Chapter 280: Ruthlessness is death, affection is eternal life
Xiao Yun continued to fall in the darkness of his own, unable to find an end without direction, as if this was the final destination of hopeless existence. But the young man always resists www.biquge.info the helplessness and weakness in his heart, and he is always firm in his heart to always yearn for the light.
Perhaps while the darkness blurred Xiao Yun's eyes, it also inadvertently gave him the courage to fight the fire as a moth, even if he could only fall without moving, the firmness of his heart that belonged to people never changed.
Although light is always fleeting, only darkness can symbolize eternity. However, it is the fleeting light that gives birth to all life and hope, as well as the courage and perseverance that comes with it. Therefore, Xiao Yun, who will eventually come out of the darkness, is destined to pursue the light with his heart.
Witnessing the seemingly endless darkness, the boy inevitably felt a little cold and lonely, and the confusion in his heart began to grow gradually, and it may soon grow into a nightmare that consumes everything. But Xiao Yun stubbornly believes that the self will exist, no matter how much it sinks, the person who knows how to persist is truly alive.
Gradually, the purple and gold eyes returned to brightness, and the silver-white light began to swallow the young man's eyes. It seems to be just an imperceptible moment, or a thousand years have passed, and the reappeared brilliant golden light finally broke free from the invisible bondage, and the warm light began to illuminate the surroundings.
It's a pity that lifting the mysterious and heavy veil of darkness has brought Xiao Yun more sadness and despair, and he has not reaped joy from the light he has worked hard to obtain. It's just that although the golden eyes expel the coldness and darkness, the squirming and struggle that the young man sees at this moment are always giving birth to the fragility in his heart.
Xiao Yun still remembered that he was in the midst of a catastrophe, and all the scenes he saw were nothing more than tampering with the will of the Heavenly Dao, and he had also had several adventures before and thwarted these falsehoods. But he is also a cultivator, and the boy who swears to be a man can never be ruthless, even if he knows that these are false, it is useless.
In the depths of the darkness torn apart by the golden light, Xiao Yun, who was about to split, was trembling all over. Because he vaguely saw the soul shadow of his eldest sister Xiao Ling, who was suffering from broken souls but was unable to scream, and it didn't take much time for the ghost of the eldest sister to be about to be reincarnated would completely disappear into the world.
"Little... Xiaoling! It's me, I'm the big brother! Don't be afraid, Xiaoling, brother is here to save you......!"
Xiao Yun, who was terrified to death, burst into tears and continued to cry out bitterly, the young man who witnessed his sister suffering, where did he remember that he was in the calamity imposed by the will of the Heavenly Dao, and he was obsessed with family affection, and he instantly forgot that what he saw was false.
But Xiao Yun, who wanted to come forward to help, couldn't get close, and the eternal forbidden life and death isolated the two of them at both ends, even if they could see it, they couldn't hear it. So the boy involuntarily began to roar wildly, unaware that his heart and soul were shattering, and it seemed that he was already walking in sync with the sister of the broken soul.
The irresistible pain struck, perhaps from Xiao Yun's heart and soul, or from the tragedy he saw with his own eyes. In short, the golden light began to dim, and the illusory figure of the young man gradually blurred. Obviously, the teenager who lost control of his emotions has been taken advantage of by the catastrophe, and it is not only Xiao Ling's soul that has been completely shattered.
The young man who was in boundless pain physically and mentally, his consciousness at this moment gradually became confused, and the huge pain that he couldn't bear was still giving birth to Xiao Yun's courage. It's a pity that this courage can only become a soul-shattering crisis, so that the young man is not afraid of the horror of death, and he longs to return to reincarnation with his suffering sister.
Xiao Yun, who has never been afraid of death, is most afraid of the suffering of his relatives, which is far more unbearable than taking away his life. Although the boy was vaguely aware that this was a fate, this thought was too small and faint, and it was wiped out by pain in an instant.
Obviously, the will of Heaven is enough to understand Xiao Yun, a person who is extremely affectionate and sexual, and understands that a mortal boy who is obsessed with family affection, even if he knows that it is not Xiao Ling in front of him, will enter it. Because Xiao Yun can't be heartless and ruthless, seeing the sister of a fellow mother suffering, he will definitely have emotional fluctuations and cause instability in his soul.
