80. Because of attachment to love and suffering, isn't it self-possession?
After escaping from the Righteous Heroes Villa, Yu Fangsheng and his entourage rushed back to the Demon Palace day and night! And everyone was amazed to see him come back from outside! Feeling that something was wrong, and asking everything, Yu Fangsheng couldn't help but be full of shock!
Hurriedly returned to his secret room, and found that many of the precious herbs and classics he had treasured over the years had already been looted, and the corpses of more than 100 masters had been piled up in this forbidden place. I was ordered to pursue the Yu Fangsheng who gave the order, but how could I find it?
"Dad, is this another trick by Banqin, but how can he let people pretend to be you and come to the Shrine to make trouble?"
Yu Fangsheng frowned, his heart was also extremely chaotic at this time, and everyone around him was also full of inexplicability! He had never been so helpless at this moment in his life, but the current situation was not suitable for pursuing this matter!
"Mo Han, Yao Ji, Cheng'er is my biological son, that is, your senior brother. I don't have to keep it in mind that everything was forced by the situation, and I hope you can care for each other in the future!"
"Disciple obeys Master's orders!"
As she spoke, Yin Yaoji peeked at Yu Mohan, and saw that although her face was respectful, the muscles on her face were twitching with anger!
First of all, it would definitely not be a half-qin, because no matter how high his martial arts are, it is impossible for him to be in two places thousands of miles apart at the same time. It was unlikely that he had sent him, otherwise he should have contacted himself to ensure that he was acting safely!, but that must be someone who was very familiar with Yu Fangsheng, otherwise he wouldn't even be able to see the slightest flaw?
Not only did Yin Yaoji not understand, no one could accurately guess what was going on at this time! But one thing was certain, that is, there was also a mole in the Demon Palace!
Since Yin Yaoji was ordered to take charge of the inside and outside of the Demon Palace, she should report goodbye to Yu Fangsheng at this time. And Yu Fangsheng listened quietly, never interjecting once from beginning to end!
For a long time, Yu Fangsheng waited for her to finish talking about the person who pretended to be herself before, and stared at her for a while!
"It seems that Banqin sent someone to pretend to be me this time, and even you were hidden......"
Yin Yaoji only felt a cool breath surging out of her heart, and her head was dizzy, although she barely wanted to calm down, she couldn't help but tremble when she spoke!
"Division...... Disciples don't ...... I don't understand what Master meant......"
With a faint smile, Yu Fangsheng said casually: "To be honest, if you weren't a woman, you would have passed on my mantle, because this sect can indeed only be cultivated by men......! I know, in fact, since the last rebellion, you have already had the idea of getting rid of the Divine Palace. Because you don't want to be devoured by me one day, you and Banqin secretly colluded, in the final analysis, just to protect yourself......"
Yin Yaoji's face was defeated when she heard this, her legs became weaker and weaker, and she only felt that it was difficult to even stand still! But the strange thing was that when Yu Fangsheng spoke, the expression on his face did not show the slightest anger, but instead showed a sour feeling from the heart!
"Speaking from the heart, the last time Banqin stole into the shrine, I was already sure that you betrayed! But I didn't punish you, do you know why? Because even without you, he would have been able to get in, and besides, I left because I wanted you to come here! However, to be honest, I still don't feel very comfortable in my heart. But this time I saw him with my own eyes, and it was no wonder that you expected him to escape his fate......"
Although she had already expected this moment countless times in her heart, but it really happened, Yin Yaoji still couldn't help but be full of fear! But it is strange to say that the fear at this time is not because of the cherishing of life, but only because of the fear of the person in front of her! However, this feeling has also been felt when facing Banqin.
After a long time, Yin Yaoji smiled dejectedly: "Although you raised me and passed on my martial arts, but the pain of my life was also caused by you, and you yourself did not have half of the kindness to me, so why should I be grateful to you? That's right, Banqin was attracted by me, and I also took him all over the Demon Palace." At this point, I just want to die quickly, you can do it!"
For a long time, Yu Fangsheng looked at her fixedly, but there didn't seem to be her in his eyes, obviously in deep thought.
Yin Yaoji expected that she would die, and she was calm for a while!
