The terrifying aura shocked the entire world of mountains and rivers, awakening the woman who had been sleeping in the castle for a long time.

Shen Fei wants to vent, vent all the depression in his body, let his soul get a little refreshment, and let his heart get a peace.

Completely disregarded at the cost, completely disregarding everything.

It's like crazy, like you're in a trance.

It wasn't until a certain point in time that the extreme release finally triggered the body's weakness, he coughed, the sword in his hand hung down and pierced into the ground, one hand touched the hilt of the sword to support his body, and Shen Fei finally couldn't hold it anymore.

"Whew, whew, whew!" The huge consumption brought pleasure instead, Shen Fei lay on the ground, picked up the sword and rolled down to the side of Hua Xi, and pressed his hands on his chest to breathe.

"Hahahaha, hahahahaha, happy, really happy. While laughing, he was wiping away tears. Losing the protection of his position, the snowflakes in the sky fell as usual, and they would not melt when they fell on Shen Fei, burying him. The excessive consumption made Shen Fei's body temperature very low and low, making his spirit sluggish, causing him to lose his qi and blood, he could feel that his life was dissipating, he knew it was so but he didn't want to stop it.

What is life, why do people live, and what is the meaning of life?

Shen Fei couldn't get an answer, because he couldn't get an answer, he wanted to die one by one, and sometimes, death is also a way to solve problems, a way to solve problems once and for all.

Let the ice and snow cover his body, let the cold paralyze his heart, Shen Fei fell into a semi-comatose and half-conscious state. Instinct constantly stimulated and urged him to wake up, but Shen Fei was unwilling to do this, confronting his body and making a struggle, he just wanted to be so quiet, feel the truth in his heart, and understand what he wanted and what he really thought.

There is darkness in front of me, what is wrong with darkness, the night has given me black eyes, why use them to find light!

Maybe it's not bad to fall into the darkness and the abyss like this, and then when you wake up, you will completely become a person, become a person who does whatever you want, become a person who is jealous and hateful, and becomes a person who has no scruples, and the sky is the first and the second is the person.

Shen Fei knew that he would not die, whether it was the golden body of the child, or the nine dragons in his body, or the hands in the underworld, he would not let him die easily. He just wanted to be quiet, just to stay in his current position for a while, to get a moment of spiritual comfort.

Right or wrong, right or evil, good or evil, no one can say clearly, everyone looks at the problem from their own perspective and makes trade-offs. Since it is right to do whatever you do, it is even more important to do whatever you want and live happily.

In the darkness, Shen Fei opened his eyes, the cold snow stung his eyes, and his vision was still pitch black, but there was a window open in his heart.

He suddenly found that the reason why he was unhappy and wanted to be freed by death was because there were many, many factors around him that interfered with him, and there were many, many people and things that he had to care about, and their existence made it impossible for him to act according to his heart.

Wouldn't it be better if they weren't there?

Shen Fei showed a wicked smile, and Jiulong opened his eyes inside him, his gaze equally evil.

Terrible thoughts, these are terrible thoughts that are conceived by the human heart.

The appearance of this thought made Shen Fei shudder: "What are you thinking, that is the most important person to yourself." ”

Shen Fei opened his eyes, stinging his eyes with the cold that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, so that his spirit gained a trace of clarity, the realm had been stagnant for a long time, and the Dao Heart that had finally been formed collapsed again, and everything became uncontrollable, full of confusion and confusion, what should I do, how can I change all this.

Shen Fei thought, with Bai Yu's talent and Master's suggestion, he must have found his own Dao Heart, if he knew what his Dao Heart was, maybe he would have a hint for himself.

"Whew!" wheezing, every once in a while, is an instinctive reaction of the flesh to sustain life. A hole was exposed in the thick ice, and hot air came out of the hole, which was the location of the mouth, and the snowflakes with the size of the fingertips floated down from the sky and landed in the mouth to melt in an instant.

In the end, there is always something that cannot be covered by ice, and as long as people live, there will be hope.