In fact, so many tricks of the Heavenly Dao are also out of helplessness, just because Xiao Yun, who has studied the soul path and mastered the ancient soul secret method, is now a three-body true soul in one, and the strength of the soul power he has is unprecedented. Except for the enlightened ones whose true souls have been transformed, there is probably no monk in the world who can compare with them.
What's more, Xiao Yun had already cultivated the Spirit Wheel in the sea of Shura Blood before, and if he didn't confuse the young man's consciousness and destroy his true heart, the Heavenly Dao would not be able to completely destroy his true soul. It must be known that Xiao Yun's actual existence is still in the Shura Blood Sea, and the Heavenly Dao cannot violate the iron rules formulated by himself and descend the power equivalent to punishing the enlightened person.
It seems that Xiao Yun's current state is to kill himself, and the most affectionate young man was shaken by his false relatives, causing his soul to fluctuate violently and there were signs of imminent collapse. Maybe this is Xiao Yun's doomed death, but it is a pity that it is not the Heavenly Dao that exterminated him, but the young man's own too affectionate heart.
Xiao Yun was so unconsciously facing the end, maybe the Heavenly Dao Will thought that the torture of destroying the soul was too merciful, and felt that the speed of the young man's complete obliteration of the true soul was not fast enough, so Xiao Yun's already confused vision saw an even more unbearable cruelty again after a while.
I saw that in the darkness in front of me, the soul of the peasant couple in ragged clothes appeared out of thin air, who else could it be if it was not Xiao Yun's deceased parents? Immediately, there seemed to be an invisible whip flying wildly in the sky above the soul shadow, and countless black fragments splashed up immediately distorted the soul shadow, and an inaudible wail came immediately.
"Daddy......! Mother......" Xiao Yun roared hoarsely, his terrible voice was like a ghost roar, and the person who had never cultivated his heart like iron could not bear the sadness at this moment. And the figure of the young man, who was also twisting and deforming, instantly accelerated the speed of collapse several times.
It turned out that the evil venerable, who was fearless and decisive in killing, was not as ruthless as he showed every day, but was completely caught in a desperate situation because of his extreme affection. Perhaps this is Xiao Yun's fatal weakness, and it is also the biggest reason why he is not tolerated by the Heavenly Dao, and it is the root of his destined suffering.
Xiao Yun, who cultivated his mind, understood a long time ago that no matter whether it was the Heavenly Dao or any other master, or even the mortal rulers of the world, no one would allow a person like him to exist. The rulers shouted high-sounding slogans, but in fact, none of them were unbelievable lies, but they were nothing more than nonsense to fool the mortals into enjoying their privileges.
A man like him, who has an indomitable mind and cannot be tamed, is a danger, a mortal enemy of those who represent vested interests. Therefore, no matter what the masters believe in or admire, even if they don't want their faces, they will definitely make him die and not be able to live a hundred lives.
Therefore, the power of Heavenly Dao, which is too strong to be stronger, will never allow a mortal like Xiao Yun to exist. If you want to have the power, you can become a true immortal with too much forgetfulness, or bow your back and bend your knees to slave the master and be crowned a god, or fool and incite the living people to become a Buddha and become holy, or become a demon and no longer swear to be a human being.
Xiao Yun, who was being destroyed, was indeed no longer human, and the illusory young man's figure was clearly about to die, and he was actually torn apart by the pain born of love. However, Tiandao still felt that Xiao Yun was not erased quickly enough, and once again showed the tragedy that the young man could not bear to witness in the dark.
Xiao Yun, whose consciousness had been destroyed to a blur, faintly saw that in the darkness a few feet in front of him, Xiao Li'er was holding Xiao Dong and Xiao Yu'er in swaddling clothes, just looking at him stupidly and chuckling. Immediately, a black wind blew from behind, and the figures of the mother and child dissipated like the wind.
Xiao Yun wanted to roar loudly, and even wanted to rush forward immediately, but before he could make an effort for this, the figure that appeared in front of him had already been replaced by Xiao Huan. So the black wind continued to blow, his beloved relatives continued to dissipate, the little junior sister and Sister Lian appeared one after another, and finally the Ye family sisters wept goodbye to him.
