Looking at the woman in front of him, thinking about all the things that had happened, Li Zimu at this moment was not only indifferent, but also deeply lonely.

And that tear was just right, not only flowing into his mouth, but also into Li Zimu's heart, which was very salty, and more of endless suffering.

Finally, Li Zimu opened his mouth, and a touch of sweetness flowed into his mouth, and soon, it flowed into his heart, and with that pain, he drowned Li Zimu's entire heart.

He wanted to break free, but the baby's instinct restrained him, and he wanted to escape, but he could only choose the instinctive desire for life and the desire for food.

Accept it, it's fate!

One day, two days, time passed silently in Li Zimu, he looked at everything indifferently, he felt everything indifferently, and he endured everything even more indifferently.

"Have you heard? Haoran Gongzi's family gave birth to a waste material, and it is an idiot waste material. ”

"Ah, it's Li Haoran's son, right? haha... I heard that this matter is very tight, but I didn't expect you to know about it, brother, no surprise, no surprise!"

"Hey...... Many people say that he Li Haoran is a once-in-a-century genius, and what do you say, he and this Yi Qingxuan's child must be better than the blue, but he didn't expect that he was a fool. ”

"Hmph, what a genius, I think he's really stupid, he was very powerful, but I didn't know where to find such a woman, I didn't expect it to be good, I became a waste, not to mention, I gave birth to an even more wasted son, there is really a father and a son!"

"Isn't it? I always thought that woman was weird, but she was ......."

......

There are a lot of words and miscellaneous words, which is why Li Zimu has only recently discovered that he can hear distant sounds, and that's it, every day, in addition to memories, and about those things in hell, the rest is to can't help but recall the knife shown by the back of the one he saw in Dingli.

The result was very good, because he could feel that his soul was becoming stronger and stronger after meditating again and again, and the result of this was that he could hear farther and see more clearly.

And what he has heard and seen during this period of time has made him understand a lot of truths, and he has also learned a lot about himself.

Cultivating immortals is divided into body refining and qi training, and body refining requires an innate divine seal, and qi cultivation requires an innate soul seal. The innate divine seal is imprinted on the body, like a totem tattooed on the body, which can also be said to be similar to the tattoo of the previous life, on the skin on the surface of the body.

Obviously, after looking at the little body that was smooth and without any flaws, he already knew that he couldn't refine his body at all.

As for the innate soul seal, he really has it, and it is very powerful, many people can see it, but after changing countless tripods, he can only choose to be disappointed.

And this is what makes Li Zimu cry and laugh the most, because only Li Zimu knows the vastness and strength of Nading, and only he understands the uniqueness of Nading.

In fact, all this has no impact on Li Zimu, after all, he has not come out yet, whether it is the forty years engraved in his heart or the 1,800 years.

To say that the greatest pain in life is to mourn more than to die, but at this moment, Li Zimu is another extreme, extreme grievance.

People often say that he knocks out his teeth and blood in his throat, but at this time he is really pouring salt on his wounds, but he can only smile and say thank you! Why? Even he doesn't know.

As a newborn baby, he longs for a new beginning, a new hope, and a new struggle, but as a person who has borne the sins of a lifetime but has not completely repaid his mind, he can only choose to bear the past.

Hate?

Hate!

Hate the injustice of God, hate that 1,800 years of redemption is not enough, hate that memory engraved into the bone marrow, hate, why I have started from scratch but still have to bear the debt of that life.

Hate can only be instantaneous, more often it can only be gratitude, grateful to God for letting him remember his indebtedness, grateful that he is finally no longer an ungrateful person, grateful that he still has a chance to repay.

Therefore, although a month has passed, this month he still looks at everything like a bystander. He chose to ignore Yi Qingxuan, because the figure in his memory was clearer and more intimate.

And as a woman, as a mother, how can she not be aware of her children?

But she firmly believes that sincerity is the golden stone!

Holding a small child, wandering in his yard, whether he listens or not, whether he sees it or not, every day, this delicate and delicate woman is happy to share everything about herself.

No, when they changed the clothes of the little child again, the three women talked happily again.

"Sister Xun, look, Childe seems to have grown up again, and he has become more beautiful. ”

"Yes, in your eyes, when is he not pretty. ”

"But how did his heart beat a little faster! And you see, how did his body start to turn red?"

"Haha... Although my Mu'er is small, it is inevitable that she will be shy when she hears you say this, right?"

"That's it, Madame is right, you, you, look at Childe so nymphomaniacly every day, he will be shy even if he is calm!" As he spoke, his fingers involuntarily touched the small privacy of Li Zimu's lower body.

"Sister Xun, you, how can you do this?" Looking at Luo Xun's small movements, Yao Jia was messy.

"What's wrong with me, I was just helping him get dressed, and I accidentally bumped into it!" Listening to Yao Jia's words, Luo Xun hurriedly replied, as if he was evading, more like he wanted to cover up.

