Chapter 279: The Cycle of Light and Darkness, the Process of Destroying the Heart

The boundless darkness, the endless fall, Xiao Yun did not panic at all, nor did he have any strong emotions, he was calm and showed a strange confusion. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In a daze, the young man looked around, only to see a dark cloud as thick as a canopy covering everything, and then a heavy sense of oppression enveloped him, making it almost impossible for him to breathe smoothly.

Then the calm boy finally came to his senses, and found that the dark shadow was always hovering at his side, and he wanted to drive it away into the endless distance. However, he soon regained his composure and gave up, and he was unable to move at all after continuing to fall, and the feeling of restraint and powerlessness came from nowhere.

Xiao Yun didn't struggle, perhaps thinking that he was dead, and didn't want to let the Heavenly Dao Will be proud again. So in the young man's still keen perception, the cold, dark and untouchable liquid began to slowly and unstoppably continue to surge, is this the blood that the darkness is flowing?

It seems that this is the eternal night after the death of the stars and the moon, or the final return of the world. Listening to the silent but terrible sound of the wind, Xiao Yun felt that there were countless hungry spirits in his body, struggling, screaming and searching, clearly wanting to get the fear in his heart for food.

Maybe a long time has passed, or maybe it is just an instant, the black liquid began to splash in all directions, and in a trance, after an instant, Xiao Yun looked back in the black time and found himself. But the terrifying darkness continued to approach, devouring his sight little by little.

Xiao Yun tries to find a bit of a real voice that belongs to life, and also hopes to find a soul other than himself, even a wisp of dead soul can symbolize the joy of passing life. However, all he could hear was the pounding and pounding of his own heartbeat, and all he could see was the confusion of falling in the darkness.

The black dream that was so quiet that it was almost terrifying seemed to have no end, Xiao Yun, who continued to fall, felt that he was merging with the darkness, his heart and cognition were quietly changing, and the spirit and wisdom had a completely different experience, and even felt that the silence of the eternal night in front of him was the ultimate perfection, which could be peaceful and eternal.

But everything in the world must be reversed by the extreme, and the end of darkness can of course only be light. Just when Xiao Yun felt that he was about to assimilate with the darkness for eternity, the dying white light spots in the endless distance below gradually dazzled, and in a moment it seemed that thousands of years had passed silently, and the fallen boy finally had fear, and once again threw himself into the light world that devoured him.

"Ah......h But he didn't know that he was crying and his eyes were closed, sometimes purple and gold, sometimes silvery, and once as golden as the eyes of the sun.

After a dozen breaths, Xiao Yun finally found himself in the light, completely eliminated all the impulses to return to darkness, and began to rejoice that he had regained the light. It can be seen that people who cultivate the mind are always so determined, even if they have been lost for a short time, they can always easily return to the heart like a mirror.

But Xiao Yun, who reopened his eyes, was completely stupid, and he just burst into tears when he looked at everything in front of him. Then a heart-rending cry of grief blurted out, so emotional that he had completely forgotten himself, and he didn't even realize that he had not made a sound.

The dilapidated thatched huts and farmhouse courtyards presented in front of him made Xiao Yun no longer able to maintain his own calmness. Even if thousands of years have passed, or even more, he will never forget that this is home, the birthplace where he has long since become ashes.

Xiao Yun, who was extremely emotional, forgot to be suspicious, forgot to be cautious, and forgot that he should not return to his hometown Xiao Jiayuan. But the thoughts are repeatedly troubled, and the nostalgia turns into chaos and is entangled at the moment, and the young man who is obsessed with family affection can't think about anything else, and all the wisdom and wisdom in front of the family, he doesn't hesitate to think it's bullshit.

Then the addicted teenager saw more, and the older girl took her sister and toddler brother to laugh and play in the dilapidated farm yard. The happy crisp laughter was so pleasant that Xiao Yun soon stopped crying silently, and a happy and satisfied smile gradually appeared on his little face.

Listening to the laughter of the two younger sisters like silver bells, and also delighted with the milky call of the younger brother, Xiao Yun knew that these must be illusory, but he was unwilling to wake up from this beautiful dream. Even though he realized that he couldn't make a sound, let alone touch anything, the boy was willing to die in such a dream.

Soon, the person who couldn't let Xiao Yun forget reappeared, and in the blink of an eye, in the miraculously clean and tidy blue brick farmhouse, out of the parents he would always miss. It's just that the poor peasant households used to be exquisitely dressed, and they look so young and healthy, and they smile more with joy and happiness.

