The mountain color is hazy, the moonlight is thick, the whole Laoshan is immersed in a silence, only the endless insect chirping, and the night wind that is awakened from time to time, pushing away the smoke and clouds in the mountains, swinging leisurely, adding a bit of mystery and ethereal to the Huilongguan.

I was still lying on my back on the roof of the main hall, staring blankly at the starry sky, my mind blank, just lying on my back.

There was still a person standing in His Royal Highness, who looked at me on the ridge of the main hall, sighed with a big mouth, and then there was wind under his feet, and a red light flashed, and he stood firmly beside me, and then followed my example, and also lay on the ridge of the roof, with his head resting on the bricks and looking up at the nebula.

"Oops... It's so comfortable, or the air up there, no wonder you can't go down there. ”

I didn't talk to you...

The old man let out a long breath and said: "This is his uncle's life, tomorrow's things are unpredictable, the past can't be changed, the only thing we can do is to continue to move forward with the trajectory of fate, don't take yourself too seriously, don't take others too seriously, in the end, it's all outside the body, it has nothing to do with you at all, it's just that you care too much." ”

Am I too concerned? I looked down at my hands, how I wanted to grab them, but now they are empty-handed, where did the things that should have belonged to me go? Why can't I catch her?

Seeing that I was slightly moved, Lao Qi snorted bitterly and coldly, and cast his eyes into the cloud sky again.

"My grandfather told me that everything is in a thought, a thought is born, a year is extinguished, it depends on how you deal with it, feelings must be able to afford to let go, if you can't let go, just hold it firmly. ”

"But I'm not sure. ”

"If you are unstable, you have to try to let go, there is no reason to talk about things in this world, there are variables, if everything develops according to your mind, there will be no way in that day. ”

I stared at Lao Yu blankly, and kept repeating what he had just said in my heart, so I could pick it up and put it down, and I forgot that there was such a sentence that could sober me up.

In half a month, I was paralyzed by reality, and I also forced myself into a corner, never tried to solve the problem, just blindly sinking, sinking into the reality of the past, sinking into the cruelty of reality, sinking into the cruel past...

Yes, why can't I afford to let go, since the matter is irreparable, is it worth it for a woman who asks for a kiss?

At this moment, I have to try to hate her, in order to encourage myself to let go, and find a basis for motivation, now I can only pretend to hate her emotions to get out of the haze as soon as possible, otherwise what can I do, life still has to go by day by day, as for how I want to live, it's all up to me.

After all, the reality cannot be reversed, the past cannot be repeated, even if the time with it is green and sweet, so that it can not be let go for a long time, but it has become the past, and we must try to let go!

Lao Qi saw that I was stunned and stared at him, but I stared at him a little hairy, coughed a few times and said, "That... Nangong, I heard those words from my grandfather just now, if you don't want to listen to it, I'll be a fart, you must be calm, don't be angry, if you run away again this time, I have nowhere to look for you. ”

I couldn't help but be amused, perhaps also self-deprecating, cast my eyes into the clouds again, sat up, sighed heavily, and said, "It's time to put it down!" ”

"Thanks... Thank me?"

I was confused by my sudden words, I don't know if I really figured it out, or if I was going crazy again, and my head was full of question marks and vigilance for a while.

I glanced sideways at Lao Yu, then smiled bitterly and said: "Thank you for waking me up, as a descendant of the Nangong family, I have more important things to do, I don't have time to be distracted by the love of my children, destiny is destined for me to have no love at all, I think too much, don't mention this matter in the future, tomorrow we will go to Taishan Quanzhen Temple to join in the fun!"

"Nangong! You really want to open it! Oh my mother..."

When Lao Qi saw me say this, he collapsed on the ridge of the roof with relief, and a tense nerve was instantly relaxed, and he couldn't help but feel a burst of qi and blood. It seems that in the past half a month, Lao Zhi's life is not easy, in addition to keeping an eye on my whereabouts every day, in case I run out of Huilongguan crazy for no reason, I also have to be vigilant against Jingyan at all times, and take the time to go to the canteen to do some small damage, on the one hand, to get over my addiction, and to vent my anger...

Now that I finally want to open it, I no longer have to keep an eye on me like a prisoner, and I am immediately relieved, and this time I finally have time to focus all my energy on dealing with Jing Yan and other Taoist priests.

