Leng Yue returned home in one breath, her mind was in turmoil, and she didn't calm down all day.

At night, she lay on the soft and comfortable bed, and she should have enjoyed that peaceful sleep, but she could not sleep peacefully.

All the past events related to the distant mountains rushed into her swollen brain.

Thinking of their first acquaintance, the image that appeared in front of her like a character in a play, only in a dream.

Thinking that they are attracted to each other, they look at each other affectionately again and again.

Thinking of them involuntarily, they wandered helplessly again and again.

Thinking of appearing in the Mushroom Pavilion so early, obviously waiting for her in the distant mountains, she couldn't help but shed tears...... She thought that if her mother was still there, she would have thrown herself into her arms and wept bitterly. But now, she is a mother, she has a beloved son, and a family that binds her.

Even though this home is on the verge of shattering!

She closed her eyes and sighed deeply.

She wanted to carefully analyze the cause of the brokenness, but her heart was in chaos.

Did she change her mind in Leng Yue? Or did Li Min's love suddenly make her afraid? She couldn't think clearly, and she didn't want to know too clearly.

She just wanted to get out of the way and into a safe, warm embrace. But is that person with a warm embrace a distant mountain? She asked herself blankly, and there was a stirring in her heart.

Can the distant mountains be her last harbor? Thinking about her and his current situation, she shook her head at herself, and it was gray in front of her.

For her Leng Yue, what is happiness? Is it a gust of wind? and can fly with wings?!

Many years ago, she thought she had happiness. It was a memory she had lost...... No, no, no, it was a memory she wanted to lose!

For a long time, she didn't know how it all happened...... Was it because of that short street? Or was it the wine she had that night? Anyway, from that day on, her life took a different direction.

At the age of nineteen, she is as beautiful as a flower that has just bloomed, her feelings are immature and warm, and she is like a tender grass, she likes fashion, musical instruments, singing and dancing, and she writes good articles.

In the company, she is famous, and she has become the first choice for those young talents to chase and dedicate their hospitality.

Guo Jia, a college graduate who is four years older than her, fell in love with her at first sight as soon as she was assigned to the unit. He went all the way through five levels and six generals, overcoming obstacles, and many suitors under PK, and finally stood out and became Leng Yue's first love.

Their love is vigorous, and their love is vowed.

But people are not as good as heaven, by chance, Guo Jia was sent to the United States for further study, and as soon as he left, there was no news.

Half a year later, Leng Yue finally received a letter from him, and in the envelope, there was only a photo of him and his new wife.

The love myth that belongs to the cold moon has finally come to an end.

All "laughter" and "happiness" also become a prelude to "crying" and "misfortune".

I clearly remember what changed the fate of her life - that fateful night.

She and the sisters had dinner in the staff restaurant, and Li'er, who used to like Guo Jia, took the opportunity to eat and asked her with a smile: "When will you drink your wedding wine?"

"Oh, this ......"

Leng Yue's face flushed.

Thinking of Guo Jia...... She shuddered.

Guo Jia...... You are at the end of the world, where is your heart?

Her cheeks turned red and pale again.

"Hey, everyone, be quiet!"

At this time, her chief best friend Xiaoyu stood up and said proudly in front of everyone: "Leng Yue is the first person in our group to have a boyfriend, and besides, Guo Jia is both talented and good-looking, and has lofty ambitions, and he always has to get a doctorate diploma abroad before he can come back to get married! In short, Leng Yue will be the wife of Dr. Liumei in the future!"

"Oh!"

Lil's smile deepened.

"When will Dr. Rumi come back and fly with you?" A smile hung on the corner of her mouth, and the look in her eyes clearly said, "Don't be delusional, dream!"

"Abroad?"

Suddenly, it was Li Min, the administrator of the staff cafeteria.

He was looking at Leng Yue who was dining for a moment, looking at her cheeks that turned from red to white, and at her lips that were gradually losing their blood.

"What is he doing abroad?"

He abruptly added in and asked rudely.

The little sisters at the table all laughed.

"Keep studying, study for a doctorate!"

Xia Mei, who was in the same dormitory, glared at Li Min and said, "People are not as unproductive as you, and they go around the pot all day long." ”

At that time, Leng Yue suddenly felt dizzy, and felt that there were so many people in the restaurant, so many voices talking, so noisy, so chaotic and laughing.

She was dizzy, her hands were cold, she couldn't sit still anymore, she didn't want to eat anything anymore.

Suddenly, she stood up, and said quickly, hurriedly, as if to escape something:

"Eat, I'll go back first. ”

"What?"

Xiao Yu grabbed her.

"Just ate a few bites, eat a little more, thin like this, do you want to be blown away by the wind?"

