Chapter 185: The Resentful Couple
Of course Yang Xiaoling understands the feeling of killing. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 In fact, he wanted to say to his eldest brother at that time that murder is not only a grave sin, but also a debt, a most painful torture.
If you think about it, he's been a killer for at least eight years. I remember the first time he went on a mission, he was scared to death.
On that occasion, he did a great job. But afterwards, he fell into a deep fear, so much so that he locked himself in the stone house and did not go out for a whole month.
That month, he couldn't even eat, let alone sleep.
As soon as he closed his eyes, he would see the man he had killed standing in front of him. He will never forget the look in that person's eyes before he died, frightened and resentful, and he felt that the man's gaze was like a stinger, which had been piercing the deepest part of his heart.
Now, even though all these years have passed since that incident, and he has since killed more people, his heart has long been numb.
But every time he dreamed back in the middle of the night, when he woke up from his sleep, he still seemed to be able to perceive that familiar fear was still lingering in his heart, and it was still so clear.
Perhaps, this has become the nightmare of his life. For the rest of his life, he will always live in this deep fear and pain.
Now, not only him, but also the eldest brother has also fallen into this torture full of fear and pain.
"This ......", Murong Ke was in awe, and said loudly: "Your eldest brother is worthy of being Li Muqing's disciple, just this mind and courage, looking at the past and present, there are few people who can do it like him." It seems that your eldest brother has not only obtained the true inheritance of Li Muqing in swordsmanship, but also inherited the great personality of the sword god. Such an open-minded good man, it is really in vain that Luo Qingxue has waited for him for ten years."
Yang Xiaoling shook his head and said: "Actually, the reason why my eldest brother did this is not because he is great, but because of his selfishness, or rather, he is too cowardly, that's all."
Murong Ke raised his eyebrows and said unhappily: "I don't understand what you mean."
Yang Xiaoling laughed at himself: "The reason why the eldest brother chose to forgive the enemy is actually that he is afraid in his heart."
Murong Ke said loudly: "What are you afraid of"?
Yang Xiaoling replied faintly: "I'm afraid of losing the person he cares about again." The pain of losing his loved ones had already been experienced by the eldest brother when he was sixteen years old, and after ten years, he was really afraid of losing the person he loved again, and he couldn't bear the pain at all."
Murong Ke Moran, if there is anyone in this world who knows Yang Xiaofeng best, it must be his younger brother. Because, for all the pain that Yang Xiaofeng has experienced, his younger brother also bears it.
"When is the time for retribution, the eldest brother understands this truth......", Yang Xiaoling continued: "So, the eldest brother gave up revenge. He didn't want to let himself fall into that never-ending killing because of revenge, he just wanted to go with Luo Qingxue to live a peaceful and ordinary life. For the sake of this vision, he has actually been running away from it. That's why I say that the reason why the eldest brother gave up revenge is not because of how great he is, but because of his selfishness, and because he is too cowardly."
"You ...... wrong", Murong Ke immediately retorted: "As long as it is a person, there must be selfishness, which is understandable, because this is originally human nature. But some people wantonly hurt and trample on others for their own selfish desires, and even do not hesitate to kill others, this is the wicked person. However, fortunately, there is another kind of person in this world, who would rather be hurt themselves than take the initiative to hurt others, even if they sometimes have a little selfishness or something, but it is only to better protect those who they care about.
Murong Ke looked up and saw a clear sky, a vast blue sky, and white clouds. In the jasper-like sky, a round of morning sun exudes a blazing temperature, making people feel warm all over the body. Only then did he realize that the sun had already shone to the bottom of the valley, shining on the open space where he and Yang Xiaoling were standing, and of course, on their slightly depressed faces.
Suddenly, Murong Ke only felt as if he was holding a breath in his chest, and suddenly raised his voice several times, as if facing the white clouds in the distance, and as if facing Yang Xiaoling beside him, and said loudly: "This kind of selfishness is called kindness; And your eldest brother is such a person."
In the crisp valley, Murong Ke's words echoed everywhere. After a long time has passed, it seems that it can still be heard clearly.
