Chapter Seventy-Eight: Nowhere to Say Lovesickness in Front of Me (Volume 1)

It's late autumn, the sky is gray, the sun is dim, and even the clouds are out of shape.

It was as if the whole of nature had withered.

The mountains are already covered with the first snow. There was silence in the damp woods, as if crying quietly.

Occasionally, one or two birds in the sky were chirping timidly, as if they knew that winter was coming.

Now, here, in this late autumn season, Leng Yue walks silently on the mountain path alone.

She remembered that last night, when she fell asleep, she had dreamed of the distant mountains for the first time. I dreamed that they were holding hands and looking at each other, and their eyes were full of tears.

He hugged her and whispered in her ear repeatedly: "There is nowhere to say lovesickness in front of you, unless you say it in a dream." When she woke up, she found herself still in bed.

She looked out the window at the corner of the sky, at the twinkling stars, and at the beating of her heart. She closed her eyes, thinking about the dream, her whole body was hot, but her heart was sour.

What do you want to tell me? I'm so worried, I'm looking forward to it, I'm looking forward to it, I'm looking forward to seeing him right away.

Leng Yue's wish soon came true, because the distant mountains came to the scenic area earlier than her.

But he wasn't waiting for her, but he was with a lot of people, the people he knew before, and for many days, every day.

He came on time every morning and left on time.

He seemed to have regained his full energy, became very active and talkative, Lao Zhang, Lao Li shouted.

He was polite, polite and courteous to everyone he knew. He talked to them about the weather, about the rain and snow, about the wind, about everything that was empty.

He became polite, amiable, approachable, like a humble gentleman.

He barely glanced at Leng Yue, and even if he did, he was the same as before.

He no longer looked affectionate, nor was he giving Leng Yue a chance to contact him alone, and when he called, his phone was always busy.

He seemed to be avoiding her, consciously or unconsciously, and seemed to have to see her every day. Sometimes he thinks of her as a passer-by A or B, and sometimes he is a person he met and nodded hello when he was exercising.

This situation was something that Leng Yue didn't expect.

She was melancholy, empty, confused...... At the same time, I felt the embarrassment of being left out.

She didn't know why he was so idle now, but she looked forward to seeing him every day, and when she saw him, she would rather not see him.

She found that the distance between them was getting closer every day, and she couldn't do anything to get closer.

She could only watch him, with a group of people she knew every day, passing in front of her eyes and gradually walking away.

She could only stand there, or at most follow them for a while.

She didn't dare to do anything, and she couldn't do anything. Because she herself said that she wanted to downplay their feelings, to go back to the past, to be friends. But what is a friend like, is it a stranger who ignores and ignores each other? or is it a passer-by A or B?

What the hell are you doing?

Another night is quietly coming.

For the cold moon, the night is annoying and haggard. Because she often can't sleep peacefully...... Even if she slept hazy for a while, she would suddenly wake up with a shock...... Then she would look out the window and look forward to the dawn.

This is exactly "the night passes, and the east window is not white, and the lights are not extinguished." ".

Finally, it was dawn.

She came downstairs, looked at Li Min, who was sleeping in the room, and listened to his snoring, Leng Yue really envied him.

Envy him for eating, sleeping, getting angry when he should be angry, and working when he should work.

In fact, Li Min, who said that he would watch her and never let go, had already lifted his suspicion of her. Because on the day he went to work in the restaurant, he spent money to hire a private detective to conduct a 24-hour all-round tracking and investigation of Leng Yue.

More than a month has passed, and the private detectives have followed and collected evidence, but they have found nothing, so they have to withdraw their troops.

Li Min secretly rejoiced in his heart, and regretted his actions, and he also loved Leng Yue.

As for Leng Yue, she is still the same as herself, and she still lives a lonely life. It's just that her eyes are deeper and more confused, and her heart hurts even more.

"Why, why don't you want to follow the arrangement of fate, and take a path of peace and tranquility, light as water?" she began to pace down the hall. "Why, why can't you bury your own personality pursuits and desires? and then seek to be consistent with the public?"

She shouted in her heart, asking.

"Because of the distant mountains?"

She paused, then pondered.

"Because he sowed the seeds of love in your barren, grassy heart, because he awakened your long-dormant love?" she began to circle the hall again. "But he has always been like a shadow, ethereal......" she sighed, and asked herself, "Is it that he is destined to perform a tragedy in this world?"

Thinking like this, he thought about it, and found a black trench coat to put on. Finally, she walked out of the house.

