Although he explained to Ying Xiuling, Meng Dingguo was panicked. He www.biquge.info know about this, not because he has a good reason. It's about whether Ying Xiuling can accept it, Ying Zhengyun's position in her heart is too heavy, how can she bear the harm she inflicted on her eldest brother.

He suddenly felt that he had nothing to say, he just looked at Ying Xiuling with fear, although he had controlled the country for so many years and encountered all kinds of winds and waves, he was now flustered like playing a drum.

Ying Xiuling was so crying that she couldn't speak, Meng Dingguo approached her and stretched out his hand, but he didn't dare to touch her.

"Madam, in your eyes, am I hopeless? If this is the case, I will lead the army to the front line of Xiyuzhou anyway, and I, Meng Dingguo, will die in front of the battle, which can be regarded as a debt owed to you and my eldest brother. ”

Ying Xiuling cried and trembled, she really didn't expect that her husband who had been with her for 20 years, and the lovers who had relied on each other for life and death, would hurt her again and again. She was so sad that she couldn't do it, but she still couldn't let go of this bad guy in her heart. She felt aggrieved, and the more she thought about it, the more sad she became.

Meng Dingguo walked up to her, and his voice was choked: "Madam, don't cry. In the half of my life, I am really satisfied to have you as my wife and two such good children. I will repay what my wife wants me to do wrong. ”

He reached out and put his hand on her shoulder, and she didn't dodge, but still cried.

The soup on the table was obviously cold, no longer steaming, and the room was silent, only Ying Xiuling's sobs. After a while, Ying Xiuling stopped crying, she grabbed the hand that Meng Dingguo put on her shoulder: "My lord, since I told me the truth in Beiyan Yulianzhu, I have never told my lord, and my lord knows why?"

She turned around, and looked at Meng Dingguo with her still good-looking but red and swollen eyes, and in only half a day, she suddenly became a lot haggard.

Meng Dingguo took her hand and pulled her to his side: "I know, you are a bodhisattva, and I am a demon king." It's just that back then, we were all the kindest and simplest young people, but the world was too harsh, and I hated myself now, but you are still like a Bodhisattva, and I will be ashamed when I see you. ”

Ying Xiuling looked at Meng Dingguo through tears: "I don't say it because I'm afraid of seeing you look scared when you are told the truth." I know that you care about me, and I also know that it is something that you can't touch in your heart, so no matter how sorry I feel for my eldest brother, I don't want to do this in front of you. But today, it was really sad and painful, and at that moment, I really felt that another woman was so close to you, but I seemed to be someone who had nothing to do with you at all. ”

Meng Dingguo held Ying Xiuling in his arms, Ying Xiuling did not dodge, but he closed his eyes, kissed her teary eyes obsessively, and muttered in his mouth: "I am a bad person, really an incorrigible bad person." Why do you always forgive me," he said intermittently, kissing her non-stop, not wanting to part for a moment: "I have always been sorry for you since the day you got married, when you were injured by Ah Yi. But I assure you, you will always be the most important woman in my heart, and there is no second one. I, Meng Dingguo, don't care about other women, I really don't care, but I can't live without you. If you really don't want me anymore, I'll really go to the front of the battle. ”

He was talking a little nonsense, and Ying Xiuling slapped him: "Don't talk nonsense, adults. But suddenly there was a grievance in his heart, and he fell into his arms and cried.

Wu Yigong told Lingxi that the capital was really dangerous, and Qihong Courtyard couldn't go back. Master Meng has already arranged a safe place for her, and has also taken all her soft and soft, and handed over the silver needed on the road and in the future to Xiang'er to collect, and send her and Xiang'er to set off early tomorrow morning.

Lingxi was stunned, she knew that she had met Meng Dingguo's wife today, and from the few contacts she had with Meng Dingguo, he had confided in her the emotional entanglement between him and his wife very painfully. She also knew that she had no possibility of replacing Mrs. Meng at all, and it was even impossible to replace her only emotionally.

But she has indeed fallen in love with Meng Dingguo, and she has no other thoughts, just to be with him for a long time. And at that time, he clearly agreed. But now ......

She thought silently, and Xiang'er whispered: "Girl, I don't know if I can go back to the capital again." ”

Lingxi raised his head and looked at Xiang'er with a pair of clear water cut eyes: "Xiang'er, you said that I and the adult, is it still possible?"

Although Xiang'er is young, she is very clever. She was really scared enough today. Thinking about this Lord Meng, although he made an exception and saw her girl a few more times, he always felt that he was different from other guests.

She whispered: "Girl, you have been in the Crimson Courtyard for a few years, and you still don't understand? Come to us, those who have the eldest lady in the family, if there are more girls who like us than the ones at home, there is still hope in the past." If there was no match, even if he married as a concubine, and soon that affection would be gone, what hope would there be?"

Lingxi was silent, she was the red girl of Qihong Courtyard, and she was originally specially cultivated by Yu's mother, but she was selected to Meng Dingguo, and she didn't take other guests. But she has also seen the ending of her sisters, but what she is not worthy of herself is that she likes Meng Dingguo, and she feels that he likes her too, and he has made a commitment to her. Then even if she can't marry him in the future, as long as she can be with him, she has no regrets.

However, what happened on the street today, she was also sensitive to serious consequences. She held her cheeks and thought for a while, then looked up and said to Xiang'er: "If he can come to see me tonight, it means that he really has affection for me, and I will confess to him again." If he doesn't come, I'll have no hope left. ”

However, when it came to the third watch, Meng Dingguo still did not come. Lingxi sighed stupidly, and lost his mind. Early the next morning, she changed into the clothes she had gone out of the house and put on a black embroidered cloak with a hood. Until the moment she got into the carriage, she still had a glimmer of hope to see him, but in the end she was disappointed.

When Lingxi boarded the car and left the capital early in the morning, Meng Dingguo had already received Xiao Zhengyi in the Meng Mansion. Because after Meng Dingguo opened to Xiyuzhou, he faced a decisive battle between the dynasty and the rebels and foreigners, and the time should not be short. Therefore, Meng Dingguo has a lot of things to explain to Xiao Zhengyi and Zhao Yiming.

Meng Dingguo didn't want to leave his wife, so he didn't go to the government or the office, and the two of them secretly plotted in Meng Dingguo's study for nearly two hours, and it seemed that it had come to an end. Ying Xiuling personally made tea for them, made fresh snacks and various fruits and sent them to them. (To be continued.) )