Chapter 42: Turning into a scumbag
Ji Mo was hugged by her from behind, her heart was very warm, listening to what Lan Shuangning said, Ji Mo knew that she had a deep affection for herself, and her heart was also very moved.
Ji Mo turned around, touched her soft hair, and said softly: "Actually, blame me that day, I didn't ask if you were ready, and I shouldn't be angry with you." ”
"Xiao Mo ......"
Lan Shuang listened to him understand himself, and his heart was warm again. Holding him in both hands, he refused to let him go.
In front of this man, her whole person has changed, she is no longer the "fairy" with a dusty temperament and cold charm in the aristocratic circle, but a well-behaved little white rabbit.
"Okay, when do you want to hold it? It's time to drink. Ji Mo said.
"I want to hold on like this, forever. Lan Shuangning hugged him tightly and didn't let go.
When Ji Mo heard her words, his heart was warm and sad at the same time.
Every day......
The word was a luxury for him that could not be squandered.
He didn't have much to do, and it was impossible for him to accompany her.
That is, he now has the strength to crush the S-class ability, that is, he now has the capital to ignore the Zhao family's pursuit, but he still does not have the ability to give Blue Frost Ning happiness.
"I want to hold you like this forever......"
"Then hold it forever. ”
"No, it won't. Ji Mo looked at her with a smile and said.
"Why?" Blue Frost frowned, looking at Ji Mo with puzzled eyes.
"You're engaged, it's impossible between us. Ji Mo touched her head, looking very doting, like a big brother talking to his sister.
When he said this, his heart was very sad.
Lan Shuangning heard him say this, and couldn't help but curse in his heart, stupid!
She raised her right hand and said with a smile, "This is my engagement ring." ”
The moment Ji Mo saw her right hand, his eyes were fixed on the small diamond ring, and his memory suddenly went back to three years ago.
That night, he knelt down on one knee in front of Lan Shuangning, opened the ring box, and looked at Lan Shuangning with sincere eyes, surrounded by heart-shaped candles that Zhang Yuhua helped arrange.
"Frost Ning, marry me, I will protect you for the rest of your life!"
"Brother Mo......"
She lifted her hand, he put her hand in the palm of his hand, and a small diamond ring was slowly put on her hand by him.
"From now on, you are my woman. ”
......
Ji Mo didn't expect that the engagement ring he put on her three years ago was still on her hand.
"I only admit that the owner of this ring is my husband. Lan Shuangning said.
"......" Ji Mo didn't speak, his eyes were a little complicated.
"Brother Mo," Lan Shuang pressed against his chest, "I can elope for you, give up everything, and let's go to a place where no one knows us and start living, okay?"
"......" Ji Mo's gaze became more and more complicated.
He was moved, but ...... He really didn't have the life to accompany her.
"Don't talk about this, we finally met once, so there's nothing else you want to talk to me?" Ji Mo immediately opened the subject.
He closed the door of the refrigerator and handed a quilt of yogurt to Blue Frost.
Lan Shuangning reluctantly let go of the hand holding him, then took the cup of yogurt and sat on the sofa.
"Didn't you just say at the door that you were going to explain it to me?" asked Blue Frost Ning.
"Explain?" Ji Mo was stunned for a moment, remembering that he had a nightmare, and then shouted, "Listen to me!"
Although he said this sentence to the master in the dream, it was different when it fell on Lan Shuangning's ears, she must have thought that she had to explain to her about the incident three years ago.
"Actually, Zhao Shiyao's matter...... I did it. Ji Mo said.
He wanted to say "someone framed me" and "I didn't do it", but the words changed when they came to his mouth. Because, if you can't give her happiness, it's better not to let her have any nostalgia for herself.
"......" Blue Frost Ning was stunned, this is the explanation?
"That night, although I drank too much, I was still conscious, and then when I saw Zhao Shiyao, I couldn't help it. Zimo continued.
The words "I couldn't hold back my ......" fell on Lan Shuangning's ears very harshly, it turned out that this was the explanation? I was still hoping that he would say "I was drunk and delirious to have sex with her" or "I was drugged in my wine." I didn't expect it, but I just "couldn't help it".
"Shuangning, what's wrong with you?" Ji Mo asked as he saw her stunned, deliberately pretending not to understand.
"This is your explanation, this is an explanation, isn't it just an acknowledgement?" said Lan Shuangning incomprehensibly.
"Yes, I did it when I was sober. ”
"......" Lan Shuangning felt that her heart was being pinched hard, she always felt that this man loved him very much, and would never betray her, but she didn't expect him to really do it when he was sober.
Ji Mo's eyes began to fall when he saw her, and his heart also hurt.
Yes, that's it, be disappointed in me, and don't get any hope out of me.
Lan Shuang Ning listened to what he said, and shook his head in his heart, he did something wrong, wouldn't he forgive himself? No, he would definitely forgive him, because he was the person he loved the most.
"It's okay...... I can forgive me, but you have to promise me that you will not betray me again. ”
This sentence came out of her mouth, and Ji Mo felt another pain in his heart.
The more she loved him, the more sad he became, because he had to let her go, he had to let her think of her.
"Brother Mo, why are you in a daze?" Lan Shuang Ning looked at Ji Mo and wondered.
"Ah, oh, I think you're so good to me, and I feel lucky to have you in this life. Ji Mo said.
"Well, I think I'm lucky to have met you in my life. Lan Shuangning said, and hugged him again.
Ji Mo opened his arms to wrap her around, and for a moment a trace of sadness flashed across his face, followed by a flash of determination.
He decided, he was going to be a scumbag, a complete scumbag!
In this way, Lan Shuangning can let go of her obsession with herself, so that she can marry Guo Tingyun with peace of mind, so that she can suffer a little less damage......
No matter what, he must not let her be with him, in that case, she will be widowed.
Scum, I'm going to be scum. Ji Mo told himself in his heart.
Make up your mind, Ji Mo no longer hesitates, since he wants to be a scumbag, then do it!
"Frost. ”
"Huh?" Lan Shuangning raised her head, just in time to meet Ji Mo's eyes.
"Hmm~"
Who knew that as soon as she raised her head, Ji Mo kissed her deeply, her whole face was flushed, she hadn't tasted this taste again for three years, and Lan Shuangning was very shy in her heart.
She closed her eyes, breathing heavily, feeling the familiar and exciting.
Ji Mo kissed her, his eyes not closed, but full of sadness.
If you want to do it, you must do it absolutely.
He wants to completely destroy the beauty of "Xiao Mo" in her heart.