Chapter 40: Entanglement Section 12: Parting
He looked at Yuan Xiang nervously: "If I really give up all this and take you away, will you also give up everything and go with me?"
Yuan Xiang knew what he meant by giving up, and he wanted to let go of his eldest brother and his relatives in his hometown. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info She didn't know how to answer him, and the last thing she wanted to do at this time was to see the sadness in Fan Jun's eyes.
She stepped forward, leaned lightly on Fan Jun's chest, listened to his powerful heartbeat, and replied to him softly: "Yes, I will give up everything and follow you----"
Hearing Yuan Xiang's answer, Fan Jun was slightly relieved, this Yuan Xiang's performance at this time was indeed like a gentle wife.
"Let's go back, there's a lot to do. Fan Jun said in a low voice.
"Good!"
Wei Rui was looking at the topographic map in the big tent, when Zhao Cao suddenly opened the curtain and broke in, he shouted at Wei Rui: "General Wei, the matter is so urgent, why are you still here not in a hurry?"
Wei Rui glanced up at him: "What made Lord Zhao so panicked?"
"General Wei, last time Fan Jun asked me to give him two good horses, I gave them to him, and I also sent someone to tell General Wei, but you didn't have any reply, today Fan Jun came to ask me for a lot of dried meat and food, his behavior is so abnormal, I am really worried---- but General Wei, how do I think you are not in a hurry at all." Zhao Cao really didn't understand, Fan Jun's behavior was so abnormal these days, and Wei Rui was still sitting firmly in the big tent without the slightest uneasiness, which made him really incomprehensible.
"What are you worried about?" Wei Rui asked lightly.
"Fan Jun, ---- will he want to escape?" Zhao Cao asked in a low voice.
Wei Rui raised his head at this time, it seems that this Fan Jun is so careless in doing things, even this grain and grass supervisor can see it, wouldn't those people who are smarter than Zhao Cao even more obvious? Wei Rui felt fortunate here that the sixth prince Xiao Hong was not in the army now.
"Lord Zhao, Fan Jun has been under you since the army, you should know him very well, he will never do such a thing. ”
"But---- when he was leaving, I wanted him to come and see you, but he never refused, General, why has this Fan Jun's temperament changed so much recently?" Zhao Cao still has too many worries about the changes in Fan Jun, this child has always been docile and silent, and he really doesn't know why this child has caused these changes.
Wei Rui's expression was a little gloomy, Fan Jun was still angry with himself because of Yuan Xiang's affairs, and there were some things that he could only bury in his heart and couldn't say, and he couldn't say it.
"Don't worry about Jun'er, you and I have to believe that he will return to his previous state. Wei Rui suppressed the sigh stiffly.
"Then I'll ---- go down first. Zhao Cao saw Wei Rui's face with a sad look, and knew that the father and son must have hidden secrets that others didn't know, and since General Wei didn't say it, it was naturally inconvenient for him to ask.
Wei Rui stretched out his hand and stroked the bamboo Ruyi that Fan Jun carved for himself, he often held it in his hand to play, the Ruyi has been polished and smooth, and Fan Jun since he met bit by bit, at this time slowly passed in front of Wei Rui's eyes, the more he liked this child, the more he was afraid that he would stay away from him little by little, but the scene in front of him had already told him that Fan Jun and himself were drifting away, and the child rarely made a mistake, but once he made a mistake, no one could persuade him.
Fan Junna Fan Jun, do you know how bitter your father-in-law is in his heart?
In front of the hut in the valley, Yuan Xiang was staring blankly at Fan Jun who was busy in front of him, the two horses had been fed by Fan Jun in the past few days, and the blankets on the two horses were stuffed with food, and Fan Jun was still packing up the things they needed before the two left.
Yuan Xiang suddenly rushed forward and hugged Fan Jun from behind: "Don't prepare any more things, these are enough." ”
"There are still cotton clothes that are not ready, your body is too weak after you are seriously injured, and the weather is about to cool down, so I must find you a set of warm cotton clothes. Fan Jun held her cold hands and said softly.
"---- give me that padded coat of yours? You said your mother made it for you. Yuan Xiang asked softly.
After being reminded by her, Fan Jun remembered that he did have a set of cotton clothes made by his mother before he set out for the expedition, and he had never been willing to wear it, and he had been in his baggage for several years.
"yes, why didn't I think of this padded suit? It must be very warm. Fan Jun took her hand and ran into the room, found his baggage, and the cotton suit was indeed there all along.
Yuan Xiang stepped forward and picked up the cotton clothes, slowly draped on the body, she saw the embroidery on the cotton clothes, she admired Fan Junniang's craftsmanship very much, she embroidered the pattern on the stitch and thread is exquisite, everywhere you can feel the mother's love and exquisite craftsmanship, it is really unparalleled in the world.
"I've never seen such a beautiful pattern, Fan Jun, how nice it would be if I could see her----" Yuan Xiang said softly.
Fan Jun was stunned, he never thought of taking her to see his father, with Yuan Xiang's appearance, he would immediately reveal his flaws when he brought her to the capital. Originally, he had always had the urge to go home and have a look, but since he was with Yuan Xiang, he knew that he was definitely not right to risk losing Yuan Xiang and go home to visit his parents.
Today, Yuan Xiang suddenly mentioned that he wanted to go back to Beijing to meet his father, and the long-buried homesickness in his heart was suddenly hooked, how are the relatives in the family now? Do you still think that he has died on the battlefield? Also---- and ---- He suddenly remembered Xiao Ni, remembered what he had told her before he went on the expedition, if he really went back, how would he face her?