"No, no, I don't want to eat anymore!"

"Otherwise, I'll escort Leng Yue for a ride, I just happened to go out on an errand. Li Min suddenly jumped out and said.

Everyone laughed again.

Leng Yue turned around and went out, and heard Li'er's laughing voice: "There are so many beautiful flower messengers!"

Leng Yue glanced at Li Min, and for the first time noticed that this stupid boy who was half a head taller than her was actually innocent. Although she looks slightly older than her, she is still childish.

Finally, out of the door of the restaurant, on the street, the cool wind rushed towards the cold moon, with the coolness of late autumn.

She sighed deeply, as if that would make her breathe easier.

Li Min walked beside her, and he was surprisingly quiet in the restaurant. He just glanced at her quietly and silently from time to time.

Because of his quietness, Leng Yue almost forgot about his existence.

"He doesn't want to come back at all, does he?"

Suddenly, Li Min's words came out recklessly, breaking the silence at once.

"What?"

Leng Yue was taken aback.

For a moment, she had no idea what he meant.

"What did you say?

"That Guo Jia. Li Min stared at her and said, "He doesn't want to come back, does he? Even if he gets his Ph.D., he doesn't want to come back, right?"

Leng Yue was stunned, she turned around, raised her head, and looked squarely at this big boy who didn't exist in her life.

Li Min's face was calm and sincere, and the pair of big and bright eyes, like two small mirrors, were staring at her so boldly.

"How do you know?"

She asked him weakly.

"I started working early and I met a lot of people every day. Li Min said quickly: "I have seen too many girls' happy and sad eyes...... And when those girls talk about their boyfriends, their eyes light up! You're sad, you're troubled, I want to ...... That Guo Jia, he won't come back. ”

Leng Yue's eyebrows flashed, and her eyes widened in disbelief.

She was not seen through by this group of good sisters, but she was seen through by this stupid boy who was not childish.

Leng Yue looked at the face in front of her deeply, she just saw the most frank straightforwardness and care.

"You're right. ”

Leng Yue said gloomily: "Some time ago, he sent me a letter...... In the letter, there is a wedding photo of him and his new wife. ”

Li Min's eyes widened and his mouth slightly widened. Under the street lamp, his short hair and broad forehead looked silly and simple.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned him, I don't know, I didn't know it was so bad......"

"It doesn't matter. ”

Leng Yue quickly interrupted him.

"It's not your fault, in fact, I should have told my friends a long time ago, but ......"

She looked thoughtfully at the end of the street, and her tone became dark: "I'm always deceiving myself, thinking, maybe he will come back, will come back to me." ”

"Oh my God!"

Li Min's eyes widened again: "Do you still love him?"

She shuddered, her gaze retracting from the end of the street.

Why, why did you say the innermost words to a boy you didn't know very well?

She was confused and confused, and when she faced him again, she felt very frustrated, very troubled, and very remorseful.

"Li Min, you're busy, I want to go around by myself. She said hastily.

"No, no, I'm idle...... right now."

As he spoke, he lowered his head and stared at her, his gaze so sincere.

"Forget him!" Li Min said firmly: "If he reneges his oath, if he doesn't know how to cherish your feelings, he is not worthy of your love at all!"

Who is this? This stupid boy who looks a little immature on the outside actually said something so tempting to Leng Yue.

She lowered her head, and suddenly her eyes filled with tears......

"Let's go eat!"

Li Min recklessly and boldly invited her, but she didn't refuse at that time.

He took her to a very elegant and quiet Western restaurant, where Li Min ordered a lot of dishes and wine.

Leng Yue didn't know how to drink, but under Li Min's persuasion, she did...... And she was very drunk, not only hallucinating, but also fantasizing......

That illusion is that there is only one image of any man's appearance and any man's face in front of her heart - that is her first love Guo Jia!

After a night of drowsy and lingering for a night, she woke up and found herself lying naked in Li Min's arms. On the snow-white sheets, what fell was the first red of her girl.

Li Min's excited eyes lit up, and he said that he couldn't imagine that Leng Yue was actually a virgin, and Leng Yue was completely stupid......

She was heartbroken...... She wept...... She wanted to leave this terrible world...... However, Li Min entangled her, and fate entangled her! Because, two months later, she found out that she was pregnant.

She and Li Min's son Li Siqi came to this world.

Thinking of this, Leng Yue sighed deeply, looked at the glow-in-the-dark quartz clock hanging on the wall, and shook her head again.

You can't think about it anymore, you can't think about it anymore, you can't sleep for two days and two nights, right?

She ordered herself to sleep and counted in her mind: "A sheep...... Two Sheep ...... Three sheep ......" until she finally fell asleep after counting hundreds of sheep.