Chapter 41: Not Giving When You Need It
Ji Mo patted his face, his originally empty gaze became attentive, and a smile appeared on his depressed face.
It's hard for him to do this smile, but it's just nice to do, because he's practiced it countless times, and he wants to hide his emotions, no matter how sad he is, it's in his heart, not on his face.
This smile is like an onion skin, it covers too much, and only when it is uncovered, can you see the scars and see the sadness.
"Zhao Shiyao...... I want to die, where are you ......"
He had a smile on his face and looked at the sun.
Maybe it was boredom, maybe it was the extreme sadness in his heart, and after a while, he fell asleep on the steps of the doorway.
"Whew!"
A sharp brake sound.
The door of the white BMW was pushed open, and Lan Shuangning, dressed in an emerald green dress and a pair of summer high-heeled sandals, rushed to Ji Mo's villa, and when she saw a person sleeping at the door of the villa, her steps were faster.
She ran to the front of the steps and saw the person sleeping on the steps, and her eyes instantly filled with fog.
Her heart was full of joy and worry, how could he sleep on the ground?
"Xiao Mo, Xiao Mo, what's wrong with you?"
Blue Frost Ning gently shook Ji Mo's arm.
"Listen to me!" Ji Mo sat up suddenly, the corners of his eyes moistened.
He dreamed of the day he was kicked out of the school again.
Lan Shuang Ning saw Ji Mo get up, and instantly pounced on him to wrap him, his eyes were full of fog, and he said softly: "It's okay, I'll listen to your explanation, I know that it wasn't your fault, I believe you." β
Ji Mo took a few breaths, and only then did he react and have a nightmare...... And in his own arms...... It's her!
It's Blue Frost Gel!
How did she get here?
How did she know I was here?
......
She was holding me and crying......
"Frost ...... Frost Condensation ......" Ji Mo's eyes trembled a little and looked at the peerless beauty in his arms.
This woman is the person he loves the most, the person he thinks of day and night for three years, and the person he can't rest assured about......
Now, finally meet.
"Xiao Mo, Xiao Mo, Xiao Mo, Xiao Mo, you're back, woo woo woo......"
Lan Shuang hugged him tightly, ignoring the skirt falling to the ground, burying her pretty face in his arms, crying loudly, like a little wife who has been separated from her husband for many years.
Ji Mo touched her head with trembling palms, he didn't expect her to miss him so much, and he didn't expect him to be so excited to see her.
His heart was like an iceberg, instantly melted by her cries, and he opened his hands to slowly wrap around her, very softly.
At this moment, he felt so good that he was back, and he was so glad that he didn't choose to die when he was tortured by the Demon Spring, but chose to live.
Finally, I finally saw her again!
"Frost ......"
Lan Shuang cried in his arms for a minute before raising her head, looking at Ji Mo's emaciated face with teary eyes, she couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart again.
"Xiao Mo ......"
The four eyes were facing each other, and there were only five centimeters between the faces of the two, and the feelings that Lan Shuangning had suppressed in his heart for three years exploded instantly, and he couldn't hold back any longer, his arms were clasped around Ji Mo's neck, and he didn't care about anything, closed his eyes, and kissed Ji Mo directly on his lips.
β......β
Ji Mo's eyes widened, first for a moment, then his eyes were full of tenderness, his hands gently wrapped around her, and he closed his eyes.
At this moment, his wounded heart was soothed.
Blue Frost's forgetfulness of the kiss even forgot his current identity and Ji Mo's situation. She is already Guo Tingyun's fiancΓ©e, and Ji Mo is just a down-and-out person who may be killed by the Zhao family at any time.
She pried Zimmer's lips open, her tongue digging deep into the familiar, intertwining with another piece of softness.
This used to be a trick that Ji Mo used on her...... Now it's being used by her in reverse.
After a long time, Ji Mo gently pushed her away, he was still sober, he knew his situation, his life was not much, and he couldn't give her happiness......
At this time, the two finally noticed that it was still in broad daylight and immediately got up.
Lan Shuang Ning looked at his face, and Nan Nan said, "You have lost weight, and you are not doing well outside......
"It's okay, I'm doing well now. Ji Mo stroked her silky hair and pointed to the villa behind her.
"Did Yuhua buy it for you? It should have cost him several years of savings. Lan Shuang Ning looked at the luxurious villa and said.
"yes, this guy is just kind of to his friends. Speaking of Zhang Yuhua, Ji Mo couldn't help but say.
Realizing that Lan Shuangning had just come by car and hadn't rested yet, Ji Mo said, "Go in and sit down." β
"Hmm. β
Inside, Ji Mo picked up a cup and asked, "Some yogurt?"
He knew that Blue Frost Ning used to like to drink this very much.
"Hmm. Blue Frost smiled sweetly.
"I'll pour it down. β
With that, Ji Mo opened the refrigerator, took out a large cup of yogurt from it, and poured it into the cup.
At this moment, a pair of white hands suddenly hugged his waist from behind, and then a soft feeling came from behind him, he knew what it was, although he had never done anything with Lan Shuangning before, but there were still a lot of wet kisses and physical contact.
"Xiao Mo, am I not good enough?" the flush on Lan Shuangning's face had not disappeared yet.
"Huh?" Ji Mo was stunned, "What are you talking about?"
"Isn't it...... I didn't give you what you wanted, so you and Zhao Shiyao would have those things......"
"......" Ji Mo didn't understand what she meant.
Lan Shuang blushed and said, "I remember that day, you said that you wanted to get me completely, but I didn't agree, and then ...... What happened to you and Zhao Shiyao...... Is it because I didn't give it to you......?
Ji Mo was stunned, he didn't expect Blue Frost Ning to think so.
"Frost Condensation, actually, ......" he just wanted to deny.
"Actually, I can do it too......" Lan Shuangning buried her face in Ji Mo's back, and her voice was a little shy: "Actually, if you insist a little longer, I will agree......"
"Frost Ning, I didn't even think about that. Ji Mo said.
"......" Lan Shuangning's heart was depressed for a while, she clearly remembered the day when this man kissed her and stripped her naked...... Only in the end, she didn't agree.
At the time, she didn't understand, she thought that the first time she should save until the new marriage, but then she realized that she had ruined his interest.
Then that night, Xiao Moqiang's rape of Zhao Shiyao came out.
Lan Shuangning was very angry with Ji Mo at that time, why didn't I give it to you, you had to find someone else?
At that time, she was also very angry with herself, why didn't she say yes to him? Maybe if she did, this would not have happened.
"Were you particularly angry at that time?" asked Blue Frost Ning.
"You mean when you rejected me?" Ji Mo thought for a moment and said, "Really angry......
Lan Shuang stared at his words, and his heart was even lowered, it turned out that at that time, he was angry...... She didn't give it when he needed it.