Chapter Eighty-Seven: You Illuminate My Life (Volume 1)
"Don't go away in the cold moon! Don't go!
His face was pale, blocking her way.
"Do you really hate me that much? Leng Yue...... Do you really not want to see me? Don't you even give me a chance to apologize?"
His voice sounded so gentle, so hoarse and low, so full of pleading for forgiveness, that she was about to burst into tears again.
But she must run away and not be deceived again!
She turned backwards again, but as soon as she took a step, she heard the sound of distant mountains again.
"Don't go, Moon......! Don't go, this is our last face, maybe goodbye ......."
Yuanshan's words frightened Leng Yue, and she felt that a big change was coming.
Her face turned pale to pale...... She stared blankly at the distant mountains, unable to move.
"Do you know how I'm getting through these days?"
He stood there, staring at her stupidly.
"Ever since I knew that my wife was sick, I knew ...... I'm done too...... I can't spend the rest of my life with my moon...... Moreover, after we broke up last time, my daughter heard about a nursing home in the south, and a well-known old specialist who could treat my wife's illness using Chinese medicine and hot springs, so our family has decided to leave there tomorrow...... It sounds like half a year, but in fact, life is very impermanent, and I can't guarantee that I will come back unscathed...... So, Cold Moon! We should be the last one today...... Finish... β
Speaking of this, his eyes quickly covered with tears, and his voice was uncontrollably choked.
"Ever since I heard about the Southern Sanatorium, I wasn't surprised but frightened! I'm bad, Moon?"
He looked at her and smiled sadly.
"I'm not a good husband anymore! I know that the day is the morning we said, "See you tomorrow," and when I heard it, I was terrified! Because the separation was just around the corner, I couldn't help but think of you first. β
Hearing this, Leng Yue seemed to understand a little.
"What are you going to do? I've ruined half of you, and I have to let the other half of you live a well, normal life...... I've used the clumsiest way to make you forget about me, bad guy...... In this way, I can walk with peace of mind...... I delayed a month for us to be together, watching your heart break, watching you cry, and I, like a lovelorn fool, endured the pain alone......"
So that's it, he's leaving, he's going to say goodbye to me, he's going to say goodbye to me forever......
Leng Yue thought in a daze, tears shining on her eyelashes, but she didn't have any strength at all...... She leaned closer to the tree, and let him speak, but she couldn't move.
"Forgive me...... Moon ......"
His voice was hoarse, but so tender, that he took a step forward and stood across from her.
"I remember the first time I kissed you, hugged you, or maybe I didn't have a clear idea of what I was doing because I had no room to think. β
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"Later, for the first time, I seriously thought about and analyzed myself...... As you said, I am not a blind eighteen-year-old, nor an old and confused eighty-year-old, I am sober and steady. I always thought that I was just tempted and liked, and that my age could not be obsessed with love, but I lost...... I actually ...... Eccentric......"
His eyes were moist again, tears rolling in his sockets.
"I'm in love with you...... Moon! I'm incorrigible...... I fell in love with you! Every time you appear in front of me, I see that light in you! You are like a happy angel sent to me by God, you have brightened my life!"
His voice was choked and trembling, telling the truth hidden in his heart sentence by sentence.
"You made me understand what love is...... And to be loved, what is missing and ...... I love you...... Love you...... Love you...... I also want to say, thank you! With your love, I have no regrets in this life. β
Listening to the gentle and affectionate "I love you!" from the distant mountains, her soul seemed to have drifted into the depths of the sky.
She couldn't speak, because her throat was already choked......
She looked at the distant mountain fixedly, afraid that as soon as she spoke, he would disappear forever......
"Moon...... Silly girl...... Don't lose any more weight...... Don't be haggard anymore, you must ...... Eat well and ...... healthily Alive. β
His voice was deeper, more hoarse, more poignant, more gentle.
Then, he took out a business card from his jacket pocket, and then gently picked up Leng Yue's hand and gently placed the business card in her hand.
It's that light...... It's so light, as if I'm afraid of hurting her.
"This business card belongs to my former lawyer and my current friend, and if I don't meet you today, he will find you. He paused and said, "I have put all the antiques, calligraphy and paintings, and works of art that I have treasured for many years with him, and I have written and notarized the gift documents. β
He stared at her.