But for a long time, I don't know how long, Yin Yaoji only felt that her whole body was numb inside and out!
Finally, Yu Fangsheng let out a long sigh, his face full of desolation: "You go!"
Yin Yaoji was stunned for a long time, and couldn't say anything with her mouth open for a long time: "What do you say...... What?"
"I said if you want to go, go!"
"You're letting me go?"
Yu Fangsheng nodded silently: "Yes!"
"Why?"
Looking at Yin Yaoji's face full of doubts, Yu Fangsheng shook his head helplessly with a bitter smile: "Maybe you won't understand that in this battle between me and Banqin, no one has really taken the lead, the key is just to see how each one uses each other." In any case, he will not be my opponent if he practices for another ten years. But if I kill him, it means that I have thrown in the towel. So whether it's you or Mo Han, it doesn't matter at all!"
Yin Yaoji pondered for a moment and asked, "It's because it's useless to kill me, so you let me go?"
"It's not just that! You probably don't know it yourself, but you've long been a pawn in his hands. Leaving you here will make it hard for me to sleep, but if I kill you, everyone will think that I am trying to absorb your power. Although this is just a well-known fact, it is bound to shake people's hearts now. So I had to let you go, but it means I still lost the game! But now, I really have no choice......
Yin Yaoji listened quietly and stared at him, and suddenly realized that Yu Fangsheng seemed to have suddenly aged ten years old, and his whole person was out of energy.
After a long time, Yu Fangshengcai sighed faintly again: "Don't worry! Since I let you go, I will ensure that you can leave safely." However, in the relationship between master and apprentice, I also want to persuade you not to go to Banqin, because I believe that he has other reasons for using you, but I still can't figure it out for a while......"
Walking out of the Demon Palace, Yin Yaoji didn't feel the comfort of "freedom" at all! She didn't know why, maybe her life would be even more insecure if she left there, but it seemed to be more than that!
Yin Yaoji couldn't help but start thinking about what use she had for Banqin after leaving the Demon Palace? If the person who pretended to be Yu Fangsheng before was really assigned by him, why didn't he inform himself in advance? Everyone he knew around him didn't seem to be aware of the fact that he had impersonated Yu Fangsheng.
And that fake Yu Fangsheng has been closed since he arrived at the Demon Palace, but why did he suddenly disappear? What else did he not expect? Yu Fangsheng couldn't kill or stay, so he could only let himself go to fend for himself. And Banqin put him in this predicament in order to protect himself?
Thinking of this, Yin Yaoji felt that her face couldn't help but feel hot, but her heart immediately cooled, because she knew that it wouldn't be like that!
In this contest, Yu Fangsheng can give up his wife and children for his ideals, but he is actually obsessed with a fair contest with Banqin!
No, it shouldn't be that simple......!
Almost unconsciously in the wasteland in the direction of the heart, but Yin Yaoji felt that her steps were getting heavier and heavier!
Walking into the Central Plains, Yin Yaoji's heart was even more worried! She had to face a practical problem, that is, Banqin and Yu Fangsheng actually felt the same way for themselves. Is it the right choice to get rid of one devil and then fall under the clutches of another?
And at this time, the atmosphere in the Demon Palace didn't seem to be so calm, and letting go of Yin Yaoji was indeed helpless for Yu Fangsheng! Except that his son Yu Cheng felt that it was a pity that such a beautiful woman was actually cheaper than half a qin, he didn't think that his father also felt indecisive about the other Yu Mohan!
This man has always been arrogant and ambitious. In addition, he has a respected status in the shrine and has a deep foundation. Although Yu Fangsheng himself would not worry about him, he had to think about what his son should do? So, could it be that the most important chess piece of Banqin by his side was not Yin Yaoji?
Suddenly, Yu Fangsheng seemed to have figured out a lot of things in his heart, the trap that Banqin set for himself was not as simple as it seemed on the surface! Or he was afraid that he had already thought about many steps, and little by little he forced himself to follow his plan, forcing himself to make a choice. But no matter what you do, you will lose yourself a lot!
"What's the matter? Still thinking about that kid at Banqin?"