Standing downstairs, facing the highway extending in all directions, she hesitated for a moment, sighed again, and finally chose the road to the scenic area.

She knew that maybe she shouldn't have gone, shouldn't have seen him again, but she couldn't be herself, like a powerful attraction was controlling her.

She bit her lip and shook her head disapprehensively at herself, but she still chose the road to the scenic area.

Far away, at the foot of the mountain, Leng Yue saw the distant mountain not far ahead, and he was talking to a man and a woman he knew.

When Yuanshan saw the approaching cold moon, he immediately ended the conversation hastily. Then he quickly turned around, pretended not to see anything, and ran quickly towards the mountain.

He walked as fast as he could, and trotted in bursts, as if escaping from a plague that had been holding him tightly.

Leng Yue looked at the distant mountains that were rushing towards her, and she felt a sense of confusion and confusion.

She had hundreds of questions in her head, and countless questions in her heart, but she couldn't figure out what this situation was.

She looked up at the sky, it was very blue, a few white clouds were floating, although the weather was slightly cold, but the sun was good.

It vaguely seems to be back to a year ago, it is also the late autumn season, and it is also this road, and the distant mountains follow her, enthusiastic and hearty.

At that time, she would never have dreamed of today.

It's just more than a year, or rather, it's just one night, they were together last time, and they said that they would see each other tomorrow, but when they meet again, he has changed...... The deep affection between them was completely written off.

Overnight, the vicissitudes of life were nothing more than that.

Maybe he was just interested in her, making fun of her, and having a Sunday?

His kiss is a toy, a pity, a take advantage! He has never really loved her from beginning to end! Now that his wife is sick, he finally has an excuse to get rid of her and return to his family?!

Thinking of this, Leng Yue bit her lip tightly, and her feet also increased her strength, she wanted to catch up with the distant mountain, and she wanted to ask him face to face.

Finally, when he arrived at the Mushroom Pavilion, Leng Yue caught up with him.

It was the first time I had seen Yuanshan so embarrassed! He was panting, sweating profusely, and coughing constantly...... Could it be that he is sick?

As for Leng Yue, after more than a year of exercise, her body and steps are very light.

She stood calmly on the other side of the distant mountain, watching him lean against the largest fast rock, panting incessantly.

She looked at the distant mountains, and just stared at him like that, not moving or speaking. Her gaze at this time was gloomy, stubborn and weird.

Facing Leng Yue's abnormal face, the scattered hair blown by the wind, the slightly white and chapped lips, and the tear-washed eyes staring at him, Yuanshan felt his heart shaken at this moment, and his eyes were sour.

He wanted to say something, but he found that in front of Leng Yue, he had lost the ability to express his thoughts and feelings.

He won't even communicate with Cold Moon.

Looking at Leng Yue, who was looking directly at him on the other side, he wanted to turn his head to the side, forcing himself not to look at her, but—he couldn't do it!

For a long time...... They just looked at each other and were silent.

"You- relieved, haven't you?"

Her gaze, with a flash of indescribable grief, asked him.

"Uh-huh......" he hummed, "come here...... Depend on...... Lean on......" he stammered.

His gentle and humble voice made Leng Yue's heart ache, but his actions made her heart ache. She tried to hold back the tears that were about to rise in her eyes, and said angrily:

"No, the stone is hard and looks lifeless, but so many people rely on it, and it hurts to hit it!"

"Hmm!"

He hummed again.

His face gradually turned pale.

"Are you running all the way like this, do you think you're an athlete, or are you competing with me?"

Some kind of piercing pain made Leng Yue angry, making her sad and unbearable.

"Or are you practicing some long-lost scud on the rivers and lakes? Flying on the grass? Otherwise, how can you fight for your life like being chased by a wolf! Oh ......."

She suddenly smiled, and the smile was cold, and it looked distressing.

"Is it to escape a runaway fan?" she asked, "Aren't you afraid of vomiting blood from tiredness?" She asked again: "I know that you are an attractive person, a top-notch old man, and you are still attracting popularity when you are old......!

Her smile vanished, and her brow furrowed.

"Turn someone else into your shadow first, and then make her a fool and an idiot! Don't you think it's too much to be kind and kind?"

Her little mouth was like a machine gun, Dada's, unabashed, asked him angrily. She didn't know that she was trying her best to suppress her love in the distant mountains. She barely saw the tears welling up in her eyes behind the sunglasses in the distant mountains.

"Oops!

Hearing Yuanshan's panicked voice, Leng Yue glanced at it and saw two women who often exercised passing by on the side road, but Yuanshan's words stabbed Leng Yue's heart again.