Chapter 129: The Illusion of Calm

The news that Wei Qingxiao and Ye Jinyi were about to get married spread quickly.

However, this incident did not make too many waves in the martial arts.

Because although everyone knows that Yu Zhanyan is the evil god, and the evil god is Yu Zhanyan, they still don't know the connection between these two identities and Ye Jinyi.

The people who know are all people who have a lot to do with Ye Jinyi, and naturally they are also people who care about this marriage very much.

Therefore, on the eve of getting married, Ye Jinyi met Chu Xiuyi.

Unexpectedly, there was no conflict between the two, but it was very calm, surprisingly calm.

It's like two old friends who have reunited after a long absence.

Old friend, that's all.

At that time, Ye Jinyi was sitting in a private room in the Red Sleeves Academy, looking indifferently at the floating incense on the side and pouring wine for Chu Xiu.

Chu Xiu lowered his eyes, looking at the wine glass in front of him, not knowing what he was thinking.

After pouring the wine for Chu Xiu, Fuxiang stood up, poured a cup of warm plum tea from the teacup sent by the maid, and carefully placed it on the table in front of Ye Jinyi.

"You can't drink alcohol, but this plum tea is just right now. ”

Hearing this, Chu Xiu's eyes fluctuated slightly.

"Thank you. Ye Jinyi raised his hand and held the cup, and said softly.

Fuxiang nodded, got up slowly, and whispered in Ye Jinyi's ear: "Fuxiang is outside the door, if you need it, you can tell Fuxiang at any time." ”

Ye Jinyi hooked his lips and said, "Okay." ”

After Fuxiang exited the room and closed the door again, Chu Xiuyi slowly raised his eyes, looked at the cup next to Ye Jinyi's hand, and said lightly: "Are you pregnant?"

Although he was asking, his tone was very determined.

Ye Jinyi said: "Yes." ”

Chu Xiu said, "That's why you want to marry him?"

"Yes and not quite. Ye Jinyi raised his hand to pick up the spoon, gently stirred the two plums soaked in the cup, and said, "Settle down, it's okay." ”

"Isn't it to draw out Chu Zhongyue?" Chu Xiu asked flatly.

Hearing this, Ye Jinyi's action of stirring the tea paused, but it was only for a moment, and after a while, she put down the spoon in her hand.

She looked up at Chu Xiu and said seriously: "Although I expected him to appear tomorrow, I didn't get married for this. ”

She saw a trace of doubt in Chu Xiu's eyes, and gently hooked her lips and said, "You know, now, I may be able to lie to Wei Qingxiao, but I won't lie to you." ”

As soon as these words came out, Chu Xiuping's face froze.

Before Ye Jinyi said this, he was holding a trace of luck, he thought that Ye Jinyi wanted to get married definitely to lure out Chu Zhongyue.

Moreover, it was just to draw out Chu Zhongyue.

Even if it is a child, it is impossible for Ye Jinyi to make such a decision as getting married.

He chuckled, as if jokingly, "But you said that you will only marry me alone in this life." ”

Ye Jinyi lowered her eyes and chuckled: "You know it's a joke, why should you take it seriously." ”

Chu Xiu hooked his lips and laughed at himself: "Whether it's a joke or not, I know very well." ”

Even if Ye Jinyi didn't say this, he had already realized that it was just a joke when he was ignorant as a child.

Perhaps, he forced himself to think it was a joke.

Ye Jinyi shook his head and said, "Maybe you don't know so well. ”

As a result, there was a long silence between them.

It was cold, and Ye Jinyi felt that the plum tea was about to cool, and she didn't want to waste her fragrant intentions, so she picked up the spoon again and sent the plum tea to her mouth.

But at this moment, her hand was grasped by a broad, warm hand.

She raised her eyes to look at the man across from her who had burst into tears, a look of surprise crossed her face, she frowned, and as soon as she let go of her hand, the spoon fell back into the cup.

Plum tea spilled.

"You're going to get married......" Chu Xiu curled the corners of his lips and smiled.

