Chapter 190: A Lonely Heart
"It's so dangerous!" Zhao Xinming breathed a sigh of relief and opened his eyes again, it was already noon. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoThe danger of this night was no less than a vicious battle, if not more so. The cold in the valley is not an ordinary cold qi, but a kind of cold poison condensed by evil qi. This poison is called "fire ether", which is an extremely rare third-grade poison in the poison code. This poison is both yin and yang, not only cold and piercing, but also a fire implied in it, hurting the meridians and the most vicious. Zhao Xinming was lucky enough to recognize this poison, and escaped with the help of "Xuanyue Zhu" to resolve the poison, and he was also afraid to think about it at this time.
Zhao Xinming spit out the "Xuanyue Pearl", looked up, and saw a figure walking slowly. The man was about thirty years old, wearing a coarse cloth shirt, with a steady gait and carrying a lunch box in his hand. Zhao Xinming hurriedly put away the "Xuanyue Pearl" and sat in the grotto to wait quietly. After a while, the visitor approached, glanced at Zhao Xinming, and was stunned for a moment before taking out a meal and handing it over. Zhao Xinming looked down, the meal was extremely simple, only a bowl of rice, two dishes of vegetarian vegetables and a bowl of water, he immediately frowned, took out ten taels of gold, and said with a smile: "In Xia Wucheng, I have seen my senior brother, dare to ask my senior brother's surname?"
The people who came didn't look at the gold, glared at Zhao Xinming fiercely, and said in a deep voice: "Senior Brother Wu, I came to deliver food on the order of Elder Ma, and I also ask Senior Brother to respect himself!"
Zhao Xinming touched a nail that was neither soft nor hard, his face turned slightly red, and he sneered: "This senior brother, senior brother has no other intentions, I just want to ask senior brother, can this meal be changed?"
The person sneered and said, "What, it's bad?"
Zhao Xinming's heart sank, and he hurriedly took the meal and said, "There is Senior Brother Lao." ā
The person snorted coldly and turned to leave. Zhao Xinming shook his head and had to eat the meal. At this time, the mountain wind gradually stopped, and Zhao Xinming's meridians were sore and he had no intention of cultivating, so he could only look around boredly. As for walking out of the "grotto," although Zhao Xinming had the heart, he didn't dare to try it easily, because this place always gave him a strange feeling, as if a pair of eyes were staring at him! This feeling started last night and has not diminished in the slightest until now. Zhao Xinming didn't dare to move, so he could only watch boringly for two hours, and the wind in the valley rose again, and a new day began.
A month later, the outer disciples who went to Zhongzhou to deliver the letter finally returned, along with a letter from Su Jinye. Senior Brother Wang didn't dare to be good at it, so he immediately sent the letter to Elder Xue. Elder Xue opened it and saw that there were four big words written on it: "The matter has been known!
Senior Brother Wang frowned and said softly, "Uncle, what does Elder Su mean by this?"
Elder Xue shook his head and said in a deep voice, "Quan An, the people you sent can see Su Jinye?"
"Nope. Senior Brother Wang shook his head and said, "He Yong sent the tokens and letters according to my wishes. It's a pity that Elder Su didn't mean to see him, so he only gave this reply letter and sent him back. ā
Elder Xue was silent for a moment, and then suddenly sneered: "Hehe, what a Wu Cheng, we were all deceived by him!"
"Uncle, what's wrong?" Senior Brother Wang was shocked and hurriedly said.
Elder Xue sighed and said, "Quan An, these four words have been said very clearly, Su Jinye is not willing to meddle in this matter. In this way, it seems that her relationship with Wu Cheng is very ordinary, and Wu Cheng also knows it, but he took advantage of the old man's eagerness to cling to the inner elder's psychology, and deliberately made a high-minded posture to seduce the old man, and let the old man be his shield. ā
"Uncle, since Elder Su is reluctant to intervene, why did she reply?" Senior Brother Wang said hurriedly.
Elder Xue snorted coldly and said, "That's Su Jinye's face to the old man!"
Senior Brother Wang was immediately deflated and said softly, "Uncle, what should we do?"
Elder Xue sneered, "Quan'an, this matter is over. The old man wants to see how he gets out of there!"
The two were furious, but they didn't know that Zhao Xinming had already expected this. There is no nail in the mountains, and it has been in the world for thousands of years. Half a year has passed in a flash, Zhao Xinming's skills have become deeper and deeper, and what he is facing is no longer wind and sun, nor evil erosion, nor hunger and cold, but a test that has never been before: loneliness. Zhao Xinming never thought that he would have such a day, and he didn't say a word for half a year, not that he didn't want to say it, but that no one said it!
The only living person you can see in the grotto is the senior brother who delivers food every day. Since the first day of meeting, no matter what Zhao Xinming asked, said, scolded, or yelled, this person never spoke, and he didn't even bother to raise his eyelids. After Zhao Xinming was anxious, hesitant, and helpless, he gradually got used to it. At this time, the two of them didn't even look at it, one was only responsible for delivering food and collecting dishes, and the other was only responsible for eating and drinking, that's all!
After half a year, Zhao Xinming had nothing to do except sleep, watching the rising and setting of the sun and the moon, or recalling the past, the things he had experienced in the past few years came to his mind one by one, and his mood changed again. Zhao Xinming was originally a child of a rich family with a pure heart, but his family suffered this catastrophe and embarked on a dead end. Later, countless life-and-death battles, and countless court officers and soldiers and high-rollers who died under him, these killings distorted his character again and again, and he was affected by the jade pendant at the moment of life and death, which condensed into the artistic conception of "only me" by chance.
What is the so-called "self-centeredness"? Human nature is inherently complex and changeable, and not to mention that Zhao Xinming is just a kid under 20 years old, even a wise man who has gone through vicissitudes may not be able to answer this question. In just three years, Zhao Xinming has become ten or a hundred times more powerful, but his heart has become more and more cold-blooded and ruthless, and he is even more accustomed to deceit. So what is the "original heart", the pure heart can only be a joke, maybe the understanding will become, the heart will also change, and what is the "only one's own heart"? Zhao Xinming does not know that the real artistic conception needs to conform to the heart, otherwise it will only be auspicious Liuyue's "killing realm", although the power is infinite, but it is painful.
Time flies, Zhao Xinming thought about it for a whole year, but he still couldn't answer this question, so he could only put this matter aside for the time being, watching the sun rise and moon set every day, and his heart slowly fell silent, a little less impetuous, a little more calm, a little less angry, and a little more kind thoughts. In many cases, only by enduring loneliness can we truly know ourselves!
As the sun sets, the mountain breeze arrives as scheduled. Zhao Xinming had no distractions, and silently urged the "Sunset Sutra" to run its internal strength. At this moment, a ray of sunset suddenly shone over, Zhao Xinming's heart moved, and he couldn't help but think of Liu Yue, the beautiful figure under the sunset disappeared in a flash. "Sunset dusk" Zhao Xinming muttered, and suddenly his whole body was shocked, and he suddenly remembered something. (To be continued.) )