It seems that in this beautiful dream, Xiao Yun's dream when he was young can be realized, and his relatives can enjoy life happily and peacefully. So at this moment, Xiao Yun feels that his dream has come true, and he has no regrets about his existence, and these are all the meanings of his life.

Xiao Yun, who was full of happiness and incomparable satisfaction, didn't notice that the purple gold light in his eyes was gradually dimming, and after a few breaths, the silver and white eyes were also dissipating, and soon the bright golden light also followed in his footsteps. Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and the young man's illusory figure began to fade into invisibility, perhaps it was his fate to return to heaven and earth.

Xiao Yun didn't realize that he was fading, and his face that had become more and more blurred was still showing a smile, could it be that this was also a kind of birth in sorrow and death in peace?

However, the moment before the young man was about to disappear completely, Xiao Yun suddenly felt a little puzzled, there seemed to be one less person in the happy and healthy family, where did he go?

Doubt should be a negative state, and even develop to a certain extent to become a shortcoming, don't you see that suspicious people are always called treacherous by the world. But at this moment, it was the doubts that turned into luck, and the accident inevitably saved Xiao Yun.

The young man, who was very puzzled, couldn't find himself, so he lifted his spirits and looked up to search for what he thought was home, hoping to get a reason to leave with peace of mind. But at a glance, there are no happy and frolicking younger brothers and sisters, where are there parents who are smiling brightly, and even the familiar home has become a lonely grave.

Then the uncontrollable panic suddenly struck, and his chest seemed to be pressed by hundreds of millions of catties of boulders, Xiao Yun felt that he had been suffocated, and could only stand silently like a stone statue for a long time. It was as if some irresistible force suddenly came, instantly freezing everything in this world.

After a long time or before, Xiao Yun finally made the first voice to return to the bright world: "My memory...!My dream...!Yes, these are mine, you can never take away the way of heaven, one day I will turn these illusions into reality!"

Then the blue sky crumbled, the white clouds dissipated, and the boundless earth returned to eternal darkness. In the midst of the silent destruction of the world, a ray of brilliant golden light broke free from the confinement of the void, and rushed straight towards the young man as fast as lightning, and the familiar soul power fluctuations completely awakened Xiao Yun.

"Xiao Wan......!" It's a pity that the boy who completely recovered himself didn't have time to shout two words, and the world that was shattered into boundless darkness rolled up a huge vortex, and the irresistible force swallowed Xiao Yun into the unknown depths again, and the darkness and fall became everything that the boy could perceive again.

Xiao Yun, who didn't know how long he had been falling in the dark, was no longer strange to the light that suddenly appeared in front of him. Although the young man's purple-gold, silver-white, and golden eyes were still changing, and as always, he felt a headache, Xiao Yun knew that this was going through a calamity, and the Heavenly Dao was using his memories to carry out extermination.

But even if he knew what he could do if he was experiencing a catastrophe, Xiao Yun could only be furious about everything that appeared in front of him. He returned to his hometown of Xiaojiayuan again, but this time he appeared in the Zhou family compound, watching the eldest sister being beaten to death, the younger sister swallowing her last breath again in her arms, and her father, who was so seriously injured that she vomited blood and died, and her mother, who hanged herself in the middle of the night.

Xiao Yun felt his heart tearing, his soul trembling, and the smell of blood in his mouth was so strong that he almost lost his mind. However, even though he was so ruthless that he could not kill his enemies countless times with his own hands, he was as powerless as if he had been separated from two lives, and he could only let his illusory figure begin to dissipate silently again because of his unquenchable rage.

Maybe Xiao Yun will finally get the doomed ending of returning to heaven and earth, although he was lucky enough to escape the annihilation of the catastrophe of joy before, but the young man who was so angry that he lost his mind could no longer control his emotions. It can be seen that the Seven Emotions Life and Death Tribulation is not so ordinary as it is in the sea of Shura's blood, and now it is really revealing an extremely insidious terrifying power.

Fortunately, although the will of heaven is the master of the world, people are not as good as heaven, and heaven is not as good as a fixed number. It must be known that the definite number is the derivation of countless causes and effects and established facts in the past, and even the will of the Heavenly Dao cannot violate the rules set by itself, unless it is hoped that the end of the epoch will come sooner, and the will of the Heavenly Dao of the next epoch will replace him immediately.

The will of the Heavenly Dao that manipulated the Seven Emotions of Life and Death, although it could slightly tamper with Xiao Yun's memory and make the young man completely silent in his anger, it could not completely reverse and erase the facts that had happened. Therefore, Xiao Yun must have unexpectedly seen another fact, the compassionate monk Wuming hugged his crying little brother and left his hometown for Guangzhou.