Xiao Yun, whose consciousness was completely confused, could no longer distinguish between truth and falsehood, and could only feel that his heart was shattering and his soul was dissipating. He couldn't cry or make any sound, and he couldn't even feel the pain he couldn't bear before, and he was undoubtedly completely erased by the catastrophe that he couldn't resist.
It was only at this time that Xiao Yun finally realized that this should be the death catastrophe that annihilated his true soul. But at this time, he realized that it was too late, and before he could begin to clear his mind, his consciousness was completely confused and out of control, and the only thing he could see was black lightning.
Xiao Yun saw the beginning of his death, but he didn't have time to perceive the subsequent variables, let alone see the final outcome of this death catastrophe. The only remaining consciousness of the young man at this moment of life and death, he can only stabilize his mind out of instinct, and he is useless in his dying struggle.
Unbeknownst to him, countless black lightning bolts surged from the depths of darkness, and there was an even faster golden lightning bolt among them. The strange thing is that the golden lightning can still arrive first, which actually makes Xiao Yun a little excited after bearing it into his body, and the illusory figure that is about to dissipate has also condensed a little.
In an instant, countless black lightning bolts struck the young man's illusory figure, and Xiao Yun felt that he had been completely shattered, turning into a powder that could not be more subtle. However, the boy's chaotic consciousness became clearer and clearer, and he found that the small fragments everywhere actually belonged to a part of his true soul, and they continued to hover and did not completely dissolve into nothingness.
Xiao Yun, who was so frightened that he was unbelievable, almost lost consciousness, but the breath that was too familiar to be familiar was helping him calm down, and there was even some kind of supreme power in it that fluctuated violently, obviously trying to help him reunite his broken soul body into one.
Xiao Yun's only remaining consciousness was also secretly sighing in his happiness, even if he didn't have the slightest strength at this moment, and even the remaining perception was very vague, he would never mistake the golden light that had been integrated into his soul. Sure enough, at the critical moment when the body and spirit were about to be destroyed, Xiao Wan, who never gave up, saved himself again.
So far, there has been no more picture in the boundless darkness, and Xiao Yun, who once shone with golden light, has turned to powder, and continues to merge into the eternal silence. Perhaps time no longer exists in such an environment, and the darkness itself will eventually turn into nothingness.
In the darkness, the darkness walked silently towards its place, perhaps for countless years, or just a moment of farewell. Then the golden light gradually shone brightly in the darkness without time, and soon it was scattered everywhere, like countless small golden stars in the night sky that blinked their eyes.
Xiao Yun sensed that countless of himself were growing in the golden light, and when he regained consciousness, he wanted to send out the voice of telekinesis to communicate with Xiao Wan. It's a pity that he can't do it at all before he has reunited his soul body, he can only endure the cold and loneliness of the darkness, and he must also suppress the excitement of the rest of his life after the catastrophe, and focus on his consciousness to become strong as soon as possible.
Time flew by or froze, and Xiao Yun finally heard the familiar boy's voice: "Master, there are limits to my intervention, and I will be forced to leave soon." While my Soul Gathering Light is still effective, quickly fuse the true soul fragments you have split, so that the master can re-condense the true soul. ”
After finishing speaking, the little golden star in the night sky quickly weakened, and it was obvious that Xiao Wan's Savior's behavior had reached the limit, and he had to leave the master's true soul fragment, and retreat to the purple-eyed body of the sea of consciousness. Whether Xiao Yun can continue to exist can only be achieved through his own efforts.
Fortunately, the true soul fragment that still retains the consciousness of the teenager is the largest and has the most soul power after Xiao Wan's efforts. These are undoubtedly the greatest convenience for Xiao Yun to re-condense his soul body, which can avoid the memory loss that will inevitably occur after the true soul is shattered.
Hearing Xiao Wan's admonition, Xiao Yun dared to delay for a moment, and then urged the fragments of his consciousness with great difficulty, and walked towards the nearest true soul fragment around. There was finally a rare movement in the darkness, and Xiao Yun, who was constantly fusing the fragments of his true soul, kept running to one direction and corner after another.
Fortunately, all the true soul fragments belonged to the same person, and the process of fusion did not encounter any resistance. The process of reuniting his true soul almost intoxicated Xiao Yun, although this feeling was neither joyful nor exhilarating, but the indescribable beauty was always stirring, just like the process of rediscovering himself.
