Chapter 197: The Reason for Heartache
The night sky was dark, with only a few sparse cold stars dotting around. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Maybe the stars are lonely, not to mention that it is the end of the month, and without the moon by its side, the stars are becoming more and more lonely.
What about that person, who is in this environment, compared to the past, does he have a lot of loneliness in his heart at this time?
Or maybe he's used to being alone.
In the innermost courtyard of the Xiangwang Building, Yang Xiaofeng and Lin Yuhan stood quietly.
Yang Xiaofeng looked up at the night sky, and Lin Yuhan looked at him from the side.
A gust of night wind blew, brushing Lin Yuhan's hair on his sideburns. Her waist-length hair began to dance gently in the wind.
At this moment, the cold night seemed to have become much gentler, and even the cold night wind was no longer so terrifying.
Lin Yuhan stood silently beside Yang Xiaofeng, looking at him with affection in his eyes.
And the night breeze blew upon her, and swept the corners of her garment. In the dark night, the dazzling purple dress on her body also began to flutter slowly in the wind in the cold night.
Isn't it that at this time it can be regarded as an eternity for her?
In the quiet courtyard, Lin Yuhan stood quietly. From beginning to end, she didn't say a word.
In the night breeze that gently blew through the corner of her clothes, she looked at the man beside her stupidly, and stood quietly like this.
Isn't it, at this time she has become the most beautiful and charming scenery in the world!
It's just that her scenery didn't fascinate Yang Xiaofeng, because his heart wasn't here at all. Perhaps, his heart is no longer in himself.
So where will his heart be?
Whether it is in some unreachable distance, whether it is someone there is where he has always been missing.
The beauty is on the side, and it is in such a gentle winter night. Is such an environment enough for a person to forget all the pain and sorrow in his heart, including the deepest emotions in his life?
But why did he still feel so much pain at this time?
No, he still can't forget it. Even though this moment had come, he still couldn't forget the pain in his heart, just like he could never forget her.
So, he was still alone. His heart has long been accustomed to loneliness.
The night is not deep, this is the most noisy time in the Xiangwang Building, all kinds of laughter, cheers, orchestral instruments, cups and cups, guessing fists...... And so on and so forth, all kinds of voices intertwined and resounded together.
At this moment, the Xiangwang Building has become a sea of joy.
Xiangwanglou is too famous in the rivers and lakes, but no one has ever been able to give a precise definition of what kind of place it is.
It doesn't seem right to say that Xiangwanglou is a restaurant, it doesn't seem right to say that this is a green building, and it seems even more wrong to say that there is a gambling house here.
Xiangfu Building covers an area of as many as 10,000 acres, with a total of more than 100 miles. Here, there are the best and most luxurious banquets in the world. As long as you have the money, even if you want to eat human flesh, you can do it right away.
Here, there is also the most luxurious and atmospheric gambling house in the world. Some gamblers can even lose hundreds of taels of silver with a single bet.
Here, there are the most gentle and beautiful red girls in the world. However, there are some girls who you want to spend with you for one night, at least a thousand taels.
This is only the outermost thirty of the Xiangfu Building, and then the first thirty into the middle of the fifty, these fifty are basically independent courtyards covering an area of more than 100 acres. These courtyards are basically no different from the Jinluan Hall where Emperor Laozi lived, but there is a premise, if you want to live here, you can't just have money, you have to have power.
Therefore, most of the people who can enter these courtyards are some powerful martial arts overlords or dignitaries who are in positions and ministers, or the royal family of Dauchi.
However, these courtyards are not as noisy as they are outside, and the environment here is very elegant and clean.
Of course, there are also the best wines and the best girls. But basically you can only enjoy singing and dancing here, and under normal circumstances, no one dares to come nonsense.
But if you can really get a high enough price, you can still do anything.
Isn't money and power the solution to all problems and satisfy all the desires of a person?
In short, Xiangwang Building is a place where people can be extremely carnival, vent, drunk and dream.
But after the carnival, people's hearts are only lonely and empty.
Therefore, although Xiangwanglou is a place that makes people extremely carnival, the people here are lonely.
These people came alone, originally wanting to dissipate their loneliness here, but they didn't expect to be even more lonely when they left.
Loneliness seems to have filled the entire Xiangwang Building.
Yang Xiaofeng's heart is lonely, he stands alone in this lonely courtyard, looking up at the lonely night sky lonely. His thoughts had already flown far, far away.
Lin Yuhan stood behind Yang Xiaofeng and looked at him quietly. She didn't speak, she didn't want to break the silence of the moment.
It had been dark for a while, but the courtyard was still bright. As soon as the night fell, the lanterns in the courtyard were already lit.
Those few bright lights, swaying with a soft clear light, suddenly brought a touch of warmth to the whole courtyard.
In this warm winter night, in the innermost courtyard of the Xiangwang Building, Yang Xiaofeng and Lin Yuhan stood quietly in the soft night.
He looked up at the night in the distance, not knowing what he was looking at.
She watched him silently.
I don't know when he and she have been in their current state, silent to each other, and no one has spoken again.
Perhaps, for Yang Xiaofeng, he really didn't know what to say to Lin Yuhan at this time. Her affection for him, her attachment to him, and her infatuation with him, she had already told him all clearly and without reservation.
So, at this point she was waiting for his response.
He also knew that she was waiting for his response.
Isn't it, he should be saying something.
But he didn't do anything. From the very beginning, he just looked up at the night in the distance.
He didn't say anything. He knew she was waiting, waiting for himself to give her a definite answer, but he pretended not to understand anything, and just stood with his back to her. Even after a long time, he just stood like this.
But Lin Yuhan is still waiting.
She still didn't give up in the end.
However, Yang Xiaofeng still stood indifferently and never gave her any answer.
Time seemed to have stopped at this moment.
Waiting is probably the most torturous thing in the world, and Lin Yuhan is waiting for it in this kind of torment. But a moment later, she felt like a full century had passed.
But in the end, she still didn't wait for any answer from him, or perhaps, this was the best and clearest answer Yang Xiaofeng gave her.
An answer with no answer.
Finally, Lin Yuhan was completely desperate, and her expectations were finally disappointed, all of them were in vain.
At this moment, she completely understood that in his life, she was just a passerby after all.
She's not his landscape, by no means.
At this moment, she finally realized that she had been just deceiving herself all along.
"Brother Yang, you're thinking about her again, aren't you......", Lin Yuhan couldn't hide her loss anymore, but she still looked at the man next to her stupidly, and said stupidly: "I know, you're thinking about her again."
Yang Xiaofeng turned his back to Lin Yuhan and still didn't say a word.
He didn't admit it, but he didn't deny it either.
But Lin Yuhan wanted Yang Xiaofeng to admit it at this time, at least in that case, her heart would hurt more completely, instead of pretending like now.
Although her heart was already hurting to death at this time, she still had to pretend to force a smile, because, because she still lacked a reason for heartache.