Lao Yu told me roughly what happened in the past few days, the current Huilong Temple, up and down there are only a few hundred disciples, the head of the teaching Ying Long has been in Taishan Quanzhen Temple, helping the Quanzhen Sect to prepare for the Dharma Conference, the prison has been in retreat since the night we came, and it is said that it will take a month of retreat to come out. The rest of the elders of the Yingzi generation do not ask about the world, and practice in various places in Laoshan Mountain, only Jingyan and a few Huilongguan disciples of the Jingzi generation preside over the usual affairs, and this is left in the Huilongguan Jingzi generation of the second generation of disciples, the top number of Jingyan is the oldest, and it is very popular with the head of the Yingshan Dao in the prison, so the current Huilongguan is headed by Jingyan.

Speaking of this, I can't help but wonder, whether it is Buddhism or Taoism, shouldn't the people who preside over the affairs of temples and Taoist temples be the descendants of the teaching, although they are not all, but at least they account for the majority, but why is it different to return to Longguan?

When I heard this, I threw away a piece of green tile under my buttocks, scolded my mother and said to me: "I think so too, one day when you entered the Dementor Tower again, I asked the aunt in the kitchen to inquire." ”

"How can you ask the kitchen aunt and ask the Taoist priest in the back of Longguan?"

"Hmph! Jingyan's triangular eyes are expressly forbidden, and all the disciples in the Huilongguan must go around the ground when they see us, let alone ask them about things. ”

I was speechless for a while, Jing Yan's triangular eyes are good enough, and when he sees us, he has to go around the ground three feet, isn't it? Isn't it just to live in your Longguan for a few days, can I eat a few more bowls of rice from you, from the first day I saw us, we didn't like us, and we have no grudge against you, just this heart can still sit in the position of Laoshan deacon?

What a sorrow for the Daomen!

Lao to say that there are a total of four apprentices under the Laoshan Zhangjiao seat, namely Yingshan, Yingfeng, Yinglong, Yinghu, Yinglong ranks third, normally speaking, the Zhangjiao should be passed on to the elder, that is, the head of the Yingshan Dao, but the head of the Yingshan Dao is obsessed with the study of pills, and has no interest in the matter of teaching, among the remaining three apprentices, only Yingfeng is the master of the unique Huigen, and he is the highest among the many inner disciples, and has the strongest comprehension ability.

It is said that the first stop went to the Baiyun Temple of Changbai Mountain, and discussed the Taoism with the deputy head of Taoism, Zhong Ion, and a year later, he went to the dojo of the rest of the Taoist sect for more than ten years.

When he returned to Huilongguan again, he was still alone, and all the senior brothers advised him to open the door and accept apprentices quickly, and he could not break the inheritance of the palm of the sect, but Yinglongdao was used to being idle and idle, and he didn't want to be stumped by time because of his disciples, so he laughed every time, and there are only two disciples today, one is Jingdong and the other is Jingyu, who is said to be the disciples picked up when Yinglongdao traveled all over the world, and they are at the bottom of their peers in terms of qualifications and experience.

Although the two descendants of Daoist Yinglong are not very old, Jingdong and I are the same as Lao Zhi, and Xiao Jingyu is only eight years old, but they are the most loved by Daoist Yinglong.

Although Jingdong is only over 20 years old, he is very much in the style of Ying Long Daochang, and with his talent and intelligence, he is the best among his peers. But he was born quiet and didn't love right and wrong in front of others, so he didn't hold any position in Huilongguan, but he was the next Laoshan head in Huilongguan, even if the arrogant and domineering Jing Yan saw it, he had to give him three points.

Speaking of the little Jingyu who cried her nose at night, although she has not yet opened up the meridians, just like me and Lao Yu a year and a half ago, she has a stunt that ordinary people do not have, and she has never forgotten the classics she has read, and she is very smart.

Although Xiao Jingyu's age is young, but the generation is big and scary, Huilongguan from the Ying Zi disciples of Ying Long Dao Chang, there are a total of four generations of disciples, and there are two generations of disciples behind Jing Zi. In order to win over the relationship, the third-generation disciples and the fourth-generation disciples would often buy some sugar gourds, bananas, and apples to bribe Xiao Jingyu, so as to get closer to the descendants and seek a solid backer for the future.