Chapter 198: Lonely Heart, Lonely Man
"Why, why is it that the person who is accompanying you at this time is me, but what you are thinking about is her ......", Lin Yuhan couldn't figure it out, and didn't understand, so he asked Yang Xiaofeng with a sad smile: "Why can't you try to pay more attention to me." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I don't expect you to treat me like you do to her, I just want you to share one-millionth of your heart for her on me, and then I will be content."
Yang Xiaofeng looked up at the lonely and cold night, and after being silent for a long time, he turned to look at Lin Yuhan and said lightly: "I'm sorry."
At this moment, he could only say "I'm sorry" to her.
"I'm sorry...... Aha...... I'm sorry", Lin Yuhan wanted to cry, but found that he had no tears to shed.
Listening to Yang Xiaofeng's sorry, Lin Yuhan's heart seemed to be broken, he laughed miserably, and asked: "Why do you want to say sorry, I am willing to do all this, you are not sorry for me, so naturally you don't need to say sorry."
No, Yang Xiaofeng said lightly again: "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry, hehe...... , I'm sorry again......", Lin Yuhan looked at Yang Xiaofeng with burning eyes, for a long time, and said bitterly: "You know, I don't want to hear you say sorry to me."
Yang Xiaofeng said lightly: "Then you want to hear what I say to you?"
"I ......", when the words came to his lips, Lin Yuhan suddenly fell silent again, for a long time, laughed sadly, and said, "You know."
Does Yang Xiaofeng really know?
Indeed, he knew how he didn't know Lin Yuhan's heart for him.
But what about his heart?
I'm afraid no one but himself can know.
But at this moment, he was suddenly a little confused, and facing Lin Yuhan, he was suddenly a little confused.
In the final analysis, he is just an ordinary ordinary person after all, and all he has is an ordinary person's heart.
His heart is not iron-clad, he also has feelings.
Perhaps, his attitude towards feelings is far more important than that of other people. If not, why would he be in such pain?
As long as it is a person, it will be hurt, and Yang Xiaofeng has really suffered too much damage at this time. A heart that has been hurt always needs someone to heal it.
Could it be that Lin Yuhan is the one who can heal him?
There is no doubt that Yang Xiaofeng is lonely. Perhaps, loneliness has taken root in his heart.
It's like an arm, an eye...... Like the indispensable organs of these people's bodies, loneliness has long become a part of his body.
Although, he has long been accustomed to solitude.
But for a lonely person, does he always wish to have someone to accompany him more or less?
At this time, Lin Yuhan was the one who accompanied him.
A heart that has been hurt does not need the warmth and care of others the most. A person with such a heart is not the most receptive to the warmth and care given to him by others.
What's more, the other party is still the woman who has been silently by his side in his lowest days.
After he was injured, she stayed awake like that, staying by his side day and night, taking care of him and caring for him.
But in the end, what did she get in the end?
But it was just his farewell.
In the days when Yang Xiaofeng was in a coma, Lin Yuhan never relaxed for a moment. During that time, she was really tormented.
In the end, she was so tired that she had to take a nap, but when she woke up, he was gone.
In the days when Yang Xiaofeng left, Lin Yuhan was about to go crazy.
She didn't understand why he had to leave, she had to ask him personally. So, she sent all her men all over the world to find him.
She and her men searched almost the entire city of Jinling, and at last, she found him, who had been reduced to a beggar.
This time, he promised to go back with her.
In this way, Yang Xiaofeng followed Lin Yuhan to live in Xiangwang Building.
However, Lin Yuhan also understands that although Yang Xiaofeng's people are here, what about his heart?
Why, why is his heart elsewhere though he is in this building?
But no matter what, Yang Xiaofeng understood at least one thing.
In this world, in addition to Luo Qingxue, there is another woman who is so sincere to him.
Like Luo Qingxue, Lin Yuhan also gave him too much warmth. At the lowest ebb of her life, it was she who warmed his heart with the temperature in her heart.
Even many years later, Yang Xiaofeng often thought that in his loneliest days, if it weren't for Lin Yuhan's company, he might not have been able to get through the low ebb of his life at all.
But he didn't know what kind of definition Lin Yuhan had in his heart.
A woman who treats him sincerely, never leaves him in his most confused and lonely days, accompanies him, and gives him warmth.
Or is it just a stranger who meets in the water?
Yang Xiaofeng suddenly found that Lin Yuhan's affection for him was too heavy, and he couldn't bear it.
For such a woman, what reason did he have to refuse again.
Isn't it that he already wants to learn to accept her?
By no means.
He only has one heart, and the space for one heart is only so big. The woman who was as cold as frost and snow had taken up all the space in his heart.
His heart has already been completely filled by Luo Qingxue, how can he tolerate another person.
Yang Xiaofeng looked at the night sky, as if he was already crazy.
Is it that the night is so beautiful that he hasn't moved for a long time, just looking at the sky stupidly. It seemed as if his heart had been completely lost in the boundless sky.
Or maybe he's deliberately avoiding something. The reason why he turned his back to Lin Yuhan was because he didn't dare to face her at all.
Although Yang Xiaofeng tried his best to pretend to be indifferent on the surface, he knew that he had disappointed Lin Yuhan again after all.
Two lonely people, two lonely hearts. Isn't it that when you rely on each other, you won't be so lonely?
However, in this place where loneliness is the main theme, if there is no loneliness, is it a little abnormal!
Therefore, Yang Xiaofeng did not rely on Lin Yuhan after all. And Lin Yuhan seems to understand, she understands, just like she is not his scenery, she is not Yang Xiaofeng's reliance after all.
In her life, he was like a passerby in a hurry. Although she tried to keep him, she wanted to keep him in her life, but it all seemed to be a futile effort.
Yes, now his people are with him, but what about his heart?
For Lin Yuhan, Yang Xiaofeng's heart has always been in a distant place that she can't reach, and she has never wavered.
Perhaps, now that he was tired, his heart was wounded, so his footsteps stopped briefly at her.
But those who stay will always leave, just as the wound will always heal. Could it be that the day when the wound in Yang Xiaofeng's heart healed was also the day he left Lin Yuhan?
No one knows the answer to this question, not even Yang Xiaofeng himself.
He didn't dare to face her, so he could only remain silent.
Lin Yuhan stood behind him, equally silent.
In the cold winter night, he and she stood quietly in this quiet courtyard, silent to each other.