Chapter 138: The Sorrow of the Soul
Zhang Yunyan didn't see the demon monkey, she was shocked, and suddenly a thought popped up: she was dead, and her soul had come to the underworld.
The fierce god was hungry and anxious to use her to fill his stomach and nourish his body, and he would not let himself go with kindness, and his body was already buried in the belly of the monster.
Yun Yan's heart ached for a while, and she couldn't stop crying, deeply stabbing her blood-dripping heart. She can't die, she must live, and she still shoulders the mission of Zhang Lin's two relatives, which must be completed.
However, she no longer has the ability to reverse the cruel truth, let alone bring the dead back to life, and as her life passes, those unfulfilled vows have come to naught.
Yunyan fell into this result, it was too terrible and too sad.
She has been looking for Brother Yuntian and Sister Yunxia, but there is no news, and she has already had an ominous premonition that she is likely to be the only one in the Zhang family who lives in the world.
Yunyan not only shoulders the mission of avenging her father, but also has the vow to avenge her father-in-law, none of which have been fulfilled so far.
Unexpectedly, she has died in Huangquan, and all her vows have become empty talk, which is so sad and heartbroken.
Zhang Yunyan has lived up to the expectations of her two relatives, how should she face the ghosts of her relatives?
Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao are two enemies who do not share the same sky, they are still alive in the world, and they are bullying people and killing people, and they are furious and heartbroken when they think about it.
She hated, hated that her life was so bumpy, that her life was so short, why didn't she let her die after fulfilling those vows?
She hated, hated that the sky was so unfair, the relatives of Zhang Lin's two families were killed, and countless people were also deeply affected, why didn't she let herself take revenge and eliminate harm for the people?
Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao are still rampant in the world, causing countless wives to be separated and their families destroyed.
Those two bullies have committed many crimes, and they have been at large, but they have always been at large, what is the justice? How long will they be allowed to endanger the people?
It is said that good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil, but Zhang Lin's family has always been kind to others, but they were killed by bullies in a tragedy, Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao, two bullies, who harmed countless people, but they lived well.
Why is it that good people don't die well, but bad people don't get retribution?
What kind of world is the good people suffering and dying, but the wicked are lawless and enjoying a happy life.
The world is unfair, and the heavens are so unfair, why is it so protective of the wicked?
Zhang Yunyan died, the heart of death was painful, the death was sad, and the death was helpless. Her soul has been dripping blood, and the pain of more than ten years can no longer be healed, and she will not be able to see her eyes die.
Revenge for his father and mother, hatred for his father-in-law Lin Hailong, reunion with Brother Yuntian and Sister Yunxia, and revenge for the three brothers and sisters who died in the Lin family...... It's all a lifelong mission.
She vowed to complete these missions and never disappoint the expectations of Zhang Lin's relatives. She didn't expect that her young life had come to an end and all her wishes had vanished.
Zhang Yunyan was no longer able to complete her life's mission, lived up to the expectations of her relatives, and had no face to face the dead of her relatives, her heart ached and she couldn't stop crying.
Brother Yuntian doesn't know if he is still alive in the world, and even if he is alive, he doesn't know what the situation is, and whether he has the ability to avenge his father.
Sister Yunxia doesn't know if she is still alive, even if a girl is still alive, she does not have the ability to slaughter the living Hades.
Besides, Yunxia was too young when she was lost, and she might not remember that sad experience, and she had forgotten about her family feud.
Yunxia at this time, I'm afraid that I don't even know how my father died, who the enemy is, and even my own life experience and name are unknown, how can I take revenge?
Taking a step back, even if Brother Yuntian and Sister Yunxia are still alive, they still remember the family feud, if they don't have the ability, they can't go to Yan Xiaopeng to settle accounts, so they can only live in the world in a silent manner.
Brother Yuntian and Sister Yunxia didn't know Feng Jiabao, and it was impossible for them to slaughter that bully to avenge their father-in-law.
This is the pain of blood in Yunyan's heart, the sorrow of Zhang Lin's family, and the loss of the people.
People have lost a beloved heroine, and Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao are still bullying people, which is heart-wrenching.
Under the obscenity of the two bullies, the people are struggling, not knowing how long and what month it will take to change, and whether there is any hope.
In the face of the cruel reality, no matter who is powerless, Zhang Yunyan can only bear it, and cannot come back to life.
The undead of Zhang Lin's relatives can only endure the hatred underground, and the people still have to suffer under the obscenity of Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao, otherwise what can they do?
Yun Yan thought of her dead relatives, and her pain was like a knife, and she blamed herself deeply, and she had no shame to see the dead of her relatives.
After a while, the mourning stopped, and the cave was quiet again, eerie and terrifying.
Zhang Yunyan sighed a few times, the painful emotions eased a little, since he is dead, grief and pain are useless, no matter what, the soul is still there, maybe there is still a little hope.
She was going to walk through the underworld to see what the other world was like, what kind of ghosts there were.
She reminded herself that everything in the underworld was unfamiliar, and that to start from scratch, she had to observe and think a lot, and she had to be on guard. Since this is a world where ghosts live, there will be demons and monsters who do evil deeds, so you must be cautious.
Zhang Yunyan got up and moved her body, she felt a little pain, but fortunately, there was no major problem in moving freely, and she was relieved.
Even though she is a soul, she must have a complete soul body, otherwise she will not be able to walk in the underworld, she will not be able to defend herself, and she will not be able to survive.
