Chapter Seventy-Seven: There Is No Tomorrow (Volume 1)
A person's history can be used yesterday...... Today...... Tomorrow...... Such a timetable to delegate.
For our lives, we have experienced countless yesterdays, today and tomorrow, when today becomes yesterday, tomorrow becomes today, who will know what the concept of tomorrow is, and who can predict what tomorrow awaits us?
It was already noon, and Yuanshan hurried home.
I saw a car parked in the yard downstairs from a distance, and I knew that it was Xiaojuan who came back.
But it's not Sunday, why did she come back?
Could it be that something happened at home? But the family has already invited someone, and they will inform him of something.
Yuanshan was in a hurry, and after he parked the car, he entered the house in three steps and two steps.
Xiaojuan and her wife were sitting on the sofa in the hall, they were sitting next to each other affectionately, talking about something.
Seeing her father come back, Xiaojuan hurriedly got up and took the slippers for him diligently, and put the shoes he took off on the shoe rack.
"Dad, you're back, it's a little late today. She smiled, and there was that kind of bright light in her eyes.
"Ah, stay in the CPPCC for a while. Toyama said.
"Well, have you eaten?" Mrs. Yuan stood up.
"This ......" Yuanshan hesitated for a moment, looked at his wife and said, "You just need to take care of yourself now." ”
"Good. ”
She sat down again.
"Dad, sit down too, I'll tell you something. ”
Xiaojuan took Yuanshan's arm and sat back on the sofa.
She took another cushion and placed it behind his back.
"Dad, I searched around and finally found out that a relative of my colleague also had a disease with my mother, who was being treated in a nursing home in the south. It is said that there is an old expert in the sanatorium, using traditional Chinese medicine and magical underground hot springs, and the effect is very good. I contacted the specialist and he was on call and it would take a month to come back. Dad, you can accompany my mother to the nursing home in a month!"
Hearing this, Yuan Shan was slightly stunned.
"How long will it take?"
He looked at Xiaojuan, and his heart was calm just now, and he was disturbed by Xiaojuan suddenly......
"The fastest is a year, maybe more than a year. Xiaojuan said calmly: "Anyway, Dad, you are not in his position now, and you don't need to seek his own government! The earth will run normally without anyone, and you don't have to worry about the country and the people anymore!" She paused: "Isn't the province already sending a new mayor, if Dad is here, it will definitely be embarrassing...... Instead of sitting at the CPPCC every day drinking tea and reading the newspaper, why not take a long vacation? Take this opportunity to go to recuperation with my mother. ”
Xiaojuan rolled her eyes and looked at her parents silently.
"The sanatorium is in good condition and has a therapeutic effect on both rheumatoid and stomach. Seeing that her father didn't mean to refute, she smiled: "Dad, your heart has not been very good, you can also raise it by the way...... As for us, we'll drive to see you whenever we have time. ”
A year or more than a year?
Hearing from Yuanshan, in his heart, a strange emotion suddenly surged, and he felt extremely uneasy.
He went upstairs alone and went to the study.
He didn't eat at noon, saying he ate outside. Mrs. and Xiaojuan repeatedly asked him to eat more, but he refused.
He sat down in a swivel chair in front of the big desk.
Looking around, at this moment, his mind was in chaos.
Looking at the few bottles of old wine displayed at the bottom of the bookshelf, at this moment, he only hoped to get drunk, and heard that a drunk can relieve a thousand sorrows.
He stood up, took a bottle, uncorked it with a wine picker, and poured half a bottle into his mouth in one gulp.
He was able to drink, but he was accustomed to drinking slowly, and when he drank it in one gulp, he seldom drank it in one gulp, and his chest immediately passed through a stream of heat.
Knowing that drinking quick wine hurts people, he still poured the remaining half bottle into his mouth. He dropped the bottle, returned to his desk, and sat back in his chair.
He opened the drawer of the desk, saw the paragraph written some time ago, and saw the two words Leng Yue, he whispered softly:
"Cold Moon...... Cold Moon ...... My moon ......"
He felt a tingling in his heart, and the words Leng Yue on the rice paper blurred in front of his eyes...... But the shadow in my heart is getting clearer and clearer, and the thoughts and regrets are becoming clearer.
"Cold Moon, Cold Moon, it seems that we have no tomorrow...... What awaits us tomorrow is probably a permanent separation. He whispered again.
Just then, there was a knock on the door.
Nasty, he doesn't want to be bothered.
"Dad—Dad!"
Hearing Xiaojuan's voice, Yuan Shan staggered over and opened the door of the study.
A smell of wine came to Xiaojuan's face.
"Dad, you're drinking?"
Xiaojuan looked at her father with wide eyes.
"I made you a cup of Biluochun. She said, "Why do you want to drink? You don't have a good heart!"
Yuan Shan looked at his daughter Xiaojuan with a cup of tea in a daze, and he frowned. For a while, I couldn't figure out what she was doing.
"Yes...... Is there something wrong?" he asked.
"Dad, I think you'd better go back to your bedroom and rest! What are you doing with all that? Wine is intoxicating. ”
"Wow when you're drunk......"
He was a little unsteady on his feet.
"Dad...... Go to the bedroom and lie down. ”
Xiaojuan put down the teacup and hurriedly supported him.
"It's ......good to be drunk," said Yuan Yamaguchi inarticulately, "A drunk life is happy...... It's not painful to be drunk...... Can...... Why aren't you drunk......"
"Daddy......!"
Xiaojuan looked at her father with a painful heart.
"Drink alone...... Ju Huaiyi is happy to fly, and wants to go to the blue sky to catch the sun and the moon......" Yuan Shan staggered at Xiaojuan and smirked: "Suspension...... is necessary...... Love...... It is also necessary...... A breakup is even more necessary...... Jumping out is necessary...... Drunkenness is also ...... Necessary ......"
"Daddy—"
Xiaojuan hugged the distant mountain that was crooked.
"Wake up......"
"Sober...... It's not necessary......" Yuanshan murmured: "I hope I will be drunk for a long time and I don't want to wake up......"
"I can't wake up after a long drunk...... How is this possible?" Xiaojuan said.
"Helpless life...... Ridiculous and ridiculous life...... Involuntary life...... A life of self-deception......"
Yuanshan fell on the bed, and then he still giggled, smirking at Xiaojuan and himself. The smile was mocking and contemptuous.
"See...... Your dad...... It's just an alcoholic...... It's still a ...... It's a layman...... Can't take it...... Real ...... Lonely ......"
With that, he closed his eyes.
A big teardrop slipped down the corner of the closed eye. Then he fell into a deep sleep.
He slept for a long, long time...... Until the arrival of another day.
Xiaojuan kept looking at her father blankly, her heart was sour and unstable.