Chapter 40 Entanglement Section 11 The Belonging of the Heart
When Fan Jun rushed back to the valley, Na Yuanxiang was anxiously waiting for his arrival by the mountain stream, and when she saw Fan Jun coming back with two horses, her face instantly turned pale. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info she tried her best to make herself look happy, so that Fan Jun would not see the worries in her heart.
After Fan Jun tied the horse, he came to Yuan Xiang's side, saw her anxious appearance, and comforted her softly: "You are in a hurry here, I went out in a hurry, and I didn't tell you." ”
Yuan Xiang shook his head: "It's okay, it's good for you to return safely!"
Fan Jun wondered why Yuan Xiang, who was talkative and talkative, saw his abnormal behavior today, but didn't ask anything?
"I'm hungry. Yuan Xiang said, "Hurry up and make me something to eat." ”
"What do you want to eat today?" Hearing Yuan Xiang shout that he was hungry, Fan Jun's hanging heart was just let go, she was still the same Yuan Xiang who thought about eating all day long, and this kind of Yuan Xiang was the most reassuring to him.
"I want to eat fish, so let's catch fish in the water and grill it. Yuan Xiang showed a mischievous smile, "I'll go with you." ”
When Fan Jun set up a bonfire to grill fish, he found that Yuan Xiang had been looking up at the moon in the sky, and the moon in the sky was only a curved crescent moon at this time.
"How many days will it be the full moon?" Yuan Xiang asked suddenly.
"Half a moon later, the full moon? At that time, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the moon will be the brightest at that time, Yuan Xiang, shall we enjoy the moon together at that time?" Fan Jun asked.
"---- Okay, let's look at the moon together. Yuan Xiang smiled, "Fan Jun, have you ever heard a song by our Eile? That song is so good, Huasheng likes to hear me sing this song." ”
"What song is so good?" Fan Jun asked with a smile.
?“ Eilechuan, under the Yin Mountain. The sky is like a dome, covering the four wildernesses. The sky is vast and the wilderness is vast. The wind blows the grass and sees the cattle and sheep ------" Yuan Xiang sang her favorite ballad softly, she seemed to forget that she was in Zhongli, and the green mountains in her eyes seemed to have become the endless prairie, and she sang freely on the prairie, enjoying the unrestrained and beautiful life brought by the prairie-----
Fan Jun listened to Yuan Xiang's chanting stupidly, he didn't expect Yuan Xiang to show such a gentle side in front of him, since he changed back into women's clothes, Yuan Xiang has completely become a woman, but the only thing that makes Fan Jun feel uneasy is the sadness and sorrow that always appear in her eyes------
?“ Yuan Xiang, I didn't expect you to sing so nicely ------. Fan Jun exclaimed.
?“ If you like to listen to me, I often sing it to you, by the way, Fan Jun, since you play the piano so well, can you play this song on the piano?" Yuan Xiang suddenly remembered, his heart was very excited, and he hurriedly asked.
Fan Jun said with some embarrassment: "This, I really don't know if I can do it, so I can only give it a try." ”
?“ I'm going to get the violin. Yuan Xiang jumped into the room to take the piano, she looked at her favorite guqin, and suddenly felt a little reluctant in her heart, this qin was left to give to Fan Jun, it was originally excellent, but it was just ------
She didn't think about it anymore, she didn't want to think about those irrelevant things these days, she just wanted to be with Fan Jun every day, living the life of ordinary people, the two of them only had each other in their eyes, there were no family and country disputes, there were no struggles for power and profit, they were just enjoying love, the entangled feelings for each other.
?“ Haven't you brought the piano yet?" Fan Jun shouted outside the door.
?“ Okay, I'll take it. Yuan Xiang tried to calm down and came to Fan Jun's side with the qin in his arms.
The two of them sang one and composed the music, almost forgetting the time, when Fan Jun was concentrating on studying the score, he suddenly smelled a burnt smell in his nose, he remembered the fish he had set up on the bonfire, and hurriedly jumped up to the fire, those fish were already burned, he looked at Yuan Xiang with an apologetic face: "It's all burnt, I can't eat it." ”
Yuan Xiang stepped forward, stretched out his hand to take the fish, put it to his mouth and took a bite: "It's so fragrant, this is the most fragrant fish I've ever tasted." ”
Fan Jun just felt that her approach was ridiculous at first, but when he watched her gulp down the unpalatable food, the smile on his face slowly disappeared. He stepped forward, snatched the fish from Yuan Xiang's hand and threw it on the ground.
Yuan Xiang saw his face sinking like water, smiled lightly and said, "Why throw away such a delicious fish? I really like to eat it." ”
Fan Jun stepped forward, wiped the black residue from the corner of her mouth with her sleeve, and said to her gently: "After we are husband and wife, I will make it for you every day, I really can't eat it today, I will catch fish for you tomorrow and make it again." ”
Yuan Xiang no longer insisted, she just nodded silently, when Fan Jun brought back the two horses from the bottom of the mountain today, she already knew that Fan Jun had made up her mind to take her away, she couldn't bear to say a word to hurt him at this time, she could only be silent, let Fan Jun rest assured to do what she liked to do.
?“ Fan Jun, take me to the bottom of the mountain tomorrow to play for a while. Yuan Xiang said softly.
?“ Okay, where do you want to go?" Fan Jun would not hesitate to agree to whatever conditions Yuan Xiang proposed at this time.
?“ I want to go to Huaishui and have a look---- you said that Chabu is buried there. ”
Fan Jun raised his head, since Chabu's death, this was the first time that Yuan Xiang had proposed to see him.
