81. Although manpower is limited, the desire is boundless!
For Yin Yaoji's sudden arrival, most of the people in Yixia Villa were extremely surprised, of course, it seemed that only Banqin was left!
And Yin Yaoji didn't seem to pay attention to other people's eyes, only stared at Banqin and asked, "Did you expect that Yu Fangsheng wouldn't kill me?"
Looking at her lightly, Banqin smiled indifferently: "Do you really think she won't dare to kill you?"
Yin Yaoji was stunned when she heard this! She only felt that her head was in chaos, as if a person who suddenly fell into a quagmire could only sink deeper and deeper no matter how hard he struggled.
"Enough! I've had enough! You two are so conceited and clever that you play everyone in the palm of your hand, and I don't want to be taken advantage of by you anymore. The big deal is death, I don't care......"
Banqin shrugged casually: "Your life is your own, whether you care or not has nothing to do with others! You can get rid of it, and no one forces you to be used." But I just want to tell you one thing, whether Yu Fangsheng is good, I am also good! He and I are destined not to stand side by side in the world, but it is probably difficult for us to desperately try not to affect others!"
Holding back the grievances in her eyes, Yin Yaoji looked at him dejectedly and asked, "What is human life in your eyes?
"Hmph! You are too naïve, it is difficult for you to grow up in the Demon Palace since you were a child...... Didn't Yu Fangsheng teach you? In this world, human life is never valuable, there is life, and some people die, and they can't escape these two. As for what we do, if I tell you now that I'm going to give up everything and don't care about anything anymore. Even if I say it's because I don't want to sacrifice anyone, do you think those who might be sacrificed will say yes themselves?"
His words seemed to throw everyone who heard it into the abyss, but in fact, who could deny it?
Indeed, when a savior in people's minds says that he intends to give up the glorious mission of saving the world, the reason is simply that he does not want to sacrifice the lives that he expects to save, how will he choose these cherished lives?
For a long time, everyone looked at each other, although they didn't really know what was going on, but they finally understood that Yin Yaoji was out of the Demon Palace. But people can't help but doubt the truth of this matter in their hearts, after all, the status of the two saints in the Demon Palace is transcendent and respectful, and she is Yu Fangsheng's personal disciple, will she give up everything so easily?
Although Liu Suyin was also puzzled, she saw the helplessness that Yin Yaoji couldn't help but show when facing Banqin!
"Miss Yin! I'm ...... I have something I want to ask you about......"
Looking at her, Yin Yaoji smiled bitterly and nodded: "I know what the old woman wants to ask, in fact, Qiao Pei is Yu Fangsheng's wife, she married into the Yixia Villa when she was pregnant, and the purpose is to one day be able to Li Dai Taozhuang!
Liu Suyin's heart twitched for a while, but in fact, why didn't she understand this? It's just that this was said by the enemy's traitor, which inevitably added a layer of irony!
After a while, Yang Chen looked at Yin Yaoji, and finally looked at Banqin and asked, "What are you going to do?"
"What to do?"
"She'......"
Glancing at Yin Yaoji, Banqin smiled faintly: "She has escaped from the Demon Palace, and she will be free from now on." It's up to her to decide where to go. It's just that I'm still the same as before, at least for now, I can't solve the blood poison on your body. ”
Yin Yaoji looked at him faintly, her heart was full of bitterness, but she tried not to show it too obviously! But to be honest, she didn't want to stay, but she felt reluctant to leave! What if her life was short? If she could stay by his side in the last days, it would be better than dying alone in the barren mountains and mountains, right?
"You promised to try to detoxify me, and now I have nowhere to go. At least because you were expelled from the Demon Palace, you won't cross the river and tear down the bridge, right?"
What she said was the truth, but most people also saw her girlish mind at this time because she was reserved and unwilling to explain!
And Banqin didn't know if he understood it, so he nodded indifferently: "Whatever you want, I don't care......"
