Chapter 43: Where the Heart of the Dao Is (2)
Shen Fei had touched the edge of the Dao Heart several times so far, and several times he had slowly moved away from it for various reasons, and he had seen the Dao Heart that had finally taken shape turn into nothing. This is something that cannot be helped, because his heart has not yet been firm, he has not yet recognized where his future path is, what kind of person he wants to become, and what kind of attitude he wants to face the world.
Therefore, his Dao heart has always been in a long-term change, and he has never been able to achieve preliminary condensation, and if he can't achieve initial condensation, he can only be stumped by the threshold of the Netherworld forever, and it is difficult to advance an inch.
What is my Shen Fei's heart, and what is the path I want to take in the future!
Shen Fei, who was meditating, fell into an ambivalent mentality. Since the age of five, he has always been pushed forward by external forces, and wherever external forces push him, he goes, and there is no fixed route.
Looking back and looking at the footprints left by yourself along the way, it is nothing more than the word kindness. Shen Fei is indeed very kind, because he insists on kindness, he has been with the medicine man for eight years and has not received the true inheritance of the other party; because he insists on kindness, he snatched the wine jug from the old beggar and threw it directly on the ground; because he insists on kindness, he does not want to see the world suffer, and he wants to cut the darkness of the world with the sword in his hand, and awaken the courage and determination of the world to embrace a better life.
Shen Fei was just too kind to put himself and the people around him in danger, if he hadn't stubbornly adhered to his heart back then, maybe he would have accepted the mantle of the medicine man a long time ago, and there would not have been many things since then.
In the past, Shen Fei would definitely feel that putting things right and sticking to kindness was the way he would take in the future, but now, after experiencing setbacks again and again, and seeing the tragic scene of the boss being dug out, Shen Fei's heart was shaken.
If it was just him who suffered for his kindness, but now that even the people around him have suffered disasters for his kindness, Shen Fei doesn't know if he should still persevere.
Shen Fei's head began to hurt again, this time not because of the pain of falling into memories, but because of the collapse of faith.
After going through ups and downs, persevering for many years, when it turns out that what you have been insisting on is wrong, this is undoubtedly the most painful thing in life.
Shen Fei knelt on the ground full of pain, he didn't know that Dao heart and thinking were originally mutually influential, when you gathered the Dao heart of self-respect, you naturally acted arbitrarily, without considering the feelings of the people around you, when you gathered the Dao heart that was as good as water, you naturally looked at everything coldly, and your heart was as hard as a rock.
These two are mutually influential, and they interact with each other to amplify each other, because of this mutual force, the more powerful the immortal, the more paranoid his personality is, and the more his thoughts are amplified. For a long time, Shen Fei had been in the stage of the generation and disappearance of the Dao Heart, and he naturally felt pain and contradictions, because he couldn't see the direction of the future.
The pain lasted for a while, relieved slightly, and Shen Fei thought that he had actually seen very successful examples, such as the solipsism of the old beggar, such as the goodness of the real person in charge, is it possible to draw a scoop according to their appearance.
Is I a self-respecting person?
Probably not.
I care about the world and care about the rise and fall of the land of Kyushu, how can I be self-respecting.
Is he a person who is as good as water?
Probably not.
What he values most is faith and righteousness, for the friendship with Bai Yu to be the enemy of the entire Shu Mountain, for the love between him and Nalan Ruoxue, to be able to take risks alone, and to face the demons led by the Yan Tiantian with his own strength; for the boss who is dug out of his heart, he is willing to re-examine himself and examine whether his long-term persistence is wrong.
From this point of view, whether it is self-supremacy or goodness, these two realms of ultimate perfection are not suitable for oneself.
So, what is oneself, whether oneself is a human or a demon, what is one's Dao heart, and where is the road to be taken in the future.
Shen Fei felt devastated, due to the wavering of his long-held beliefs, he now had no feeling for the Dao Heart at all, and he couldn't touch its outline at all, this was a very terrible thing, in a sense, this was a regression of the realm, and the regressive realm was the easiest to make people fall into demons.
Where is his heart?
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Those who participate in Buddhism are enlightened, and those who practice the Tao hold their hearts.
The process of enlightenment is a temporary epiphany, while the process of holding the mind is a lifetime of perseverance and consolidation. When one day, no matter what happens around you, you firmly believe that what you believe in is the truth of the world, it is absolutely right, and your strength will be incomparable.
