Chapter 612: Once I knew

"He didn't think it was good to do that line of life. Spy on the heavens. Either believe in Buddhism, do good deeds, and accumulate yin virtue - but he doesn't believe in those ones. So I feel that since my fate is not good and I want to commit a crime against the Heavenly Evil Lone Star, it is okay to find an apprentice like me. In the future, there will be no worries and lonely life, and there will be nothing to distract. ”

"Just teach me. ”

Liu Gongzan sighed and poured a third glass of wine for the two.

"And then it was a hard time. The old man likes to drink. Li Yunxin picked up the third cup and drank it, "At the beginning of the month, I had money, so I ate and drank." At the end of the month, I have no money and I can't borrow anywhere, what should I do? ”

At this, a smile appeared on his lipsβ€”a smile that seemed sincere and innocentβ€”and he raised his hand and pointed to the stove: "Pick up a few pebbles and drink." ”

"Roast slowly. When it's hot, it's ready to eat, sprinkle with salt. Put it in your mouth and smack it with a glass of wine. ”

He said as he twisted the pebbles, which had been slightly reddened. I looked at it and put it in my mouth. Then there was a snort, and water vapor came out of the mouth and nose. Smacked, chewed jelly beans, and swallowed.

Liu Gongzan was stunned. But he was busy pouring a fourth cup for the two of them, and Li Yunxin drank it all.

"Sometimes he was drunk and said to me, Si'er, grandpa treats you as his own grandson - grandpa still has to rely on you to support his old age. When I woke up, of course, I didn't remember anything. When he scolds, he is still not soft. I remember breaking the bones a few times...... I can't remember how many times. ”

"Later, someone came back to visit. Bumped into him and hit me. I can't say no, it's time to go to school. I thought, oh, I can still go to school. Someone asked me if I wanted to go. I thought, what the old man taught me was also interesting, and I finished learning. Wait. Just say no. ”

"Then the subsidy was a little bit more, and I was forced to go to school. Li Yunxin shook his head and smiled, "I went to read and found that reading is more interesting." It turns out that people are not all fools. There are also some smart people who write very smart things. I started out in a special education school. Later, the results were okay and were reported. And people say, oh, this is a genius. So I changed schools and read all the way. ”

"When I was in elementary school, I was about 11 years old...... I was about 18 years old when I got my master's degree. ”

"Master?"

"It's like a state of cultivation. Li Yunxin said, "It's like in the secular world, the great painters of the virtual realm are amazing-I probably cultivated to the peak of artistic conception at that time?"

Lao Dao nodded. He has been walking in the world for decades, he can understand.

"In those years, I saw him less, and his health gradually did not improve, so it can be regarded as harmony. It turned out to be one-eyed, and the remaining one eye is not very good. When I first met people, I took the newspaper and said, "This is my grandsonβ€”he has to give me a pension." ”

"Actually, I got Alzheimer's at that time...... Alzheimer's, you know. ”

Liu Gongzan shook his head and sighed sympathetically: "I know." Old confused. ”

Li Yun smiled noncommittally. Twist the second stone from the stove and put it in your mouth. The gaze is unfocused, chewing slowly. After swallowing it, he still didn't open his mouth, and ate another piece. Only then did he drink the fifth glass of wine: "Later...... Someday. ”

"The day I graduated. I studied in other provinces. It's in other state capitals. ”

"The old man is sick, so he has to go to see me on the street. ”

"But I don't have any money, like before, ask. When I inquired about the opening, I ran over to give people a good celebration and begging for money. It was there that day when a clubhouse opened...... The owner is not a nice guy either. ”

Liu Gongzan smiled slightly awkwardly - this is what he used to do. Maybe when Brother Xin first met him, he got close to him after he first entered Weicheng, and even lived in the Dragon King Temple with peace of mind, because of his previous life and past events.

It's also a good fate.

But he frowned slightly and sighed - knowing that it must not be a warm story behind.

"The old man was stupid then. Run to the door and say something unlucky. It's probably going to be a bloody disaster, when will the wealth be broken, and what the master will do. He didn't do this kind of thing before, saying that he was a loser. That day, the ghost was confused, and it was hard to hear. ”

"Ordinary, just coax away, give some money and send away. As for this boss, he was also born in the past. There are many industries under its name...... He didn't need to come to a small clubhouse to open. But in a good mood, come and see. I ran into this. ”

"Just say okay, come an old fairy, please come in. Then please drink - say a crowd of people gathered in the hall to watch him drink. Old stuff...... I haven't drunk alcohol in a long time. And he opened it up and drank ...... He was delirious again. ”

The boss said again, the old fairy is happy. Wrap up a red envelope and send it away. He was sent away safely. Li Yunxin smiled, "Drive to the intersection, drop it down, and leave." ”

Liu Gongzan was silent.

Speaking of which, others in this world may not understand. But he could understand it. Li Yunxin once described to him some of the things that the world was like in the past, so he knew that the cars there were not horses. Iron shell, the momentum is amazing.

The old man died...... He should have died on the road, under the car.

"Then I went back and found out about it. I asked first, and I knew that the matter was already over. That person is famous, Lu Ziye, and no one can embarrass him. ”

"So how did I feel at the time? ”

"Actually, there is no special feeling - when you die, you die. There will be a day when they will die. But...... I don't seem to have much to do. Li Yunxin frowned slightly, and said in a low voice, "I used to be young and didn't know anything. To live is to live. Later, I met the old man and was beaten and scolded, but I felt that life was a little more interesting. ”

"Actually, life has always been interesting, not necessarily because of him. It might be more interesting to meet someone else. But now he's gone...... What am I going to do in the future?"

