At this time, Yuan Shan was sitting in the study, and he had been pondering.

This is the first time in his life that he has seriously analyzed his feelings.

Over the years, especially after he became a high-profile figure, he came into contact with many wonderful women. These women try to get close to him, pursue him, like him, and worship him.

At this point, he knew he was particularly charismatic.

He knew that in addition to his outstanding appearance and chic demeanor, he thought that these women valued the power in his hands even more.

In the face of these temptations, he never thought of himself as "like water." Or, in this world, there is no man who "has a heart like water".

He occasionally interacted with them and acted on the spot, but he thought that he had never touched his true feelings. Because in them, they always feel that something is missing, something that can ignite a spark.

They can't make him passionate, they can't make him burn.

Or, all these years, he has been searching for a confidante who can ignite his passion, who can make him "burn", and who can talk to him, or maybe his soul has long been numb, and only a shell remains, and he has long lost interest in these worldly women.

But now, right now, the cold moon has appeared.

In the face of the cold moon, there was a surprise of "suddenly looking back, but that person was in the dim light".

He thought about Leng Yue's cleverness, arrogance, elegance, and humor.

Thinking of the first time she saw Leng Yue, she turned pale and fell into his arms like that...... Now, he still seems to have her body temperature and body fragrance in his arms.

Thinking of being attracted by her big melancholy eyes for the first time, her face, her conversation, her demeanor, and her demeanor kept circling in front of his eyes.

Today, he took her hand.

I still feel the delicate skin, the long fingers, soft and cool.

Why, why is her little hands cold and wearing too little?

Why do I want to hold her hand so much? I want to hold her all the time and warm her hand? I still want to give her some of my body temperature somehow? Is it because she has been attracting me? Because of the sadness and frustration in her eyes?

Thinking like this, he found that his thoughts were messy, and some of his thoughts were ridiculous, and he couldn't help laughing.

He took a deep breath and stood up.

"Did I confess to her, fall in love with her?"

Thinking of this, he jumped and fell back into his chair.

What the hell am I?!What can I give her?!

He stood up and began pacing around the study......

As he paced, he put ten fingers in his hair, his mind agitated, the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, the more ashamed he became, and his mind became more and more confused.

The sky began to light up, and there was movement upstairs and downstairs.

His wife, his grandson Weiwei, who lived here yesterday, and his granddaughter Wenwen have also gotten up.

The delicate voices of the two children resounded in the hall. The three of them had questions and answers.

"Grandma, why haven't you seen grandpa?"

"Your grandfather, probably get up early and go out. ”

I went to bed in advance, but I didn't know that I didn't return to the distant mountains all night.

"Did you two finish your homework yesterday?"

"Grandma," Wei Wei replied first: "Grandma, you don't know how bad the kindergarten teacher is, how much homework he has left, and how difficult the homework is...... It's really hard. ”

"Don't be afraid, go ask your grandfather! When your grandfather was young, he was the principal of the school. ”

"Really?"

Whiskers' eyes lit up immediately.

He took his grandmother's hand and said, "Grandma, go find my grandfather and ask him to tell the teacher and tell him to leave less homework." ”

Hearing this, Yuanshan couldn't stay any longer.

He immediately opened the door to the study and stepped out in one step.

As soon as he appeared, he startled both children and his wife.

"Why do you get up so early, and it's scary to hide here!" said Mrs. Yuan, stroking her chest with her hand.

"Oh, I've been waking up early, and you're not unaware. ”

When the two children saw their grandfather coming out, they immediately ran over, and one of them took Yuanshan by the hand and pestered him to go to kindergarten.

Yuanshan was so good that he calmed down the two little guys.

He ate breakfast in a hurry, drove all the way, went to the scenic spot, and rushed to the mushroom pavilion.

He hoped that Leng Yue could have a good talk with her.

In the mushroom pavilion, he repeated the subjects he had exercised here before, one by one.

He looked relaxed and relaxed, but in fact, he was very nervous.

Finally, Leng Yue appeared in his sight. But today's cold moon looks very different from yesterday. She changed the bright colors of yesterday and wore a gray dress with fine hair, and she looked lonely like a sad little woman.

Before Yuan Shan saw Leng Yue, he had calculated what he wanted to say to her, but now that he was close to her, for some reason, his whole heart was beating like a drum, and if he thought about it in advance, he forgot about it.

He stared at her, her face pale and haggard and sickly, her eyes a little puffy, and a faint black around them.

Is she sick? Or did she not sleep all night?

Seeing such a cold moon, he couldn't spit out a word.

I have known each other for nearly a year and have been in contact many times, cold moon, cold moon, cold moon...... He whispered in his heart, the little woman who could see through people's hearts, the smart little woman in his mind. What I have to say, so that you will not misunderstand me, and you will understand my heart. To say that I held your hand yesterday, for the first time, and probably for the last time, to say that I like you, that I am in love with you, but that I can't afford to give you anything?

Thinking of this, his heart tingled......

I never thought that in front of Leng Yue, this "pretentious" person, who was regarded as a parent official by millions of people in the city, was actually such a "poor" and "shabby" person.

This man who can give speeches in front of tens of millions of people and give orders in front of countless elites can't say a word today.

Looking at the distant mountains without saying a word, Leng Yue's heart was also full of imagination.

She thought of them holding hands yesterday, and she suddenly felt cramped, uneasy, confused, and nervous......

What would she do if he mentioned yesterday, or if he had the next move? He must have thought she was stupid and confused, or he thought she was pretending to be high-minded and hypocritical.

Thinking about this, she can't stand, she can't walk, and she doesn't feel right wherever she puts her hands. In the end, she boldly asked:

"Why don't you speak?"

Hearing Leng Yue's sudden question, Yuan Shan didn't know how to answer.

"Silently!"

He said these three words inexplicably, and he didn't know what they meant.

The atmosphere grew more and more awkward, and they were like two familiar strangers. Suddenly, time seemed to stand still.

Leng Yue couldn't stay any longer, she only said two words to him: "Bye-bye!" and hurriedly turned around and fled down the mountain.

Seeing Leng Yue turn around and leave, Yuan Shan wanted to stop her, but he found that he was still silent and couldn't say a word.

Watching her figure disappear little by little, he bit his lip, as if biting the aching heart.

He stood there blankly, only the voice in his heart said loudly: "Oh, Leng Yue, don't go! Please don't go, please stay, listen to me!"

But Leng Yue walked away, and she floated away like a kite with a broken string.

"She's gone, she won't see me again, I scared her!"

Yuan Shan said in his heart over and over again, thinking, as if that heart had also gone away with the cold moon......

He returned home, packed his simple luggage and went to the unit.

After explaining to his deputy, he went to study at the party school.

He wanted to recuperate in a new, quiet environment, no longer thinking about anything, not hoping for anything, forgetting Leng Yue, forgetting himself.

Let those past events be sublimated and dispersed as soon as possible, lose the heat of fermentation, boiling, and eruption, and return to the previous calm and indifference.