Uncle Yun is uninhibited and uninhibited, and his Dao heart grows with him, from acting perversely to doing his own thing, from doing his own thing to being fearless in heaven and earth, and finally evolving from being fearless in heaven and earth to being self-respecting. At this time, there is a physical pressure, and once the field is opened, it is like thousands of troops rushing towards you.
The real person in charge of the house behaves stereotypically, and after the death of Shushan, everything is based on the rules, and the Taoist heart has never changed for life, and it continues to grow. The process of growth is stubborn brain--iron can't be beaten-heart is like a stubborn stone, and finally evolves into goodness like water.
The process of evolution is actually a process in which the Dao mind is gradually firmed and perfected until it is finally sublimated, and if the Dao mind that has just taken shape collapses due to the unfirmness of its own will, it will be very detrimental to the cultivation itself.
Shen Fei is like this, originally he has always adhered to his good heart, taking the way for heaven and punishing adultery and eliminating evil as the code of conduct, and the prototype of the Dao heart has appeared. However, a series of encounters in the human kingdom made him doubt in his heart, contradicted his thoughts, and shaken his persistence, so that the Dao heart that once had a rudimentary form was destroyed, and it was difficult to condense it again.
What kind of road is Shen Fei going to take, if good loses its position, will evil occupy the main peak, and will Shen Fei really turn black?
Shen Fei and Shao Baiyu are both amazingly talented young people with a heavenly posture, and their experiences are very different, but they converge after going around and around. Shao Baiyu knew the destiny of heaven and devoted himself to the Tao, but he was suppressed again and again by the great demon king Yan Tiantian, from the very beginning of the young righteousness and short-sightedness of everything, he gradually grew up to achieve the goal, unscrupulous means. The only thing Shao Baiyu can't give up at the moment is the master-apprentice kindness with the real person in charge, the ignorant love with Leng Gongyue, and the brotherhood with Shen Fei, which is the only thing he can't give up, because if he can't give it up, it will become an obstacle in the process of perfecting his Dao heart, hindering him from going further. As for Shen Fei, after going through all kinds of hardships and tests, especially when he entered the imperial capital and saw the enemy who exterminated the clan, the belief that Shen Fei once insisted on began to wither little by little, just like the withering of blooming petals, which contained the infinite sadness of the petals gradually falling off. There is nothing more uncomfortable than what has been so hard to hold on to being destroyed by external forces until it is reduced to nothing.
There is no doubt that Shen Fei and Shao Baiyu are both on the verge of blackening, both of them are facing life choices and tests, and they are both standing on the fork in the road of fate.
Whether it is good or evil, evil or good, the choice occurs between thoughts, and the future created is very different.
"Whew!" Shen Fei walked out of the cave and took a big breath of the cold air on the snow peak.
He was covered in sweat, and instead of clearing the fog, meditation in the dark made him even more confused, he couldn't find his way to the road at all, he was stuck in the mud, he struggled, he felt like he was breathing harder, he felt like he was being choked by his throat. On the way to cultivation, he had never had such a difficult feeling, if it was an external form, he could learn one or two just by casually scanning, and he could master seven or eight points of fire with only a few rehearsals, and any immortal art was not difficult for him to master. However, the heart is different, the heart is intangible, it cannot be seen and touched, it needs to be explored and found by itself, the heart cannot give, nor can it learn, the heart is the accumulation of long years, and it is the final form of life in the life of licking blood from the knife point again and again.
Sometimes, being too smart for the path of cultivation is not necessarily a good thing, because the path of cultivation is a process of refining the mind, and the more intelligent people are in the initial stage, the faster they progress, so that the amazing and brilliant people underestimate the resistance to seeking the path, and once they encounter a bottleneck, they are prone to go astray. For example, Senior Brother Zhongli, who is as smart as him, inherited all the true traditions of the sect and retreated for eight years, but after leaving the customs, he faced the pain of his body disintegrating and falling into the demon path, how sad, this is the price of being too smart. Because wisdom can only be used to cultivate tangible things, but the original heart of intangible things needs a long time to precipitate and find.
Shen Fei is also an extremely smart person, Shen Fei's intelligence is manifested in his unforgettable, Chang Chao's comprehension, extraordinary ability to summarize and analyze, and so on. This allowed him to easily pass the Dan Formation Period and complete the Refining Sky Realm very easily. That's all there is to it, the next practice is not something that can be done smartly, it requires perseverance.