"I thought about it, and for the first time I felt a little panicked. It's like a ship – once upon a time there was a port. Now the port is ruined and floating on the sea. Who am I, what am I going to do, where am I going? I don't know. So I need a ...... Anchors. ”

Li Yunxin glanced at the wine jug.

Liu Gongzan silently picked up the wine jug to pour wine for him. However, the pot was empty.

Li Yunxin crushed the cup in his palm. Pick a few large pieces of gravel and slowly place them on the stove.

"Then I'll take my revenge. "This can be an anchor point." That man is powerful, and I'm just a young man with nothing. Little by little, I came and lived for revenge. It's good to have a purpose in this life. ”

"In fact, it's like those ghosts, there must be an obsession. Without obsession, they will become a lonely boat and will disappear. ”

"It took ten years. Catch him...... Then revenge begins. ”

Li Yunxin paused for a long time this time. Then he twisted the fourth pebble and ate it: "But at that time, a question suddenly came to mind. ”

"I've got my revenge, what should I do? ”

"Revenge, there's nothing to do...... What's the point of being alive? ”

"If it's not interesting, why don't you die. There are many emotions in the world that I can slowly watch and imitate. Only deathβ€”maybe the feelings that arise when you die, I don't need to imitate them. Maybe...... I can really feel it. ”

"So I decided to die. No big deal...... After taking revenge, do you also want to die? Why don't you ask this person to do me a favor. ”

"Just find an opportunity to call his man to find it. Then he killed him. Cover your face with a towel...... Watering suffocation. Li Yun thought for a while, "It's a pity." Still don't feel it. ”

Liu Gongzan moved his lips and breathed a sigh of relief: "Then ......"

"So after coming, it was a similar situation for a long time. Something I learned...... I don't know if I can get around. I'm afraid of the feeling of going with the flow in the past. So I met you. ”

Li Yunxin raised his head and looked at Liu Gongzan: "You look like an old man." ”

"I've tried to find an anchor for myself – to find a way back and get my revenge. In this way, I have fun in this world again. But lately I've been panicking again...... It's been less than a year. ”

Li Yunxin sighed: "I went from the virtual realm to the Xuan realm. ”

"I can't imagine what it will be like in a year – what would I do if I found a way back after a year. So on Yunshan, I only called myself a Xuan Realm. I'm afraid that if I have more power, things will go more smoothly. ”

Liu Gongzan was speechless.

"I'm afraid that I'll improve too quickly" - this kind of arrogant words, only Li Yunxin can say. Only if he says it now, Liu Gongzan will not feel any sense of disobedience, but can understand his distress.

At this time, the gravel on the stove was also reddish.

Li Yunxin flicked his fingers and extinguished the rootless fire under the furnace. Put all the gravel in the palm of your hand and slap it into your mouth.

"But now...... I don't think I should have done that. ”

He spoke as he chewed the stones and cracked, his voice still clear: "I used to have a problem with my head. I don't have it now. ”

"You say I'm childish, and that's not wrong at all. I'm like a kid now...... All love and sorrow must be experienced from the beginning, and the previous life is almost equal to nothing. But I have memories of my past life, so I'm afraid to try new ones. ”

If a person is not born without understanding anything, who is willing to experience the so-called grief and hurt again and again, and then 'grow' in the process. ”

"But now...... I know no. I can't wrap myself in a shell for the rest of my life. This shell makes me brave and cowardly. So I thought...... I might need a new anchor. He shook his head, "I need some more time." Before I can spend all this time, I still need a new anchor...... Otherwise, I'll panic. ”

Liu Gongzan was silent thoughtfully for a while before he said, "What is your new anchor point?" ”

Li Yunxin stood up.

Under the moonlight said, "It's you." ”

"You and I are also close to each other, teachers and friends, life and death. I have taught you much, and you have taught me so much. ”

"Thanks to your care, I'm doing well. I also dare to take my time to see the world and experience something. ”

"In my previous life, I experienced some precious emotions without knowing it. In this life, the feeling of a previous life is re-experienced in you. I realized what I was and what kind of life I lived. ”

"But these ...... I didn't know much about it before. When I met Li Chunfeng today, I realized it. Li Yunxin smiled, "So you...... Don't die. ”

"Otherwise, I'll be alone. ”

Liu Gongzan was stunned for a while. Then he took a deep breath and slowly stood up as well.

"Brother Xin, I'm ......," he whispered, "I'...... Alas. I didn't know. I ......"

Li Yunxin smiled: "You go." I'm not a kid anymore. ”

Liu Gongzan frowned and stared at him. After looking at it for a long time, his brows stretched suddenly, and he said, "Okay!"

"I'm ...... He rode the wind and swayed! He paid off his debts and took revenge...... Come back alive and accompany you to find out - what is the purpose of human life and existence, and what should it be for!"

After saying these words, he did not hesitate to linger. The magic robe on his body swelled violently, and the whole person rose in the wind and shot away directly from the sky. Only his faint voice remainedβ€”"Hurry up the wind!"

This wind also stirred Li Yunxin's cloak and robe violently.

He sighed low and softly and laughed.

"Send the king to the ...... with the wind"

"Goodbye once known. ”