Ying Xiuling smiled: "Where is your fault, you are being punished for me." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info I have to go out on the street. Chunxiu said aggrievedly: "Madam, speaking of which, what does the kidnapping have to do with Madame? Madame is kind enough to save people, and Luan Shi can be regarded as saving the woman, isn't it because of that woman that she was beaten? What's wrong with my lord, for the sake of outsiders, the family doesn't care about it!"

Ying Xiuling looked at Chunxiu's broken sleeves and the scars on her arms, and sighed: "This time it's the adults who are wrong, you are all meritorious ministers of the Meng Mansion, and I can only advise you not to worry about him." After all, it was wartime, and he was also annoyed. ”

Chunxiu said: "As long as Mrs. is not wronged, Chunxiu is just angry." ”

Ying Xiuling patted her very lovingly, thinking to herself, Chunxiu really misses her beloved, but it's a pity that she never has such a good time to be young again.

At this time, Chun Tao came over and bowed and said, "Madam, please go and eat." ”

Ying Xiuling nodded and said to Chunxiu: "You can accompany Luanshi tonight, if he hurts in the middle of the night, give him another painkiller decoction." ”

Chunxiu blushed and said, "Madam, this is ......" Ying Xiuling smiled a little sadly: "Don't care about those, I'll be the master of the two of you." ”

Luan Shi was also very happy in his heart, he and Chunxiu had never dared to disclose their affairs. Chunxiu was out of shyness, but Luan Shi was really afraid of Meng Dingguo.

Chunxiu suddenly said uneasily: "Madam, complaining is complaining, Madame, don't conflict with adults." After all, adults are the heavens in this house, and Chunxiu also hopes that Mrs. and adults can get along in harmony. Ying Xiuling smiled: "Don't worry." ”

Ying Xiuling walked into the dining room and saw that because Meng Dingguo came back for dinner very rarely, he specially added a few dishes. When Meng Dingguo saw Ying Xiuling coming in, he stood up: "Meng Yu is also very busy these days, so the two of us will have dinner today." ”

Ying Xiuling nodded, Meng Dingguo helped her sit down, and the two of them sat at the table, the heat and aroma from the soup basin filled the air, but the two were speechless for a while.

After a while, Meng Dingguo said: "I have already placed her, and I will send her away early tomorrow morning." I won't see her again. ”

After that, he served Ying Xiuling a bowl of soup: "After you come back, don't you eat anything, drink the soup." ”

Ying Xiuling took the soup very obediently, and the food he ate for a long time was made by her. Today, however, it was made in the kitchen, and she took a sip of the soup. It was the gastrodia pigeon soup made by Ah Fei, and the taste was really delicious. However, although Meng Dingguo took Xiao Mengshi's original cook Ah Fei to the mansion, he rarely ate what he cooked. He is used to eating the dishes that Ying Xiuling made for him, the tea she made for him, and the bedding she laid when he rested.

He looked at Ying Xiuling, who was silent, and he was also very worried.

After a while, Ying Xiuling said: "My lord, Xiuling has only recognized Meng Dingguo for a long time, and she doesn't care whether she is the Duchess of Fuguo or not. It is Xiuling's nature to come and go at any time, and it only depends on the wishes of adults. It's just that now it's different, the children are older, and I no longer have the ridiculous words and deeds I had when I was young, and adults can rest assured. ”

Meng Dingguo's eyes were moist for a while: "Madam, you are not only my wife, you know it in your heart." You are the heart of my Meng Dingguo, if you leave, my heart will be gone. I know that I'm ridiculous, and I also know that for the sake of Meng Yu and Xiaoxue, for the sake of them not to laugh at the world, you won't leave. But I don't want this,"

He finally finished these words in one breath, and his voice trembled a little.

Ying Xiuling lowered her eyes: "My lord, there are some things that I didn't just feel today. It was only when I saw it with my own eyes that I knew how painful it was in my heart. But I can't force you back. ”

Meng Dingguo stood up suddenly, and his voice suddenly became higher: "I have never changed to you!"

He suddenly lowered his head, and his voice became low again: "Yes, it has never changed. It's just that my heart has been painful. ”

Ying Xiuling looked at him, she clearly saw the pain in his eyes, and she also knew the unspeakable secret that had tormented him for so many years.

Her tears dripped down: "Adults are in pain in their hearts, so let Xiu Ling also suffer?"

Meng Dingguo was a little panicked: "Madam, I didn't! I just vented my frustration." I'll admit that I don't hate her and she's also very understanding. But I only go to her when it's in the most pain. She is a very young woman, and the reason why I am looking for her is because her identity makes me feel less guilty about her. ”

Ying Xiuling said in a low voice: "Now, this matter is known by Xiuling, do you want Xiuling to be painful, or not painful?"

Meng Dingguo was stunned, he panicked again, and rubbed his hands on the placket: "Madam, I'm stupid, I thought you wouldn't know." I don't think you will be sad if you don't know. And I, indeed, sometimes suffer to the extreme. ”

Ying Xiuling's tears couldn't stop flowing: "My lord, I went to Beiyan this time, and when I came back, I told my lord that I met Yu Lianzhu. She,"

She was choked, Meng Dingguo's eyes widened, he knew that what Ying Xiuling was going to say must be something very important.

Ying Xiuling slowed down for a long time, and then continued: "Yu Lianzhu told me that the eldest brother has not come out of the world all these years. She once met her eldest brother in Beiyan and stalked him. Later, she paid attention and found out that the eldest brother went to Beiyan alone to spy on intelligence, and Yu Lianzhu's light skills were better than that of the eldest brother. So the eldest brother didn't find out, once or twice he encountered danger, or Yu Lianzhu helped the eldest brother get out of danger. Later, Yu Lianzhu showed his face, revealed the identity of the eldest brother, and asked him why he ventured to Beiyan to spy on intelligence, but the eldest brother did not say anything in the end, but just begged Yu Lianzhu to keep it a secret for him. ”

After Ying Xiuling finished speaking, Meng Dingguo's eyes were already wide open, and there was surprise in his eyes, and with his status as an auxiliary prince, there was still a little undue fear.

Ying Xiuling stood up: "My lord, can you tell me, who let the eldest brother go to Beiyan alone?"

Meng Dingguo couldn't help but stand up, and both of them were very excited: "Madam! After many years of hiding from the world, the eldest brother really doesn't want to endure that kind ......of loneliness, and he asked for it."

Ying Xiuling couldn't listen to it anymore, and the sadness in her heart couldn't be described: "Don't say it anymore, my lord! That's my eldest brother! He hasn't seen his wife and son for twenty-two years, but he has ventured again and again to go to Beiyan alone to spy on information for adults!"

Meng Dingguo's face was as white as paper: "Madam! I can't protect King Kangming, how can I protect my eldest brother? At that time, the emperor had just ascended to the pole, and I had no strength at all. Besides, even King Kangming didn't kill the king! The eldest brother is alone in the deep mountains on the border of the country, and I feel like a sword hanging over my head. I can't tell you, I can't tell my sister-in-law and Shaoyan, I can only endure it alone, and I am afraid every day. Later, the eldest brother couldn't stand it anymore, he said that going to Beiyan to spy on the situation was the only thing he could do to relieve his loneliness, and I persuaded him, but he refused to listen. (To be continued.) )