Glancing at his wife beside him, Yu Fangsheng sighed softly: "Hey! The more I think about it now, the more I feel that I can't figure out what his idea is?" At first, I felt that he had placed Yin Yaoji by my side, ready to meet the inside and the outside at any time. But now it suddenly occurred to me that Mo Han must also be touched after seeing Cheng'er!"
Qiao Pei gently rested her head on the shoulder of the reunion after a long absence, but it was difficult to feel more sweet or warm in her heart: "Yes! I always avoided meeting him before, because I was afraid that he would see the flaws. But now that I think about it, I am afraid that the evasion that can be done is the main reason why he suspects me! That old man in Xuexi is certainly shrewd and broad-minded, but he has lost his patience in the end! But Banqin is young, but he is calm and frightening! In short, if he lives, it will inevitably be a big trouble for our henchmen!"
Yu Fangsheng smiled helplessly when he heard this: "Do you think I don't want to kill him?" but in fact, I can't kill him at all now......
"How could you not kill him?"
"Hey, I'm indeed above him in terms of martial arts, but I don't know what kind of evil kung fu he has learned, and he can actually control the poisonous blood in his body. He deliberately showed me when he saw him that day, in order to tell me that he could not overcome me, and that he could die with me!"
Qiao Pei's face was full of incredulity and asked, "His martial arts are so high, what happened?"
Yu Fangsheng shook his head blankly: "After all, the terrible thing is the poisonous blood in his body, I found that he did not restrain the breeding of poisonous blood, but strengthened the toxicity little by little." I don't know what he's trying to do, but if I fight him, there's no way I'm going to get out of ......!"
After pondering for a long time, Qiao Pei pondered and asked, "But if that's the case, he shouldn't be able to bear it for long." Then let's just wait for him to die, isn't it much easier?"
"Hey! How can it be so simple? He has obviously made up his mind to die in doing this, and if he feels that he can't bear it, he will definitely try his best to burn my jade! What I'm most worried about now is what he plans to use?"
"Why don't you get rid of everything he can use as soon as possible?"
Yu Fangsheng looked at his wife with a helpless wry smile and shook his head: "Do you know, even you and Cheng'er may be the target of his use!"
Qiao Pei couldn't help but be shocked when she heard this, but then she also understood what her husband meant, and nodded suddenly: "That's right! The sudden return of Cheng'er and I to the Divine Palace will definitely cause panic in the hearts of the people! Although he already knew everything that day, he didn't do anything to me, and it seems that he deliberately asked you to save our ......."
For a long time, Yu Fangsheng couldn't help but feel extremely lonely in his heart, only feeling that the more he thought about it, the more unfavorable things would be for him, and on the contrary, Banqin had far more advantages than himself!
"Hey, this person is really much more powerful than I imagined, I deliberately let Xuexi enter the Divine Palace to take him away, could it be that it was really the will of heaven that made me suffer the consequences......?"
Qiao Pei comfortingly stroked her husband's shoulder and asked, "What are you going to do next?"
"What else can I do? Now those demons are probably no longer a threat to him, and now he has also controlled the Yixia Villa, and even the entire Central Plains Martial Arts. Whatever I do, I may fall into his trap. Now we can only see what Yin Yaoji will do when she sees him, so that we can determine the next step!"
"You said that Yin Yaoji would definitely go to him?"
"Of course, because she is no longer as simple as hoping for his life......
No matter how the topic of "feelings" unfolds, it may inevitably become a cliché! But even so, unexpected situations can still happen!
Why is it that a feeling that has been studied by the world and experienced thousands of times is still impossible to figure out? The answer is only because no one has really recognized this thing yet!
It is undeniable that there are many things or things in the world that cannot be explained by logical reasoning. But in fact, it does not include feelings! Because as long as you think about it carefully, it is not difficult to find that feelings are so surprising, not because they are really unpredictable, but just involuntarily born and died!
In other words, as long as you are sure that the relationship is happening and you have enough self-control, it is not a painful experience!
Of course, it is not possible to expect all people in the world to have the insight of a saint. And as long as you feel that it is worth it, whether it is feelings or other things, the suffering and pleasure will not constitute the source of human suffering! Therefore, those who feel pain forget the object of their thoughts for a while, and ask themselves, "Is it worth it?" The result is not easy to understand.