Chapter 139: Inexplicable Feelings

Since Zhang Yunyan met the little monk Shikong, she will often think of that life-saving benefactor.

The reason why she never forgot about Shikong was not only due to gratitude, but also because of an unclear reason. When she first met her benefactor, she had a feeling. That feeling is a bit special because of the voiding.

Yunyan didn't know what it was like, why it felt that way.

She thinks that feeling is not imaginary, not imaginary, but real. Although that feeling is inexplicable, it can be assumed to be caused by the little monk Shakong, because when I think of others or come into contact with others, I don't feel that way.

Since she met Shikong, when Zhang Yunyan thought of her benefactor, she had that inexplicable feeling, and she was also suspicious, but she didn't know why.

This inexplicable feeling, and the natural suspicion, she can't forget, and will continue, I don't know when she will be suspicious, and whether she will know the reason.

Zhang Yunyan remembered that trip to the other world, tears flowed down, and she had endless thoughts about Xiao Tianlong, and her friend who forgot his year saved his life, otherwise he would have been bullied by the Black Star and died in the alchemy furnace.

She thought of the beautiful elf Yue Hanmei, and sighed again, her sister is also a life-saving benefactor, a good friend of life and death, and she can't get together with her sister anymore. Not to mention that she is dead, even if she is still alive, she will not be able to travel thousands of years of time and space to visit her sister.

A handsome figure flashed out, it was the second prince of Tianyue Kingdom. Yun Yan smiled bitterly silently, with endless pain and longing......

She has a deep friendship with the second prince, and there is still an unrelenting love, but she can't realize the dream of husband and wife.

She loves her brother in the other world deeply, and she misses it and can't forget it. Although she has passed away, she is still thinking about fruitless love, and she is still being tortured endlessly, and she doesn't know when.

Yunyan has a grudge and hatred, since she can't be with each other for life, why do you want to know and love each other?

It is said that marriage is the will of heaven, is it possible that the two heavens separated by thousands of years are going to torture the brother and sister?

Treating two people who love each other like this is too undeserved and too ruthless.

However, the two heavens that were blocked by thousands of years of time and space were so ruthless, and Zhang Yunyan lost everything in the other world. Now she is more than that, and she has also lost everything in this life.

At this time, she only had one soul left, and she had come to the underworld, and everything in the two worlds that had been separated for thousands of years had been wiped out......

Yun Yan was completely desperate and sat on the ground in a decadent spirit.

Her eyes were glazed over, looking at the darkness and rocks that filled the cavities, and her eyes were empty as if nothing was there. Her heart was full of grief and pain, and she had endless pain......

When Zhang Yunyan first came to the underworld, she didn't know anything about the things here, and she was puzzled, so she could only be suspicious.

She had fallen into a closed cavern, not knowing what would happen to her soul. The soul has been imprisoned, and I don't know if I can give a way out, whether I will be imprisoned until it is destroyed.

Yun Yan really couldn't figure out why her soul had just come to the underworld, and she hadn't violated any rules or offended any ghosts, so why should she be punished so terribly?

Zhang Yunyan's soul was indignant and grief-stricken. She hated herself for being incompetent, hating that her short life was so rough and miserable. She didn't expect that the soul after death would also be ill-fated and so pathetic.

While she was alive, she endured countless hardships and dangers, and was tormented physically and mentally. The soul after death is so miserable, and it still can't get rid of pain and suffering.

Yun Yan has no ability to change the way of the world in the yang world, nor does she have the ability to change the reality of the underworld, so she can only be ruthlessly tortured until her soul dies.

At this moment, Zhang Yunyan remembered the past and the present, remembered the unfulfilled vows, and thought of the deaths of Zhang Lin's two relatives, and felt endless sadness.

She is dead, she can't avenge her father, she can't find Brother Yuntian and Sister Yunxia, and she doesn't have the ability to avenge her father-in-law......

She originally had a glimmer of hope, hoping to walk in the world like the demons of the Nine Shadows Holy Monarch and continue to complete her mission.

This is her only wish after death, and it is also a beautiful fantasy, but the reality of the underworld is so cruel that she can no longer fulfill her wish, and her beautiful wish is like a soap bubble bursting.

Zhang Yunyan is imprisoned in a closed cave, her soul is about to die, let alone continue to take revenge and find relatives, and even her dream will not be fulfilled.

Soon, she accepts the terrible reality and can only accept the coming end. She couldn't get rid of her mental torment until her soul died.

The yang world is ruthless, and the underworld is so ruthless, her soul is lonely and helpless, and will perish on its own.

Zhang Yunyan didn't know how the soul would die, whether the soul was hungry or not, and what to eat.

She remembered that the devils are bloodthirsty, do ghosts love blood as much as they do?

Thinking of this, her stomach turned a little disgusting, and she sighed silently, when she was alive, she would eliminate evil and promote good, and she would never do that kind of extremely hateful thing after death.

Yun Yan thought of eating and drinking, and her stomach growled twice, and she really felt hungry.

She looked at the enclosed cavern, with nothing but rocks to feed her hunger. She understood that the soul also had to eat, otherwise it would die of hunger and thirst.

She was very depressed, confined here with no way out, how could she eat and drink, she could only wait for death, waiting for her soul to die silently.