Is Yang Xiaofeng a great person?
By no means. Not only Yang Xiaoling thinks so, but even he thinks so.
He knew very well that he was by no means a great person, and the last thing he wanted to be in this life was the so-called great person.
"Maybe, maybe the seniors are right......", Yang Xiaoling said lightly: "I also admit that my eldest brother is indeed a good-natured person, but I know that the last thing my eldest brother wants to be in this life is the so-called great person in the eyes of the world." The reason why he gave up his hatred was actually just to escape, he wanted to escape all these grievances."
"But the grievances and entanglements in this world are not something you can escape if you want to......", Murong Ke sighed, and said with a slightly helpless wry smile: "More often, the result of escape is often the opposite, and even, the person who wanted to escape everything, because his escape will cause more trouble."
"Perhaps, this is fate......", Yang Xiaoling also smiled bitterly, and said sarcastically: "The fate that has long been destined in the dark."
"Okay, let's not talk about this......", Murong Ke looked down at Yang Xiaoling, and said, "I want to know what happened to Luo Wenbin now, did your eldest brother ...... him?"
"Luo Wenbin is not ...... to die", Yang Xiaoling's tone was quite calm, and at the same time quite painful, and said hatefully: "Just when my eldest brother was about to attack Luo Wenbin, his sword was blocked by Luo Qingxue."
Murong Ke sighed and turned his head, as if he couldn't bear to listen to it anymore. However, he immediately asked again: "The killer who appeared on the field that day must not be an ordinary killer, since your eldest brother can kill them all at once, it shows that his martial arts are by no means weak." In this case, how can Luo Qingxue, a girl, be able to block his sword?"
"What is blocking the eldest brother is not Luo Qingxue's martial arts, but her affection for the eldest brother ......."
Looking up, Yang Xiaoling looked directly at Murong Ke and said sharply: "Assuming that the senior is my eldest brother at this time, then, in the face of the woman in front of you who has been waiting for you for ten years, do you have the courage to kill her father in front of her, how can you do it?"
Murong Ke's expression was solemn, and after thinking about it for a long time, he just smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know."
Yang Xiaoling was sad and said, "So, my eldest brother has no choice but to leave." On that day, he took my sister's body and returned to Qingshui Villa alone."
Although he had sighed enough today, Murong Ke still sighed again: "Although life is bitter and fate is impermanent, there are too many tribulations between your eldest brother and Luo Qingxue, so it can really be said that they are a bitter couple."
Yang Xiaoling was silent.
"However, I believe in ......", Murong Ke suddenly said firmly: "Although your eldest brother left alone, I believe that he will go back sooner or later, as long as Luo Qingxue is still willing to wait, just like ten years ago." I believe that no matter how many tribulations your eldest brother and Luo Qingxue go through, as long as he and her still miss each other in their hearts, one day in the future, he and she will eventually come together again and go through the rest of the days together. From now on, we will stay together happily until we die."
"It's impossible anymore......", Yang Xiaoling shook his head in pain and said sadly: "The seniors said that my eldest brother and Luo Qingxue will eventually come together again in the future, but between the two of them, will there be a future?"
Killing relatives and blood feuds is not shared. Maybe in Yang Xiaofeng's heart, Luo Qingxue is indeed the only love of his life, but in the face of the enemy's daughter, how should he choose?
"...... you are wrong", Murong Ke smiled knowingly, and said seriously: "Whether you admit it or not, I always believe that there will be a happy ending between your eldest brother and Luo Qingxue after all."
"Why"?
"Because, these two people, one is Luo Qingxue and the other is Yang Xiaofeng."
What kind of answer is this, it sounds a little inexplicable, but Yang Xiaoling seems to understand. However, although he understood, he still did not believe it.
"Perhaps".
Actually, it's not that Yang Xiaoling doesn't want to believe it, it's just because this is not a possibility. How would a man get together with the daughter of his sister's enemy? This kind of thing is not only Yang Xiaoling who doesn't believe it, but as long as he is a person with normal intelligence, he will never believe it.
However, so what, at least Murong Ke believed it.
"Not perhaps, but definitely."