Shen Fei thought of the poor people he saw when he came, of the ravaged girl, and of the corpse that emitted a foul stench at the end of the road. Compared to them, my situation is really much, much better, why did I start to question the way to save them, and when did this doubt begin?

That's right, even after Junya appeared!

It was only after he accepted Junya's hoarse accusation against humanity that he began to wonder if his previous insistence was wrong. Everything is because of the appearance of Junya, it is this heterosexual homogeneous person of the same age that makes Shen Fei's always firm heart hesitate, makes him start to think about the problem of race, and makes him entangled in whether human beings should be saved or not, whether their hearts should be good or evil, and whether the future path should be left or right.

Junya's accusation made Shen Fei hesitate and uneasy, making him worry about his past actions, so much so that from time to time he recalled whether the insistence he had been insisting on was right or wrong, and it was this woman who made him uneasy.

"Whew!" With another deep breath, Shen Fei finally found the key point of the contradiction, and found the woman who made him weak and full of doubt.

Thinking about it carefully, I began to doubt Huang Zilie, also because of Junya's words.

It was she who brought confusion to herself, it was she who made her hesitant and uneasy, it was her, it must be her, everything was caused by her, it was her appearance that made her state of affairs not advance but retreated, and made her sensitive to racial issues.

"Huh, woman, it's a woman again!" After being teased by a prodigal, shameless, obscene and despicable prostitute named Fang Ting, Shen Fei disturbed his heart for another dusty woman, he seemed to have a hard time with women in his life, and he couldn't get along with a woman in the dust, was he too easily shaken, or was the woman too good at acting? Why are they also women, what they say is so easy to be believed, and it is so easy to affect themselves.

Thinking of Fang Ting, who was hypocritical, realistic in acting, shameless, insidious and cunning, and deceived herself, Shen Fei had a bad idea in his heart, he was not handsome and sent by someone with a heart to harm himself.

Instantly felt a chill, but after thinking about it, it shouldn't be, after all, the identity of the Junya Rakshasa clan cannot be faked, and her hatred for human beings is also from the heart, and her Dao heart has been buried in the deepest part of her heart, and it is impossible for outsiders to know, let alone destroy.

Junya's experience should be true, and her accusation against humanity is also heartfelt, and she is touched by the contagion of these realities. It can only be said that her identity as a clan, her daily behavior, and her soft and rigid personality have successfully infected herself.

Junya and Fang Ting are different, Fang Ting is ostensibly the biological daughter of the Lord of Cuilan Xuanxuan, but it is not clear what the purpose is, what is the origin, and what the purpose is. She is just an unclean woman who is good at acting, has experienced countless men, and deeply understands men's preferences, while Junya is enduring humiliation for the Rakshasa clan, and the two are essentially different.

For Fang Ting, Shen Fei has hatred in his heart, he has never really hated a person, Fang Ting is an exception. Fang Ting's appearance made Shen Fei realize that the more pretentious a woman is, the more she can act, the more she takes the initiative to approach you, the more scheming a woman is, and the more prodigal and beautiful a woman is, the better she is at lying, so that you are willing to pay for it.

Shen Fei hated Fang Ting, because what Fang Ting defrauded was not just that little bit of redemption money, but also Shen Fei's trust in her, he thought that this woman was waiting to be rescued by himself, a little lamb who was eager to escape from the sea of suffering, where did he think that everything was his wishful thinking, and he was the one who was tricked hard.

A deep thought, let Shen Fei recall Fang Ting's existence, recalled her deception of herself, recalled the most unbearable past, Shen Fei always believed that people's hearts can be changed, and they can be deteriorated through hard work, but in Fang Ting, he found that his long-term insistence was fundamentally wrong, similar to Fang Ting's women, born to be evil, born to be an obscene billet, born to win the trust of others for benefits and then finally abandon for pleasure, similar to this kind of person, can only whip, humiliate, reprimand, Courteously stand.

