Chapter 5: The Siege of the Heart
Medicine, or strange insects or plants and trees were poured into the ding, and there seemed to be some beast souls and other things, as if they wanted to tear themselves apart.
However, no matter how hideous and terrifying all this was, it still seemed to be nothing in Li Zimu's eyes.
Looking at everything presented by the huge Dingkou, feeling that his body was tearing, shattering, growing new flesh, and becoming more vibrant, Li Zimu was not sad or happy, or rather, his whole heart was still stuck in the past.
When he first saw the weak face of the person holding him very pale but very beautiful, his heart skipped a rapid beat at that moment.
The same scene, the same mood, the same mother, but that woman, the woman she called her mother, had a miserable life, as if, at such a moment.
There are also men who are a little restrained, nervous, excited, and even a little overwhelmed when they inadvertently see themselves coming out.
The same first time I picked up, the same one who was a little clumsy, the same new father, but that man, the man who wanted to hold up a piece of the sky for himself and was called Dad, from that day on, carried the shackles of love.
And then there's the man who looks steady and athletic, who is revered as the governor of the province, who is his grandfather. Yes, grandpa! The unwilling fate began with the loss of a child in old age.
Unconsciously remembered what others said about the hard life.
Father and mother are just the beginning, and in the end, there will be grandpa, grandma, yes, and the woman who left 'I hate you'. Crucially, she appeared like a virgin, but after all, she never saved the waste called Li Zimu, and was finally killed by it.
Some people say that mourning is better than dying!
In hell, Li Zimu wants to be reincarnated and start all over again. But when I really started all over again, I found that the reality was that the heart had built a high siege at the moment of its birth, and no matter how the people, things, and things around me disturbed, I was always out of place.
"Is this what you want?"
No one can give themselves an answer, they want to get out, but everything is like carved into the bone marrow, no matter how much they struggle, the siege of the heart is solid.
"Father... Father, it's okay, it's okay!" Looking at the child in Dingzhong, Li Haoran couldn't help it in the end.
That's his own child, that's the bloodline that he and Qingxuan have kept with all their might, watching his body be torn apart and healed, but he seems to be covered in a dazzling red coat, and finally Li Haoran couldn't help it.
Li Haoran understands his father, after all, the child in front of him is too ... In general, more importantly, it's all like this, but he is still indifferent, obviously, his divine consciousness may be incomplete, such a born half-disabled, it is conceivable that his life does not exist, and everything his father did was just to make him have a strong physique.
What is born semi-disabled? In fact, it is simply said that it is born stupid, otherwise, how could there be no reaction under such a medicinal bath?
Although, as long as Li Tielong lives, he will not let this child be wronged, although Li Tielong also knows that as long as Haoran and Qingxuan are alive, they will love him in every way, but they are afraid of what happens!
Let's not talk about the heavenly contract set by those high-ranking people, let's just say that in this war-torn desolate continent, every day of life is a baptism of bloody wind and rain, and who can guarantee that they will be able to live?
Therefore, although it is very heartache and reluctance, even if the opportunity is very small, as long as there is hope, Li Tielong still hopes that through hard work, Li Zimu can become stronger, even if it is just a strong body, as long as he can protect himself, all the efforts are still worth it.
However, as the pharmacist said, he was only a newborn baby, and such a medicinal bath was really enough.
Soon, the viscous liquid in Dingli began to thin after nothing was added, and after a while, Li Haoran couldn't help but step forward and pull up the baby in Dingli and put it into the soft animal skin in his arms, and carefully hugged it inside.
"Okay, let's disperse!" Looking at the somewhat thin and weak back in front of him, for some reason, Li Tielong's hard heart couldn't help but feel a touch of pity.
sighed softly, waved his hand helplessly, and soon, everyone left with their own concerns.
"How... How?"
Looking at Li Haoran who walked in slowly, looking at the helplessness and sadness in his eyes, and seeing that he just sighed softly and shook his head about his problems, Yi Qingxuan's heart became even more uneasy.
She had been waiting for a long time, especially after feeling the slightest sound, she felt deeply uneasy, and at this moment, she couldn't help but panic, after all, it was her own child, the only bloodline between herself and Li Haoran.
"How... What's wrong, quick, tell me, what's wrong? I, my child..."
Thinking about it, Yi Qingxuan was completely messed up, she was too worried and reluctant, from the moment she saw it for the first time!
Looking at Li Haoran like this, looking at his loneliness and sadness, and looking at the child in his arms who did not move, how could Yi Qingxuan not be anxious and flustered?
Although she was very weak at this time, although she didn't have the slightest strength at this moment, she couldn't help but struggle, she couldn't wait, she was afraid...
"No... It's okay, the child is fine, the child is fine, don't panic, it's really okay!"
Seeing Yi Qingxuan like this, Li Haoran realized that he seemed to be a little distracted, and couldn't help but step forward quickly, hugging the child tightly with one hand, and holding Yi Qingxuan with the other hand to explain.