Since then, Banqin has taken Xuexi back to Yixia Villa. Originally, he only hid his master in the ancestral hall of the Xue family on another mountain, saying that it was an ancestral hall, but in fact, it only enshrined Xuexi's mother, teacher, and the woman he loved in his life!
At this time, when he heard that Yin Yaoji had arrived at Yixia Villa, Jian Xin immediately ran out. She couldn't tell why, but she felt that she couldn't help but care about any woman who had dealings with Banqin!
After all, Banqin's gradual estrangement from Kenshin is actually obvious to all, but no one has ever sympathized with her!
It may not be very easy for a woman to attract a man who loves her, but it is very simple to force away a man she loves deeply!
When they met, the two girls had a kind of resonance in their hearts at the same time! Some were born and some were born now, including the wariness of each other!
Hanqin didn't even look at Kenshin and walked back to the room. Seeing that Xuexi was still unconscious, but his breathing was obviously more steady, he must still be developing in a better direction.
"Come and see ......"
Yin Yaoji walked slowly to the bed, looked at Xuexi's expression and nodded, "This is Dream Soul Incense!"
"Dream Soul Incense?"
"Well, this is a kind of incense used by the Demon Palace to control prisoners, which can make people deeply unconscious, and after a long time, people who are poisoned will lose their skills, but it will not be life-threatening!"
"Is there a cure?"
"Yes! But Xue Lao has been deeply poisoned, I'm afraid he won't be able to wake up in a short time! And even if he wakes up, he was injured at such an old age, and he was suddenly poisoned, and he was probably ...... if he wanted to recover his martial arts."
Banqin obviously didn't care whether Xuexi could recover his martial arts, and at that moment, Yin Yaoji explained to Luo Hao's father and daughter the detoxification method of Dream Soul Incense. And there are no particularly precious medicines in it, and those that are not available in the Righteous Heroes Villa can also be bought in the city.
After all, it's not a deadly poison, and this dream soul incense is just a kind of medicine used by the Demon Palace to imprison prisoners and save the guards, so there is no need to consume too much at all. And Xuexi drank the first bowl of antidote, and her face immediately improved, and her breathing became more solid.
The insight medicine was indeed effective, and people breathed a sigh of relief, and their wariness of Yin Yaoji was naturally lightened a little. Except, of course, Kenshin!
Banqin deliberately let Yin Yaoji and Jian Xin live next door, and Jian Xin was really relieved because of this, at least he didn't get entangled too much because of this, but Yin Yaoji inevitably felt extremely bitter!
She wasn't as naïve as Kenshin, and she had already felt that Banqin's relationship with Luo Siru had already surpassed that of each other!
Luo Hao is old after all, and Yue Yu has already exhausted himself for Xuexi's injury. Now that he was finally saved, his tiredness suddenly deepened. Luo Siru stayed alone in the ward, observing the patient, but her mind had already flown away.
The sound of opening the door did not reach the ears of the lost woman, and Banqin, who was standing at the door, looked a little sluggish and hesitant!
At the same time, wake up from the meditation, and at the same time subconsciously avoid the other person's eyes! Too many things have happened that it is impossible to deny, but at least it can be said without saying it......
"Xue Lao is no longer in trouble, you can rest assured!"
Banqin nodded, looked at the master, walked back to the table, hesitated or sat on the side, maybe this way there is no need to escape!
"It's been a hard time for you!"
"It's nothing! The heart of the doctor's parents, not to mention that Xue Lao is the leader of the martial arts alliance, and he has a lot to do, and it is also what I should do to cure him wholeheartedly. ”
Compared with the struggle between love and non-love, knowing that we love each other but not being honest is bound to be more tormenting! One is unwilling to involve others because of his own precariousness, and the other is unwilling to increase the burden of the other because of understanding! Each other can only hide their bitterness in their hearts, and even if they are all over, they will not be able to export.
