rain, can crush everything, is the eternal truth in this world, and is the object of worship and worship by everyone. The strong man only needs to say a word, which will inevitably cause the whole sea to be raised, Kyushu will surrender, and everyone will obey him, so naturally there will be no difficulties and resistance.
If Shen Fei wants to break through the current predicament, he must first become a strong man, and when you become a strong man, all problems will naturally be solved. In fact, the problem is not in the outside world but in itself, and it is its own weakness that has led to the dilemma we are facing.
"It's time, it's time to make a change, and from today onwards, I want to practice diligently in the mountains and rivers, practice the Dao, and I must achieve something. Shen Fei pointed to the sky and swore to the sky, "To break through the predicament, we must first start from the most basic, simplest, and easiest place to start. ”
You need to know that even if Senior Brother Zhongli, who died young, and once fought against the heavens on Fang Qi Mountain, he had worked hard to retreat for eight years!
During this period of time, due to being pestered by Nalan Ruoxue all day long, due to all kinds of mundane things, Shen Fei had indeed neglected his cultivation, it was time to pick it up, it was time to grasp the key to break free from the predicament. Since one month in the world of mountains and rivers is equal to one day in the world of Kyushu, twenty-four hours a day, as long as you make good use of half of it, you will be able to gain enough cultivation time to make breakthroughs.
"Okay, that's it, it will work. ”
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The Qi Swallowing Mountains and River Scroll is the strongest treasure given to Shen Fei by a pair of hands in the underworld, and its role is not only reflected in the combat end, but also in other aspects.
For example, to promote Shen Fei's cultivation.
The difference between the time conversion between the world of mountains and rivers and the world of Kyushu caused Shen Fei to live in the mountains and rivers for a few days, which was actually only equivalent to a few hours in the world of Kyushu, which gave Shen Fei plenty of time to cultivate.
In order to achieve the best results in his cultivation, Shen Fei first had to choose a pure land that would not be disturbed and was full of spiritual power, that is, the cave mansion that the immortals had opened up for cultivation. This is an indispensable link, only in a safe enough environment can the success of cultivation be guaranteed, if you face the danger of being bitten by a monster at any time like in a waterhole, maybe the Dao heart that has been condensed with great difficulty will dissipate immediately.
The experience of the predecessors may not all be correct, but there must be a reason, if Shen Fei wants to accelerate his cultivation, he must first find a pure land. To this end, he used the master's supernatural powers, looked at the world of mountains and rivers, sighed at the earth-shaking changes, and quickly found a piece of land that met the requirements, and opened up an immortal cave on the top of the towering bitter cold peak.
The cave was opened, and Shen Fei set up an enchantment outside the cave door to completely block the possibility of outsiders entering, and thus began to cultivate.
He had accurately calculated that he could practice in the mountains and rivers for ten consecutive days at a time, and after ten days, he needed to go out to see what major events had happened in the imperial capital that day, and whether the prince had encountered any tricky trouble, if not, he could come back. As long as you have enough time, you will be able to handle both mundane matters and cultivation without delay.
Shen Fei built the White Pagoda back then, and its fundamental purpose was also to allow himself to have a pure place for cultivation, but it didn't take long for the White Pagoda to be destroyed, and the water of the spiritual well was also completely pumped away and sealed by Xia'er, so he needed to open another cave.
Shen Fei didn't want to interfere with the normal operation of the mountain and river world now, and an inconspicuous cave mansion was his best choice
The cave is fifty meters long and fifty meters wide, several times larger than the immortal cave of ordinary cultivators, after the opening of the cave mansion, Shen Fei found a few crystals and installed them in a high place to use as a Yongming lamp.
The place of cultivation was completed in this way, far less luxurious and conspicuous than the White Tower, but it was more in line with Shen Fei's current needs, Shen Fei walked in, and the heavy stone door closed behind him.
Everything returned to the origin of silence, and Shen Fei finally took the time to think about the path he would take in the future.
The so-called Dao Heart is the path that the cultivator will take in the future, either self-respecting or good, and the end of the path is the final form of the Dao Heart, which can be gathered into an entity through persistent cultivation.
If the Dao heart is strong, the cultivator will naturally be strong, and if the Dao heart is firm, the realm of the cultivator will be stable. Once the Dao Heart collapses, all previous efforts will come to naught.
There is only one special case, that is, the alienation of the Dao mind, which is the so-called demonization, and when this happens, the cultivator's cultivation will not be completely destroyed, but the spirit will become more extreme and dark.