Chapter 230: Holding You All the Time
At the corner of the street, Ye Jinyi saw the big red lantern hanging in front of the door of the sub-stage garden.
The lantern was red and bright, like a warm sun, leading the night brocade clothes to go there.
However, she stopped at the door.
She looked up at the big red letter on the door, turned slowly, sat down on the steps, folded her arms around her knees, buried her head in her knees, and closed her eyes.
I don't know how long later, there was a sudden "squeak" sound of the door opening from behind.
"Why are you sitting here?" a familiar voice reached her ears.
Ye Jinyi jerked her head up from her knees, quickly raised her sleeves to wipe the tears from her face, and then stood up and wanted to turn around.
But she had been sitting here for too long, and the weather was so cold, that her fingers were cold, and her feet were numb, and when she stood up suddenly, she felt that her legs did not obey, and she immediately went limp, and she was about to fall down the steps.
"Ahh
"Be careful!" Not surprisingly, Wei Qingxiao reacted immediately and quickly jumped over and hugged her.
fell into this warm embrace as usual, and this time, Ye Jinyi refused to let go, but held Wei Qingxiao's arm.
Even though her fingers were blue from the cold, some of them were difficult to bend.
"Did you fall somewhere?" Wei Qingxiao smiled and hugged her horizontally in his arms, and asked Wen Sheng.
Ye Jinyi shook his head, put his head on Wei Qingxiao's chest, and said softly, "No." ”
Wei Qing smiled and breathed a sigh of relief, and while holding Ye Jinyi across the threshold, he asked, "Why are you sitting here alone crying?"
Although Ye Jinyi wiped her tears quickly and disguised herself well, her red and swollen bloodshot eyes couldn't be faked.
Ye Jinyi was silent for a long time, and said in a low voice: "I miss my father and brother." ”
Ren Xiaoju and Yu Ning were very good to her, and she tried her best to treat Ren Xiaodu and Yu Ning as her parents. However, blood is thicker than water, and there are some people who can and cannot be forgotten forever.
Especially on such an important day, she wants to tell her parents that she is getting married, how much she wants them to see how she looks in a red wedding dress, and how much she wants them to see this man who is going to spend the rest of her life with her.
Even though, the rest of her life is already very short.
Wei Qing stopped laughing, looked down at the night brocade clothes with sad eyes in his arms, kissed her hair, and hugged her tighter.
But he didn't say anything to comfort him, because he knew that no words were useful at the moment.
Soon, Wei Qingxiao walked into the room with Ye Jinyi in his arms. He put the night brocade clothes on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then sat down. He rubbed his hands, then took Ye Jinyi's cold hand, and held her hand to his lips, breathing.
"Is it still cold?" he asked, looking up at the night brocade clothes staring at him.
Ye Jinyi did not answer, but withdrew her hand from his, raised her hand to hug his neck, and buried her face in his shoulder socket.
"What's wrong?" Wei Qing laughed for a moment, then chuckled helplessly, and gently patted Ye Jinyi's back like a child.
"Tomorrow I'm going to marry you. Ye Jinyi raised her head, smiled at Wei Qing, her eyes were empty, and she said softly.
Wei Qingxiao was completely stunned.
Ye Jinyi herself was stunned, she didn't know why she suddenly said this, she had a lot of things she wanted to say to Wei Qing, but it shouldn't be this sentence.
But what exactly did she want to say?
Wei Qing smiled, thank you for always being so good to me?
Wei Qing smiled, I'm sorry, I haven't completely fallen in love with you yet?
"No, it's not these. Ye Jinyi shook her head violently, closing her eyes and thinking desperately about something.
Wei Qingxiao felt a little strange because of Ye Jinyi's inexplicable reaction, he raised his hand to hold Ye Jinyi's face, and said with a smile: "What are you doing?"
"I can't remember what I wanted to say. Ye Jinyi raised her hand and patted her head, she felt that there was suddenly an extra mess in her head, which made her whole person uncomfortable.
Wei Qing smiled and held her hand, hooked her lips and said, "It's okay, think about it slowly, think about it later." ”
He thought for a moment and added, "If it's not something important, it doesn't matter if you can't remember it." ”
With that, he stood up and tried to take off his robe.
Ye Jinyi looked up at his actions and said, "Aren't you going back to Boundless Mountain Villa tonight?"
Tomorrow morning, Wei Qingxiao is going to set off from Wujing Villa and come to Ziqiyuan to marry her. Tonight, Wei Qingxiao should go back to Boundless Villa.
Wei Qingxiao's movements in his hand did not stop, but he smiled: "I'll get up early tomorrow morning and go back to the village." ”
With that, he hung his robe on a hanger beside him, intending to lift the quilt.
Who knew that Ye Jinyi held his arm and said softly: "But you are too hard to do this." With so many things to do tomorrow, how can you have energy if you can't sleep well?"
That's just one of the reasons.
What she actually thought in her heart was that some elders once said that the groom and bride were not allowed to meet before lifting the hijab on the day of marriage, otherwise it would be unlucky.
She didn't know why she remembered this sentence so clearly, and she cared so much, she was embarrassed to let Wei Qingxiao know that she thought so in her heart, so she used other reasons to persuade him to return to the village.
Wei Qing's hand on the quilt stopped with a smile, he raised his eyes to look at Ye Jinyi, hooked his lips and said, "Are you sure you want me to go back?"
Ye Jinyi nodded.
"Oh well. Wei Qing smiled and put the quilt down, but he stared at Ye Jinyi and said with a wicked smile, "But you have to kiss me before I leave." ”
As he spoke, he had already lowered his head, his eyes were deep, the corners of his mouth were smiling, and he slowly approached the lips of Ye Jinyi.
