Chapter Eighty-Six: A Heartbreak (Volume 1)

"Laugh at myself for not knowing current affairs, and for going to the 'iron mouth and steel teeth' theory that is recognized by the people of the whole city! I also laugh at myself, I have known you for so long before I heard your wonderful class! But don't you think this class is a bit late? If you have a family and a mouth, you shouldn't have flesh and blood and feelings!? Should it be a stone? If not, you're a bad guy! You should be drowned by a spitting star?"

Listening to Leng Yue's fierce words, Yuan Shan didn't rush to refute, he just said lightly:

"Too much affection is distressing, and you have to open your mind to be happy. ”

"Yuanshan, have you ever really liked me, have you ever loved me?"

He glanced at the tearful cold moon, and then at the pedestrians on the road.

"It's not suitable for us to discuss love at this age!" he said lightly: "Swears a vow, desperate love belongs to young people." We are a couple of lovers, but not destined people. In the end, we still have to separate, we can't control our fate!"

He quietly said these things that he didn't want to say, and for a moment, he really felt so cruel, he lowered his head, and wanted to slap himself a few times.

"Aren't you a materialist, a Bolshevik, don't you don't believe in fate, why do you talk to me so much about fate now?"

There was irrepressible excitement in her voice, and a faint flush also stained her cheeks.

He was ruthless, still unhurried, and said:

"Materialism is also a human being, and when you encounter problems that you can't solve, you have to believe in fate!"

"Since you are so sober and reasonable, what is your kiss?!" she lowered her head and covered her forehead with her hand, letting the tears slip down quietly...... She sniffed and asked in a trembling voice, "What should I think of your kiss, a reward from the 'monarch?!!'?"

Looking at the sad and heartbroken Leng Yue, Yuan Shan sighed in his heart: "You are my monarch! Your Majesty! Moreover, you are still a female tyrant who is losing her temper, Your Majesty!" However, this was only the voice in his heart.

He looked at her heartbrokenly, shook his head, and said resolutely:

"Give up your crush, please...... I don't want to end up hurting! And I want you to leave me, because only by leaving me can you have a normal life!"

"Really?"

Her eyes widened.

"Don't you think it's fake that you're using me like this?" she said angrily, "It's obviously you're afraid of things, and you're so high-sounding!"

She paused, glaring at him.

"I didn't expect you to be so timid, you don't even dare to say a word of love, it seems that you are just Turgenev's Luo Ting, count me wrong, I hate you!"

After Leng Yue said these words, her eyelashes were soaked with mist......

Then, two large teardrops rolled out of the dense eyelashes, and they slid down the cheeks unhindered.

Seeing her tears, the distant mountains suddenly jumped, and their hearts contracted tightly.

He stared at her in a daze, sighed, and then resolutely said the following words:

"Yes! I'm afraid! Then you have to leave me quickly! Forget me! If love can also become a kind of violence, your love that you can't get rid of is already boring me! Don't spy on me like a scout! Stalk me!"

"What?Scout?"

Hearing this, Leng Yueqi's eyes were on fire.

"Then what are you? Is there an underground party? Yu Zecheng who is lurking? People are lurking for the interests of the revolution, what are you lurking for? Is human nature hypocritical and fake?"

"In the face of me, a fake and hypocritical person, what are you relying on me for?"

Yuanshan, who didn't do anything endlessly, finally let go of the cruel words again, he raised his voice and said:

"As for what happened between us not long ago, it's a game! Now, it's over! Aren't you a writer? Only by tasting the ups and downs of this world can you experience life and have content to write! Get along with me as if I provide you with the best opportunity to experience life, provide you with material for writing, and save you from looking for inspiration all over the world!"

"You...... You...... You ......"

Leng Yueqi's whole body trembled, and she tried her best to say a cruel word, but she couldn't say anything at that time, so she could only choke in her throat.

Then, tears just rolled down uncontrollably, blurring her vision...... Finally, she shook her head resolutely, and she choked up and said:

"I thought you ...... It became an illness in my life...... A disease that is difficult to cure...... But today, it seems like you're just a sneeze when I catch a cold...... You've been beaten out by me! You've been fired from me! This is my ...... See you for the last time...... We'll never see each other...... You hypocrite!

After Leng Yue said these words, she turned around and rushed in the opposite direction.

At this time, Yuanshan stood in place blankly, he stared at her back blankly, his heart was urging, and his soul was taken away!