It's just that even she doesn't know why she 'accidentally' touched it so much.

And the most aggrieved is naturally Li Zimu, in the end, he chose to close his eyes without self-esteem, I really wish he was a child, but unfortunately he is really not so open.

"Haha... Look at you, look at you, our Mu'er blushed with shame, don't you hurry up, otherwise I'm really afraid that he will die of shame!"

And extremely out of place, Yi Qingxuan spoke, the first time, Li Zimu couldn't help but want to complain, but in such an environment, when he was still a little doll who couldn't climb.

Well, one word, forbearance!

And looking at Li Zimu like this, without hesitation, the three women laughed unscrupulously, and from this day on, Li Zimu was destined to be unable to stay out of the matter anymore.

On this day, looking at the river not far away, which was dozens of zhang wide, Li Zimu couldn't help but wander, many people appeared in his eyes, those people seemed to live in the river not far away, and he saw big boats, and that was also called home by those people.

Looking at Li Zimu who was looking into the distance, Yi Qingxuan, who was holding him, couldn't help but look at the river in the distance.

She didn't know what Li Zimu saw, but she saw longing, nostalgia, reluctance and deep sadness in his eyes.

Yes, the sadness that comes from the depths of his soul even Yi Qingxuan can't help but be sad and worried.

"Forgetting history is tantamount to betrayal, Li Zimu!"

I don't know how long it took, Li Zimu finally retracted his gaze, but the touch of self-deprecation was too profound, and Yi Qingxuan, who was watching, and Yao Jia and Luo Xun, who had been quietly full of worry, couldn't help but feel a pain in their hearts.

"Don't be afraid, there is a mother!" Yi Qingxuan's voice sounded in his ears, but at this moment, Li Zimu was only bitter.

"And me!" Yao Jia and Luo Xun said firmly at the same time.

couldn't help but glance at these two little girls who looked very smart, Li Zimu had doubts, and also had an indescribable taste.

Luo Xun is ten years old, very beautiful and has the demeanor of an eldest sister, but because he is too cold and sharp, especially the angular facial features, and the delicate and ice-crystal-like shining skin, no matter how you look at it, it looks like a completely cold and glamorous little public act.

And Yao Jia seems to be a little opposite to her character, she is nine years old, round and full, a little baby fat, but she looks so exquisite, coupled with the image of a simple and kind stupid girl, no matter how you look at it, she is so cute and pitiful.

It's just at this moment, after these two little girls have only been with him for only a month, when they are so determined and unhesitant to protect themselves, Li Zimu said that it was fake not to be moved, but when he thought of that, he could only be bitter.

The next day, when Li Zimu was still in a trance, he was hugged by Yi Qingxuan, caressing Li Zimu's face, Yi Qingxuan couldn't help but sigh lightly.

She didn't like negative sighs, but after watching her son go out of his mind all night, her heart couldn't help but hurt.

Walked to the backyard and walked towards the river, at this time, there was a small boat quietly parked on the big river, although it was not big, but it made Li Zimu full of anticipation.

Once again, he sat down in the boat, as if the woman were still holding him gently, as if he were holding the most precious thing in the world. Listening to her soft voice teasing herself, she coaxed herself to sleep with endless love, and finally, on the forty-second day of this world, for the first time, Li Zimu fell into a deep sleep.

In the dream, he was very happy, he dreamed that he was growing up, he dreamed that he was helping his mother with the housework, and he also dreamed that he was massaging his father's shoulders after a tiring day.

In the dream, he was very good, he became the support of his father and mother, and he became the pride of his grandparents. Oh, by the way, he also became the good brother named Ma Pengcheng, the iron buddy.

There is also that woman, the girl called Youyu, in the red and festive Chinese wedding full of heaven and earth, two high halls, and husband and wife worshipping each other, she became the wife she cared for and pampered all her life.

......

However, dreams are short-lived, and the short-lived ones are gone before the joy is gone.

When I opened my eyes, three figures, full of pity, although I was reluctant to be attached to it, but I still endured to take it as pity, not for anything else, but for the life that I owed.

It's just that he is still wrong, just like the day of that year, he chose to live cowardly, lingering, and enduring humiliation, forgetting his feelings, and forgetting to think about what is the most important thing.

In my previous life, I felt that living was the most important thing, so I blocked everything, all the people and things I should cherish, and I forgot that the essence of life is a process.

And what about this life?

It seems even more pathetic, even if he is already very powerful, even if his soul is so powerful that it is even countless times higher than black and white impermanence, otherwise how could he have heard and seen so much in the catastrophe of hell?

But he still forgot that the meaning of life is not the past, nor the future, but the foot, this piece of history that he walked out step by step.

Forgetting history is betrayal, this sentence does not make people move forward with the heavy shackles of history, but makes people remember history, stick to the road ahead, and go on step by step.

Only, he couldn't hear it.