?“ ----Okay, I'll take you there tomorrow." ”
In the early morning of the next day, Fan Jun got up early and waited for Yuan Xiang outside the door. Yuan Xiang sat in front of the bronze mirror, looking at the picturesque girl in the mirror in a daze, she couldn't believe that it was herself, she rarely made up in the mirror, before going out today, she looked at herself in the mirror for the first time, it turned out that ---- her own beauty was not much worse than metamorphosis---- but she was not metamorphosis, she could only do it in front of her beloved, she would do it to the mirror makeup---- she sighed secretly in her heart, calmed down and painted her eyebrows, and then walked out.
At this time, the sky is slightly bright, the morning sun has not risen, the light of the stars before dawn is gradually weakening, at this time Fan Jun is leading the horse to stand there, Yuan Xiang looked at Fan Jun's long and upright handsome figure, above the handsome face, bright eyes are looking at himself with affection, his clothes are raised with the wind, adding a bit of handsomeness.
Yuan Xiang didn't know why, her eyes suddenly blurred, she seemed to have shed all the tears she hadn't shed for twenty years, she never knew that she was so crying, she always thought she was the strongest woman, but since she met Fan Jun, she realized that when he fought again and again, when he broke his hard shell again and again, her cold and strong heart had been completely melted by Fan Jun's invisible gentleness----
?“ Let's go!" Fan Jun walked up to her, took her cold hand, and sent her on horseback.
Yuan Xiang took Fan Jun's hand behind him, and held it tightly. Fan Jun put his mouth close to her ear and whispered, "You sit tight, let's go!"
Yuan Xiang nodded, they walked slowly all the way, Yuan Xiang's ears sounded the ballad of Eilechuan again, she felt as if she had been in the beautiful grassland, she and the beloved man on horseback, galloping on the vast prairie, in the distance is the snow-capped snow-capped mountains, the rolling mountains gently look down on them, the moving song echoes leisurely in the valley, making her feel as if time has stopped.
On the battlefield under Zhongli City, there are still traces of Zhongli's battle, the endless Huaishui has washed the blood of the dead soldiers of the two armies downstream, and the Huaishui at this time has also restored the calm of the past, Fan Jun took Yuan Xiang to the burial place of Chabu, where the bend of a tributary is leaning, the environment is beautiful, and the north is in the direction of Wei.
Yuan Xiang slowly got off her horse, she came to Chabu's grave, knelt there, there was no tombstone in front of the grave, then Fan Jun just stuck Chabu's scimitar on the grave. Yuan Xiang looked at the pile of loess in front of her, and the bits and pieces of her acquaintance with Chabu gradually appeared in her mind, since Fan Jun broke Chabu's affection for herself, she realized that she was really stupid, there were so many people who followed her to send troops to fight, but only Chabu stood up when she was in danger. His concern for himself was so obvious, but he never realized it.
?“ Chabu---- I Yuan Xiang can't say thank you in this life, I don't know if people have an afterlife, let alone know if we will see each other again in the next life, I just want to tell you that in the future, I will take everyone who is good to me seriously, I will no longer be willful, I will no longer be reckless----, I am like this, you are at ease?" Yuan Xiang said softly.
?“ Also, I finally met the man who asked me to change back into women's clothes. Yuan Xiang continued softly, "Now that I think about it, everything is so strange, the person I hate the most is the one I love the most in my heart now, we Xianbei women, we want to choose our lover, forgive me, Chabu---- I didn't choose you, because ---- you hide your love too deeply, so deep that I can't see it, let alone understand your love----"
Yuan Xiang was stunned for a while, then reached out to pull out the scimitar, she was just recovering from her injuries, the strength in her hand was insufficient, and she didn't pull it out with a lot of strength.
Fan Jun hurriedly stepped forward and asked her, "Yuan Xiang, what are you going to do?"
?“ I'm going to carry his knife with me. Yuan Xiang said in a low voice.
Fan Jun was slightly stunned when he heard this, and then stepped forward and pulled out the knife and handed it to her.
Yuan Xiang held the knife in her hand, her heart suddenly became extremely calm, she smiled and said to Fan Jun: "Let's go, let's go back." ”
?“ Yuan Xiang, I still have to talk to you about something!" Fan Jun said with a serious expression.
?“ What's the matter?"
?“ Are you ready to go with me?" asked Fan Jun.
?“ ----Of course, I'm already your person, wherever you go, where will my heart follow?" Yuan Xiang was stunned for a moment, and then continued.
?“ The heart follows me, what about your people?" Fan Jun asked with a slight frown after hearing this.
?“ How can a smart person like you not understand?Can people and hearts be separated?" Yuan Xiang smiled mischievously, "Where the heart belongs, where the family is---- Fan Jun, I am your family, and I will never be separated." ”
Fan Jun looked at her in a daze, and only after a long time did he smile: "Of course you can't be separated, if you want to escape from me in this life, I'm afraid it's impossible." ”
?“ ----Where are we going?" asked Yuan Xiang.
?“ Where do you want to go?" Fan Jun asked her.
Yuan Xiang shook his head slightly: "I have only been to snow-capped mountains and grasslands in my life, and I have never been to other places. ”
?“ Then we will go to the east, and far to the east there is a sea---- much bigger than your steppe. Fan Jun remembered the East China Sea he had seen once, which he still remembered.
?“ Haven't seen it, have you seen it?" Yuan Xiang's eyes were full of curiosity.
?“ Once my mother took me to Penglai to collect medicine, I saw it once---- if you want to see it, I will take you there to see the sea. Fan Jun looked to the east, "Where you want to go, I will take you wherever you want." ”
?“ Give up everything?" asked Yuan Xiang softly.
After Fan Jun heard her words, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and Yuan Xiang's words touched his sore spot: Does he really have to give up everything in the future? Stay away from General Wei, away from his parents at home, and away from the rights and wrongs of this world.