After all, geniuses also have bottlenecks, and it is not groundless for stupid birds to fly first. Take Zhangjiao and Uncle Yun as examples, both of them have excellent roots, but Uncle Yun is even better at comprehension, so he was indignant about the fact that the master entrusted the position of head to the senior brother.
But after a few years, it has been proved that the master's choice is right, and the strength of the real person in charge has evolved to the point beyond imagination, which may be related to the Star Soul Divine Sword, but it is more important to himself. The real person in charge of Shushan has an incomprehensible attachment to Shushan, and after a continuous retreat, he has achieved great achievements and has become the first person in the world, and although Uncle Yun has also entered the realm of the realm, it is inevitably dwarfed by the goodness of the master.
This is the difference, this is a typical example of the stupid bird flying first, the first half of the journey to cultivate immortals compares the advantages and disadvantages of the qualifications of both parties, and the second half compares patience and tenacity, as well as the degree of adherence to the heart, a person who sticks to the heart has unlimited potential.
"Whew!" Standing on the top of the towering mountain, breathing the air below zero, and letting the wind and snow lap his body, Shen Fei quietly raised his head and sighed: "The rolling red dust finally realizes me!"
The petals flew and condensed into the shape of a sword in his hand, Shen Fei held the sword in his right hand, his right arm and left leg rose together, and when he reached the highest point, he suddenly trembled and shook his spirit. Immediately after the calf linkage thigh, the thigh linkage waist limb, the waist linkage shoulder, the shoulder drive the big arm, the big arm drives the lower arm, and the lower arm drives the wrist, forming a driving chain as long as water and as thin as a river, almost perfectly rippling through layers of sword waves.
The sword wave has no fixed form, and the seemingly ordinary sword contains the deepest despair in the heart.
This is not the Thirteen Swords of the Falling Goose, nor the Nine Swords of Demon Extermination, nor is it the Sword Breaking Technique.
This is the mystery of Shushan taught by the master and Shen Fei and Shao Baiyu, the supreme swordsmanship that only the orthodox heirs of Fang Yan's main peak can learn, Guiyuan Silence, Divine Sword is ruthless - Guiyuan Silent Sword.
This set of swordsmanship Shen Fei only practiced once and never practiced it again, for no other reason, every sword stabbed by using the Guiyuan Silent Sword consumed a huge amount of essence, including immortal power, will, essence blood, and even lifespan.
The Returning Silent Sword can resonate with man and heaven and earth, making man and sword and heaven one, using the will to make the world desperate to destroy all the evil in front of him, bring the deepest despair to the enemy, and let the world return to the most primitive peace. This power is almost irresistible, it is the mystery of Shushan swordsmanship, every sword, it needs to fuse immortal power, will, essence blood, and even lifespan into it, releasing an incredibly brilliant light. Its power, as mentioned above, can erase all things and return the land of Kyushu to its initial state of silence.
The more desperate the will, the easier it is to trigger the power of the Guiyuan Silent Sword, because this move is said to have been created by Yun Zhongzi, who had one of his arms cut off by the Demon Sect, in a disheartened manner, turning the tide at a critical moment, buying time for Shushan to breathe, and leaving room for Xiaoyaozi's succession.
After stepping down from the position of head of the sect, Yun Zhongzi taught this set of swordsmanship to his disciples, leaving a glimmer of life for Fang Yan's main peak in despair.
There is no doubt that Guiyuan Silence is a sword of two wounds triggered by despair, and it is a sword technique that can only be used by people who are in despair.
As if it was fate, at this moment when he could not break through the shackles of fate, in this time when he couldn't find a way forward, Shen Fei thought of this set of two-wound swordsmanship when he raised his sword, and unconsciously used it. Don't think about the cost of it, don't think about the damage it causes, and don't think about what will happen in the future. He just wanted to vent, to vent the resentment in his heart, to vent the stagnant despair, to pierce the blue sky with the sword in his hand, and to cut out the ignorant hope.
The sword is a killing weapon, it is a ruthless thing, the blade of the sword is wounded twice, and the person holding the sword blade must be angry. Shen Fei wanted to vent, he thought that the so-called killer demon came like this, when he encountered a bottleneck, when he was trapped by troubles, he raised the sword in his hand to slaughter, in order to vent the depression in his heart.
The power of destruction and loneliness was emitted under Shen Fei's sword, and this power contained his strength, will, qi, and longevity, and the four flavors were one, invincible in the world. As a result of the sword intent, all things fell silent, and all traces of the things that were cut by it were directly erased, and there was no residue left.
- The mountain has been flattened!
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