But at this moment, Yi Qingxuan didn't listen to a word, her eyes and hearts were full of the young child in front of her, the young life that haunted her dreams.
couldn't help but snatch the child, smelling the strong mixed smell of blood and medicine, Yi Qingxuan's heart had an indescribable taste, although she knew that this was what every child had to experience, but she was still full of distress.
The careful boy looked carefully inside and out, and Li Zimu felt extremely embarrassed when he saw it, but Li Zimu could only be indifferent, because he had tried it before, and he couldn't do anything at all.
Yes, it was when Li Tielong opened the animal skin that he originally wanted to cover his body, only to find that his body didn't seem to be very flexible, so at this moment he could only choose to be silent.
"It's really fine! It's just that he may not be fully conscious, and I'm afraid he will ...... in the future."
Looking at Yi Qingxuan like this, for some reason, Li Haoran's heart was deeply stabbed.
He couldn't bear it, after all, the woman in front of him was his beloved, but in the end he couldn't help but express his worries, after all, the way forward, especially the Heavenly Dao contract, how could he not worry?
"No matter what he looks like? He... Li Zimu, they are all my sons, in this life, as long as I don't die, no one can hurt him in the slightest!"
Looking at the child in her arms carefully, she suddenly heard Li Haoran's words, involuntarily, Yi Qingxuan's hand trembled, but it was only for a moment that she continued to be careful.
It's just that she still couldn't help but speak, her words were very soft, but extremely firm, and even there was this deep pampering in every word.
"But ......."
"No, the child is hungry, I'm going to feed the child, please go out!"
didn't even look at Li Haoran, Yi Qingxuan's eyes only left the little child in her arms, as if that was her whole life and world.
"I know what you think, but I still want to say that I actually have the same heart as you. ”
Looking at Yi Qingxuan, who was obsessed, his heart was mixed. How he wished he could be like her! But he couldn't, he was a man, and no matter what, he had to hold up for his women and children.
In the end, he could only turn into a light sigh, and slowly got up and left after Yi Qingxuan's heart did not change in the slightest in the child in his arms.
"Sister Xun, what should I do?"
"What? You're scared, you're afraid you'll die with him, aren't you?"
"No, no, I'm just worried about the little boy, somehow, when I looked at him just now, I saw him look at me, I always felt that his heart was... I don't know how to describe it, I should, it should be considered despair!"
"Yes, but, so what? We just have to remember that no matter what he looks like, we are all his people, whether we live or die!"
"Well, I see, Sister Xun! Actually, I like Xiao Gongzi a lot. ”
......
Listening, looking indifferently, feeling everything around him, but in Li Zimu's eyes, it was full of sarcasm.
The irony is not others, but oneself, the past and present lives, as if it is repetition, ruthless repetition, those inexplicable goodness, it is really unbearable.
However, this is just the beginning, looking at the woman in front of her who leaked out of her chest, this is the beginning of Li Zimu's extreme embarrassment.
Finally, he began to regret it, he regretted why he hesitated before Meng Po, and she regretted even more why he had to go through such a powerful wreath.
You must know that it has been several hours since I was born, and it would be false to say that I am not hungry, but all this is bearable for Li Zimu.
However, everything that came out of this sudden was really a little unprepared, and even more unbearable.
Breast milk, Li Zimu knew that this was the best way to feed, but as a man with a strong memory soul, he really couldn't bear to look at it directly.
"What's wrong? Mu'er, be good, be obedient and eat the nurse, so that you can grow up well, you know?"
Yi Qingxuan ignored Li Zimu's ignorance, she just smiled shallowly and muttered carefully and softly over and over again.
"What's the matter? Does our Zi Mu know to be ashamed when he's so young? haha... Be obedient, obedient, you can only grow up when you are full, you know?
There was still a smile on his pale face, but there was a faint loneliness and sentimentality in his words.
She didn't believe what Li Haoran said about the incompleteness of her senses, not to deceive herself, but only a person like her who was born in a big family could truly understand the horror of the strong.
Who is Zhongming Gong Shangguan Qingqi? But in the entire Apocalypse Continent, except for the Human Emperor Apocalypse, he can be regarded as the existence of two, and the two is not because of how strong his combat power is, but because he is best at occupying and deducing.
When a person can predict the past, when everyone knows what happened, will his strength be questioned?
And to allow him to use the descendants who he cares about the most and locate the heir to make a heavenly contract marriage with his children, how can such an investment not only be wrong, but also wrong and generous?
I don't believe it, because Shangguan Qingqi is trustworthy, but I don't believe it, because she sensed it and sensed her son's self-isolation.
Finally, watching, thinking, and finally, tears fell on the smiling face, and this tear hit Li Zimu's lips heavily, it was bitter, and it was very salty.......