Yuan Xiang turned his head to look at Fan Jun, and saw that he was standing there in a daze, and knew that he had said the wrong thing, she was a woman of different races, and her sudden appearance in the capital of Nanliang would inevitably bring a lot of trouble to the Fan family, thinking of this, she walked to Fan Jun's side and whispered: "I was just joking just now, with my identity, how can I go to Nanliang?"
Fan Jun just took his mind back, he couldn't take Yuan Xiang home, but he could take her to a place where no one could find her, stay with her for a long time, and be at ease when he was old.
"Yuan Xiang, we'll leave here when you're better. Fan Jun's tone was resolute, and at this time there was only one thing to do in his heart, which was to leave safely with her.
"Okay, we'll leave in a few days!It's just that during this time, you can't leave me anymore, you've prepared enough things to prepare, I don't want you to leave me, I want you to be by my side, and don't leave a single step!" Yuan Xiang buried his face in Fan Jun's chest and said softly.
"Well, too. These days, I went to Lord Zhao's, and the things I got back were enough, and I didn't need to prepare too much for the rest, so I stayed here and didn't go anywhere. Fan Jun nodded in agreement.
What Fan Jun didn't see was that two lines of tears quietly slipped from her eyes----
Early this morning, Fan Jun woke up early, tomorrow is August 15, he is going to go to the trees to catch a few more wild children and come back, and make them for Yuan Xiang to eat.
He reached out and touched his side, and was shocked, Yuan Xiang didn't know when he had gotten up. Since she was injured, she has been taking care of her daily life, and she is very clear about her work and rest rules.
Fan Jun hurriedly dressed and got off the bed, and after lighting the oil lamp on the table, the surprise in his heart was even worse, the gorgeous dress that Yuan Xiang was wearing, and the gorgeous dress that he had never worn, were neatly folded on the wooden table, his heart began to beat wildly inexplicably, he hurriedly opened the wooden cabinet where the clothes were placed, and the cotton clothes made for him by his mother were gone, as well as the scimitar of Chabu and the short sword that Yuan Xiang carried with him, and they were also missing, and what made him even more unexpected was that Yuan Xiang's favorite guqin was no longer in the original place at this time----
His heart began to beat wildly, Yuan Xiang disappeared so early, and the things she shouldn't have taken away were gone, could it be that she shook his head desperately ---- him, driving those terrible thoughts away from his heart.
Just when he was at a loss, he faintly heard the sound of the horse neighing, he hurriedly pushed the door and ran out, he saw the place where he tied the horse on weekdays, the two healthy horses were gone, in the early morning light, he vaguely saw the two horses that had run away, he was anxious and abnormal, he had to pull his legs to chase forward, he chased forward like crazy with a breath, the two horses were not running fast, he tried his best to finally catch up.
The scene he was most afraid of seeing in his heart still appeared in front of his eyes, that Yuan Xiang was wearing his own clothes, carrying the guqin on his back, and was rushing in the direction of Zhongli.
"Yuan Xiang! Yuan Xiang stop!" Fan Jun was already sweating profusely at this time, and he shouted loudly.
Yuan Xiang heard his voice on the horse, his whole body suddenly trembled, the reins in his hand were loosened, the horse slowly stopped, her hands trembled at this time, and she was extremely sad, but she knew that she couldn't look back at him, if she looked back and saw Fan Jun, and saw the love of her life, she would desperately throw herself into his arms and never let go of him----
At this time, he could only endure the pain of his heart and urge the horse to leave him. But no matter how quickly she wanted to leave Fan Jun, her body seemed to freeze, and she didn't make any movement.
"Yuan Xiang, you promised me that you would be with me and never separate! Why did you leave today, without saying a word to me, why did you leave?" Fan Jun asked in a trembling voice.
Yuan Xiang held her breath, she forcibly endured her sadness and didn't look back at him, at this time she had too many things to say to Fan Jun in her heart, she really wanted to tell Fan Jun that she was really willing to go with him, even if it was the end of the world, she was willing to accompany him down, but ---- her world, Fan Jun couldn't be the only one, what she promised must be done, this is her principle of life, even Fan Jun can't let her change.
"Yuan Xiang---- you don't want to look back at me, I don't force it---- but you want to give me an answer, why did you leave me?" Fan Jun choked up and asked, "If you didn't want to go with me, why did you agree to me in the first place, why did you want to be with me----
"Fan Jun, don't talk about it anymore----" Yuan Xiang finally spoke.
Fan Jun waited for her to continue, at this time he felt that the scene in front of him was the biggest despair he faced in his life, when he was forcibly taken to the barracks by He Zheng, although he was sad but he did not feel hopeless, when he was cut by Xiao Hong, his life was hanging by a thread, he did not feel desperate, he did not despair when he was fighting on the battlefield again and again, he was wounded and bleeding---- but today, when he looked at his beloved about to leave, he suddenly couldn't control the despair that sprouted from the depths of his heart.
"Before I promised you to leave here with you---- I had already promised General Wei that I would exchange myself for Xiao Zong ---- Fan Jun, I'm sorry, although I am not a man who stands up to the sky, but what I Yuan Xiang promised, I must do it!" Yuan Xiang's tears slipped down silently, the grief and sorrow in her heart were no less than Fan Jun behind her, but there were too few choices left for her, she could only move forward, and she couldn't go back.
"----Since you agreed to General Wei, why do you still want to be with me?Since you already understand that it is impossible to be with me, why do you still lie to me?" Fan Jun's tears finally flowed uncontrollably, "Don't you know---- you are already a part of me?"
Fan Jun's words completely crushed the weak heart under Yuan Xiang's strong appearance----