But it is not me who rides a horse to welcome you in a sedan chair, it is not me who worships with you, it is not me who drinks wine with you, and it is not me who finally wraps around your knees with your children and grandchildren.

Another tear fell.

"Why is this happening? Why is this happening?" Chu Xiu held Ye Jinyi's strength a little more, he frowned, stared at Ye Jinyi's eyes, and asked helplessly and hesitantly, "Why are we like this?"

With a smile on his face and tears in his eyes, he muttered, "It turns out that we really can't go back, we really can't go back." ”

He felt like he was dreaming, but he felt as if he had never been so awake.

He has been indulging in their childhood dreams, deliberately ignoring all the unpleasant things between them, fantasizing that one day they will be the same as before.

Today, however, the dream seems to have suddenly woken up.

Ye Jinyi didn't speak, just kept frowning, kept holding tears, and kept looking at Chu Xiuyi with a heartache and reluctance.

Her heart ached.

Yes, there is no going back.

As early as eleven years ago, the moment she saw the sword in Chu Xiu's hand piercing into Yu Langyu's chest, she had already realized this, and no one knew this better than her.

Now, however, she knew exactly how much she wanted to go back.

Back to the time when she knew what love was.

Back to a time when she could easily feel loved.

Back to the time when she loved Chu Xiu.

However, there is no going back.

The longing for the past and the powerlessness of watching the past pass made her feel for the first time that the word "can't go back" was so cruel.

She clenched her hands, as if she couldn't suppress the wave of grief surging in her heart, she waved her hand violently, sweeping the plum tea on the table to the ground.

"Smack-"

The cup was smashed to pieces, and the tea was spilled on the floor.

What broke up was the illusion of calm between the two.

"Jinyi, what's wrong?" Fuxiang pushed the door in for the first time, looked at the two people who were still sitting in place but couldn't stop crying, and after a pause, he immediately retracted his gaze and lowered his head silently closed the door and went out.

Ye Jinyi no longer just silently shed tears, she began to sob, at this moment, she felt extremely painful.

In other words, almost every meeting with Chu Xiu made her extremely painful.

"Show your face. Chu Xiu called her softly, raising his hand to wipe the tears from her face.

"Don't call me that!" Ye Jinyi roared, she stood up, raised her arm sharply to wipe the tears from her face, strode up to Chu Xiuyi, grabbed his collar, pushed him against the pillar, and shouted uncontrollably with tears, "Chu Xiuyi, I hate you to death! Do you know how much I hate you!"

hurt her and protect her.

Desperately protected her when she was determined to break off with him, and did things to hurt her when she finally had a glimmer of trust in him.

made her a negative person who was indecided, not only living up to Chu Xiuping's infatuation, but also living up to Wei Qingxiao's expectations.

She really cried, cried out loud, cried so embarrassingly, and even couldn't breathe a little while crying.

Chu Xiu didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, he felt distressed and heartbroken.

In the end, he only thought out the three words "I'm sorry".

"Yes...... no"

He didn't finish those three words, because Ye Jinyi cried and kissed him on the lips.

Or rather, a nibble.

The smell of blood and tears mingled between their lips and teeth.

Ye Jinyi's arms wrapped around his neck, and his arms were wrapped around Ye Jinyi's waist.

They hugged and kissed each other in an extremely intimate gesture.

Their kisses were passionate, forgetful, and painful.

They longed to melt each other into their bodies, into their blood, and never be separated.

This kiss made it clear to them the answer to the question that was entangled in the deepest part of their hearts.

It's a question that never needs to be asked again.

In the end, the two of them let go of each other.

Because Fuxiang said softly outside the door: "Jinyi, Wei Gongzi sent someone to say that it will be very hard tomorrow, so let you go back and rest early." He's waiting for you. ”

Chu Xiu raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Ye Jinyi's face, rubbed her head again, and forced a smile: "He will give you happiness, right?"

Ye Jinyi hooked the corners of her mouth bitterly and nodded: "Yes." ”

Yes, Wei Qingxiao will give her happiness.

However, if she gives it, will she really be happy?