Ye Jinyi frowned, because she remembered the passionate kiss she had with Chu Xiu in the Red Sleeves Academy, which made her feel ashamed and guilty, and the pain and reluctance of the struggle at that time had gradually dissipated when she faced reality again.
But no matter when, what has never changed in her heart is probably sorry for the man in front of her.
On the eve of marrying this man, she kissed other men affectionately.
Even if that kiss is an explanation of the extremely warm and tangled feelings of the previous ten years, it may also be a decisive farewell.
But now she is real, because of that kiss, she can't kiss Wei Qing with all her heart.
She should be coquettish and soft now, but she suddenly raised her hand against Wei Qingxiao's chest and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
Wei Qing smiled, and the smile on the corner of his mouth quickly disappeared because of Ye Jinyi's action.
Ye Jinyi guessed what kind of mood Wei Qingxiao was in now, but she didn't mean what Wei Qingxiao thought, but she couldn't say the reason why she refused Wei Qingxiao's smile anyway.
Therefore, she could only hold Wei Qingxiao's hand and hurriedly said, "No, I ......"
"Why say I'm sorry, you know, I hate it when you say I'm sorry to me. Wei Qingxiao interrupted Ye Jinyi's words and got up to distance themselves from each other.
Ye Jinyi frowned, not because of Wei Qingxiao's questioning, but because these questions proved that Wei Qingxiao was deliberately avoiding Fang Cai's question, and it proved that Wei Qingxiao really misunderstood the meaning of "I'm sorry" as she expected.
Once upon a time, Wei Qingxiao was the one who chased after her, and she was the one who kept running away.
Now, it seems like they've switched places.
Wei Qingxiao gave her a sense of security, but because of her, Wei Qingxiao lost her sense of security and became the person who didn't dare to face the problem.
"I'll go back to the village first, and I'll pick you up tomorrow, so you can have a good rest. Wei Qingxiao turned around, pulled the clothes on the shelf, and walked out.
Ye Jinyi stared at Wei Qingxiao's figure striding outward, she seemed to have figured out something by procrastinating on the problem, suddenly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and ran up quickly to hug Wei Qingxiao.
"I'm sorry, not what you think. ”
She frowned again because she didn't know what to say next.
Wei Qingxiao didn't respond, he didn't move.
Ye Jinyi put her forehead against Wei Qingxiao's back, tightened the hand around Wei Qingxiao's waist, and said softly: "In the past, I said I'm sorry because I know that you love me far more than I like you, I feel that I can't face it calmly, I can't bear it, the better you treat me, the more guilty I feel, and the more sorry I feel." As you think, I can't accept your love with peace of mind, and I probably never will. ”
Wei Qingxiao's back stiffened suddenly, and he slowly raised his hand to clasp Ye Jinyi's hand, wanting to let go of Ye Jinyi's clenched hand.
There was a pool of clear water in his heart, and he saw the shadow of a flower in the water, beautiful but illusory, but he thought it would be good to see it. But Ye Jinyi's words were like a stone that fell into a pool of water, not only shattering the shadow of the flower, but also splashing a large splash.
His heart was suddenly cold because of the splash.
But Ye Jinyi ignored his attempts to push her away, and instead hugged him tighter.
"So, I run away, I refuse, run away from your good, reject your love. But now, I ask myself, what to run away from, what am I running away from? Why can't I come and love you desperately until I love you as much as you love, or until I love you more than you love me, then I will always accept your love with peace of mind. Ye Jinyi's brows have never been loosened, she used to be so entangled, fortunately, she finally came up with a result, she closed her eyes, and said with tears in her eyes, "Wei Qing smiled, you love me, but you are fair, and give me a chance to love you, okay?"
"I'm sorry to say to you today, not because I don't want to kiss you, but for something else, a reason I don't want to say. ”
"I sat on the steps crying, not only because I missed my mom and dad and my brother, but also because I regretted that they didn't see me marry you. ”
"I wanted to say to you, tomorrow I will marry you, and from tomorrow, I will be yours. My people, my heart, and the rest of my life are all in your hands. ”
Wei Qing smiled, I want to hold you, I have been holding you. Even in the last moments of my life, I want to hold you. ”
This is about the most passionate love words she can say in her life.
After speaking, she buried her face in Wei Qingxiao's back and didn't dare to raise it.
Wei Qing listened to these words with a slightly empty gaze, and then lowered her head and still raised her hand to let go of her hand in the night brocade.
Ye Jinyi was still holding it tightly, but this time, she still let go, not only let go, but also lowered her head and took a step back, widening the distance between her and Wei Qingxiao.
She realized that she might have gone too far in evasion, too much in deception, too much in concealment, and therefore could not be forgiven this time.
Wei Qing turned around with a smile, looked at Ye Jinyi with his head down, and frowned: "Ye Jinyi, you hug me, but you can be fair, and give me a chance to hug you, okay?"
As he spoke, he raised his foot and took a step forward, pulled the stunned Night Brocade into his arms, and raised his hand to hug the Night Brocade.
"It turns out that the flower is not a phantom. Wei Qingxiao pressed his chin against Ye Jinyi's cheek and muttered with his eyes closed.
"What?" Ye Jinyi lowered her eyes, raised her hand around his waist, and asked.
Wei Qingxiao did not answer Ye Jinyi's question, but lowered his eyes and kissed Ye Jinyi's eyes, lowered his head close to Ye Jinyi's ear, and said softly: "I love you." ”