Yun Yan has a wish to learn from her teacher and cultivate as powerful as the Nine Shadows Saint Monarch, and then return to the human world to continue to complete her mission.
She wants to slaughter Yan Xiaopeng to avenge her father's mother, to find Brother Yuntian and Sister Yunxia, and to keep the only two bloodlines for the Zhang family.
She also has to find her enemy Feng Jiabao to avenge her dead father-in-law.
In the cave, it was dim and silent, except for a lonely soul, there was no more movement. In the underworld, it is gloomy and indifferent, full of desolation and sorrow.
Zhang Yunyan looked at the cave and realized that the cave in the underworld was the same as the yang world, but it was darker. She frowned at the rock wall, wondering why she came to the cave after she died.
As she observed, she wondered, is this the only way to go to the underworld?
Yun Yan quickly denied that the person who died at this time would not be only herself, if it was the only way, there should be other souls staying or passing by here. However, she hadn't seen a ghost pass by in a long time, and it seemed that there were other paths.
She sighed, so that her soul had come here for another reason, and she couldn't figure it out for a while.
Zhang Yunyan calmed her troubled thoughts and decided to take a walk in the underworld, understand the situation in the underworld, and feel the customs of the other world.
Although she lived up to the expectations of Zhang Lin's family and faced the dead of her relatives without shame, she still wanted to reunite with her relatives and atone for her sins in person, eager to enjoy the long-lost family affection.
Yunyan really wanted to see Lin Jiaxiang, the eldest brother of her father-in-law's family, and she did not marry Jiaxiang's brother when she was alive, and hoped to get together after her death.
In the future, she and her fiancé Jun will never be separated again, they will be reincarnated together, grow up together, and then become husband and wife, fulfilling the unfulfilled love dream in their previous life.
Zhang Yunyan put away the Flying Dragon Divine Knife and immediately looked for the entrance to the cave, but looked for it and didn't see the way out.
The cave is large and complex, but it is a closed cave with no road to go.
Yun Yan was very surprised, a little flustered, she couldn't imagine that the underworld was so terrifying, and her soul was actually locked in a closed cave.
She really couldn't figure out why she didn't give her soul a way out when she first arrived?
It was only at this time that Zhang Yunyan realized that he was being ruthlessly punished.
She was very frustrated, very puzzled, and felt indignant, she was kind to others during her lifetime, she was chivalrous and courageous to help the people, she had never done a bad thing, and she should not suffer such a punishment.
Why is that? Why do you treat a person of integrity and kindness like this?
It is said that good is rewarded with good and evil is rewarded with evil, not only did she not get a good reward during her lifetime, but she was also eaten by the demon monkey and suffered evil retribution, which is too sad.
This is not the end, and the soul after death will not receive good retribution, and is being severely punished and is about to perish.
Why is that? Why does this happen to the good and the wicked?
Zhang Yunyan was very angry, very sad, and very helpless.
She has hatred in her heart, good people are punished, but the bullies Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao are bullying people and killing people, and the demon monkeys that eat people are still rampant in the world, where is the axiom? The world in the yang world is unfair, and the underworld is so unfair, where is there justice? The sky in the yang world is indifferent and ruthless, and the sky in the underworld is so ruthless, where is the world where the people live carefree?
Zhang Yunyan was angry, sad, helpless, and desperate......
However, all the venting of emotions is useless, she can only face reality. When she is alive, she has to face the reality of the yang world, and the soul after death must also face the reality of the underworld, and she is already in it and cannot avoid it.
Reality is unforgiving, and no matter how angry or sad you are, you can only be in the unforgiving reality.
In despair, Zhang Yunyan couldn't help but think of her benefactor Shikong and Spirit Turtle, both good friends saved their lives, with the grace of rebirth, but they both passed away, which was heartbreaking.
The spirit turtle has been practicing penance for thousands of years to become an elf, how difficult it is, in order to save her, he gave up everything, even his life, it is so touching, and he has been grieving for the death of his friend.
The little monk Shikong was so young and so capable, but he unexpectedly encountered the Nine Shadows Holy Monarch, and died unexpectedly, which was also a bad fate.
Thinking of Shikong's death, Yunyan also blamed herself, the death of her benefactor seemed to have nothing to do with her, and I am afraid she couldn't get rid of it.
If she hadn't gone to Qinglong Mountain to wait for the "immortals", she wouldn't have met the misty flowers forcibly entertaining Shikong, and her benefactor wouldn't have encountered the Nine Shadows Holy Monarch. At most, he lost his child's body, but his life could still be saved.
This is just suspicion, Yunyan's behavior is beyond reproach, and she does not need to feel guilty, the consequences of this matter cannot be predicted by anyone.
Shikong saved Yunyan's life, which can be described as a mountain. Otherwise, she would not have lived until now, and she would have died long ago under the whip of the fox spirit in the mist.
Yunyan's guilt and self-blame are also natural, if she doesn't go to Qinglong Mountain to wait for the "immortals", Shikong may be able to save her life.
Zhang Yunyan really wanted to find the soul of the spirit turtle and the liberation, hoping to reunite with the two friends, help each other, and practice together. The skills and skills of the two friends are higher than their own, especially the release of the sky, even the fox spirit is not an opponent, which is enviable.
With the help of two friends, Yunyan will be more confident, and her skills will make great progress. She wants to strive to cultivate advanced skills as soon as possible, and have the ability to return to the world to complete those missions in life.