The cave was dim and silent, filled with grief and despair.

In pain and despair, Zhang Yunyan thought of the little monk Shikong again, and grieved for the death of her benefactor.

Shikong is not only young, but also a beautiful man who is loved, and even the fox spirit is so obsessed with flowers, which can be seen to be extraordinary. That's not all, he also has a proud ability, which is very extraordinary.

However, such a young heroic and beautiful man, like a flower that has just bloomed, unexpectedly withered, it is a pity and too sad.

Yunyan thought of the release of the void, and that inexplicable feeling followed, both suspicious and strange, why do she have this feeling every time she thinks of the release of the void?

What kind of feeling it was, she still couldn't tell, she could only guess.

Is that feeling because of gratitude? because it is not strange? because it is because of the envy of the benefactor's profound skills, because of the heart of love, because of the ......

Zhang Yunyan does not deny that she has a deep sense of gratitude to her benefactor Shikong, but not that feeling.

She didn't think that she had a sense of familiarity with Shikong, it was the first time she met and met on Qinglong Mountain, and it was so short, she didn't know her before, and she hadn't seen it since.

Not to mention, she has never seen the true face of Shikong, and she doesn't know what her benefactor looks like, so she is familiar.

Of course, she and Shikong had the grace to save each other, although they didn't know each other's appearance, but they also left a deep imprint in their hearts. The mark is the other party's vague figure, a name, not a clear face, even if you walk on the other side, you don't know each other.

Such a "sense of familiarity" would never have made her feel that way.

Yun Yan was indeed envious of the ability to release the void, but that inexplicable feeling had nothing to do with it. Besides, there are many people she envies, and she doesn't feel this way for anyone.

Speaking of love, she smiled silently bitterly, not to mention whether she really had love for Shikong, even in the face of a Buddhist disciple, it was impossible to fall in love, if this was the case, wouldn't it make people laugh off their big teeth.

To say something that shouldn't be said, in order to save the child's body, Shikong turned away unmoved in the face of the foggy flowers that were so beautiful that they could delight the soul, how could he touch his heart.

After thinking about it, Zhang Yunyan still didn't know what that feeling was and why. In this regard, she herself felt a little inexplicable.

However, she decided that the inexplicable feeling existed, or that it was real, and that it was not made up out of thin air, because she didn't feel that way when she saw other people.

The feeling was incomprehensible, she didn't know why, and she couldn't help but be suspicious.

Shikong has long been dead, and she has also passed away, no matter what that inexplicable feeling is, it is meaningless, why bother to be sad about it, or think about the reality.

Zhang Yunyan really wanted to return to the yang world to take revenge, and also wanted to go to the demon monkey to take revenge, as well as the sika deer. It is likely that the demon deer was an accomplice of the demon monkey and also participated in killing himself.

She lamented, it was all wishful thinking, it was impossible to get her wish, not to mention that she was a soul, even her own skills could not be compared with the two monsters, how to talk about revenge.

As for returning to the yang world, I'm afraid it's even more difficult, I don't know what kind of advanced skills I need to cultivate, whether I can meet the masters of the underworld, and what kind of path I have to go to the world.

Wishful thinking was short-lived, unrealistic longings were quickly dissolved, and she had endless pain......

In the cave, it is dim and dark, eerie and terrifying, and there is also tension and pathos, which is terrifying. The lonely soul is sluggish, and in addition to endless pain, there is also anxiety, and there are also longing for good dreams.

In the grief and indignation, Zhang Yunyan was not completely disappointed, and was still fantasizing about a miracle and being able to escape from the closed cave and walk in the netherworld.

She wants to go to learn the arts, master the ability to return to the yang world as soon as possible, slaughter the enemies Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao, and find Brother Yuntian and Sister Yunxia. When he has cultivated advanced skills, he will go to the demon monkey and the demon deer to ask for his life.

Zhang Yunyan was imprisoned here, struggling, and there was little hope of escaping, but despite this, she still had to persevere.

She was waiting, hoping that a miracle would suddenly happen and give the soul a way out. This is the pursuit of the here and now, the only wish, and the hopeless dream.

Dreams are beautiful and very longing, and the soul will pursue them without dying.

As the saying goes, it's better to die than to live. This is nature, no matter who has a glimmer of hope, he will do his best to live, and will not be slaughtered by others without doing anything.

Worms have to writhe and struggle before they die, let alone people. This is true when you are alive, and it is the same with your soul after death.

In the darkness, Zhang Yunyan looked sad, thinking, waiting, hoping that the closed cave would change, even if it was amazing.

Based on her life experience, she knows that only change can have hope, and perhaps hope lies in danger.

Now, although she is dead, her soul is still alive. The soul has inherited the nature of life, and there is no desire to die, still longing to survive, and still pursuing beautiful dreams.

Zhang Yunyan fell into a desperate situation of mortality, and had already put life and death aside, and the belief in her soul remained the same as when she was alive, and she had not changed at all.

Her soul must be strong to live, to strive to accomplish those missions, and to continue to fight for great ambitions.

Suddenly, the sluggish soul moved, and the godless eyes instantly opened and stared at one place.

Hey, what's that, it'...... Why did it appear out of nowhere?