He felt a spasm in his heart...... He immediately understood that it was not a matter of him asking her to leave now, but that Leng Yue didn't want him anymore, and he didn't want him completely.

*

It's a new day.

The weather is always sunny, and the buildings, streets, nearby mountains, and gardens in the city are immersed in a clear and tranquil environment without wind or snow.

I heard that good weather brings a good mood, but for Yuanshan, the mood has never been so bad as today.

Today's home is messy, and things are turned over.

Seeing his wife sorting things, Xiaojuan and Xudong packing their luggage and preparing to go to the sanatorium's belongings, thinking about the embarrassment when he resigned from the new mayor yesterday, thinking about the heartache when the business he had been running for many years collapsed in an instant, especially thinking of the tears on his face when Leng Yue turned around and left today, his mood was like being on the vast sea, and the boat he was sitting on sank.

And the ship sank so completely that not even a rope or a thin plate was left for him.

Leng Yue left, turned around and walked away...... She hated him at last, on her own terms, but why couldn't she be happy?

Thinking of the word "broken love", he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

People at this age will still fall out of love, and if they are known, they will definitely be regarded as a big joke, right?

However, what is more serious than the joke is Leng Yue, in her, I have become a bad person, a hypocrite, a big villain, what right do I have to miss her?

But Leng Yue, do you know, how strong and persevering do I have to use in the face of you to restrain the inner impulse to embrace you in my arms?

Your great love has long since become the water of my life! Your love for me is true love, the love of angels, the proud love of living in pain and dying in pain! And I feel that this kind of love is worthy and unworthy of it!

With this in mind, he once again came to the scenic spot and the sports field on the mountain.

He knew that this was the only way for Leng Yue to go up and down the mountain, and he was going to wait for her here, wanting to see her one last time, or say a few more words.

He waited a long time...... finally waited for the cold moon that he walked up the mountain one step earlier and walked back.

As he wished, he saw her again.

It seems that she was not defeated, she was strong.

She still held her head up, calmly and calmly, and passed in front of his eyes. The difference was that their position had changed, and Leng Yue no longer looked at him and ignored him, like a pure stranger.

He wanted to stop her, scream at her, the moon...... Don't leave! Don't leave me! Don't run away from me! Don't torture me! Don't miss my insincere words! I'm here waiting for you, thinking of you, wanting to see you one last time!

Come on, scold me, I'm a fool!

I hurt you in such a clumsy way, and let this precious time pass like water...... And now, there is only one day left for tomorrow! If we can't see you again, today will be our last time!

It seems that I am what you call a fool, a fool and an idiot...... Moon!

This voice from the depths of his heart shook his heart...... He stood there alone, watching the cold moon, motionless like a wood carved clay sculpture.

It was as if Leng Yue had tied a rope from his heart, pulling him step by step, causing him a pain in his heart.

*

What Yuan Shan saw, Leng Yue, who was so calm and calm, was actually shown to him by acting. Because as soon as she left his sight, she couldn't stop the tears from flowing.

She didn't dare to take the crowded route, so she chose a wasteland and hid under a big tree and cried for a long time.

She didn't know why she was crying, she didn't know why she had become so vulnerable. Is it because today's distant mountains are like the same him when he first waited for her, or is it because his tender gaze that wants to kill makes her heartbroken?

At this time, Leng Yue really hoped that she was an idiot, in that way, she would not have so many thoughts and desires, and she would not have so many worries and sorrows.

*

Another day has arrived.

This is the last time that the distant mountains appear in the scenic area, and the last time they appear in front of those who are familiar with it.

He came very early, walked for a long time, and finally, he finally walked to the place where he and Leng Yue had dated and kissed.

He stopped, his eyes wide open, and he stared ahead in amazement.

Under the big locust tree where they used to talk, there was a man with his back, a crazy man he missed.

A sharp sting immediately passed through his heart, and his nose ached, and tears almost fell.

"Is that you? Moon!"

His voice was hoarse and trembling.

This call to the cold moon seemed to come from a distant heavenly kingdom, and it seemed to wake the cold moon from its dream.

She turned and faced the distant mountains.

The tears on her face were still there, her face was haggard and pale, but her big melancholy eyes were bright and strange, like cold stars in the mist.

Her expression is solemn, and her cheeks are poignant and desolate.

She didn't answer, just stared at him silently for a long, long time...... She closed her eyes, a string of tears dripped onto her clothes, and turned around.