Chapter 186: Enemies, Relatives
The hollow valley is secluded, and when the sun shines on the valley bottom, it is already the middle of the day. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Although the winter nights are long, the sun rises very early. However, the winter sun rises early, and the natural setting is also early, giving people the feeling that in the blink of an eye, the red sun has already set westward.
Winter nights are very cold, so the morning sun is also the warmest in winter. In comparison, by the middle of the day, there is no heat.
But it doesn't matter, because the morning sun has already sprinkled warmth in the world and into people's hearts.
"After being betrayed by Duanmu Jing, I once didn't want to believe in human feelings. At that time, I almost thought from the bottom of my bones that people were just using each other for interests, even if there were some emotional entanglements, it was just a kind of dependence that was spawned by interests under the premise of common interests, friendship was like this, love was like this, and even family affection was no exception. So, at that time, I thought that there was no such thing as affection between people."
Murong Ke groaned, and slowly told Yang Xiaoling about his past cognition.
His words sound somewhat extreme, but when you think about it, there is nothing wrong with it. If you have been betrayed or hurt by the people you trust and are closest to, then you will feel the same way.
Yang Xiaoling seemed to be stimulated by Murong Ke's words, and his body was cold, and he almost wanted to fall. In a trance, he suddenly remembered the identity of that person, and only felt that all kinds of feelings came to his heart for a while.
The heavy pain made him feel that it was already a little difficult to breathe, so he had to gasp for breath.
He really didn't know how to define that person, was it the stepfather who saved their brothers and sisters and raised them to adulthood, or the murderer who killed his whole family and killed his family?
Benefactor, enemy, this is really a bit contradictory.
He couldn't tell the difference between the feeling that person brought him.
It seems to be sad and hateful. Or rather, there is that deep confusion.
The reason why he is confused is also because of the identity of that person, or the identity of that person.
The identity of that person, even if others think about it, will never be able to think of it.
Probably, apart from that person himself, there will never be more than three people in this world who know his true identity.
Just because, in almost everyone's memory, that person is already a dead man.
Among the three people who knew the true identity of that person, Yang Xiaoling was one. But if he hadn't seen that man in person that day, he would never have thought of giving him another ten, or even a hundred.
It was from the moment he knew the identity of that person that Yang Xiaoling's heart was completely dead in an instant.
This is why he chose to commit suicide by jumping off a cliff.
However, he would never mention that person's identity to anyone, not even his eldest brother Yang Xiaofeng.
Who is that person?
thought he was a benefactor, but in the end he found out that the other party was his biggest enemy.
Just ask, how many people in the world can bear this kind of pain?
Yang Xiaoling, like Murong Ke, has trusted and given affection to someone around him, but in the end, it was the person he once believed in the most who hurt them the most.
The pain caused by this kind of injury is often more intense than the hurt caused by a stranger, and the wound is more difficult to heal.
Perhaps it was this somewhat similar encounter that made Yang Xiaoling agree with Murong Ke's words.
"The predecessors are right, there is no emotion between people, everything is just an entanglement of interests."
Unexpectedly, Murong Ke didn't nod, but shook his head abnormally, chuckled, looked at Yang Xiaoling, and said, "Actually, you and I are wrong."
Yang Xiaoling said indifferently: "The seniors said that we were all wrong"?
"Exactly", Murong Ke looked up and saw a round of red sun shining in the clear blue sky, with white feathers like a dog, and it was very leisurely between going and staying.
Perhaps, the cloud is the most unintentional, and of course, the most unintentional. Between coming and going, there is no desire, no dispute, no lawsuit, no demand.
For a while, Murong Ke was in a good mood, and he only felt that all the knots that he had been unable to think of in his heart in the past had been untied at once.
At that moment, he looked at Yang Xiaoling and said with a happy smile: "Just because we have been hurt by the people around us, we no longer want to believe in the feelings of this world." But after listening to what happened to your eldest brother today, I realized that it's not that there are no feelings in this world, it's just that we are too narrow-minded."
Yang Xiaoling was puzzled: "Senior, you said that we ourselves are too narrow-minded"?
"Yes, ......", Murong Ke was sad for a while, but soon smiled again: "If we didn't have feelings for the people around us, how could we say that we were hurt and betrayed."
Yang Xiaoling only admitted, "Indeed, strangers never have the opportunity to hurt us, and it is always the people around us who hurt us." It is precisely because of this that the wound is difficult to heal and the indignation in our hearts is so strong."
"If there is affection, there will naturally be harm, between the two, isn't it a ...... that depends on each other", Murong Ke smiled with relief: "Maybe, there are indeed too many injuries and betrayals in the world, but fortunately, behind this betrayal and injury, there are also the most precious feelings in the world, just like your eldest brother and Luo Qingxue." He and her, one is willing to give up everything because of his love, just to stay with each other, and the other is willing to wait for ten years of loneliness for his love, just to meet each other again one day. Isn't it worth believing us in the meaning of the world?"
Yang Xiaoling smiled dejectedly and said, "It's a pity that even if it is such an unswerving relationship, it will inevitably end in dispersion in the end." Perhaps, this is the fate of the eldest brother and Luo Qingxue, they are destined to know each other but have no chance to stay together, hehe......".
"It's not like this......", Murong Ke shook his head suddenly, and said firmly: "I believe that no matter how many tribulations you go through, your eldest brother and Luo Qingxue will eventually come together again in the end." If even such deep feelings can't stay together, then what kind of love and righteousness will there be in this world."
Yang Xiaoling said blankly: "But the eldest brother and Luo Qingxue are still separated after all, aren't they?"
"Then how can ......", Murong Ke's tone suddenly brought a little sentimentality, but he still smiled and said: "What if you part, don't all gatherings come from parting, if there is no separation, how can we get together?"
"If there is no separation, how can we get together ......", Yang Xiaoling chewed Murong Ke's words repeatedly, thought for a long time, and smiled sadly: "It's a pity that there are some separations, and from the moment they started, they are destined to never meet again."
"It's really ......", Murong Ke could only agree, and after a while, he suddenly asked again: "Because of Luo Qingxue, your eldest brother can't attack Luo Wenbin, what about you?"
"I ......", Yang Xiaoling laughed miserably, lowered his head and said: "In the face of the current situation, what can I do, and what should I do"?
Murong Ke said indifferently: "Let go of Luo Wenbin, this is your eldest brother's choice, but how can you say that you can let it go if you kill your sister's blood feud." Your eldest brother can't do anything to Luo Wenbin, are you just like your eldest brother? You know, you don't have any entanglement with the people in Falling Snow Valley. Therefore, this revenge for killing my sister will naturally be avenged by you."
"The predecessor is right, I can indeed kill Luo Wenbin to avenge my sister, but ......", Yang Xiaoling said gloomily: "However, now there is a rift between the eldest brother and Luo Qingxue that can never be repaired, if I kill Luo Wenbin again at this time, the old hatred will be added to the new hatred, so that the two of them may really have absolutely no possibility in this life." If so, how cruel it is to the eldest brother, to Luo Qingxue, and to the two of them."
Murong Ke said helplessly: "Yes." If you want to say who is the most innocent person, it may be Luo Qingxue. After all, she never hurt anyone from start to finish."
"Luo Qingxue's life is really hard enough. From a woman's point of view, she just wants to stay with the man she loves, but such a most ordinary vision has actually become a luxury ......for her", Yang Xiaoling said with a wry smile: "Perhaps, in the eldest brother's heart, Luo Qingxue is not only his beloved, but also his dearest." The eldest brother's relatives are naturally my relatives, and in the face of my relatives, how can I kill her father, even if the other party has a deep blood feud with me."