Perhaps unable to stand this atmosphere, Luo Siru plucked up the courage to look at him: "I have discussed with my father about I's blood poison, and I have also studied the medicine brought back from the Demon Palace. Your poison should not be incurable, but it will certainly take time. So you try to move your true anger as little as possible, so as not to suddenly lose control!"
Banqin nodded: "I know! Actually, I've been bothering you a lot for so long." Whatever the outcome, I ......"
After waiting for a long time and not hearing what he said, Luo Siru glanced at him resentfully! It is undeniable that women are always weaker than men, even if they understand, they don't want to increase the burden on their sweethearts, but deep down they still want to make sure that their infatuation is not without response!
"The most important thing for you now is to take care of your body, and you don't have to think about anything else. There will be no problems with what you can control, and it is useless to think too much if you can't control it!"
Banqin nodded with a wry smile, and finally couldn't help but look at the sad beauty that could not be forgotten, but the guilt in her heart was even deeper when she saw it!
For a long time, for a long time, there are a thousand words that we can't say to each other. But fate did not give them the slightest mercy, after all, if something happens, someone must bear it!
Banqin walked out of the room and took a deep breath, but he couldn't break through the fog in his heart. The scenery in the middle of the month is constantly rendered by the clouds, the stars are twinkling in the night sky, and the poor lover can only enjoy it alone!
It seemed that the heartbreaking soft choking could be heard in his ears, but he could only harden his heart that was torn by the stinging pain, and did not give half a point of comfort.
Life and death are no longer important at this moment, because they are bound to bear the guilt of someone forever, it is not her, it is her, maybe it's them!
It is sad that feelings have to be borne as a last resort, but how can life avoid being responsible? No one can change reality, and what is really important is often not really valued by people. In comparison, how envious of the happiness of others are Yang Chen and Xuelu?
Before the flowers and under the moon, they live and fly together, people's envied partners, get everyone's heartfelt blessings! But at this moment, they have to feel melancholy for people who are not as happy as themselves!
"Senior brother, didn't you say that you and Banqin can have a heart-to-heart connection? Then you say, who does he like in his heart?"
Yang Chen smiled bitterly and sighed softly: "Hey, does this still need a heart-to-heart connection? Are you knowingly asking ......?"
Xuelu nodded slightly: "I just think it's strange! Didn't he say that he and Kenshin were naturally attracted to each other, but how could it be ......?"
"Hey, actually, there's nothing strange about it! If there is really a natural attraction between them, then Banqin and Yin Yaoji, and even if Yu Mohan appears, isn't it possible to attract each other to Jian Xin? So I think that's just a preconceived view! On the contrary, I think Banqin and Siru really share weal and woe. The feelings that arise between them are the ones that will really be deeply imprinted in their hearts!"
Xue Lu looked at him and sneered: "I didn't expect my senior brother to be quite expert in emotional matters!
With a wry laugh, Yang Chen shook his head helplessly: "Hey, you! I'm so annoyed by Banqin now, you still have the heart to joke!"
"What am I kidding? I just think that if you really like someone, you have to admit it, why do you think so much?"
Yang Chen shook his head desolately: "I may be able to treat you!" But Banqin has too much on his body, and he has to face a powerful enemy, and he doesn't know when his blood poison will suddenly attack. He just didn't dare to confess, he was afraid that he would affect others! In fact, he looked indifferent on the surface, but he was a person with a strong sense of responsibility, so he would take everything on his own! I really wanted to help him, but ......
"Hey, brother, don't blame yourself! We will do our best to help him, and we won't let him feel lonely alone. But there are some things I think I still have to be mentally prepared for, after all, manpower is still limited......"
In fact, this sentence alone is enough to avoid all mistakes or mistakes!
Because it is limited, there will inevitably be omissions. No matter what the facts are, as long as people continue to make excuses, all hope will be a flash in the pan. But the people who can really work hard so as not to regret it are limited after all!