Seeing his little brother Xiao Feng, who had been looking for nothing all along, Xiao Yun suddenly even his true soul trembled violently, and instantly got rid of the fury that put him to death like waking up from a dream. The evil venerable cultivator of the mind is not an unwise person who allows himself to be manipulated, and then he realized that he had been hit by the calamity of the seven emotions again, and he almost destroyed himself completely just now.

As Xiao Yun regained the peace of his heart again, and looked up at the white clouds in the sky with disdain, the wrath of the failed heart-destroying catastrophe collapsed the world again. It's a pity that Xiao Wan was still a step slower this time, unable to join the master before the will of the Heavenly Dao, Xiao Yun's true soul seemed to be experiencing a cycle, and once again sank into the boundless darkness.

Xiao Yun, who appeared in the bright world for the third time, actually returned to the old place that he was very familiar with. However, Xiao Yun, who has escaped death twice, has undoubtedly gone through two inscribed cultivations, which has made the heart of the young man who cultivates his heart more and more firm and strong, and it is difficult to easily be arbitrarily swayed by the catastrophe of the Seven Feelings.

Returning to the alchemy place deep underground of Scarlet Lin Peak, Xiao Yun finally witnessed the despair and struggle of the ancestors, and completely watched Xiao Chang's life of hatred and sorrow. Although Xiao Tianming's sorrow in his previous life made him empathize, and Xiao Lie's life regrets made him even more sad, Xiao Yun always remembered that he was living in the present.

But the Tribulation of Seven Emotions that came this time not only allowed Xiao Yun to see his relatives and elders and his past and present lives, but also made him see Zhou Xing's resentment of smiling and begging for death, and also felt the last wisp of mental power fluctuations before the old ghost Yuan Infant was devoured. It seems that there is no sorrow in the world than this, and the despair in people's hearts is always unrelieved.

Xiao Yun, who was lamenting, not only became more and more determined in his heart, but also transformed his determination to succeed in surviving the catastrophe. He even roared loudly and repeatedly warned himself that his past life and this life can only be in the present, grief and resentment are the decadence and escape of people with no ambitions, and only by successfully surviving the calamity can he have a chance to avenge his ancestors.

In this way, the catastrophe of seven emotions and sorrows seems to have become a joke, and for the first time, Xiao Yun's world has voluntarily collapsed because of helplessness. However, Xiao Wan did not appear this time, and it seemed that the rapid abandonment of the will of Heaven was due to the pressure of Xiao Wan to savior bravely.

Soon Xiao Yun fell in the boundless darkness again, and also appeared in the world of light for the fourth time. But this time it was really so lively that it was almost unimaginable, countless demons and evil ghosts were like an endless sea, all roaring towards Xiao Yun and swarming towards them, and there were many familiar faces of teenagers.

Xiao Yun looked at the four demons from afar, and couldn't understand where the bitter hatred for himself came from these partners who swore to life and death. I can't figure out why Xiao Ming and Chalk Luo Shiyun, who have always been extremely loyal, are now leading the crowd to besiege him, and I can't figure out why the two uncles and uncles of the Biquan family are clamoring to kill themselves.

But these can't make Xiao Yun mess with his heart, and a scene that really makes him unacceptable appears immediately. In the middle of the great array of demons and demons like the sea, countless mortals turned into crazy killing machines, not only surging towards him like a tide, but also continuing to kill each other.

These mortal Xiao Yun are all too familiar with them, the Jiao clan and the Luo family monks of the Inland Sea are among them, as well as the Li family monks of Feiyun Peak and the Buddhists of the Puhui Zen Academy. However, what Xiao Yun couldn't accept the most was that Zhu Xiaopang and Zhong Xiaoqian, the three hundred closest brothers and sisters, were actually among them, and it seemed that the disciples of the Shenxiao Dao Sect and the Blood Spirit Sect had all come.

But before Xiao Yun could shout, a high-pitched horn suddenly came from afar. Immediately, countless Wu clans swarmed in, shouting and scolding loudly to kill Xiao Yun, and swept forward one after another while killing each other, the target was of course the stunned young man.

For a time, the four major ethnic groups that were hostile to Xiao Yun and fought to the death turned the boy and the visible world into a boundless sea of blood, or scarlet, or blue, or black blood splashed wantonly, watering countless mutilated corpses, making Xiao Yun feel that he had been besieged by death and bloody eternity.

Obviously, the will of the Heavenly Dao was extremely angry at Xiao Yun for three tribulations in a row, and he actually tampered with the young man's memories about the demon realm, the underworld, and the mortal realm into a terrifying world. Xiao Yun is a real enemy of the world here, and anyone has already betrayed him.