"The moon, my moon," he called to her, "these things are my private property and have nothing to do with my family." I leave these things to you, and you don't have to be burdened. It's time for these things to find their real, new owners. β
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"Also, you may wonder how I, a busy man, can be so leisurely, how can I have time to recuperate? Let me tell you, in the general election some time ago, I was already unofficial and light. β
He stared at her again.
"Goodbye...... Yue'er ...... Thank God...... In my lifetime...... This last minute...... I can still see you...... Can you still say it yourself...... I love you......"
Yuanshan's gaze rested on Leng Yue's eyes...... He looked into her eyes, the large, misty eyes that had once fascinated him.
But at this time, these eyes are fixed, sad, and calm.
The peace left by this look full of disillusioned hope is a tragic acceptance of another outcome.
There was a sad smile on her lips.
The smile was nailed into the heart of the distant mountain like a pinprick in the heart...... His nose was sour and his eyes were starting to blur......
"Goodbye...... Cold Moon ...... Goodbye, my moon...... Bye...... My moon ......"
He turned around, left Leng Yue, and walked slowly...... Walking......
Watching the distant mountains walk away step by step, Leng Yue shivered!
This is not a temporary separation! This is a permanent departure! Leaving her life forever! Not coming back!
She woke up!
"Far Mountainsβ"
The heart-rending sound echoed through the wilderness...... Yuanshan stopped, but he didn't dare to look back, he was afraid that he would cry out loud.
He was nailed to the ground like a stake, motionless, and he turned his back to the cold moon.
Leng Yue stumbled over, she put her arms around his waist, hugged her hands tightly, and rested her head on his back.
"I've asked myself countless times why I came into this world...... What is the meaning of being alive? When I think of my parents who died young, I feel sad and regret that I came to this world...... In the face of a helpless marriage, as a woman, I regret coming to this world......"
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"When I had a son and watched him grow up day by day, I thought I had come into this world for my son and to fulfill my mission of training him and educating him...... But once upon a time, my son was rebellious and decadent, which made me miserable and helpless, and my heart was broken...... I also regretted coming into this world...... Then I met you, and after meeting you, I finally understood! I just wanted to meet you...... ...... who came to this world to love you"
Her voice was soft and melancholy at first, and she whispered softly to the voice of despair, hidden in the heart of grief.
Her tears flowed down her faces...... dripping on the clothes on his back...... The distant mountains seemed to feel the salty taste of the tears.
"If there is an afterlife...... I will follow you for the rest of my life...... I'm going to the best university...... I'll always wait for you to show up...... Won't get married early...... There won't be any children...... Not to ...... Which brings us to where we are today...... before they met. I will always be waiting for you...... The other men won't look at you!I'll wait for you to be alone......"
"Okay! We'll be waiting...... Moon, I will definitely wait for you...... Waiting for you...... Waiting for you ......"
It's time to let him go...... The moment Leng Yue parted his hands, he also put the business card back in the pocket of the distant mountain.
She couldn't ask for anything from him, because he had given her the most precious thing in the world, and the name of that thing was love.
The distant mountains are gone, step by step.
His figure disappeared into the depths of the woods...... And that forest was like floating on water in front of the cold moon.
Because, her eyes were full of tears.
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Leaving the cold moon, the distant mountains walked aimlessly...... He knew that he and Leng Yue had finally come to the end of their love journey.
This journey began on the day I first saw Leng Yue's big melancholy eyes.
When he first embarked on this journey, he never dreamed that this journey would be so short.
The end of this journey has come so quickly.
He is now like a person who has been thrown into a strange island, losing his direction, and it seems that he has suddenly been dragged into another dimension by a powerful hand...... Fate began to change, and he himself had no control over it.
Thinking of Leng Yue's tears and the promise of words, his heart suddenly hurt so much that he couldn't breathe normally......
At this time, the phone rang.
It was her daughter Xiaojuan who called.
"Dad, where are you, why haven't you come back?"
"Hmm. β
Yuanshan was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to answer.
"Dad, it's cloudy, and it looks like it's going to snow. Xiaojuan's voice continued to come from the phone: "Come back quickly, Dad! Now there are many people in the house, all of whom are seeing us off." She paused: "Dad, are you still listening?"
"Hmm. β
"Come back quickly, we are waiting for you, come back quickly!"
"Good!"
Toyama gave a clear answer.
He turned and looked around, trying not to be knocked down by the pain in his heart.
He walked slowly towards the way down the mountain, towards the way home......