Shen Fei killed her like pinching an ant to death, he was always unwilling to do that, in order to show the level of human nature, to show that he and Fang Ting are essentially different, Fang Ting is a third-rate prostitute who is spurned by others who lingers under the crotch of different men, and he will eventually become a generation of saints, a saint who completely changes the rules of the world and recalls the justice of people's hearts.

Because of this, he obviously has the ability to get rid of Fang Ting, but he will never do this, he just let Fang Ting see with his own eyes, the difference between doing evil and doing good, watching him walk towards the altar step by step.

Shen Fei didn't realize that his thoughts were becoming more and more extreme, more and more depraved, he began to seek the killing of the enemy, began to seek the pleasure of being respected in the way of killing, he was degrading step by step, getting closer and closer to the abyss.

Fate is presented in front of you, you can always choose two paths, to the left for good and benevolence, with far-reaching hearts, and for the people's lives, and to the right for evil and harm, with resentment, to become a demon king who makes the world feared and causes misery. For good and evil, in a thought.

Especially a person with power like Shen Fei, because he has the ability to change something, when he makes a choice, it will have an impact on the world and Kyushu, which is the most important thing that cannot be ignored.

The Dao Heart was shattered, the Dao Realm was stagnant, Shen Fei experienced the most difficult choice in his life, went to the left to regain his original heart, rebuilt the Dao Heart, and went to the right to fall into the devil, and there was no return, maybe he would become a person like Yan Tiantian, or even more terrifying than Yan Tiantian.

He was faced with a choice, and most of the things he encountered in his life were involuntarily, but this time, Shen Fei could choose, and his fate was created by his choice, whether it was good or evil, whether it was sanctification or demonization, all in one thought.

In front of the resistance, Shen Fei had confusion in his heart, this confusion was karma, he had crossed the abyss, he couldn't cross the abyss, and he couldn't turn over forever.

Shen Fei was on the top of the extremely quiet mountain, feeling his own heartbeat, feeling where his heart was, he knew that he had a choice, he just didn't know if he was wrong to insist all along.

What is a person, what is an immortal, what is a demon, what is a Buddha, what is good, what is evil, what is sacred, what is a demon!

He thinks about life, life is an art, too few people have seen through it, and too many people have lived in a bad light. To comprehend it requires extraordinary wisdom. Some people can't see through it all their lives and live very well, because they don't think about it at all; Shen Fei is too smart, and he is immersed in the fairy way, an extremely smart person will definitely think about some problems that ordinary people are unwilling to think about, this is to find trouble for himself, but also to add some excitement to ordinary life.

Philosophy! Only by standing on the shoulders of giants can we see further! Shen Fei now desperately needs an experienced successful person to guide him.

Become a guide, this is the meaning of the master's existence, a famous teacher is not a master of the groundless, a good master will teach you not only excellent skills, but also the enlightenment of life. Shen Fei needs such a person, and he needs someone who understands to guide him in the direction, where to go, and whether it is right or wrong to choose left and right.

Shen Fei really envied Shao Baiyu, he could stay on the mountain and accept the master's earnest teachings, but he couldn't, he could only explore alone in the dark, even if he broke his head and bled out, he could only knock out his teeth and swallow it in his stomach.

This is both a good thing and a bad thing. It is a good thing because this experience has trained his resilience beyond ordinary people, and it is a bad thing because Shen Fei will suffer more damage and go through more detours because of this.

Shen Fei wants to compromise for reality, he needs guidance, he once served as a light to dispel the darkness for others, and now he also needs such a light to reflect the direction of his dark future.

All things are silent, and the Excalibur is ruthless.

Could it be that the essence of life is to use the ruthless sword in the hand to cause the withering of all things and return everything to the origin of chaos?

When you can't see the light, you will think that the world is inherently lightless and become accustomed to it. This is inertia, and a person who has inertia does not feel pain, because you have no idea that there is light on the periphery of darkness.

"Whew!" "No, you can't be decadent and degenerate, I know that there is light outside the darkness, I know that the world is not pure black, I know these eternal truths, I can't pretend to be deaf and dumb, I want to let more people realize the existence of light, and let more people explore and grasp the light.