It's just that Xiao Yun is shocked or helpless, the young man with a firm heart understands that these are not true, but just a conspiracy and means of the Heavenly Dao. So the young man urged the Void Spirit Ruyi with all his might, and turned into a purple light elf who freely entered and exited the void, silently thinking and constantly evading.

The world in front of him is almost as false as it is extreme, but Xiao Yun is so distressed in his constant evasion that he can't do it, how can he not know that everything is the opposite of everything. It is important to know that the extreme of falsehood must be true, and who can be completely sure that the scene in front of you will never appear in the real world.

This also led to Xiao Yun's long-standing question: Is it too one-sided to vow not to seek immortality? Why does self-cultivation always go against one's own heart? Is it really impossible to do whatever you want? The meaning of life's existence......?......??

Xiao Yun's heart has been chaotic because of his hard work, but he will never be able to get an answer that can convince him. So the young man who had already had the experience of the heart tribulation suddenly woke up at the critical moment that this was the calamity of thought, the real killing of disturbing the heart with falsehood, and if he continued to think about it like this, he would definitely die.

After a while, Xiao Yun's heart finally calmed down, and the world was calm because of the calmness of the robbers, and the army of the four clans dissipated like a sea with the gentle breeze like mist. Many familiar and unfamiliar faces left the boy with a smile before they disappeared completely, as if cordial, or gratifying, and admiring.

Looking at the countless figures passing away with the wind, the young man suddenly smiled with happiness on his face and said: "Yes, whether it is false or true, people can live without anything, but they must not lack confidence! How can a person who cultivates his mind not believe in family affection and friendship?"

As soon as the clear young man's voice settled, the fourth world collapse appeared in front of him, and the irresistible sky-sweeping vortex rolled up a lonely figure, Xiao Yun continued to experience the cycle of darkness and light, and welcomed the arrival of new worlds in the fall.

Therefore, Xiao Yun relived the unforgettable memories in turn, the horror after the disappearance of the master was magnified countless times, the endless fear of the mortal world being completely destroyed by the Demon Star Tribulation was almost as real, and the extreme sadness brought to him by the gradual aging of his relatives and elders.

The funny thing is that these are completely useless, although Xiao Yun has been repeatedly tortured by the magnified seven emotions countless times, and has almost been self-extinguished by the emotions that are difficult to calm down several times, but the young man who cultivates his mind miraculously survives the catastrophe, and his heart is more and more firm because of this.

If it weren't for Xiao Yun, who was an illusory soul body at this moment, he couldn't sense his physical body that was not there, and he would definitely cheer with joy. It's just that in Xiao Yun's three bodies, the newly formed Purple Gold Heart Pill has added seven colors of heavenly patterns, which is exactly the opportunity he should have gotten to survive the tribulation.

Obviously, because Xiao Yun successfully survived the tribulation of the Seven Feelings, it was tantamount to experiencing the cultivation of the heart between life and death, allowing him to understand the seven emotions that belonged to mortals, and finally formed a complete system of mind cultivation. Although the human heart is as endless as he knows, having a complete system undoubtedly truly opens up the path of cultivation and breaks the shackles of mortal cultivation for countless years.

However, the unprecedented Seven Emotions Tribulation is indeed terrifying, if there is a choice, Xiao Yun would rather spend hundreds of thunder tribulations than experience such self-destruction again. Thinking back to the seven rounds of heart-destroying tribulations he had experienced, he even felt as if he had died seven times before he was reborn with great difficulty in his steadfast heart.

Xiao Yun's feelings are not exaggerated, you must know that the reason why people are human is precisely because they have seven emotions and six desires. The heartless and ruthless stone fairy may be able to joke, saying that this is just a child's trick, and it is not a dangerous catastrophe at all. But it is certainly not a human being who can say so, or a person of normal mind.

However, in the last four rounds of Xiao Yun's successful passage through the Tribulation of Seven Feelings, no trace of Xiao Wan was found. It seems that the loyal companion who is always guarding the true soul of the master has long understood that Xiao Yun can reap the opportunity without worrying about the calamity, and he does not want to cause variables due to too much intervention.

Xiao Yun was a little puzzled by this, even though he vaguely guessed why Xiao Wan was like this, he didn't have much time to think about it. Now still sinking into the depths of darkness, he found that this fall seemed to have no end forever, far exceeding the sum of the previous seven cycles.

Xiao Yun, who continued to fall in the dark, secretly guessed in his calm that after surviving the Tribulation of Seven Feelings, he would usher in the Tribulation of Life or the more terrifying Tribulation of Death......