Just because every true soul fragment has a memory, Xiao Yun's process of fusing his true soul fragment is like reliving all the experiences of the three bodies. Perhaps this is a re-experiencing life of some meaning, and many different perceptions and experiences have been generated, all of which are strengthening Xiao Yun's heart that is firm again.
The boy who worked far harder than a bee in the dark gradually reappeared unconsciously. Xiao Yun, who has regained his soul body, is obviously different, not only is he far calmer and more solid than before, but there is also a certain Dao rhyme that has never appeared before, looming in the young man's body
Xiao Yun, who had received Xiao Wan's help for the rest of his life, clenched his illusory fist and sighed with emotion, his self-cultivation almost completely died in the love in his heart, is this a great irony and lesson? But even if it is due to the existence of love, even if it is extinguished, what is there to regret, and the ruthless monster who is not a human is equal to dead even if he lives.
When the soul splitting black lightning reached the body just now, it seemed that he had already died once, maybe this was the punishment for forgetting his feelings in the previous moment. It's just that the taste of death is not so terrible, it seems to make the heart more firm, and the soul power is more refined because of this, is this the essence of death?
No, no, this is not surprising, the silver pupil that cultivates the Xuanyin Dao is resurrected from the dead, and it can be seen that death can also confirm the meaning of life, and it is also a great way to study it.
Yes, whether it is purple eyes, silver pupils, or golden eyes, in fact, they are all themselves, and the three bodies must be one with the same heavenly tribulation, and the root of life is me Xiao Yun. That's why the silver pupil will have a sense of death because of death, which should be the inevitable fate that will exist after the success of the tribulation.
Thinking about this, Xiao Yun felt very excited, and wanted to immediately start to comprehend the mystery of death that he had just harvested. However, the young man looked at the true soul fragments that were still floating and hovering around him, and he still remembered that now was not the time to sigh and cultivate, but he was urging the Origin Soul Dao Technique to cast the Spirit Wheel again.
The colorless aura illuminated Xiao Yun's figure in the blink of an eye, dispelling the surrounding cold and darkness, and countless fragments of his true soul instantly returned to their origins. Maybe it's a moment, or maybe a thousand years, and the darkness finally returns to its former purity, and there is no longer any fragment of true souls.
Feeling his recondensed soul, Xiao Yun couldn't help but start to sigh again. It turns out that I have really experienced a death before I understand that death is just a post station of life, and the return of life is not death, but the sinking and extinction of the heart.
Today's experience has undoubtedly shown that if a person has a heart, he must have affection, and ruthlessness cannot seek eternal life, but only a life as if he was dead. If it weren't for the sincere brotherhood between himself and Xiao Wan, I am afraid that I would have been completely destroyed, and it can be seen that ruthlessness is death and eternal life.
However, Xiao Yun had just begun to sigh, and what he hadn't expected happened again. Just because the young man who successfully reunited his soul body, the power of the spirit wheel behind his head became more and more uncontrollable, and he actually attracted countless soul energy from unknown sources to swarm in, which brought a lot of mysteries about death.
Xiao Yun, who made this discovery, became more and more excited, and immediately urged the spirit wheel to collect the soul energy that continued to come, and he heard the sharp whistling of the colorless aura in his ears, and the darkness was shaken like a broken mirror, and countless black fragments poured towards the young man like a tide.
Such a scene was much to Xiao Yun's surprise, and he couldn't figure out whether these space debris were a curse or a blessing, so he immediately wanted to stop the full urging of the spirit wheel and avoid these uninvited unknowns. Unfortunately, he was still a little slower, and an extremely small fragment like water had instantly merged into his soul.
Then Xiao Yun was completely sluggish, but he immediately laughed loudly again, and he laughed so happily and brightly. It turns out that the black space fragments are also soul energy, which is obviously crystallized by the transformation of dead souls, and the only thing contained in them is the extremely refined death path rule.
The sharp whistling paused for a moment, then erupted again with greater force, and the speed at which the darkness was shattered was noticeably faster. Xiao Yun collected these fragments of death with all his might, and he had no time to care about it, but he unconsciously ushered in a new round of light.
The time of solidification may have existed for a long time, and Xiao Yun, who had recondensed his soul body, suddenly noticed that the black fragments containing the mystery of death were no longer coming, and only then did he find that the darkness outside his body had completely collapsed by him, and now he was in a white and bright world......